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She spent time in therapy afterwards, had some manic behavior afterwards but chilled out a few months later. Stopped talking to her maybe a year later, she became difficult to be around, bitch move on my part. Perhaps I was jealous or angry that she had taken away my naive thoughts regarding the consequences of suicide because I would not have failed.
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When she was young and did ballet she was beautiful. Petite, lithe arms and legs, spent a lot of time outside with her friends so she always had tan lines. I hardly have any memories of my childhood but from the photos my father has in his house, she was a very beautiful child. The only fault in her appearance I can find from her childhood was the Dora the Explorer haircut my father gave her, but she wore it well. As she grew the injuries inflicted by ballet, volleyball, and track caught up with her, she became engrossed in nigger culture worship (tho she does have a white bf and constantly reminds him of his whiteness, I do suspect she paid the toll at some point). She gained weight, particularly in her face, giving her an odd bobble head look within the past few years that she has lost weight, lots of tattoos and suicide scars. From what my father has told me, she has a good job and although her bf is not as enthusiastic as she would like, she has a good life. In the photos she sends to my father, I hate the way she smiles with her head tilting to her left shoulder, head slightly raised, making that dumbass artificial :3 smile, body facing halfway from the camera, right leg slid behind the left.
