>>24655308
I read the story The Lemurian Time War by CCRU during this episode of mild psychosis and sleep deprivation, and became convinced that it was describing a real rebellion against the Triune God (and the prophet Blake, as I believed at the time). In short, I believed that there was a great Time War occurring between the One God Universe (led by God and to a lesser extent, Blake) and the Magical Universe (led by the Lemurians, Capital-as-AI, Land, and Burroughs). The war was fought over time itself, as God sought to maintain linear temporality while the Lemurians sought to break linear time and create other temporal models. I "fought" on the side of the One God Universe (ie I wandered around my yard, hopped up on an obscene amount of caffeine and nicotine, looking for time anomalies), and there were times I really thought time-travelling entities were out to kill me. I still have moments where I wonder if I was onto something, but then I remind myself that I was a fucking retard who took a Romantic schizo and a Sinophile methhead too literally.