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>>24474761 (OP)
I'm a bottom

>>24474761 (OP)
man that guy must be a chubby chaser.

>>24474843
Not a whole lot of chasing going on, let's be honest.

>>24474761 (OP)
We make fun of the skinny kid who drives a Chevy Vega with the fat girlfriend, but his girlfriend could flatten us like a Dodge Challenger at Charlottesville. Something poetic about that.

It doesn't matter how BAD things (and right now they're indeed pretty fucking bad), there is something, I don't know what, that makes me laugh in such a dumb way. It may be some side effect of adrenaline rushing through my body at the prospect of my own destruction, but it might be deeper than that. I believe, I know that despite the endless streams of shit I have to traverse through, even if every tide humiliates me and breaks my illusions, there is some ground I thread on, there is something objectively certain I, paradoxically, cannot conceptualise. I like to imagine it as a Swastika that spins eternally somewhere and everywhere, gathering and sowing the flow of things in its circular motion, powering the world, a thing responsible for the miracle of going to sleep and waking up the next day. Yeah... I only have to let the pain pass through me, it's as simple as that...

>>24474839
Are you cute? Asking for a friend haha

https://youtu.be/dh_wnykggWM?si=R3rWgcDm9lAAJ0fJ
Thread theme

i'm so tired

Here I am again, at a crossroads. I’ve been waiting for this.

My name is Anon. I have $4,000 and a terrible car to my name, and soon enough, I’ll be unemployed. What are my thoughts, you ask? I have none. This entire year has felt like a complete waste of time. There’s nothing more I can say. I am, in fact, hoping that 2026 will be better, but I don't know for sure.

do u think we'll get the day off when ww3 starts

if you can't be a scholar you can at least be a pretty good dilettante

>>24475026
I got that day off anyway

It's insane how quickly I can slip into feeling like shit again. A couple minor bad things happen and I'm back to feeling like a giant fucking retard, telling myself I'm a burden on the people in my life, nitpicking every flaw in my body and mind and actions.

since trump always chickens out, i guess he will eventually chicken out on saying no to war with iran

>>24475090
Israeli's been acting like it's lost its meds and its therapist is on vacation lately, the real risk is them spazzing out more

Time to make a banana milkshake. I can't get shoggoths out of my head.

These threads shouldn't be allowed anymore again. We're all thinking the same thing. Nothing particularly literary or unique or expressive can be written here. We're all scared shitless that the world is just going to keep getting worse and worse. All of my ambitions could crash into a wall because I know that I will one day have children who live in a world worse than mind, and worse than my father's before me. That is terrifying. And it's happening for no good reason.

>>24475123
>scared shitless
i'm too old to be drafted so idc what happens

I want to be needed. So far no one has really needed me or wanted me around. My career has been pointless. The people I worked hard for and gave my time and energy for didn't need anything from me after all. Once I left it turned out I was only holding them back. Not even my own family was better off with me around. Now that I've moved out a great weight seems to have lifted from their shoulders. My few friends don't care or notice if I'm not around, and looking back, they probably only ever saw me as an acquiantance.
What was the point of anything I did? Who cared? What was I trying so hard for?
Maybe the only way I could be useful to other people would be by saving a life or sacrificing mine for another. Maybe that's all I have to give.

>>24475123
>He believes in time
>He even thinks it's linear
>He spends all of it computing contingencies and hoping for an uglier creation
You're the reason that's happening to you, good or not

I act you react, we aren't the same

>>24475123
Modern conditions and advancements were the direct result of our father's and grandfather's generations. Unprecedented and exponential. What is happening is a reverse to the mean of history, mediocrity, wars, crisis. The ancient world was harsher than our own, but if it was up to you, you wouldn't have had children back then because of the "conditions of the world" while your ancestors had no trouble with it.

>https://x.com/TuckerCarlson/status/1935136085266387417
wow

>>24474843
why the fuck would any man willingly date a fat chick unless he had no other option

>>24474902
No.

I'm white and find 'my own' women repulsive in attitude and the majority in appearance, when I tell white women I'm not attracted to them they assume it's upset over an ex or insecurity about interracial relationships. The truth is I just don't like them and have had better times with every other race of women. One girl even cried about this.

>>24475257
I'm white and I do not speak to women

Is the YouTube search bar like this for anyone else?

>>24474761 (OP)
Sometimes I wonder why my parents are so different from my grand-parents. My grand-parents were hard-working, practical, monogamous, religious. My parents are lazy, atheist, polygamous, contemplative. Why?

>>24474761 (OP)
I have a friend who l deeply enjoy spending my time with but l also kinda dont really respect them. Im unsure what to do here since it is only through them l really have a social life but it is almost a limitation

>>24475278
>My parents are ___ polygamous
Uh

Why do I still feel so sad about what happened

>>24475285
You're not considering their crimes.

>>24475281
Well, they have a history of partners is what I mean, not that they cheat on each other.

>>24475286
What do you mean?

>>24475090
my money's on kuwait getting accidentally fucked because foodie beauty just left and that lolcow is like disaster teflon, so shit kicking off because the country she's involved in a literal cat fight over corruption legislation getting accidentally and her just getting a new cat seems like the type of shit the stars would align for

https://waynesworld.neocities.org/

>>24475238
Then you better start going to the gym, learn how to take care of your skin and letting your hair grow

>>24475387
It's useless. There isn't a cute bone in my body. I have the facial structure of an orc.

I imagine that we haven't hit the next stage yet. I'll call the ascension to the first stage the acquisition of language. We haven't reached the second step.

>>24475488
the second stage*

>>24475400
plenty of gay tops like Masc guys. you dont have to Troon out to get dick bro.

>>24475400
You can still be a butterface

>>24475488
Who is “we”?

>>24475506
Homo-sapiens

It’s happening to me. She’s mid but I like her. Not just middling in appearance but totally mediocre in her life — shy, introverted, unemployed. But what a sweet, tender soul she has.

>>24475514
>But what a sweet, tender soul she has.
that's all that matters brotha

>The U.S. Consumer Product Safety Commission found in a 1995 study that at least 37,000 deaths and 113,000 injuries had occurred due to falling vending machines from 1978 to 1995.

I’ve had this quote by George Borrow replaying in my head for the past week now: “Life is very sweet, brother; who would wish to die?”

George Bernard Shaw on the benefits of quitting smoking: "You don't live longer, it just feels longer."

>>24475134
enlightened

>>24475147
all action is reaction sense the Big Bang

Went over to a baby shower for my cousin's pregnant wife and future daughter, and at one table there was this art station set up with markers for drawing on wooden cubes for the baby girl to play with. In a drunken moment of an inability to think of how to design my cube, I just wrote writers' names on each of the six sides: Joyce, Proust, Shakespeare, Nabokov, Yeats, and Dante. As a result of this, that little girl is gonna become /lit/.

>>24475561
kinda gay bro

I like girls with huge hands.

Why do I like when girls blow on me? (Blowing air, not the other thing)

These new yellow plates my mom got are the worst. I tried microwaving some corn on some just now and the corn is still cold while the plate is burning hot, wtf

Getting laid isn't the problem, it's the anxiety I have about pleasing the woman. How do some guys last so long? Is it because I'm uncut? My Johnson is too sensitive? And because of this, I'd rather just be alone and jack-off.

And yes, I know the woman doesn't have to have an orgasm in order to have a good time, but I want her to.

>>24474761 (OP)
When I think about intimacy with guys I get really turned on and scared and overwhelmed and it feels like I’m going to die. Is it possible to die from that?

>>24475652
One should consider themselves lucky to feel so deeply.

Modern car design is so ugly. Yeah, even the expensive ones. Yeah, especially that one you like.
Digital is equally ugly. Any movie or photograph shot in film looks so much better. Whoever decided to subsidized aesthetics to tech hylics did unspeakable damage to the world.
>>24474974
Hop in your car and make an insta and a youtube channel about driving to the southest part of your continent. Big bucks in your future, anon.

I need someone to take me seriously, but I'm afraid of being taken seriously.

>>24474761 (OP)
I haven’t wanted to update my Gemini capsule for a couple days now
I’ve been on a streak but now it’s cooled

>>24474761 (OP)
And I told him everything, brought the light and truth to him. Spoke to him about the exquisite things and the good words, the 'exquisite words' and the 'good things'. The imperative necessities and his undeniable obligations. His duty and state of depravity.

He looked at me throughout, immutable, though I was surely stoking a mighty fire within. And once sure he had seen right and radiance I stopped. In apathy matching my expectancy, said to me to me:
-—You sound like a massive faggot, dude.
At this I shrunk back and fell to my knees, holding back tears —he was right.

>>24475652
you are just a huge faggot

I'm in a rut. I need help, but there will never be any help because nobody cares. There is no reason for someone to care. This just keeps repeating over and over again. I do not wish to hear any cheap advice anymore. Whatever you are about to say to me I most likely heard at least 10 times before. Chances are I followed it and got nothing to show for it.

Any neet chads here? Been unemployed for almost two years now after returning from abroad. Kind of wish I could get an easy part time job (no more than 4h a day) but I live in a small city and everyone just hires their friends/family.

Mostly enjoy riding around on my bike, reading in the parks under some trees, fapping, playing bideo games and even started lifting half a year ago. Remember when I was working (9h a day with almost 1h of commute to the job) I was eating like ass and always tired even on off days, there was no way I could pick up lifting or read much because of the stress. How do people live like that? I think everyone should neet it up for a year or so before going back to the absolute hell that is modern drugery.

>window open
>wake up to the sound of neighbor's baby crying and a woman and man having an argument
>"I know, like, you think I'm not, like, smart or something, but I like went to school for this" in stereotypical sorority girl voice
great

>>24474761 (OP)
Feelin' fine.

>>24475538
Yeah it's like 20-30 deaths a year from vending machines

>>24474761 (OP)
I bought a cage to force myself to read and write more. Everyone blames the internet and all the electronic devices, but I lock myself up and then force myself to read at least 100 pages and write 5 pages. When I'm done, I unlock and allow myself to have a nice wank, and then back in the cage it goes. On a pecuniary note, I will point out that cages are less expensive than typewriters. The sublimation of sexual energy into creative output is real. I still don't think of it as that extreme. Think of the others like Van Gogh who cut off part of his ear. John Jay Chapman stuck his hand in fire as a form of self-punishment. What sacrifices are you willing to make for your passion and your art?

>>24476281
What the fuck

>>24475129
You may have low self-worth and depression which are distorting your thoughts.

>>24476281
Too based for me. I just go to the library to read and write.

I've been having weird anime-like dreams that are hyper violent and sexual. For example, I remember a giant punched this meaty super strong undead girl, who became topless during the fight, in the chest disintegrating her left breast and causing her heart to flop out.

>>24476281
if I have to force it then I clearly have nothing of value to write
imagine locking yourself in a cage to write some boring and uninspired bullshit nobody will ever read, let alone appreciate

They really thought I was their friend. I didn't see them the same way but. I'm a lone wolf by nature, not by choice, I always walk alone on my own path.

>tfw sunscreen finally off my face
I am not made for summer, how do I send the weather back? I am meant to be an indoor human

>>24475379
sign my guestbook
im going to make this into something interesting, eventually
and make your own site on neocities. reclaim the internet

>>24476833
>not angelfire

>>24475663
>Hop in your car and make an insta and a youtube channel about driving to the southest part of your continent. Big bucks in your future, anon.
thanks anon. I'm not sure my car will handle that kind of journey but I appreciate it. I will probably film my way to Germany one day.

I wish I could have been born a rich guy somewhere in belle epoque france obsessed with the lives and works of obscure medieval troubadours or bards and skalds, or perhaps Homer and Pindar. I wish I could have lived in a seaside town of perpetual rain and clouds and nice-smelling grass. But I could have made my peace with Victorian England as well under similar circumstances.

>>24476902
>tfw living in genteel poverty in an old Victorian with sash windows cut up into tenement flats
Highly recommend

>year 4 of my NEET anti natalist (something i didn't sign up for) life.
honestly it really ain't that bad when you are young,read books and live alone in a town full of strangers.

The M3GAN sexbot make me feel sick to my stomach.

>>24477012
?

>>24477028
Pic. I feel nauseated from it.

>>24477037
Why's that?

>>24477043
The sexbot part. It's just gross to think about.

drippy (caffeinated)
drippy but caffeinated

>>24477047
Anything specific about it though? The way this one looks? The use of anthropomorphic sexbots at all? Masturbation itself?

going to the library to do some reading, feel free to come up and say hi, I'll be the attractive guy reading Gaddis :)

>>24477089
Stop fucking posting this shit.

>>24477089
I'll be the girl with the short brown hair styled in two braids, yellow-green eyes, noticeably small mouth, wearing a blue sports jacket with a zipper and a red accent at the collar and tight black cycling shorts

>>24477100
>noticeably small mouth
its over for you lipless lizard attention whoring hoes

>>24477097
Thanks for the (You), I just sapped some of your youth

>>24477100
But what book?

>>24477106
I have big lips but a small mouth.

>>24477107
She doesn't actually care about reading, she's just an attention whoring e-thot

The bugman is incapable of imagining worldviews that aren't rooted in resentment, a sense of inadequacy or deep psychological troubles. Everything we do must be a reaction to something, this is how mass-man is conceived

>>24477089
Finally found you bitch

Are you sure you want to delete personality profile: Danny Ocean from Ocean's Eleven?
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>>24477189
Wer mit Ungeheuern kämpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird.

>>24477192
I do wear a shirt that looks just that, no joke. Looks good on me tho :)

I keep thinking about the times I was close to sex but then dun goofed or hesitated. I got laid afterwards but still...

what class should i play oblivion remastered as? when i used to play elder scrolls like morrowind i would always go full autism and roll my own class but this time i feel like going for a prerolled know what i mean? i'm thinking something stealth so it's more fun that just fighting everything head on idk

What Are Little Girls Made Of? is my favorite Star Trek episode.

>>24476665
Start dream journal and use it to create a new schizo-kino webnovel

>>24477394
tng boxset was on sale on itunes for $40 the other day i almost copped it for nostalgia purposes even tho i'm not that into star trek, tng was comfy

wow tucker gettin fucking spicy with cruz in that interview man

>>24474761 (OP)
Vote in my poll

https://strawpoll.com/GeZARa0kRyV

>>24477426
nice try glowoid

>>24477410
>>24477394

I want to marry a vampire girl

>>24477394
>>24477455 (Troy was FINE)
>>24477410
Any good /trek/ novels that are actually worth reading? I used to read a lot of Wars EU material in the 90's. Trek novels weren't really on my radar at the time.

>>24477428
I live in a glorified group home you massive retard

>>24477485
That's an interesting way to say "barracks".

>>24475103
Jews are mentally ill regardless

>>24477488
Go have sex with your mom

regardless of what u think of dubstep/brostep those lszee mixes sound good af in apple airpod maxes ngl

>>24477499
Speak English zoomtard

>>24477501
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOHRXrIN1lg

The cult of death is closely related with cult if beauty, very few know this

>>24477524
>What is death and the maiden
>What do you mean danse macabre

I was rereading the texts my friend sent me when I was crashing out about all of this a few months ago. Was he right?

>sounds like he's trying to manipulate you
>if he is doing it deliberately it means he is malicious and you shouldn't be with him. if he's not then it means he's not emotionally intelligent and you shouldn't be with him.
>I warned you not to get too attached. you need to work on not getting too attached. time and self control will help you teach yourself not to.
>I'm saying you should've stopped seeing him as soon as he even brought that up. if someone shows you who they are, believe them
>you need to keep things closer to your chest until later
>life tends to brutalize those who are too open because there are so many bad actors in this world.
>it’s not him that you miss. you just haven't felt that close physically to someone before and you miss that feeling.
>there are plenty of people out there, you don't need him specifically.
>but maybe I’m being too harsh.
>a learning experience for you, anyway.
>just sucks that I told you, could feel it unfolding before me but nothing I could do.
>I’ll be here when you come to your senses.

My career obsessed relative is studying for a bunch of certifications he will never use.

I'm pretty tired so this is probably a retarded thought, but it could be either creepy or comforting how much of your consciousness, mental landscape, conceptual vocabulary, etc. is shared with any other human being in that kinda-sorta jungian way, as a result of millions of years of evolution. Even in your loneliest moments, you're never truly alone, because it is impossible to just be a pair of disembodied eyes floating around in space. Your own humanity will hound you to the ends of the world, for as long as you exist.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJnyRrhczMc

A sane man will propose to a woman for her intelligence (= ability to give birth to intelligent children and the ability to raise them well), education (= cooking, sewing, philosophy, and musical skills) for her long hair, wide hips, and big breasts (=her fertility and ability to give birth to many healthy children), for her (inner and outer) beauty (= mental and physical health), as well as for her youth (= fertility and ability to give birth to and raise many children).

When her physical beauty fades, her inner beauty magnifies, and yes, he keeps finding her attractive. She is the good mother of his children, their children are watching them and taking example from them, and abandoning your wife for a younger one is treason to their divine contract, and a sign of weakness, a lack of vitality, and decay.

When she is old, she is a sage, the grandmother of his grandchildren, and she is his home. The house without her is just walls and dust. Memory. Loyalty. Love.

Love is the result of (a) marriage (based on reason), and should not be its cause!

Any society not holding this as an ideal is a sick and dying society. Like the one we live in today.

>>24474761 (OP)
I don't much care for beastiality

>>24477668
Ok varg

I started taking ssri and made my dick completely numb, destroyed my ability to have boners, killed my desire for women, and utterly demolished my sex drive, including the urge to jerk off. I've never been more at peace.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lVIf3NXf-_g

>>24477693
Has it affected your ability to read or create art / write? And has it just reduced the urge or do you never fap/have sex?

>>24477668
Who is this semen demon?

>>24477100
My beautiful foid...

So I recently theorized my general anxiety might be caused by my constipation, aka my going #2 on average only once every 6-7 days, and even then not even the entire way. To help mitigate this, in case it is the case, I bought some stool softener gel caps the other day, the type you take daily, and much to my surprise, my anxiety has all but vanished and my daily psychological state has improved vastly. And I haven't even gone #2 since taking them yet! Suggesting the mere presence of a large mass in my bowels is doing something, whether via bacteria or pressing up against a certain organ or whatever, to cause anxiety.

The point with this is, anons, that everything in the body in connected, and by taking care of one ailment, even if it's one you don't particularly mind (I don't mind taking a shit once a week), might alleviate or outright cure a seemingly unrelated one.

>>24477707
Yes. Now that I am free of all the intrusive sex/woman thoughts, and no longer waste precious time compulsively masturbating or thinking about masturbating and yearning for sex and love, I have so much time for reading and study, and can actually concentrate for hours on end and truly appreciate abstract thought in itself. You have no idea how bad the animal urges hold you back until you experience freedom from one. Now if only I could free myself from the physical need to eat and drink and piss and shit. That would be true ecstasy.

>>24477633
>it is impossible to just be a pair of disembodied eyes floating around in space.

I'm in the market for a bridge.

>>24477730
Have you tried the carrot salad?

You Lost.

>>24477763
I can sell you one in Brooklyn but there's this tower in France I think you'd prefer

>>24477777
Nice penta. And my constipation is caused by the primary daily medication I take, so the only thing powerful enough to counter it is, well, other medication lol, and even then sometimes it doesn't (ie sometimes I've taken an overnight laxative and still nothing happens the next day). This stool softener in addition to the occasional laxative should work well though.

>>24477789
You could still have a carrot salad once the heroin wears off a bit. Do it for the numbers
>>24477777
Checked

>>24477793
lol see, even heroin would wear off while I slept so I'd be able to go once I woke up (every 4-5 days, of course). Now I'm on methadone, and this shit lasts over 24 hours. Basically, the only times I'd be able to go naturally, I'm ready to take my next dose for the day, thus blocking me up for the next 24 hours, repeat repeat.

>>24477794
I just meant I didn't want you to choke on carrot salad, if you're not nodding off, go to town whenever, add some prunes.

>>24477799
ah lol. Maybe. Always better to go natural I guess. What kind of dressing do you put on carrot salad anyway? I can't imagine Caesar would go well.

>>24477802
I'd go with a vinaigrette. Fixing it naturally has the added benefit of getting nutrients that fix other shit too. A healthy diet gets you more and better years out of life even if you're degenerate

>childhood
"I fucking love nightcore and trance"
>teenage years
"um nightcore is cringe and gay I must listen to le mature adult music"
>adult years
"I fucking love nightcore and trance"

>>24477668
dudes write these gay ass wannabe poetic posts then post plastic e-whores LMAO heres your muse bro its $10 to see her asshole wink

>>24477843
>for her long hair, wide hips, and big breasts

>>24477843
dude plz that was obv written by a chick

>>24477763
You want to be scammed and manipulated?

>>24477802
Olive oil is specifically antibacterial, and the carrots carry it to your intestines. For taste, you can add salt, pepper, a little apple cider vinegar, and dill.

As a former drug addict living in the PNW who's very sympathetic to people still addicted and those trying to get and stay clean, the homeless users in these cities have fuckin' lost the plot. Smoking off of foil at a bus stop on a busy street in the middle of the day, one that's right next door to a library kids and families go to, is not fuckin' okay. You get the itch to use, I get it, but c'mon, find a bathroom or behind a dumpster or some alley or something, there's tons of options. Just outright where you are with no concern for others? Bro, where's your decency? Fent really destroys the mind in ways heroin never did. Unbelievable. I wanted to snatch the foil outta dude's hands and crumple it and stomp on it I was so pissed. You can't have kids seeing that, and kids aside, regular people who aren't about that life shouldn't have to see that kind of shit, come on, man.

>>24477969
>expecting decent behavior out of literal drug addicts

>>24477981
Hey, I'm not asking them to shower or hold the door open for people, I know out it is, but what it's become now is just outrageous. Makes me so mad.

PLUS, these people live in cities/states where there are so many benefits and programs for assistance for people in their position -- money for food, transportation, health insurance, maybe even housing -- so the least they can do is, y'know, not alienate regular people. Regular people shouldn't have to feel uncomfortable in the middle of the day at a bus stop, it ain't right.

>>24477549
What is this even about?

I feel an increasing dread shoving me deeper and deeper, smoke clouds, smoke signals, i don't want to hear them,

>>24397174
I just finished it. It was good.

Random thought: how many handwritten letters do you think were sent by the person who sent the most in history? I suppose I could imagine some prolific letter writers back in the day writing on average, I don't know, three a day? So that's about a thousand a year? Starting at eighteen-years-old let's say until they passed away at sixty-five, so that's forty-three thousand letters in a lifetime. How much for the all-time champ then? A hundred thousand? Two hundred thousand? Seems high.

>>24478029
Why are you even thinking about this?

>>24478054
I'm watching The West Wing and this scene came on

CHARLIE
Mr. President, they've asked me to talk to you about your Christmas cards.

BARTLET
What about them?

They both walk in THE OVAL OFFICE.

CHARLIE
They want to know which ones you're going to sign by hand and which ones
get the autopen.

BARTLET
I'm gonna sign them all by hand.

CHARLIE
Sir, we went through this last year.

BARTLET
I'm gonna sign them all by hand.

CHARLIE
I'm not sure that's practical.

BARTLET
I don't like the whole idea of the autopen.

CHARLIE
Nonetheless.

BARTLET
Let's do them all by hand. How many can there be?

CHARLIE
Christmas cards.

BARTLET
How many am I sending out?

CHARLIE
1,110,000.

BARTLET
Seriously?

CHARLIE
Yes, sir.

BARTLET
I'm sending out 1.1 million Christmas cards? [sits down]

CHARLIE
It's a three-tier system, sir. There are about a thousand names on the First
Family's
list, then there are about a one hundred thousand campaign workers and
contributors.

BARTLET
Who are the other million?

CHARLIE
You send a Christmas card to everyone who writes a letter to the White House.

BARTLET
I do?

CHARLIE
Yes, sir. And somewhere around a million people wrote you letters this year.

BARTLET
Okay, but some of those were death threats.

CHARLIE
They've weeded those out.

BARTLET
Well, I'm not signing 1.1 million cards.

CHARLIE
I wouldn't think so.

and then I got to thinking how close anyone ever came to 1.1 million cards or letters in their life, so there.

great new 60 minutes episode about recent spy activities against the US
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ym1LhUT87xQ

>From May 2025, Norah O'Donnell's report on why China's spies are on the rise, and what happens when one gets caught in the U.S. From June 2025, Cecilia Vega’s report on the Americans spying for Cuba in the U.S. From July 2022, Scott Pelley's interview with a former top intelligence official in the Saudi Arabian government, Saad Aljabri, who claims the kingdom's ruler plotted to kill him and has taken his children hostage. From August 2019, Anderson Cooper’s interview with Justice and FBI officials who reveal how they caught a former CIA officer spying for the Chinese. And from March 2025, Bill Whitaker's investigation into the mysterious swarms of drones that have been spotted in the sky above the United States.

My paternal grandfather died well before I was born, before my parents even got married. He was never talked about growing up; I've seen less than five photographs of him. And I didn't know his name until I found his death certificate. ****, **** *******: Heart Failure.

You can never know the chill I felt reading that. Not from the reading, mind you, but from the assault of long forgotten memories. Memories of "family" reunions filled with unfamiliar faces. Half whispered conversations floating over a young boy's head.

"A shooting..."
"...found him in the old barn..."
"...all gone now...some fuck built a mansion..."
"...abandoned...teenage hooligans...think it's haunted..."
"They never did find his gun."

My grandfather's gun. They looked for it after he died, not just the family but the police as well. There was an investigation after all. But it was never found, no one knows where it is. Well, except for my father and I. We were in his closet, looking for something, his wallet probably, when I saw it tucked away on a top shelf. When he noticed my discovery, Father told me exactly what it was without hesitation. Then he grabbed me by shoulders, looked me in the eye, and swore me to secrecy.

"You must never tell anyone about this." And I haven't, that is until I've now told all of you.

true story btw

>In 1997, the book predicted that the crisis period would begin in 2005. Each turning lasts about 20 years, placing the end of the cycle near 2025, or sometime during this decade. This Fourth Turning is a crisis, a decisive era of secular upheaval, when the values regime propels the replacement of the old civic order with a new one.


everyone laughed at the fourth turning guy, but now we have a crisis in ukraine and iran. right at the end of the crisis cycle.

spooky

>>24477390
ok i played obliviion remastered for like three hours, idk man it's pretty mid, i mean the graphics are amazing, but i guess the problem is there's this massive open world world to explore but there are fast travel and quest markers that let you basically skip any sense of exploration that a legit oldie like morrowind had. some npc is like "go find this dude" and u see a little market on the map where he is and u fast travel there and talk to him, and he gives u a new quest marker to fast travel to and so on. even japanese shit like dragon's dogma has more sense of exploration than this.

I was gorgonized by my little neighbor. Her beauty and my dfghjsweyyyyvernalagnia will be my hamartia. But her mother, that ultracrepidarian; tshus I have taken to researching ktenology in hope that its noegenesis may bring about her end. Perhaps my newfound pogonotrophy will prove recumbentibus to the daughter

>great new 60 minutes episode
If I weren't so sure this was a bot, I'd tell you to take your meds and go to fucking sleep, grandpa.

>>24478323
all i can think when i see sth like that is why is the tv telling me this now? mainstream broadcast tv "journalism" is some of the most useless infotainment known to man

I F'd up my life pretty badly

I think looking back, my biggest regret was growing up without ever having goals or direction, and never having any sort of drive to set my mind to something and achieve it

it feels like ive spend too much of my life just aimlessly lost in a haze

So the best advice I would ever give to a young person is to avoid falling into the same patter ive described

>>24478323
>>24478334
rude. I will go to sleep then

>>24478307
the idea is that you have all these options but ultimately its up to you how you want to play it. if you want to help people then you can go into town and receive quests or if you just want to power level or commit crimes and avoid the cities then you can just explore the various dungeons. I think it's really neat and there are advantages to both styles

Make sure you shoot me twice in the head. 1 won't be enough.

It's so ridiculous and juvenile and naive to make people raise their right hand and 'solemnly swear' to tell the truth.

I just experienced something insignificant.

>>24478369
I could get with that, but I just watched a video of them doing it in an interrogation room. Why did he tell him to do this? I would have said no.

https://youtu.be/AGV3beMqKRA?t=904

>>24478353
yeah i mean i thought about just not using fast travel and wandering around the countryside exploring, but then again i don't want to be playing this shit for 200 hours. i think maybe i'm just not into epic open world rpgs anymore. used to love 'em, but now idk man i got shit to do.

why tf would you delete that comment.

>>24474761 (OP)
Why zionists (fascists) fuckin’ exist, and why people can’t live peacefully with each other and establish commercial and trade relationships and help each for mutual benefit and the greater good? Reading philosophy has the power to change one’s life by changing one’s thinking, but paradoxically it will also make one dread human nature and (sub)humans. Killing all zionists and burning Palestine to the ground will solve a lot of humanity’s problems unironically.

>>24478377
that's just the cops using psychological tricks on some dickhead. it's not some "real" thing.

>>24478364
>It's so ridiculous and juvenile and naive to make people raise their right hand and 'solemnly swear' to tell the truth.
If one is stupid and a bad liar they will be punished by the system for lying. It is not about swearing on some stupid mythology book but about the consequences of lying which consequently results in grave— I’m speculating— punishment.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRn_xo6vtp0

Went to my urology appointment today, got the camera shoved down my dick, got told I'll have to take medicine for the rest of my life.

>Have to take medicine for the rest of my life.
>Get back pain sometimes.
>Need glasses.
>Have a grey spot of hair on the back of my head.
>Get shoulder pain sometimes.
>Have trouble pissing (hence the medicine)
>Basically only listen to old music.

I'm basically an old man in a 22-year-old's body.

>Captcha: SKKKKS

walking around my house saying to myself 'velting-shung'

>>24478078
Average American still hasn't realized that they are in another cold war, still living carefree, letting in dozen of subversives agents. This time have the problem of diversity, very few Americans feel patriotic. You cannot fight a cold war when half or more of your population hates anything remotely American

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hpoTcrsWm4

<3

My gf has a male name: Steve.

I'm more convinced than ever that the thing that could trigger the civil war in America is abortion. Pro-choicers and pro-lifers legitimately fucking hate each other, and there's no middle ground between them. And I know for a fact that at least on the pro-life side there's the conviction to take up arms.

You might say the vast majority vaguely supports abortion rights, but when has that ever mattered? It's never the majority that actuallly rips up the status quo and changes things, it's the radical few. And there are some of those on either side of the abortion debate in this country. More than a lot of people think, in fact.

>>24476176
I was a salaryman manqué for years
>>24476813
Get a bigger hat
No, a bigger one than that
>>24477730
Gut health is underrated by normies
Consider supplementing with magnesium daily

I think I'm growing more convinced that boring islam from within is the future for europe. Winning against the ever-growing millions of immigrants numerically is a futile task, however, what europeans have and will have is intellectual superiority. It would be like taking candy from a child, to beat muslims at their own game. And once their ulema is under european control, they will have no choice but to dance as euros play the music.

>>24475184
you wouldn't get it, faggot. big fat fucking goddesses have been worshiped for as long as the sun has spun around the earth

>>24478455
fuck you've been doing to have trouble pissing at 22

>>24478698
It's always nice to meet someone else who has this fetish. How old were you when you realized?

For me I was getting odd feelings watching weight gain episodes of cartoons back when I was very young, but I didn't come to self-awareness about it all until I was 13 and got on the internet for the first time.

Growing up with porn has basically castrated me. I'm so afraid of intimacy while hiding this luggage of porn addiction in the back of my mind because I'm ashamed of it. Separating love and lust has fucked my developing mind up. Should I shoot my dick or head?

>>24478781
Do you have a fetish or something?

>>24478709
You didn't use the internet until you were 13? How old are you, like 40?

>>24478705
I have a bladder problem, I most likely have to take tamsulosin for the rest of my life. And you make Google that and see that it's for an enlarge prostate, but mine isn't enlarged, I've already had that checked out. It's just that the muscle that allows urine to flow from my bladder to my urethra is a little bit tight, so this will help loosen it up a bit. Though, when the urologist was telling me about it today, she said the word cancer, but I didn't hear her properly, and I never asked her to repeat herself, so who knows what that's about. If I could call the hospital and ask to speak to her directly, I would, but I don't think that's something you can do.

>>24474761 (OP)
Friend is coming over today to hang out and watch Knight Rider reruns which made me curious about the modern state of artificial intelligence and philosophical implications of "speaking machines" such as KITT. I wonder if Searle or Chalmers got it right. Hmmm.

>Trying to read /pig/ on /pol/
>All of the posts are garbage
>In every other post someone is calling someone else a kike, a nigger, a mutt, or is a diatribe against Israel written in the same banal style typical of /pol/tards and twitter users
I wonder what the average age is of posters in those threads

it's funny how all these supposedly "based" 4chan guys who are always talking about how they miss the roman empire, and the crusades, and all that kind of shit suddenly turn into peace loving hippies when trump starts talking about going into iran. i'm not commenting on trump's iran policy being good or bad.

I want to die. I don't want to kill myself, nor do I want to do anything that could increase my chances of dying (crossing the road without looking, running with scissors, treating a loaded gun like a toy), but I want to die.

>>24479077
You'll get there one day, anon, I have faith in you

The chick behind the counter at KFC today called me "my love" and was kind of stumbling over her words when she was confirming my order, even messed something up that I had to correct her on. She also said "you can pay with your card today" which, like, yeah, obviously, I'm not going to pay tomorrow. I don't know, she probably didn't mean anything by it.

Been mulling over modern fantasy, and the origins of the concepts it relies upon, like goblins and witches as being inherently early modern inventions. Many are indeed arthurian in scope, but the actual concepts often seem to be more relatable to the 16th century conquistadors, 16th century magical takes, and their evolution and embrace in the 19th century after enlightenment was used to say maybe paganism is not bad (the traditional catholic view of paganism, ending in thelma). Magic is very much a later period idealism, as many people in the medieval era simply thought magic was just magic squares bending luck or talking to animals, and biblical figures like Solomon proved it could be save. Harmless stuff like that. They did recognize it could be taken too far quite easily, and this got real quickly noticed with the idea of a love potion that strips away free will. 16th century was that time where monarchs could literally say, “yeah I know witches who confessed to trying to sink my fleet with their magical powers and felt guilty of it,” which is is more the modern concept. I’m referring to a trial where some woman literally confessed to this kind of thing and asked king james what she should do, she can’t help it. The fleet did sink, btw. I don’t remember king james’s response, will go look, I just was interested in learning about an actual King James era witch trial, and that was one that stuck with me in relation to this stuff.

been having heavy depression and headaches lately, how I'm tired of this shit it's insane

People itt doubted me when I first claimed it but I really have been cured of my fetish since becoming a father.
This fetish was with me since I was 5 years old and now I have a hard time even understanding what made it appealing to me. Been 10 months without a hint of it being there.

>>24479355
Agnes Sampson. She was executed, not a shock, lol. They literally shaved her entire body and examined it to find the mark of the beast. She convinced him by accurately saying what his newly wed wife, on board a ship that was damaged, but surviving, and him said on the night of their first marriage.

I swear I'm racist, but qt black kweens and brown girls activate my primal urges.

>>24479355
James is a weird religious loon because he's been raised to be one. He's known for hot takes that are deeply unpopular at the time because he's been raised in a religious compound where everything else is sin. He hates tobacco, one of the biggest moneymakers of the nascent British world dominion. He believes in witches, that Catholics are all witches, and to prove it, he changes the law so that women and children are suddenly allowed be legal witnesses with the same legal weight as men. People who are fighting cases where they're only not going to jail because women or kids are the witnesses are not happy when the monarch suddenly does a total legal review just to insure that nobody does hocus pocus stuff with a cat.
He's not a bad monarch, and he's pretty peaceful and reasonably sound, and in many ways a modern avant garde, but he is absolutely a religious nut and people commented on his hot takes all the time. His idea of a scientific witch trial is kind of crazy but it does start opening up legal recourse to women and children because their word can now be taken in courts as proper witnesses.

>>24474761 (OP)
>https://www.openculture.com/2025/06/enter-an-archive-of-10000-historical-childrens-books.html
https://ufdc.ufl.edu/collections/juv/results?mediatype=Book

How do you cope with being an extra?

How am I supposed to live normally knowing about your existence?

NIMROD

funny bear burger
lobster dream redux, start again, think of what might be seen
and what might be not
and fall
for a price
of dentures
and gravities
think of what i might have been saying prior to the light and reproduction of a tomb
you might recall right now this event in motion unfolding unmutable, incredible, a catch of grain, a creature of vastness, and vast are the dominions
of sun
great
king sun king god;

but that is okay
that might be the needed frequencies
of your thoughts
and blindness...
even if i had to get it mightself
you might be erroneous wrong; oh you liar, jesuit, brother, faust of things to come
this is the marginalia of a broken poet
a pitch jar
a mirage
this is the error of impression that collapsed upon the weight of a butterfly in act of thought,
perception
seemingliness
might
get
what
no one needed
but this is lack of thought
and you might be before the erotic terrified impailment of a crucifix cow behind the motor rotating in blue back alley
and these figures of rotation
that
you ever seemingly fresh might conceive as yours... you might get exhausted

So, the gang-stalking got so intense that I almost stopped using my phone and spend much more time reading books (mostly on an ebook-reader), scribbling notes into an actual notebook (my google-account is not secure) and using an stand-alone audio-player to listen to things I would usually listen to on my phone (thanks, creepy fucks). But I have to say, I started to like reading books instead of browsing the internet or shitposting here. Even bad books are much better quality than most posts you'll find online or in forums because someone took time to fact-check things, look for spelling mistakes or grammatical issues, which is very refreshing to see. Young people get weirded out by me using punctuation or capitalization, which is really weird to experience because I have always been terrible in school. I didn't gave a fuck back then since I was extremely tired from playing on the family computer when I should have been sleeping but I didn't get enough PC-time (Mac-time to be more accurate) since I didn't have my own machine, which let me to use the machine whenever my parents went to sleep. I got probably less than 4 hours per day of sleep and I did that for years. I guess that was not too good for the brain-development of a young brain but oh well, potato potato.

I
ching chong
trong bring
cong filling
my heart with desire
and ching for the 'verlasting chong
ching the tao, chong his revolution
indeed we carry on with this ching and this chong
throng of spring, mong of a thing, might feel nauseous
but this is what they barter with
aprong, bringing
ching a song
of spring

II
chinese lament
o weary of your poor thing world
chinese spring
these years all gone by in an instant
o you gluttonous folds
o you berserker mountains
guardians of tao, all lost
under heaven, there is attack
tao te ching
cow the spring
might be the allure
of a new spin
of heaven
for itself
under garments of red old man
heaven before itself
in itself
behind itself
such is the eastward movement and gaze of the tao

III
the virtuous man
beholds
the foolish man
ransacks
the wise man
begot
the true man
bedazzles
such is the way the thousand things are

IV
fed up life and the phenomena.
why wont the sun just die once fucking more
under heaven,
chaos reigns
the man of heaven
and the man of earth
grow in accordance
to the way things are
bring this spring, mr ching
bang your wang, mr chang
get the bussy out of your tong, mr chong
rung your bung-hole, mr chung
and cheng
the meng
deng
such is the way
of earthwards heaven spire
the sun wields a lance
kaminari
the thunderous great

>>24479543
Very racist of you, I like it, I like it!

>>24479512
are you the married guy in love with his coworker

>>24479556
No

I kind of liked living in a Barack. Just possessing a few thing in my locker. The only stuff I really care about were my laptop and mp3-player. Adding an ebook reader to that and I'm having a good time. Living without internet was nice.

>>24478600
>Gut health is underrated by normies
>Consider supplementing with magnesium daily

Precisely what I was getting at. And oh? What's the benefits of that?

>>24479543
Pretty remarkable resemblance. I sometimes wonder how the the silly bastard lives. ordinarily.

>>24476169
I'm in a rut too, but it's one I enjoy generally.

a face made for facials

>>24476169
yep

>>24479754
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVKNGqQbX54&list=OLAK5uy_mGbbiIJOFF77QFPUcgQUTvjMeUmoYBylM&index=2

My mind explodes when I try to imagine President Trump talking with a therapist.

I'm massively valuable. $15,000. They can send it to my parents.

Dreams about libraries are fascinating, there are always new dreambooks ive never heard before. I think ive even dreamed about reading the books themselves

official thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CctBj6tWqmo

most of my days are spent listening to music for 8 hours a day and reading for an hour

>>24479812
Why do you want to kill yourself?

>>24479909
Literally me. Except throw in some TV too. Are you listening to classical too?

>>24479912
I don't want to kill myself. I just bought stocks for the first time.

>>24479925
lmao I thought you were talking about your life insurance

>>24479927
15000 for life insurance? cmon bruh thats chump change. I dont even think they do life insurance that low.

Just realized I was being delusional again. As if a bubble burst and now I wonder wtf ive been doing these last months.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sahlins%E2%80%93Obeyesekere_debate

>>24479916
nah, I listen to a mix of things, but most of my favorite bands are in chamber pop and alt country genres, with some exceptions

I realized that I can just do things

A lot of advice given on 4ch is middle class advice. If you live in a shithole you can't just venture out and enjoy the scenery, go shopping, without rough folks and the potential for crime. If you're traumatised from a nihilistic sociopathic society where the hyenas destroy the lions you can't just hold your head up high and become Tyler Durden. Life doesn't work like it does in the movies, it doesn't work like an X post about motivating yourself. Not for the working class.

>>24480019
Addenum: I wasn't dogwhistling commies here, that's just the regular term used in my country to refer to people of my educational and income status. Working class.

>>24480030
>>24480019
All this talk about going outside but I severely doubt you ever leave your room.

Walking around my house singing to myself, "just tryna' get based." Where did I pick up this line, this slogan? No idea. But I've been singing it to myself for months now. It's not like a mantra or anything like that, it's more like humming a go-to catchy tune. "Do-do-do, just tryna', just tryna' get baaased!" y'know?

>>24480062
I'd actually only been home an hour when I wrote that. Why are you being so hostile?

I don't wanna wear a hat today again when I go out but it's just so windy and it blows my hair around and it makes me look ridiculous and I get self-conscious and overly focused on trying to fix my hair :( why is it so windy here, c'mon, God, make it stop!

>>24480097
Nta but you sound like the kind of middle class that feels hard done by

had the day off for juneteenth, gooned all day. i could still end up doing sth productive tonight tho right?

>>24480129
I live on a council estate kek

>>24480170
Oh fug, thanks for the heads-up, I was just about to try and go somewhere that, upon looking it up because of your post, turns out to be closed. Much appreciated. Guess I'll only go for a walk.

>>24480177
That doesn't stop you being middle class. Especially not if you own the flat or house

>>24480177
is that what brits called the projects? lol

i have a thing of edibles that says best used by 7/1 shit should i eat them all this weekend or what

If reincarnation is real, I think I could do worse than to reincarnate as a bra or a pair of panties. Few things could be thought of as a sweeter burden than a pair of plump, perky breasts, and few places a better place to be than the warm embrace of a pair of feminine thighs.

i don't really like edibles, ok first off it takes like two fucking hours to kick in, and then it's a weird body high like ya ur mind is kinda high but ur body also feels all warm and weird and shit, it's not unpleasant but i'm not trying to feel like my whole body is a throbbing boner ok

>>24480185
You're a lunatic if you think anyone would willingly live in a northern shithole council estate, have you ever set foot in one?

>>24480190
pretty sure reincarnation is only for living breathing things

>>24480204
The japanese believe every single object has a soul of its own. Even things like desks and pens and rocks.

lmao trump said he'll make a decision about bombing iran in two weeks lmao

>>24480207
japanese people are insane

>>24480216
japan spreads so much perverted anime bullshit but they never get any shit for "subverting the west" how do they get away with it? maybe israel should invest in cranking out tons of cartoons

>>24480203
So, did your parents buy it when Thatcher gave the middle class a gift of council houses to stop the poor shitting them up?

>>24480241
lol the brits privatized their projects? in america we just dynamite those shits and leave a parking lot

>>24480241
Sounds like you're projecting mate, I don't own my house and the council estates where I live look like relics of a different time. Last response because you're a weird prick

>>24480259
>Relics of a different time
No shit, they stopped getting built, that's why it's hard to get onto an estate because the waiting list is so long. I'm assuming you're profoundly disabled if you got there on your social needs

I went for one of my usual daily walks through the neighborhood. There was one house, when I passed by the fence for their backyard, I could hear the sound of young girls playing with their sweet laughs and jovial exclamations. Oh, how I wanted to lean up and have a peek, or better yet, what I would give to be able to join in on their innocent fun.

awwwww, did you know that you're a kitty? bet ya didn't know, bet ya didn't know! silly kitty. too cute

>Hey...
>...yeah?
>I was wondering...you know the difference between love and obsession?
>No.
>And what's the difference between obsession and desire?
>I don't know.
>Do you think this feeling can last forever?
>You mean like, forever-ever? Forever-ever? Forever-ever? Forever-ever? Sure.
>God, I hope so.
>Me too.

>>24480376
youve got me under your spell

Philosophy is the antipsychotic I needed all this time.

>>24480321
That cat never moves

>>24480409
That spot provides the perfect opportunity for the cat to spy on me while chillin' in the shade.

Going on a foreign trip and watching live action white people for the first time was a very interesting experience altogether. Here are some things I've gathered.

1. They look whiter in person that they do in the movies. The movies do not capture how pale and shiny their skin looks, especially in sunlight.

2. If there's one animal in the fauna that I'd compare white people to, it's the hippopotamus. Because like the not so friendly African beast, white people love water bodies. They'd just lie around pools, oceans for hours on end. Sometimes they'd take a dip......

>>24480430
3. There's a sense of entitlement and a dearth of humility. Their interactions with their environment and other people tells me that they usually work under the assumption that they deserve the best and are in the habit of getting it.

4a. Their women rule their men. Infact the white women can be described as a species of her own, seperate from anything else. Every young couple on the streets gave the impression that it's the woman calling the shorts in this relationship.

4b. White women also happen to be the biggest whores on the beach. You could barely find an Indian/Sea/African woman in a bikini. A few of the Asian ones doned one but still looked more delicate than trashy. But every white woman was in a thong with her full buttocks hanging out. Quite the sight if I say so myself.

4c. I always knew that it would be hard for a brown man to get it on with one of these "snowbunnies". But watching them live in action gave me a true appreciation of the depth of this fact. Which made it all the more astonishing when I saw the partner up with gentlemen of African descent

>>24480459
>snowbunnies
That's a girl who fucks for coke, they're literally one of the easiest kinds of girl to get

>>24480465
I believe that's a general slang for white girls. Am I wrong?

>>24480473
No. It's for women skiing, and women fucking for cocaine, and it's offensive to both. Do not call any of them that because they will either want cocaine, or they will call security on you because they don't do that

>>24480492
Oh. I was using it for white women in general. Like snow (white) bunnies. My bad

>>24480507
Yeah it sounds nice without context for its meaning, but it's very likely to get you in trouble

>>24480507
its for girls who fuck blacks

>>24480548
That's not a thing.

I got a cryptozoology degree from Princeton.

>>24474761 (OP)
A hug would have fixed me. I'd still have become a knight errand, but one with a heart and compassion. Instead I became vain, deceptioned and lonely.

>>24480571
>a knight errand
>I became deceptioned
Fucking retard. Leave this board.

>>24480570
Irie blessings sista I and I done did too we be breedin all kinda new kinfolk up in dem labs

>>24480568
yes it is, old man.

>>24480492
Why can't they just be logical and do both?

>>24480583
don^t be so harsh on me. I'm still learning.

>>24480548
Gas chamber bait

>>24480548
No that's coalburning

>>24474761 (OP)
I get Angry quite easily and lose my mind.
The more I fight it the harder it gets. (like a struggle snuggle)
I use jokes and humor to hide the pain,
do it so much I start laughing at myself.
This cant be healthy, but at least I dont go ballistic.
I suffered enough, I am kinda done.
Nothing I do really ever frees me.
Feels like im emo writing kek

anyways I dont feel like offing myself,
but I wouldnt mind getting hit by a truck.

I am so fucking pissed rn DDDx
I cant even right good.

>>24480718
that last line's a lie

I don't know if the same guy is still browsing these threads, but some months ago, someone posted that they recently had a kid and that it solved a certain embarrassing tendency of theirs. Hope they're still doing well.

>>24480459
what would ever cause someone to write something like this lmfao

It’s 10:16 pm I’m tired, I’m stressed. I have a proposal due tomorrow. Everyone on my team doesn’t seem to be getting very far with it. Don’t know what to do. Don’t really know protocol. Only started last week and feel extremely overwhelmed. So many hands on one project.. how do I fit into it. If I present something that is good and design worthy then everyone who worked on a different option wasted there time. That just seems inefficient.. wish I was on something else or that I was the only one on this project, would Honeslty be faster to not have to appease to ever ones shitty design option and create some kind of Frankenstein out of it. At some point I just have to say fuck it, set my alarm for 4, wake up and grind out another option before we meet. That time is all the time I have so why should I stress? It is what it is

it's plausible that I find pubic hair to be extremely erotic because i was molested by my older cousin as a young boy and I saw her in all her glory... it was one of the most transcendent experiences of my life... That dark patch surrounded porcelin skin. Her curves...

Sure, Israel is going overboard on Palestine, but lets not forget who they are fighting... they're muslims... It's for the best. The Jews are fighting for the West.

>>24480870
Hope it goes well anon

once you've accomplished enough you're allowed to kill yourself guilt-free and that's the main goal of life.

Everyone I know is dead. My grandparents. My parents. My brother. My friends. My neighbors. My classmates. They all died.

I like browsing /r/worldnews to stay up-to-date with what's happening and read commentary and analysis, but my god is the comment section absolutely dominated by Israelis. I don't doubt normal, unbiased, smart people can hold these positions but can we get some balance please? India also has a systemic astroturfing effort on that subreddit. You gotta be careful not to be seduced by everything you read, which is tough because they can all be quite convincing.

>>24480743
Pretty sure I read that very post in this very thread.

>>24474761 (OP)
---- Solaria ----
10020
Perfume
You'd have to be stupid
Not to care about the art, not to swoon
Under an erotic swell

>>24480207
Does my toe have a soul?
Does it get one when I cut it off?
When I go to the toilet, do I embed my turd with a soul?
Like some sort of creator God
>Let there be shite!

So I slept from 4pm to midnight last night. Should I just try and stay up through the entire day?

Empires are to cultures what the red giant phase is to stars.

what have I become
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

You ever wonder how much of that oriental sex magic shit in buddhism was written as just an excuse by gurus to fuck female believers?

>>24481428
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt

I don't ever wanna sleep again

>>24481435
most things originated in a similar way

Im completely schizophrenic when it comes to political ideologies. one second im a fascist, the next im a communist, then i become an anarchist.
I am never a liberal or conservative. that is for the bourgeoise.

The problem is there are parts of both the left and right i like. Like i can be critical of capital. I like some things marx wrote. But also im not interested in being a self hating white/cis/male like most leftoids are. Also i am not a worker. im a neet. so basically im lumpenprole trash.

when it come to religion its the same, i like jesus but modern Christianity is atrocious in many ways

i feel so empty and void. Like i dont believe in anything. I guess im a nihilist of some sort

>>24481527
Whenever I feel that way, I just remember what Emerson wrote:
>Consistency is the hobgoblin of small minds
:^)

>Stalking will now be a criminal offense in Switzerland
sorry swissbros

>>24481435
>to fuck female believers?
Wrong gender

Fucked up my toe tonight. Was bleeding all from my cuticle and my nail has gone purple. It's been a few hours and the cunt still hurts. I normally have a pretty good pain tolerance but this is driving me nuts.

>>24481604
It wasn't before? Lol.

>>24481717
[laughs in former dancer]
Seriously though that's nail bed damage and your nails stop you from feeling a lot of pain and help your balance. Get some lambswool to wrap it in a cushion until it heals, and if it's not your big toe, you can tape it to an adjacent toe to splint it while walking. See a podiatrist if it doesn't start growing out or gets worse, you do not want to lose a nail because they are a lot of what stops your toes from just curling up and dying and falling off. Look after your feet people

I like listening to music, putting a hoodie on with the hood up, and looking in the mirror pretending I'm a creeper

>>24481727
>Get some lambswool to wrap it in a cushion until it heals
I've got a big bandaid around it and I'm gonna keep that on overnight.
>and if it's not your big toe
Oh, but it is.
>you do not want to lose a nail
I've lost two or three in the past and they've both grown back and been completely fine.

>>24481737
>creeper
Like, the Minecraft mob or the Scooby-Doo villain?

>I know what frightens you: an Islamic bomb.
>And I know what frightens you: a Jewish bomb.
>Einstein, Oppenheimer, Teller -- they're all Jewish bombs.

so good

>>24481746
like a sketchy hoodlum or pervert, whoever would be covering their face in public. But then I take the hood off and you see I'm innocent :D so kinda like Scooby-Doo

>>24481751
>But then I take the hood off and you see I'm innocent :D so kinda like Scooby-Doo
That's the thing, anon, they're never innocent.

I'm not trying to be a boring contrarian or anything, but how the FUCK does Have a Cigar by Pink Floyd have 190 million streams on Spotify? That song is so genuinely ass.

>>24481772
Hence the appeal of my fantasy!

>>24481778
I wish you a happy next three months of your life, anon.

>>24481794
Thanks, you too :)

*puts hood back on and saunters away*

>>24481799
*Watches you put hood back on and saunter away* Huh, I wonder where he's going. My money is on back to his mirror or to go get a cheesesteak. I've never had a cheesesteak before. I should get myself a cheesesteak one day. I don't even know where I'd get one in Australia.

>>24481803
We got some good quasi-fastfood places that make some delicious ones here in the US. I'm sure there are some in Australia.

>>24481808
Maybe in cities like Melbourne, Sydney, or Brisbane, but I live in shitty ole Adelaide. I can't stand this fucking city.

>>24481822
Well, whadyaknow? I found some in shitty ole Adelaide.

>>24481823
The first one I'm looking at is $24 with chips (and it won't be a reasonable portion of chips either, lol)

>>24481823
Global economy, baby

>>24481828
Damn. I just looked up at the nearest good places near me and the price is about the same, if not a little more. Hopefully it's good!

>>24481832
>Hopefully it's good!
It might be, I'll never know, though, I'm never buying it, lol.

>>24481881
-_-

Typical Aussie

>>24481883
$24 for a cheesesteak and a tiny portion of chips that won't even be salted properly is not worth it.

>>24481890
idk I just proved $24 for a full-sized cheesesteak ain't bad! But yes, the $24 can go much further with other things no doubt

>>24481897
There's a place in the food court in the city called Yokozuna that regularly has $12 deals going on. I always get a teriyaki salmon bowl whenever I go, I could get two of those cunts for $24, and it would be so much more worth it.

lookin' good and thus feelin' good today :)

Girls are wearing summer dresses, the weather is making a personal attack on me

STORMS

maccabees artisan,
around the clockwards figure of the general gravity of force, desiring
arousing
desire within
the
ire,
levitating becoming what once was not

and you
might I say
suffix of a ghost lantern animal dog, mind if i ask you interrogate the ever living soul out of you, because i would like to hire you for a question praxis at my bureau

my philosophy? sneakers, trembles, markers, juxtapositon
what is structure and what is not is a dependent feature of the examined subject
you catch me?
calling, i am the dreary guard of fight and the fairy get got, caught, in alarms deterrent of truth, truthfully art

So I quit vaping a few months back, and I've noticed if I take just even a few puffs now, I still get some withdrawal anxiety afterwards, wtf, that's so lame

I wish it was the 60s I wish we could be happy

>book outdoor play month in advance because I hope it won't rain too much in June
>record heatwave
I survived but I also brought bottles of ice and got a seat in shade. I have no idea how the cast aren't dead

It was illegal for Roman senators to marry actresses. Acting was seen as equal to prostitution. The profession was also contemptable during medieval times. Now they're worshipped like gods.

>>24482510
>Acting was seen as equal to prostitution.
in many ways it's still the same

>>24482510
Lots of acting was prostitution too. Blackfriars had trouble with the children of the chapel because they kidnapped someone who was technically a gentleman's son once, but mostly they kidnapped kids that were easier to traffic

>>24482404
lol yeah I can't stand this heat. Fortunately it's cooled down a bit, and this city is quite windy for whatever reason which helps. How was the play?

>>24482561
It was hilarious, but the lead was visibly sweating in lederhosen and doing an acrobatic role involving chopping wood and break dancing. They pushed the start time back a bit but that guy deserves an ice bath because the stage wasn't fully shaded at that point and he was staring into the sun. I'd a great time, but I am really surprised the cast are alive

just tryna' get based, dodododo

Revelation 1:16

>>24479556No that’s me.My feelings are a sign of just how dysfunctional my relationship with my wife is and just how much our communication skills have degraded.We’re trying to fix things now but I only have so much space left in my heart to be hurt.I’ve also found a renewed confidence in myself and my abilities since properly expressing myself to my wife for the first time in something close to 6 months, she seems genuinely repentant but I don’t know how long it will last.I fear we will fall back into the same patterns of behavior and when we do I think that I will be forced to leave for the sake of my own sanity, at which point I will probably, finally, reciprocate my coworker’s feelings.

I also feel as though it is far more likely that she acts on her feelings before I get to that point, and in that situation, I doubt my ability to resist her. It's a shame to marry a woman and afterwards find someone who takes your breath away with their every utterance. I married too hastily and now everyone must suffer.

>tfw tinnitus is getting more and more annoying for me
anyone else have the same problem?

The laws are like spiders’ webs: just as spiders’ webs catch the weaker creatures but let the stronger ones through, so the humble and poor are restricted by the laws, but the rich and powerful are not bound by them (Valerius Maximus Memorable Deeds and Sayings 7.2 ext. 14).

Whenever I see somebody who knows more than I do or is merley on the same level in terms of skill or knowledge, it fills me with dread. Not only does it show how much more I have to learn, but it also shows that all time invested and parts of a normal life I threw away only resulted in mediocrity. Future pursuits will inevitably meet the same fate, yet I still have a compulsion to continue.

Someone make a new thread

>>24483135
Give me 2 seconds

It's 80 degrees out and I'm inside literally shivering from the cold. Feelsgoodman

>>24483445
>>24483445

>>24481149
fucking hell

>>24481149
I'm dead