>>24494571Brother I have my own "condition" that might or might not be similar to yours that comes and goes and I'm still here, thriving inspite of it all. I'm going to the gym, I'm writing, I've been able to keep my job, I'm growing every single day inslite of it. I'm not trivializing what you're going through nor am I saying it's nothing, but what I am saying is that if you're going to suffer than you might as well make it worth it by being productive, by trying at the very least. I know it's hard and in your face everyday but like I said, life will go on regardless and you have a choice to make.