Thread 41664672

David (fakemoder) vs Goliath (trvemoder) edition
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europe is becoming an authoritarian state the likes of which we've never seen but im too stupid and cowardly and poor to get out of here i hate myself

>>41664708
is this real

looking at pics again, i wont ever pass

>>41664717
do you live under a rock

>>41664672 (OP)
this is me comparing my skull to the cis woman on tiktok

IM A GAY LOSER WITH AN UGLY BODY PLEASE LOVE ME

maybe if i work out and take creatine and hit my protein goals and learn how to box i will be happy as a tranny

The simulacrum is never that which conceals the truth—it is the truth which conceals that there is none. The simulacrum is true.

I HATE ALL OF YOU

>>41664742
yes

>>41664779
well yes, it's happening

>>41664776
this would sound schizophrenic to a normal person. I wish there was an irl ludovico technique that could fix manmoders. the existence of manmoders is an unethical violation of some sort.

>>41664797
i want to be unethically violated but my man body is preventing it. what does that mean

i’m one of the bros

i always wanted to be a guys girl and then i didnt troon and now im a man>>41664808

>>41664815
you are a woman

>>41664820
really? 3 years hrt, zero malefails, small pelvis, bad fat distribution, male-schewed measurements, chad face

>>41664825
yeah i got moid fat too why’d you remind me :l

>>41664837
i cant function

im mocked continually, repeatedly, constantly, endlessly, perpetually, interminably, unceasingly, infinitely and always

how do you cope

>>41664884
talking to myself in a dark room again

>>41664884
i post here to get back at my gangstalkers, not that it matters i met the first one when i was 16 and he has built a web around me particularly expanding in univservity due to my subversive political activities. the cia knows im neo

~im neo~
i
M
Ne
O

i havent slept

can someone please just drive an axe into my skull so i can be done with this

I had a chocolate with marzipan it was nice

i only eat saltines to punish myself

haha sweet who up salting their tines

Manmoder football league

>>41665154
please put a foot to my balls please i need it

>>41665154
>full of insecure cowards too scared to kick a ball

im wasting my liiiiife

i have only attracted bisexual people my entire life

nobody has ever been attracted to me ever

i have not attracted anyone my entire life

i smell awful

>androgynous
>princely
>gets ffs and becomes an ugly man anyways

>>41665418
you shouldve been born 100 years ago or earlier

>>41665418
what is princely

>>41665418
your fault for trooning and not being a chaser instead

>>41665438
oh it’s like regal

my manmoder gf has crabs

>>41664708
>becoming

>>41665616
groom her pubes and eat the crabs like a good little ape

>>41665616
nice

>>41665616
if she was my gf she'd have chlamydia too

>>41665619
stop being disingenuine you know the scale of this is new to this world

clogged my toilet with a manmoder baby

>>41665642
you're right, fascism in Europe is unprecedented.

>>41665650
youve had 15 years to get tired of this

>>41665663
American fascism has been alive and strong for 80 years, unlike European fascism which gets to claim the big 100

more like ewrape

fascism is the safest way as a tranny because we've all seen what lefties turn homosexuals into
no society will accept those freaks, but "right wing" societies might

>>41665686
yayrapeians (arabians haha)

>>41665688
white people genuinely believe this

ended up puking a second time last night, that time mostly nuke, before being able to actually sleep. not a great night tbdesu

>>41665703
because its correct

i dont mind if i end up executed because getting rid of freaks like me is worth it to protect western society from being razed

>>41665726
but i don’t wanna die

>>41665730
thats okay but you shouldnt vote anyways so it doesnt really matter

>>41665730
i want to die but i don’t want tranny death penalties to exist

>>41665747
it would be pretty funny for like three seconds

>>41665722
oh yea the "turn white women in breed mare and kill everyone who isn't a white man" is actually good. just don't mind that you've been living under fascism your entire life without even noticing, sieg heil bröther

>>41665791
i dont reply in earnest to browns, leave my thread

>>41664672 (OP)
how do i cope for not being a woman?

>>41665818
homofascists like you make me homophobic ngl

>>41665888
your skin is the colour of dirt so i dont really care

>>41665916
shouldn't you be bug chasing or raping teenage boys or something

>>41665879
by accepting your failure and not trying to engage with fetishes only meant for cute and feminine people

>>41665925
why are browns so blind to statistics? its still so baffling how you just ignore reality when it fits you, i would never be able to do that and not feel like a liar

>>41665879
detransition

As a cis male on estrogen who pretends to be a real woman(trans) to other trans people and even friends and therapy why shouldn’t I detroon and kms?
I’m deeply disturbed by my lack of any connection to the feminine and my attempts to reach such connection

>>41666008
damm that sucks
I just filed to get my name and gender changed

>>41666112
Every tranny from my group Aldo did this asap while I hesitated and never started the process
More proofs I’m cis
Godspeed anon

shit is not feeling very cash money rn i hate being an unsightly moid

>>41666245
you shouldnt post stuff like that, its unbecoming given your male soul

>>41665818
whitey here, eat. a shotgun shell

>guy starts flirting with me
>after a while he asks how old I am
>I lie and say 20 because I didn't want to seem old
>he looks surprised and I say he thought I was 16
>tfw he literally assumed I was a minor and still decided to flirt

>>41666356
idc i want to be a foid with an eating disorder

mtfg is dead so I'm going to post here

>>41666459
you're being extremely inconsiderate to real women by acting like this

>>41666482
I'm a real woman

>>41666433
that means he will dump you immediately after finding out you're a busted hag, apologise and block him to save him the effort

>>41666511
it was irl + I don't even like men I was waiting for a bus

>>41666469
even more fakemoders shitting up the thread

can a manmoder get her nails done

>>41666524
ok, same thing

>>41666526
no

>>41666542
can she do her own nails and then remove the nail polish the same day?

>>41666526
you can paint them black but only once every other week so they look like shit. no protective coat either

>>41666586
yes, but you shouldn't

but i want shiny pointy acrylics :(

the other day some old lady asked me if I was a model. should I take that as an insult. I'm not even that tall (5'8) and I don't have perpetually bored face like models do

attempting a laser consultation again

i love using acrylic nails

I’m dying help
I realized I’m a real cis man
Help
Help me
I’m dying
I’m paralyzed

>>41666638
so then stop taking hrt

my soul is so rotten

if i was a real cis man i think i'd still be on e

being on e is proof that im cis because only a heterosexual male would enjoy having breasts

girlmoding is easy when you ain't got a bitch in your ear saying it's impossible

i hate men

Kms
Transition isnt possible
Male soul

im too sensitive to girlmode

>>41666665
off by one oh my god bruh

>>41666665
Sorry for existing

manmoder with a boobjob

manmoder with tranny voice

you gotta stop calling yourself manmoder at some point

>>41666622
these look like good prices, nonas?

no i dont. its not like being a boymoder where you age out of it.

>>41666705
im not sure but it seems like a lot

Cis male on her with no other changes

>wake up
>see a girl in the mirror
urgh I guess it's girlmoding today, again

buttery lobster and juicy steaks

>>41666732
that’s what i thought, but people on this board said laser is cheap so maybe i’m just too frugal

>>41666671
this

manmoder with hrt and thats it

>>41666792
just put effort

ffs will make me happy and if it doesnt i will get ffs on my genitals

>>41666806
i havent done it yet but of the places i was able to find prices for online it was like ~$150 per session. idk though maybe they are shitty and sketchy. also $449 x 8 =/= $2,694 so maybe check on that.

>>41666761
>wake up
>see a girl in the mirror

>>41666872
every day is an effort to not blow my brains out

>baggy clothes
>short hair
>beat up shoes
>erm ma'am the women's bathroom in on the right
fuck me can't even manmode in peace anymore

every post is a psyop to do me harm

>>41666923
truke

>>41666887
the website said “bulk discount”, so i’m assuming that’s the it, if i pay per session is 449 a piece, if i buy the full package it’s 2694. maybe i’ll keep looking though, $150 a session would be so much better

>>41666887
also i assume the prices are because the full face is considered a large area. things counted as small and medium areas are cheaper. the overall prices are as low as 99 per session, apparently

>>41666997
>>41666970
again im probably not the best to ask because ive only looked at prices online and havent actually gone to any consults so i might have the number all wrong.

i don't really see men as people

>>41666609
female models look like twinkhons so

I’m a man and that’s unchangeable

>>41667216
sucks to suck

>>41667237
who up suckin?

Forcemascing manmoders

>>41667428
boyfriend who does this to me when
he should call me disgusting and tell me.to.man up when i start crying

>>41664799
Range of experience too restricted. Move.

hrt cured my homosexuality

>>41666923
Kek

>>41667529
it made mine worse

>>41666532
you are weak spineless nigger who will always let people walk all over you and never takes advantage of others therefore you disgust me more than anyone itt

Still cis
Still Male
Lol

one day i will wake up content that i am a big strong man

I have a man laugh
I have a man voice
I have a man body
I have a man lore

>>41667661
you are correct and should feel that way, but that means you're probably too good for this thread

doing instacart delivery is so funny sometimes. why am i delivering 20 gallons of 2% milk right now?

>>41667956
gomadchad

but doctor…i am a trvemoder

>>41667994
2 separate GOMADchads (or two coworkers at a milk heavy store) since it’s 2 separate orders

>>41668032
wow

fat niggas

Saw myself in a window door reflection
I know it to be true then: I’m male and happy to be a cis man!

my boyfriend is my lord and protector

fist ten gallons went to a starbucks but the other ten are going elsewhere…curiouser and curiouser

>>41668277
i want your life

i wish i had a bf

>>41668318
it was actually just a different starbucks

>>41668467
lol

>>41668277
how does looking at him make you feel

im going to die alone

>>41666646
I'm a real cis man on e

I want to engage with the hypnotism thread but I know I shouldn't because I'm too ugly and moided

>>41668483
fuzzy in my stomach and my heart skips

>>41668624
i am envious
you should live your best life to show appreciation for him loving you

>>41668277
oh my god bruh quit with the sissy posts

shit's performative asf

kys troonsbian

you can be into men without being weird about it

>>41668570
same :( my personality is 10/10 but i am ugly so still no one wants me..

>>41668572
wanna make out

>>41668714
>>41668756
i'm not normally one to blanchardpost but people who say shit likes that are literally meta-attracted and 20x more AGP than the average transbian

man i wish i was going to die alone

one combat boot with red laces one with white
can't let niggas figure you out, gotta keep em guessing

im just into men my issues come from being a deeply submissive worm with self-esteem issues, i would act this way towards women if i was straight instead

sure keep thinking that

i dont expect you to understand

>>41668932
>i would act this way towards women if i was straight instead
still gross bro just in a different way

i live next to a primary school, restaurant AND a grocery store so all day every day i am bombarded with hearing and seeing kids, normal adults and teenagers and it is getting on my nerves i need to become a hermit but i cant drive so i cant feasibly live in the woods

>>41668962
sure

>>41668975
>>41669024
i accept your concession

>>41669034
how's about i concede my dick to your ass?

don't debase yourself for moids

>>41669052
why

>>41669071
my only worth is what i can bring to those better than me, if debasing myself for their entertainment entertains them even slightly thats worth any discomfort it brings me

>>41669081
because i'm a man and you're a dumb little sissy, now bend over and lemme see that hole.

>>41669110
youre just as little of a man as i am

>>41669141
but i look like this

I want a girlfriend :/

>>41669176
your soul is numale

this tranny I know is daying a theyfab and like her theyfab is ugly as fuck. If you're going to date a theyfab at least pick a pretty one damn

>>41669220
yeah idk what that niggas on about hes cringe

>don't do anything cringe
>in cringe L posting general

im cringe and i will never be free

>>41669176
not only do i look like that but i sissypost on /mmg/

im a real woman

you actually are cant argue with that

sissies are closer to being women than me.

>>41669176
if i got rid of my bangs and worked out i’d probably look like this

sissies are arguably trveHSTS

im not a sissy im just a bottom

im vers

>>41669492
facts

>>41669492
i don’t think so. i try not to get to into the weeds with sissy stuff, but it always felt more humiliation based. like to me, HSTS is about loving men, while sissies have a humiliation kink, and view taking on the feminine role for men as the ultimate form of humiliation.

getting called little lady is always so fucking embarrassing, can old men just stop

>>41669651
can i get some chicken nuggets too Lebron

Is there any way to tell if my coworkers have identified that I'm a tranny?

>>41664708
it's global
stop tolerating faith

>>41669812
you could ask them. why do you think they think you are a tranny?

>>41665688
you turn will come to bite the curb, trash

i think i want srs

what's this smell

im starting to think im a cishet man who developed dysphoria and homosexuality as a child to cope with being creepy. the only thing i cant figure out is why im not attracted to women

I'm starting to think his mind is no longer in mint condition

I no longer feel human.

I was so touch-starved for so many years that I am now chemically addicted to cuddling in bed

>>41670017
my mind?

malefailed a little while dropping off 8 gallons of milk to starbucks :3

>wants to be bella
>looks like edward
kmsing

have you guys been trying to get me to hurt myself for ruining your gen

my ass is so big

>>41670061
can we start a trucking business

>>41670028
giwtwm :/

my ass is small, my hips are small, my face is catastrophically masculine. tell me again why i trooned

>>41670296
so I can feel better about myself

>>41670382
do you pull?

mr gorbachev, tear up this mussy

i just want to look like an average woman and yet is simply out of reach

idecam

i look like a man, imma always look like a man, im getting ffs anyways fuck it

>>41670245
i do not have a cdl, i’m doing this shit in my subuwu

can i hold onto an estrogen vial for 3 years before injecting

no

>>41670780
damn so i have to order more in 2 years? i'm nervous

how am i supposed to move out if i dont have a job

the greatest form of control is where you think you're free when you're being fundamentally manipulated and dictated to

>>41670815
don’t listen to the feds who will tell you to get a job, it’s a psyop!!!

>>41670745
general guideline is theyre shelf stable for 2-3 years, important to keep them out of the sun though and hot spots like next to radiators

>>41670866
okay
now how am i supposed to live on my own

>>41670886
>radiators
bro lives in the 1800s fr

>>41670745
3 years is maybe pushing it

>>41670899
>how am i supposed to live on my own
you aren't

>>41670392
reagan smash

>>41670930
youre not helping

>>41670815
get a job

one form of dictatorship is being in a prison cell and you can see the bars and touch 'em

>>41670930
>>41670896
are you 40

the other one is sitting in a prison cell but you can't see the bars and you think you're free

>>41670950
i tried and at this point i imagine im just unemployable

im an emotionally stunted unpassing tranny with severe social anxiety who cannot leave the house. im have a job but im unable to network so i will be left behind my peers as i struggle.

>>41670956
no
you're fucked
sorry for the bad advice

>>41670953
>>41670964
https://youtu.be/wmR1ehmmwkc

>>41670973
you were left behind before you failed at networking anyways

>>41670969
>>41670973
too bad, keep trying anyway

being an unemployable retard wouldnt be so bad if they would just give me permaneetbux already but i guess i wasnt suicidal during my teens so i cant be that bad

we are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people

>>41671012
theres genuinely nothing, and i sincerely doubt anyone would even consider employing me after looking at my cv

>>41671007
thanks
>>41671012
why

>>41671042
>>41671044
what else can you do but try anyway

>>41671050
whats the point
a job wont do anything for me anyways

boyfriend who hates me when

>>41671050
blow my shit smooth off

reading yuri to cope

>>41671069
fucking aave appropriating chud scum, eat curb

>>41670886
>2-3 years,
i hope diy hrt is still around in 2028 then

>important to keep them out of the sun though and hot spots like next to radiators
i store them in a dark box that's usually 65-80 degrees
i keep reading about how heat will degrade it and i'm scared that maybe it's too hot or that my air conditioner won't save it during the summers

>>41671108
diy will always be there. if you wouldnt go through hell to get it you dont truly want it
just buy raws
>i keep reading about how heat will degrade it and i'm scared that maybe it's too hot or that my air conditioner won't save it during the summers
if you keep it in a dark place away from the air conditioner it shouldnt be a problem, but you should put it in the basement if you have one

this is the only thread i come to and i hate you all

>>41671103
nobody cares when the "dolls" do it.

passoid privilege

>>41671155
same wurstie

>>41671055
money can be exchanged for goods and services

>>41671179
it wont give me enough to live a comfortable life, i need to be rich for that

>>41670924
so how long can i use a vial for

>>41671139
>if you wouldnt go through hell to get it you dont truly want it
maybe i won't when it gets any harder
>just buy raws
i'm too scared
>if you keep it in a dark place away from the air conditioner it shouldnt be a problem
what do you mean by away? it's in a drawer that's close to the air conditioner and it's only on during the summer

>>41671200
im stupid and thought you meant keeping the aircon on heating
yeah keep it close to it. you might be able to put it in the fridge

i hate using steam and seeing all those people i used to know

block them

bpd moment

>>41671227
I removed a lot of my old friends on steam and stuff like that after I trooned out, especially the "friends" who were not

>>41671103
Go to hell nigger!