What books will fill the tfwnogf hole in my heart? I'm tired of porn and video games

>>24478925 (OP)
Define "fill the hole"

>>24478925 (OP)
none.
do semen retention. get into software engineering, get into SAP development or technical consultancy. get the money. use the confidence SR gives you to enter social circumstances you otherwise wouldn't've. find GF. attend churches (I know) if you want a virgin wife. if you have an intuition for psychoanalysing then you'll be able to tell who is really a virgin and who a whore.

>>24478925 (OP)
just dont think about it. work on yourself and go outside more.try to become nornal.

>>24478949
>get into software engineering, get into SAP development or technical consultancy
Why are you niggers always recommending this shit as if anyone can do it?

>>24478949
I'm European, we don't have jobs

>>24478925 (OP)
>I'm tired of porn and video games
Have you considered combining them?

>>24478925 (OP)
Bernhard, Cioran, Kafka, (Houellebecq), Mainländer
Just read some shit that makes you want to kill yourself or some shit that just makes you melancholic or shit. The second one will maybe put your thoughts nh shit on something else and not on thicc femboys. If you keep watching porns (I do too, but its more like a routine and I don't think of it outside of that short period of time) and oversexualized video games, your mind will only have them tiddies on their mind. Go outside, read BAP and chill in the sun or some shit. Just do something else than look at those cheeks. I just drank some tasty vodka with pickles, just cut open my cigar and will enjoy Thomas Bernhard next to some beautiful castle next to some big ass sea. Man I love europe. Try the same and just become femboy Zhuangzhi

>>24479029
because anyone CAN do it. just buy the books, read them, and give yourself a name by building projects. for SAP all you need to do is learn that (it really is not any harder than excel) and get a certification. literally so piss simple lmao

>>24478925 (OP)
Nothing will fill that hole. Sex and romantic love are just some of those few things that really cannot be replaced. I have never met a well-adjusted man who was truly content with a lack of intimacy.

>>24478925 (OP)
Read
https://archive.org/details/bronze-age-pervert-bronze-age-mindset-2018
People will shit on it but it's a short read and unironically a great primer for getting into reading. Also read the Illiad and Odyssey

>>24480073
>Chimp in state of nature never jerks off, but in captivity he does, wat does this mean?

Wilhelm Meister - Basically a harem anime
Dream of the Red Chamber / Story of the Stone - The book's purpose was to immortalize the great women of Cao Xueqin's life, it's slice of life waifu stuff

>>24479582
worst girl after the white haired one

>>24480173
I'll ad to that, before going to sleep, Musashi wich is basically shonen shit and will ooze you into reading if you're not used to it and The Sound of Waves by Mishima which is basically a cute romance anime movie.

>>24479816
How can I become maladjusted then?

>>24479816
>. I have never met a well-adjusted man who was truly content with a lack of intimacy.

I don't even know what being "well-adjusted" is like. Or how it is even defined. As alien to me as being a schizo

>>24478948
he means he wants a futa to fill his anal cavity

>>24479130
that's right, you just give blow jobs for money

>>24480521
Basically