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Anybody here from X? What do you think about it?

It is my Will to inform the World of certain facts within my knowledge. I therefore take "magickal weapons", pen, ink, and paper; I write "incantations" — these sentences — in the "magickal language" i.e., that which is understood by the people I wish to instruct; I call forth "spirits", such as printers, publishers, booksellers and so forth and constrain them to convey my message to those people. The composition and distribution of this book is thus an act of Magick by which I cause Changes to take place in conformity with my Will. In one sense Magick may be defined as the name given to Science by the vulgar. ~ Aleister Crowley

Who else this late?

what's your type? post pics.

>>24583682
What do I think about X? It's a shithole run by a shit person.

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>>24583697
ok more say more please

>>24583679 (OP)
A girl that looked pretty similar to that came into the library the other day and we stared at each other until she sat at a table near me facing my direction. I had difficulty breathing, much less focusing on what I was reading. I wonder if I should have approached her. What would I even say? Oh well, missed opportunity, what could have been.

>>24583703
You get anxiety around girls you like?

>>24583703
>What would I even say?
Salutations, would you like to flirtatiously discourse with me over a topic of your interest?

Everyone on X liked me. Everyone wanted to be my friend. My DMs were super full always.

>>24583712
When there isn't an easy opening, like a stranger in public, yes.

>>24583718
The issue is no one wants to be a creep. And often the line between wanted and unwanted advances is solely whether or not they reciprocate the attraction, and outside of noticing and optimistically interpreting lingering glances, there's no way to find that out beforehand.

Everyone liked my posts and reposted and replied. Everyone followed me even when I didn't follow back. Everyone wanted be my irl friend too.

>>24583729
I get severe anxiety around women general. They can tell and it sucks. Knowing they make you nervous does something to them. Like blood in the water around sharks. It doesn't feel good. I'm actually scared of women.

Now back from the bar: an old man and I almost pissed ourselves comprehending the magnitude of James Joyce's porn addiction, was he born in modern age. He would go to ever convention, he would comment on every video. His fetishes would breed and multiply. He would like invent new perversions beyond our barest conceptions. He would put to rest the old debate "gooning vs greatness: can both be done?"

>>24583739
If I work with them, I'm fine. But yeah, some random in public or sometimes a first date, yeah, I feel you anon. That's what drinking is for and why approaching somewhere there's alcohol makes the world go round.

>>24583739
But I'm an autist so I don't know how to reciprocate and they take it personal like I must think they're ugly or something or it's fucks with their ego, and then do a complete 180 and hate me and become complete bitches.

>>24583701
Who are you? Elon?

>>24583745
If I wasn't an autist I'd be getting my dick sucked left and right.

>>24583749

>>24583679 (OP)
>try to write smut
>get horny, can’t finish
Many such cases

>>24583679 (OP)
I feel like we're all outcasts here. I'm gay and like all things masculine yet I have no desire to penetrate. I just like pleasing other men - don't even care if I'm touched. I intellectualize this as a search for what's missing inside of my pysche. What's missing inside of you that you search for in others?

>>24583751
I actually did manage to get a cute gf who was a completely obsessed with me schizoaffective, and she was crazy and gave the hottest head all the time and she was just this hot emo/goth girl all around, like just completely my type, seriously psychologically fucked, really hot, cut herself, drug abuser, impulsive, always horny--and I blew it because I'm a cold unemotional schizoautist with severe anxiety.

>>24583760
>his horny doesn't trade into fervor on the page
Why are you like this?

>>24583763
But she was so obsessive and possesive that if I so much as smiled at another girl she would physically assault as soon ad we were alone. Nobody suspected it because she was this sexy little slutty looking sweet goth girl, but in private we would switch personalities and completely snap and pull out knives and attack me from behind without warning, grab me by my hair and slam my head in the ground, kick me in the nuts, throw food in my face, etc., but I never left because I really love her.

>>24583763
>>24583775
The perfect woman. I am sorry to hear you fucked this up anon.

>>24583775
But I think that she psychologically conditioned me to the point that I can never be with another girl again, which I think was what she wanted. Like I literally cannot look or smile at girls, like it's been ingrained in me from so much domestic abuse, but that just makes other women hate me more because they don't why I am this way, and automatically make it about them and get offended that I don't express any interest, but it's not that, I'm just really fucked up in the head now.

>>24583781

>>24583787
Its whatever you want it to be, but I genuinely think both points I made, iphone-kun.

>>24583784
But then I got really depressed and suicidal and went years like that and was on the verge of killing myself so I finally went to a doctor to see if he could help me and prescribed me antidepressants that saved my life but completely killed my sex drive. And then my 24/7 horny gf started going more insane because I stopped fucking but she's codependent and I am too so we haven't fucked in years and now she's says she's over me due to my neglecting her needs, but we still live together due to financial needs but she doesn't want to tell her what to do or who she can be with or how late she can stay out or anything having to with finances.

>>24583761
>What's missing inside of you that you search for in others?
Nothing, I try to avoid everyone who isn't my family.

>>24583804
And now after being with her for so long I only find hot crazy slutty girls attractive, like I'm just conditioned to being around that, and I just can't relate to normal psychologically well adjusted girls. Like she has tats, nipple rings, cutting scars, face piercings, always dying her hair different colors, big fake tits, big fake lashes, choppy haircuts, pale white skin, skinny, cute round ass, hour glass shape, sexy eyes, perfect teeth, sweetest sexiest voice, worships my dick, ugh........

>>24583760
This is absolutely where women have the biological advantage over us. I wrote a passage of a mother bringing in a younger man to have sex in her own preteen's ferrari-shaped bed and the ensuing goonsesh sent me into a two week black spiral.

>>24583829
stop being wierd

>>24583829
Are you the young man or the ferrari enthusiast?

Is there a decent collection of Aleister Crowley's Poetry? Selected or Complete Poetry? Do I have to do it myself? Do I have to hunt down all the original books myself?

>>24583835
I was the bed itself

>>24583829
Does writing your own erotica help overcome internet addiction, or does it make worse? In other words it it possible to cum from self written erotica or is it merely an appetizer to a 3 hour internet fueled goon binge?

>>24583824
I just want to be happy bros..... I just want to not be depressed all the time.... Everymorning I wake up I wish I didn't.... I'm so fucking tired all the time.... my favorite time of the day is bedtime....

>>24583841
based

>>24583842
>3 hour
So you stop at the appetizer stage?

Saug auf mein Schwanz

If I prefer blowjobs over PIV am I secretly gay?

>>24583860
>secretly

>Go on DoorDash.
>Two bacon deluxes for $12.50 deal.
>Add them to cart.
>Keep in mind I get free delivery.
>It's suddenly $25.
This is some bullshit.

>>24583861
Yea like I've repressed my gayness due to my male chauvinist father.

>>24583867
I'm not gay tho just asking for curiousity purposes. I like women too much to be gay.

>>24583869
There's an easy test for you. Would you nut harder if a qt 3.14 femboy blew you than a woman's vagina ever can make happen?

>>24583727
>>24583732
I'm lying to myself and I'm lying to you.

>>24583860
I first knew I was gay when I would check out my friend's junk when we were swimming...and I loved their flat chests, hair under arms, stubble on face. To be gay is to not question being gay. Therefore I think you're straight.

>>24583877
Yea. I figured. I like tits, and ass, and feminine faces. Maybe I just like getting head more for some reason.

>>24583874
Naw, I'd still take the pussy. Guess I am straight. Thanks homos :)

>>24583877
So if you're gay you just know?

>>24583888
NTA, No shot. Too many cases of everyone else knowing before the late bloomer does.

Still here waiting for the end of the world

>>24583900
Waiting patiently to die alongside it?

death to the xenophile race

What kind of omnipotent god is not able to create things that don't exist? It's this regard the artist is not just a god but more because the artist can encapsulate the absolute and even more

>>24583962
Why do you say the uncreated things don't exist? But they must exist or you wouldn't be calling on them? And you have the "power" to bring them into existence? Really? You are telling the truth and aren't just dredging up some tangled nerve fibers from your own brain? Did you consider getting checked for brain cancer? It has a funny way of sneaking up on you.

>>24583962
Can the artist do that without a mind, an abstraction that does not exist in physical reality?

>>24583739
It makes sense. If someone is nervous around you it might be because they're about to do something you won't like. Women are especially sensitive to this because they're more vulnerable.

I was like this in the past. The only way is to keep exposing yourselves to these sorts of scenarios until it doesn't bother you anymore. Also just practicing making convo with randos helps.

The reason you get nervous is because you know you want something from that interaction and they feel it too. If you're just a talkative person making conversation with everyone you'll convince both yourself and women that you are safe to be around or at least that you're only goal is to get to know them as opposed to something more sinister.

>>24583996
I don't want to get to know them. I just have to work with them.

>>24583890
So you're saying there's a chance I might be gay

>>24584006
Yes.

>>24583745
ya i've had that, if u don't flirt back they take it as a diss and dislike you or say some rude shit about everyone being gay. god i hate my personality.

i waited until 1pm to start posting on /lit/ in a futile attempt at productivity in which i did nothing now the 4chan brainrot will set in in about 15 minutes and the day will be over

>>24584044
Would it be fair to say this blog is the most productive thing you've done today so far?

>https://youtu.be/cnxSlWAEPj8?si=gdpC5neWIWksx3Tv&t=1261
does anyone have on of those apps that can identify songs supposedly macos or ios or some other shit has it built in but idk how to use it what song is at 20 minutes in this mix it goes hard af but the youtube track identifier thing doesn't show it

>>24584045
actually i'm cooking some buckwheat groats which i never did before so that might technically be the most productive thing tho it only involved running water over them in a strainer and then measure 2x water to the 1/4 groats and putting them in a rice cooker so it's probably a tie

>>24584001
If you don't care you should not be nervous. Are you attracted to women?

>>24584056
not that guy, but i get the same thing, idk why, like i was at work and i was talking to some gen x wine aunt coworker no probem, and then a 10/10 chick walked between us to go some meeting my andenaline went up and if i had to talk to her i would have been like uh um uh even tho it would a strictly work conversation. that said, sometimes when chicks look into my eyes they kind get the same thing and start losing their train of thought so idk i guess it can go both ways.

>>24583679 (OP)
Remember: hating your parents is pathetic. No matter what they did or who they are.

>>24584066
I was sexually abused and abandoned. I don't hate my parents for it.

I hate the way normalfags talk about politics. They talk about it in smug and snide remarks like some faggoty teenager despite being grown adults.
Both liberals and conservatives do this, like John Stewart and Ben Shapiro as examples.
They think they sound really clever and smart but they actually sound like disgusting, mediocre IQ faggots, which they are.
It is everywhere now. Normies on twitter talk in the same way. It has become the default way of speaking on political matters.
It's repulsive. A society of redditors.

>>24584052
oh yeaaah that was good af buckwheat groats rule rice is cancelled

>>24584076
Good, because if you did, that would be pathetic.

>>24584086
no it wouldn't

>>24584052
>>24584084
What makes it better nutritional value or the texture?

>>24584006
I seriously doubt it. l liked guys from early on as did most other gays I've known. I know there is some minor amounts of fluidity with a lot of people, but the bigger issue is that there is a loneliness epidemic and a lot of men just want to be wanted and everyone knows how women are different today. This along with some porn causes some men to question themselves when in actuality they're probably mostly straight and just need to find a girl that will love them.

What does cum taste like?

>>24584097
Salty coins and milk.

>>24584056
I get nervous because I've had lots of bad experiences with them and I worry anything I say or do will be taken the wrong way and too many woman are petty, fragile, and vindictive.

>>24584091
Don't blame me. I didn't make these rules.

>>24584049
dude i just found u can go in system settings on macos and flip a switch to add shazam to the control center then any time u wanna identify a song u just click on shazam and it will listen and identify the song and then link u to it's apple music, siiiick, that said it couldn't identify that song cuz it's probably some obscure mix that only released on white label vinyl of 500 copies in 1996 or some shit. oh welllll.

>>24584103
I'm trying to imagine this. Does it taste better than pussy juice?

>>24584094
both, they have less sugar or whatever rice breaks down into that's equivalent to sugar when u digest it, glucose maybe? but i just like the texture it's almost the same but different, like kind of like chopped up bits of pasta instead of rice, idk, and it's the same effort to cook. i think it also less likely to have arsenic in it than rice which tends to absorb it from the ground tho i think that's overblown. also my family is slavic, and it's a traditional slavic thing so maybe it matches my genetics better.

>>24584122
Kasha tastes good.

>>24584114
Nah, that's just piss senpai

>go into the city today
>enter antique store
>it's crowded with all sorts of shit stacked to the ceiling
>try to squeeze myself past some guy standing in one of the narrow isles
>ask him something along the lines of "can I fit through" which in my language is the same "how goes it"
>he thinks I'm asking him how he's doing and he replies "I'm doing great, thanks for asking"
>this mildly awkward social interaction has been burned into my nervous system for the entire day
How do I stop being so fucking autistic.

>>24584114
hmu and I'll let you try some so long as you're sucking it out of the source

>>24584128
What language is that?

>>24584128
dude i hate shit like that lmao last time i went into the city to chill with some dude i cringed for like 3 days after so annoying, have u tried self-medicating with drugs? i find with weed it can go either way, enhance anxiety and paranoia or just mellow u the fuck out so ur cringe response is tranquilized

>>24584128
>How do I stop being so fucking autistic.
You don't and won't. You are neurodivergent. It is who you are. Best to embrace it and look into common paths of success or happiness for people of your type. You also call yourself autistic, but it may be better to get an actual diagnosis. Neurodivergence goes way beyond autism.

>>24584128
>That's great, can I squeeze by here?
I'd never think of that shit in the moment either. Every time i go outside it's another cringe slash seared into my being with awkward encounters. Such is life.

>>24584108
There isn't a rule.

>>24584126
No virgin.

>>24584108
Your kid hates you, huh? What did you do?

>>24584129
naw I'm good that's gay

>>24584156
Okay, cope however you want. It's actually because you're so good at cunnilingus she started developing semen to shwo you her appreciation for your effort

>>24584128
That's a funny interaction though

Why do children like me but not adults?

>>24584163
I hadn't considered that, thanks for the heads up

>>24584153
yeah that's the real reason i don't pursue sex, it's too fucking cringe. like u can't even enjoy the memory of successfully getting laid because it's infused with high grade cringe.

>>24584164
He wasn't talking about squirting, he was talking about the vaginal lubricant. Which is not urine, but is a protein mucous developed by the vagina upon arousal.

>>24584179
Ew, that gross. Who would want that?

>>24584179
this guy fucks

>>24584185
or grew up in a state/country that provides sex education to students

>>24584183
sexhavers

>>24584179
Is that what causes the squishing sound the finger or dildo sometimes makes when inserted into the vagina which I hear in pornographic videos?

>>24584190
Disgusting.

>>24584183
You've never tasted it

>>24584195
>I am validated by women's opinion of me actually
Hey, good job.

>>24584178
Fucking true if it doesn't go perfect (it never does) i will literally feint on the spot from cringe.

>>24584201
I'll admit it is pretty hot to give them an oral orgasm followed by sliding my cock into their fully lubed holes and more orgasms and that chicks tend to retain a positive opinion of me after that. But I mostly just like the taste, it's like some citrusy fruit that doesn't exist

>>24584209
i read somewhere, probably some dopey manosphere guy on x or sth, that the reason women fuck funny guys is cuz it reduces the chances of cringe for them during sex like they start queefing on the dick or squirting they assume they can just laugh about it, but some brooding dude makes them hesitate, probably not true just bad internet bro knowledge but sounds plausible, too bad it doesn't work that way for dudes like bust too fast and just chuckle about it, not gonna happen.

>>24584209
for me the worst cringe is that you're naked pressed up against some normie, i hate being touched, i got used to it for a while when i used to train combat sports, but grappling with some dude is different than humping on some chick, it's just awful.

>>24584194
spoken like a virgin

Had an odd dream last night.
Myself and some guys wete surrounded by demons and demon-possessed people. While I and my mates were walking around, the demonic came after us, and since didn't have any weapons we began punching them.
Whilst punching & walking around stores and streets we were chanting Psalms, and by the end of the dream we kept saying:
>"Gloria Patri, et Filio, et Spiritui Sancto
>Sicut erat in principio
>Et nunc, et semper
>Et in sæcula sæculorum. Amen."
Over and over. It was pretty weird.

Nine Inch Nails is the best band of al time

>>24584240
>>24584230
>>24584220
>>24584214
>>24584209
GET THE FUCK OUT NORMALFAGS
REEEEEEEEEEE

>>24584193
yes. hot desu.

>>24584240
Yes, that's the joke. Well done.

>>24584214
I wish it tasted like that. My experience has not been the same.

>>24584214
>some citrusy fruit
This is diet dependent, no? I heard the same meme about cum and pineapple. How big is your sample size?

>>24584248
thank you.

>>24584245
have sex

>>24584245
Not all sexhavers are normies virgin

>>24584266
Make me.
>>24584273
Yes they fucking are.

I fucking hate you all.

>>24584289
We love you too. <3

>>24584289
That's pretty gay you think about us enough to hate?

>>24584284
cope

>>24584292
>>24584294
This is EXACTLY why I hate you.

>>24584300
Neat. Thanks for blogging about it, gay boy.

I brought up Joyces letters to his wife in conversation with a woman yesterday, and she had actually already read them... I think im in love

>>24584284
So if a pedophile has sex with a kid, then he's normal?

>>24584304
is she hot?

>>24584320
she's so fucking hot bro

>>24584328
post her pics

>>24584304
Do you think that’s rare? They’re a fucking meme, plenty of women have read them. A few Christmases ago I had a bunch of my female friends over and we took turns dramatically reading the funniest excerpts from them aloud.

>>24584332
Where are these womans?

>>24584336
Are you familiar with theater kids? Who do you think would dramatically read le funny lewd letters?

>>24584332
I know it's rare bro, what are you smoking? Most people don't have a clue who Joyce is, let alone have read the letters where he talks about fucking the farts out his wife... You're delusional if you think it isn't uncommon.

>>24584340
fuuuuuuuu I should known. what becomes of theatre kids after high school or college?

>>24584345
He definitely lives in a bubble. A very hot sexy bubble.

>>24584360
Drug addiction, suicide, HR personnel, telemarketing, psych wards, and e-celebbing. A few also get their dream.

>>24584363
>he
lol. lmao, even.

>>24584360
You should watch The Redeemer: Son of Satan! (1978)
It's my head canon of what happens to them

I may have permanently damage my penis from masturbating too much. I have been trying to abstain recently, for at least a month to see if it will heal, but I can't go that long without coming. After 2 weeks I see some noticeable improvements, which is good because the only reason I'm doing this is because there is a woman in my life now, and I need to get my dick right before I lay it down. But part of me wants to return to the solitary life of a gooner... I want to ruin things with this woman and just be alone and wait to die, by myself.

>>24584340
None of us are/were theatre kids. We were all university students who worked together at a coffee shop.

>>24584345
Maybe you’re right, but I knew about the letters long before I’d ever even heard of /lit/, although I suppose my friends only knew about the letters because of me. I’ve met several men who knew of them, though. I think I first saw an excerpt from one of them posted on Reddit or something. So they definitely have circulated as a meme on other platforms, to some extent.

>>24584411
>there is a woman in my life now
if she's been in your life for more than a month and u didn't fuck i hate to break it to u but it's not gonna happen

The two women sharing one body give me claustrophobia

>>24584439
Passing school tests must have been so fucking easy.

>>24584425
shes a good girl

>>24584439
What happens when one gets sick? Or one does? Absolutely horrible

>>24584443
for u

>>24584445
The other dies too, dumbass.

>>24584448
They never want to hear that part.

>>24584457
REEEEEEEEEEE

This is my gf btw

>>24584448
ya you're right fuck this im going back to smoking weed and gooning

>>24584478
Does she know that?

>>24584482
obviously

>>24583694

is this board supposed to be about literature?

>>24584489
nice. good taste.

>>24584489
mulatto then

>>24584491
the board yes. the thread no.

>>24584478
Stop shilling your Twitter.

>>24584478
She is ugly and retard. I hate that bitch

>>24584497
She is English

>>24584526
>>24584489
sauce?

I've started texting a girl that is pretty cute but is an amputee

>>24584491
Yes, and these threads are meant to be a place where anons practice their writing skills. In practice this board is thinly veiled /pol/ and these threads are a twitter colony populated by vapid retards.

>>24584586
beggars can't be choosers

>>24584587
Nice fucking larp, retard. This is a dear diary situation.

I've grown a fetish for verbal consent.

I used to be gay.

>>24584602

>>24584518
she loves me

>>24584478
>be pain white girl
>take selfie
>post it on social media
>get hoards of brown losers affirming your immaculate beauty

>>24584626
*plain

>>24584626
>plain
she's exotic

>>24584643
Very good saar.

I'm gonna post a selfie of me and you guys rate me ok

>>24584648
I'm not a jeet seething foid

>>24584655
Lovestruck? Because that's a 6/10 tops. Nothing wrong just reality.

>>24584645
>>24584651
6/10, no heart peace sign, you're going to look like a killer squid to other octopuses

>>24584660
and what? you're a 10/10? jealous much?

>>24584666
Jealous of what having some retarded anon fawn over me on random message boards? I am good and a dude to boot. Get a grip.

>>24584665
He's an alien. He doesn't know about things like the peace sign or why people commit suicide.

>>24584672
They don't have suffering in alien land?

>>24584676
He's a Happian from Happy Planet.

>>24584672
lol reminds me of me. I'm such a piece of shit.

>>24584680
On a crash course with reality? Good luck little nigga.

God I wish I wasn't so fucking retarded. I'm ugly and I'm stupid and nobody likes me.

Sometimes I look in the mirror and I like the way I look. Sometimes I look at the mirror and see a fugly sack of garbage.

Zoomers be like I'm a twitch streamer

>>24584478
you poor mentally ill sap

>>24584692
You're god damn right

>>24584687
He also accidentally kills the bully who bullied the girl in that pic into suicide, then transforms into the bully with his alien device and experiences child abuse at her home.

>>24584722
Sounds like a lot to process. Hope they focused on the big brain gene in Happinia. A retard wouldn't be able to hack it.

>>24584672
>>24584722
Yeah, I wouldn't be surprised if he freaked out some octopuses either

>>24584720
Sike, I was just pretending for the (you)s.
Thanks

IMUGLYIMUGLYIMUGLYIMUGLYIMUGLYIMUGLYIMUGLY AHHHHHHHHHH

What is it called when you always sabotage yourself on purpose and are just very self-destructive in general?

>>24584773
fear of failure

>>24583679 (OP)
pushing past the present moment onto the next
a premonition of a rest long overdue
the stream is overflowing
a torrent of frustration and stress
blurs my vision and i cant see
past my own hands as they reach
for the cart and suddenly the mouse
clicks and i am back in the meeting
saying hello to my friend in Meat.
he regales me of the drama in the store
as i am still sitting in my cubicle
waiting to go home.

>>24584775
But I intentionally cause myself to fail, sometimes in catastrophic ways. Like completely fucking up my life ways.

>>24583679 (OP)
23m here. Dropped out of school when I was 17 years old, never finished, workgivers treat me like a piece of shit. How long do I need to study to pass the HS exams as an adult? Can't decide wether I should sign up January or July in one year. I'm also working two full-time jobs and only have 1-2 days off a week if that helps.

>>24584785
So you can never really try. How convenient.

>>24584795
What are you implying?

What is it called when you feel yourself falling for someone and then get scared and sabotage the relationship?

>>24584799
You sabotage yourself because you're afraid you can't hack it.

>>24584773
Germanic genome sequence. You are too much of an individual yourself to comply with society all of the time and constantly resort to your private general department. Colonizing a piece of land would do you well.

>>24584790
Life is shit and if you are in the US search for employment through education is shit. I doubt its that difficult to meet HS standards for a test, i know many retards with GED's. I think you could probably get an understanding of each subject tested within a day if you aren't slow and use tests as practice, remember that the point isn't really understanding its getting the right answer. I am in a tough spot myself with employment, i think if you want a comfortable lifestyle without initiative, try to get an associates when you can, but im not sure "making it" is going to be done in a reasonable time frame without creating something of your own and purveying it, like a story, game, software, material product.

tfw from kazakhstan

Americans be like I want walkable cities, then just walk dumb ass

>>24584804
What would you suspect could be the cause of this?

>>24584804
Hack it at what? Which sector of the exploitation hierarchy should they learn to position themselves in?

>>24584807
What has it to do with Krautlichkeit tho?

>>24584808
Well, after having spent 5 years as an adult without a finished education, I can tell that it sucks. I'm a eurofag but my male elder is a returnee from the Americas (not US though, unfortunately). I plan to finish HS and then probably study something in the university either in Europe or the Americas, then permanently settle in the Americas. The reason for this is that plainly, Europe sucks ass gigantically.

>>24584816
**gets run over by a car**

>>24584817
Ego or you were conditioned at an early age that performance = love and you're afraid if you can't perform at a required level you won't be worthy of love. Many such cases.
>>24584821
I have no idea. Depends on the person. I am content being a Diogenes type of person. Me and the boys (the dogs) on the streets having a blast enjoying life. Can't help that notice your resentment towards exploitation hierarchy, based.

>>24584830
But if performance=love then wouldn't I be wanting to succeed? Don't we all want to be loved?

>>24584825
Germanic =/= German
The primeval Germanic is a tall and handsome, introvertly sociable lad who loves fun and adventure and roaming the meadows and forests alone. He is foreign to the communal normiefag sense of Celt, Slav and Roman.

>>24584837
Yes, hence why we're calling your current state of affairs sabotage and not a boon.

>>24584807
It do be like that
t. Germanic Dutchling

>>24584853
Well, have fun then, because societal rules only apply to you contract-wise, even in the military. Don't stress over it, you were born like that.

>>24584847
But I mean if by self-sabotaging I'm failing to perform at the required level by default, then I'm still not going to be worthy of love anyways; but if love is the goal, then why self-sabotage? You're theory isn't adding up.

>>24584807
So I'm Germanic in Spirit? or maybe I have Germanic ancestry?

>>24584860
It's not self-sabotage if a company doesn't give you enough free-time. You take it because you need it and you are better than them anyways, there's no reason for you to do every single bullshit thing they tell you to do. Have the sternness to make them understand that. You joined their company for explotative reasons just like them. If they treat you like a slave that's their own fault.

>>24584860
Because you're not accepting the first thing I said as an axiom. If you are truly not worthy of love you'll never know because you'll never get enough speed to try due to all the rakes you've put in your path. Skill issue.

Child protagonist

>>24584867
Probably both. Care to give some examples on how you self-sabotaged?

Sometimes I feel jealous of other cultures.

>>24584872
So the only way to prove that I am worthy of love is to actually become worthy of love, and I'm afraid of ever finding out that I am, in fact, not worthy of love. Maybe I already know that I'm not worth of love; that's why I self sabotage.

>>24584898
That's a theory. Keep in mind if that's the case that's from faulty conditioning. Everyone is worthy of love except a lot of us don't get it in childhood and we spend our lives chasing ghosts. Could be entirely something else, I am a stranger on the internet after all there's a case to be made i just projected all this shit onto you and it isn't even about you to begin with. Good luck.

>>24584785
it's called fear of success not failure, fear of failure is when u don't try cuz u might fail and look bad so better to do nothing because then hey maybe u could have succeeded if u tried, fear of success is when you might actually succeed but you're not used to that and don't see urself as successful so you fuck it up to avoid cognitive dissonance with your self-concept

>>24584906
>Everyone is worthy of love
wait what about chuds tho? wut if they did a heckin vote for trumperino

>>24584909
Noose, naturally. We're talking about humans here.

I can't fall asleep by myself. I need someone to be there with me.

>>24584910
I think a weakness in a lot of literature and human discourse as a whole is this exclusionism. Even from personal perspective, that perspective should have a proper reaction or judgement to all types of experience if the point is to communicate some sort of "should" or "shouldnt" or value judgement. Not really useful information if you are the chud.

>>24584906
transition to a chick with some nice bolt-ons you'll be all set, but if u wanna stay a dude be prepared to change your entire fundamental personality and essence of being which im sure is definitely possible

>>24584919
Your joke detector broken? That's a shame.
>>24584920
I will skin you alive little nigga. Step up. Afterall there are two wolves inside us.

>>24584919
then again i guarantee somewhere there is some chuddy dickhead with a trump hat that has a bunch of liberal chicks in love with him and they just giggle like "oh he's such a chud, isn't it awful? teehee!"

>>24584923
Is your sad rambling detector broken? I'm SORRY

>>24584923
>Afterall there are two wolves inside us.
and they're both gay, you are gay.

I love broad-shouldered women.

>>24584925
Good one, it's like the thing I said but shittier.
>>24584926
Yeah, my cock is going straight in your ass. You got that right. Bend over.

>>24584928
what did i ever due to you? I am a wolf in sheeps clothing

>>24584932
If you say so. All I hear is baaAaaaAaAaaaah.

>>24584934
>>24584932
I meant sheep in wolfs clothing but this statement simply reinforces that so there

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M5iHI0nsVZc
>this phone is beepin, beepin, beepin, this phone is beepin
well put it on vibrate mf what the fuck is this shit

>>24584939
>nigbeats
Music discussion could add a lot to this board but nigbeats belong in /mu/ where they can suck eachother off

>>24584944
speaking of sucking each other off did u hear these lyrics lmao

>Ain't gon' shower for days, now how my dick taste?
>Rainbow diamonds, this shit on me blingin'
>Stepped out of the jeweler, bought a gay parade (Woo, woo)

sus?

>>24584949
I think rap has spawned if anything worth hearing many funny pictures and lines to laugh about.

Bros, I get it now, I'm not gay, I just want a bossy bad bitch. I have mommy issues. I have a lot of nightmares involving water; hope she didn't try to drown me as a baby or something lol. Like how could I possibly remember that lol right? haha

I know a woman named William.

>>24584959
men make the some of the best women, but can't make the perfect woman

>>24584968
Say that in a different way, because I'm not getting the gist.

Bros, I get it now, I'm not gay, I just want to bottom and get plapped.

>>24584980
What are you implying here?

Is it possible to repress a memory of being raped?

>>24584986
About as much as it's possible to invent a memory of being raped.

>>24584898
Very Kantian actually. I like it.

>>24584908
I think it has to do with my dad maybe, he never likes it when anyone is better than him at something even if it's his son.

>>24584910
People forget love is not merely sentimentality and affection, it is also discipline and punishment. This is what normies will never understand.
If there is a truth and a path, love is affection for those deserving affection, and correction for the deserving correction.

>>24584991
Ok well IS it possible to invent a memory of being raped?

>>24585014
And the decision of who deserves what is reserved for whoever has the biggest stick. We're still working on it, but it's getting there.
>>24585020
Yes.

It hurts.

>>24584984
He is implying it isn't gay to be fucked in the ass by a mans hard cock

>>24585048
idk man that sounds pretty gay to me.

>>24584986
Yes but you won't be able to wake up afterwards

isn’t misogyny just a sort of being gay? not liking women (enough)?

let’s take it a step further: would you like a man in a woman’s body more than a woman in a woman’s? then you must be sort of gay. the only straight (natural?) part you haven’t lost is the most primitive biochemical trait you’re still (thankfully) attracted to the female body.

>>24585109
Im not sure romantic interest and sexual interest are exactly the same. I think also you can have contempt for what you are attracted towards if it conflicts with other parts of your identity.

Very haram thread today. BY METATRONS COMPASS I CLEANSE THIS THREAD AND THOSE THAT DWELL IN IT

>>24585122
>METATRONS
fuck is that some anime shit?

>>24585125
Bro you have no idea

>>24585122
Who's your pedo prophet's boyfriend?

>>24585118
i actually think they are.
they key thing about a woman’s body is it only appears (pre-op at least) on women. this is a key part of attraction. the pursuit of beauty and love is completely under the governance of the reproductive aim.

>>24585149
Doesn't that contradict liking the idea of a man in a womans body? or being gay at all? you can not like it perhaps but clearly people have sexual interest where there is no reproductive possibility.

The thread started to move way too fast again
Did we get a new schizo?

>>24585165
>people have sexual interest where there is no reproductive possibility.
But why tho?

>>24585171
Not everyone is a biology bot lil bro.

>>24585170
started posting on lit a few days ago. You're welcome : )
>>24585171
I don't know? It just appears that way. Images are hot especially when pictured ideals are fictional and better than reality.

>>24585165
unnaturally they can, yeah
one english poet said ‘what you get when you separate boys from girls is homosexuality’

>>24585181
what is natural if not what the world brings into existence? and what point is knowing what is natural if its not useful for understanding the causes and effects present in reality?

>>24585184
we typically separate what is natural from what is man made.
>not useful for understanding the causes and effects present in reality?
that’s a leap

>>24585203
We live in a world of where there is both man-made and "natural" phenomena. I suppose you could say identifying a sexual urge as unnatural might imply there is away to avert it in such a case through human intervention. I just dont see human intervention as being something different from any other natural causative chain.

>>24585170
Bro where do you think you are?

>>24585223
To what purpose does divergence from normative sexuality serve then?

>>24585223
the whole reason for the term is that human intervention is not merely another natural cause in the chain.
to me nature created man, and nature is superior.

>>24585246
Im not sure. i think that people tend to desire first either by instinct or thought before action, and only change desire when it suits some other stronger one.

>>24585170
it's Saturday in the summer and lit is filled with energetic young schoolboy incels who are eager to shitpost

>>24585267
Do you post more on saturdays when on summer vacation than when you are in school?

>>24585295
I want to kiss her tummy, undecided whether go upwards or downwards sfter

>>24585246
>To what purpose does divergence from normative sexuality serve then?

It's probably a mistake to think that a purpose must exist. Think about your strongest sexual desire and ask yourself what the reason is. Being gay, I like giving head even more than receiving it. Straight men don't understand - I don't even think most women really enjoy it. There is no purpose or reason for this as oral sex serves no biological purpose. The sexual attractions and varieties that we all experience are just part of this world.

>>24585300

>>24585315
me on the right

>>24585300
Pig

>>24585314
>It's probably a mistake to think that a purpose must exist.
read. critique of judgment. now.

>>24585300
Romantic
>>24585329
NTA but will keep in my mind as i share a similar stance.

Bruh

https://phys.org/news/2025-07-science.html

>>24585342
Did you actually read the article that takes 1 minute to read or just the headline?

I reject politics in all its forms.

>>24585329
I skipped ahead to Wittgenstein. It kind of makes sense - using language to come up with rules and axioms about the universe but those very rules and axioms are massively incomplete and ultimately can't render truly factual observations about the world. I have no issue reading Kant as along as I'm not going to be morally judged. He seems really autistic like he never really enjoyed the world. Plus c'mon I'm giving bjs with no reciprocation expected - I feel like I'm already adding value to the world.

>>24585396
That's retarded you basically forego having a voice.

>>24585398
I don't need one.

>>24585397
uh can i have one? if you are feminine that is

>>24585403
That's great we voted you as tribute to the ass rape god. Proceed to the station please the horse will be ready soon.

>>24585403
At least you're a self-conscious slave.

>>24585411
something like this will usually happen whether you care or not. Ass rape god always gets what he wants

4chan used to feel a lot more unhinged. Lately, it's been a lot nicer. I haven't been told to kill myself in months. It's crazy.

>>24585315
>>24585323
They hate when a true lover appears

>>24585405
I've never met a dick I don't like, but am probably too masculine for you. The problem is women aren't subservient any more. It seems like very few women actually legitimately like men and willing to do basic sexual acts merely for the sake of enjoying the masculine rather than for something in return.

>>24585426
kys

>>24585430
not the kind of thing that makes the young girls hearts go aflutter i’ll tell you that twice

When I see how immense is the task before me, I don't even want to try.

>>24585432
awwwwwwe

Post accurate lurker to poster ratio.

>>24585439

>>24585441
any time

Damn how did this thread read 300 replies that fast???

>>24585453
apparently there’s one(?) ESL putting in a lot of work

>>24585352
I did. The headline doesn't necessarily refute the content

What was Harry S. Truman's middle name?

>>24585453
we do a little shitposting

>>24585438
I'm literally heading to a young girl house later

>>24585476
Very interesting. How did you know?

>>24585496
There's this feature called ctrl+f.

Here beneath high rocks
The gatherers of leaves, with cheerful songs
Fill the high winds. Meanwhile thy turtle doves
And hoarse wood pigeons from the lofty elms

Make endless moan.

>>24585476
bleak.
and he hits you with the 4 year old trump meme.

>>24585503
I thought that was 45 47 what does black man have to do with anything?

>>24585474
Skywalker. Harry Skywalker Truman.

>>24585398
An entity that cannot wage war is not a political entity

>>24585028
>is reserved for whoever has the biggest stick
not true. If someone truly believes in something they will so in spite of the petitio ad baculum.