Thread 41648498

im bored and on meth rn just wondering if theres any others here who do drugs and if so which ones?

last night i did a weird combo of diazepam, ketamine, and speed and it was alot of fun, although i did lowkey end up having a breakdown in the dms of the guy i like just girly things lmao but eh it ended well and he helped so like (i am so going to marry him one day) (whether he wants me to or not :3)

but yeah i started drinking at like 16 when dysphoria started hitting and was doing it daily for like a year then someone on here introduced me to dxm and i tried that and since then i’ve tried like countless other ones theyre very good at making me not wanna die although it causes alot of stress fpr myself but mostly those around me so i’m trying to get it under control but the alternative is cutting which is a way bigger pain in the ass (not that i dont do it anymore i just do it much less frequently now. ironically it was also someone from here that taught me how to properly sh and proper aftercare/what tools to use/avoid/etc)

also lowkey lsd+dxm made me explore my gender alot more and just go from binary trans woman to she/it woman-creature-thing im like a woman mixed with a bunch of different animals (mainly some cat, some dog, some deer, some rabbit, and a few others) and a pinch of robot mixed in. it also made me unable to sleep for 3 fucking days but yknow.

>>41648498 (OP)
yes I’ve done lsd, shrooms, DMT, cocaine, opiates, amphetamine, nitrous, ecstasy, weed and mescaline. i dont think drugs really affected my identity desu. i was doing them and having random sex with guys at psychedelic festivals for a few years before trooning. i actually never got any profound revelations or insights from drugs. they just make me wanna dance or chill or fuck

I'm doing booze rn

>>41648498 (OP)
>how to properly sh
What does this actually entail? I've just been cutting to dermis with razors.

>>41648498 (OP)
yeah and you shouldn't waste it here you should go have fun and have sex with yourself or with someone you like.
im destroyed.

>>41648498 (OP)
shroomies
2g every morning.

actually if you hang out here on meth for long enough, when you don have meth, you'll hate this place and never come back.

your brain will ruin this place forever

>>41648587
i wasnt sure which blades to use/where to do it/how to clean up/how deep to go/etc

>>41648601
why are you wasting shrooms like that?

>>41648498 (OP)
Cute girlies that pass do psychs at most.
If you are doing meth or opioids, in the long run you're gonna just exaggerate your male features more lol.

>>41648654
no mad girls do coke and speed all the time

>>41648498 (OP)
I let my fwb ghb my drink up when I’m over to smash since I love the date rape feeling. He doesn’t do it always but sometimes. It’s fun to do that in an environment with someone you trust, but you really have to trust him. We’ve known each other for 8 years.

Aside from that I do poppers during sex, sometimes ecstasy when I’m out raving or at this one techno spot in town that’s sort of shady. I won’t ever do any injectable drugs or something like crack. Feels too trashy.

>>41648710
you do chemsex but think smoking crack is trashy? wild

>>41648642
What's wasteful about it?

>>41648726
coming down of coke is a shitty feeling.
but so is coming down off meth, amphetamines, speedy anything, opiates..
they all feel good until its gone.

>>41648742
wdym? you are literally not getting any effect

i really want to get some mdma and see how that goes but everything out here is cut with fent so fuck it.

>>41648726
The word crackwhore comes to mind, and I avoid it because of that.

>>41648789
its dumb and a waste, just stick to soft.
you can get pretty close to a blast of crack with a line of pure soft and it'll last a about 15-20 minutes longer.
and soft withdrawal is less fucked up than coming down off crack. and soft coke is more socially acceptable across the board than smoking it.

>>41648761
Depends on the person ig. 2-2.5 does it for me just fine

I take DPH and DXM.

>>41648761
thats no true, alot of people can catch a buzz on mushrooms in the .5-1.5 gram range.
you can get a sober high on mushrooms at lower doses, or you can leave perceptual external reality on mid to higher doses.

most people will trip a little bit on 1.5 no problem.

>>41648855
pay attention anon. they said they are taking it every day. you can’t get high taking it every day. tolerance builds up on psychedelics fast. if you took 2 grams on day 1, you would need to take 5 grams to get a similar effect the next day, 11 or 12 grams the day after, etc. why am I even having to explain this….

i need to remember that alot of you take medications that fuck with your dopamines and serotonins so drugs are going to be different for all you psych med people.
you probably shouldnt take any drugs if you take a handful of meds. you're already on drugs.

>>41648873
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>>41648893
sorry if im annoyed it’s just annoying to be repeatedly “corrected” by ppl who haven’t read the thread

>>41648895
i specifically don’t want meds cus then i can’t have drugs lmao

>>41648749
i wish i lived in south america and could just go outside pick some leaves and make some healthy refreshing coka tea. instead having not pretend i'm some nicholas cage movie trope in hollywood doing lines of coke pretending to be cool and exciting bad ass rebel

>>41648893
That's definitely just you lol, I used to do mushrooms a lot and I never had this problem. Some days it hits more than others but 2g daily is just fine

>>41648951
you don’t know what you’re talking about.

>>41648916
lately i use about once a month im going to try to find a doctor that can give me something so i dont have to resort to doing this stuff.
its scary cause so much stuff out here has fent in it, everything tests positive.

>>41648973
YOU don't know what you're talking about AND you're gay.

speedy sex is the hottest and best feeling sex but its fucking gross to use that shit and it'll ruin normal sex

>>41649020
just look it up. I expect a full apology after you do.

>>41649044
I think you’re being baited. Everyone knows about psilocybin tolerance.

>>41648498 (OP)
ketamine? ketamine. good ketamine. fantastic ketamine. paired with acid. or some molly. actually, a little 2cb just to get a nice buzz. i miss ketamine baka i need to find a place to actually live so I can get some. molly for whatever reason i really don't do that much. 2cb is my new go to because it just makes me horny and i don't have to trip hard to enjoy it. i wish i had ketamine :(

>>41648642
Maybe because I’d put a hole through my head if I wasn’t on it?

>>41649131
do u have any weird sightings that you can't explain once and a while

>>41649138
nope, just that everything in life is infinitely better, I’m infinitely more productive. best part is not itching to kill myself every second of the day.

>>41649154
so you are microdosing with a high tolerance?

>>41648677
every sorority girl I knew was doing coke every weekend

>>41649102
ketamine is lowkey one of my fav drugs although basically everyone (i.e my parents, the guy i like, and my friends) hate when i’, on it plus it’s terrible for your bladder which is 1984
also whenever i get some i finish the entire bag in like a few days

>>41649176
its cause its pure sex fuel for girls

>>41649185
did you only take 1 hit? or how far are you in right now? what day are you on

>>41649252
i got like 10 grams 3 days ago and i used the last of it yesterday

>>41649273
i meant the meth

>>41649273
ohhh i took about 60mg and i think it’s starting to wear off by now

>>41649527
okay, be nice to yourself this week you're not broken forever its just the dopamine.

>>41649543
lowkey i already feel like shit idk if its just my brain doing that like it does or the comedown cus i never really got bad comedowns off of any other drugs (not even mdma, the only aftereffects i get from mdma are sleeping for like 16 hours and still being tired the next day)

>>41649600
idk i’m used to it though, better than the comedown from taking too many short half life benzos (e.g xanax or temazepam)

>>41649611
and youre probably tired and a little dehydrated and hungry and its being masked a little bit by the stuff.
benzos aren't a good thing to get used to they have one of the worst and longest withdrawals

>>41649656
i try to avoid taking judt 1 thing for too long to not get physical withdrawls, so far i’ve only pushed it slihtly too far one time with opioids and had very minor withdrawls for like a day or two which sucked ass but eh they couldve been way worse worse

>>41649683
good. you'll be okay as long as you dont make a habit out of any of them, if you see that happening just get into a program asap to keep yourself good.

>>41649755
i mean i have a habit of just drugs in general which im trying to get help for but like 1. most of the help is for physical dependence not mental and 2. they lowkey don’t believe that its as bad as it is like i tell them how much im taking i even log it and they just dont believe me cus they think its too high lmao which yeah sometimes while i, fucked i record it inaccurately but most of the time its right

Dam bitch, you talk a lot. I'd probably kill you if we tripped together ngl.
Anyway. I've only tried weed, coke, and k personally. I've had a lot of trans friends who struggle with addiction, I don't think it's cute or whatever. Every time I've seen a trans girl try to act cool or wax poignantly about k, it's been the lamest thing I've ever read. But I do get that it's tangential to being trans and the reasons for that. Oh well.

i do mirtazapine and buproprion daily, and occasionally some proponol.

also drink stolli straight from the bottle if in feeling trashy and mixed with cold pressed lemon ginger turmeric juice if im feeling fancy.

>>41648498 (OP)
I currently smoke a lot of weed and drink. I also vape but that doesn't really count for much. I used to do a bunch of oxys and Xanax but I stopped when I was like 17.

>>41648677
Ran through bimbo drug. Again, cute girls do psychs and nothing more.

>>41648498 (OP)
why is it so fucking hard to find a tranny who's not a disgusting ran down junkie with no ambition?

yeaaa i smoke a lot of hhc-o bc im a loser w/ no long term hope for a real life

Junkies disgust me. Just kill yourself in you can't enjoy life via normal means

>>41651399
because most of us are mentally ill

I did the psychedellics in high school but started doing cocaine with my friend's dad. He would pay me to stay on shift at the factory he owned and go pick up across town. He ended up getting killed by the mob so I kinda got away from that scene, but ended up relapsing on an island in belize and getting raped by a uh well you guess.

I like transitioned and got away from it. Then like oops troons do a lot of coke and I was a big rave DJ so I slipped back into my old habits. This is when I really fell in love with MDMA.

The last year or so I have been slowly killing myself with cocaine. Went to detox (prettiest tranny at rehab) they make sex crazy idk

>>41648548
You will never make enough to survive and support a family. You'll always be the guy that fell out. Then they will stop referring to you at all. Cool life you live. Brag that shit up baby.

>>41648498 (OP)
used to be an opiate addict. never touching them again. would never touch meth honestly i'd rather just kill myself if it got to that point. tryng to get into doing a shitload of psychedelics in the hope that it somehow resets my brain and makes it how it was before psych meds but i'm starting to suspect it's not the psych meds that made my brain like this but the thing the psych meds were supposed to treat. either way i do feel much more like i used to when i'm on them i just think it might be making me worse when i'm not

>>41653284
>tryng to get into doing a shitload of psychedelics in the hope that it somehow resets my brain
Damn, everyone is trying this these days fr

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https://youtu.be/CDFfzEjAcpM?si=2C-VCHLJiGT0ZQ4b&t=27

>>41653545
really? i came up with this retarded idea all by myself. does it actually work or what?

>>41653643
it can.. but its not an answer or cure all i ate mushrooms probably 4-5x last summer lifes still fucked. its my fault.

>>41648548
those psychedelic effects are when you spend time with yourself. else every other chav would be getting their shit together after raving on a cocktail of whatever their dealer had

not rly into anything but im thinkin bout doing molly is that any fun

>>41654214
yeah its pretty nice, i wish i could do it every day.

>>41654214
oh.. i forgot, when you're done with molly for the or next day or whatever, make sure you drink fluids and lick alot of salt cause it'll give you crazy charlie horses leg cramps.
alot of amphetamines sap sodium out of the body and it creates really bad charlie horses. it'll feel like your tendon is going to snap.

>>41648498 (OP)
man im never doing drugs

>>41654439
>drinks tea
>has a beer
>takes a tylenol

Need a shroomer/mdma gf

& has a computer & uses 4chan.

you're on drugs harry.

tfw no bf to make passionate psychedelic love to

>>41654449
>sitting in a den getting back to back blasted on sedative-stimulant slurries till ur pissing chunks of bladder lining is the exact same as drinking coffee
i dont take tylenol or drink beer thats for nerds.

>>41654500
doesn't help that drinking lots of coffee feels so similar to downing a heap of amphetamine pills

just took 2 benadryl

>>41648498 (OP)
i love drugs but im way too reclusive and socially isolated to be able to get any atm so i just drink instead
ket and molly is my fav god i wish i had some rn