>>24472956 (OP)I find meaning in morality, and most of it aligns with the Christian doctrine, which is why I'm a Christian in the first place, it's by knowing in my heart that it's the ultimate truth. There's a Chinese saying, that goes "True gold fears not the test of fire." I suggest you put Christianity to question, if you have any doubts in it and find that it's perfect, and if not — you've discovered something for yourself and need not worry about seeking meaning in religion anymore, or in religion alone. Either way, it'll be helpful, because you might get your faith restored back, or discover something that'll give your life a new meaning.
Set on a journey, look for what you lack and try to find a solution. but be reasonable about it. And don't try to find fulfillment in literature alone, go to Church, connect with those around you, and perhaps squeeze the most out of all the opportunities life has given you. I stopped reading for a while, but nevertheless, I don't feel bad about it, because for me, reading is a means to knowledge, the goal of which is enlightenment, and with it comes tranquility and peace. Your case might just be an emotional burnout, or a neurotic response to something that itches inside your soul and hasn't been scratched properly. But that's something you will have to figure out on your own. Nobody else will give you the answer for you.
>>24473044Jesus is not Jewish and kikes hate Him, you moron.