Thread 24646750

Overlord ed.
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>>24646750 (OP)
I'm not sure if I like Barlowe's designs or not, they're weird but not in a good way.

the white race seeks its own destruction

People assume because I'm good-looking that when I don't talk much at parties, I'm being snobbish when really I'm shy, anxious, and have nothing fun or of interest to say.

Why did ChatGPT say "like a cock" instead of "like a penis" or something? That's a bit lewd. All I mentioned was wenis o.o

>>24646957
>eluding to
Kill yourself, you sub-80 IQ retard.

>>24646970
dont understand :(

>>24646973
ELUDE: to evade capture; to fail to be grasped/attained by someone
ALLUDE: to suggest at or to refer to indirectly; to mention without discussing at length

If you weren’t a barely-literate subhuman, you would already know this. Leave this board, you fucking moron.

>>24646985
oh sorry man!!

Why is Kant's philosophy referred to as the Copernican Revolution when his thought is kinda the opposite, in that it's proverbially geocentric by centering on the human (earth) with transcendental idealism?

op is a barlowe's guide to extraterrestrials enjoyer i see

You emerged from this unscathed. It still weighs on me so heavily that I’m being crushed by it.

>>24647003
I'm covered in scars. Love is a battlefield.

when i said my life with the thrill kill kult only had one good song boy was i wrong i just went for a walk and listen to their album sexplosion that whole shit is fire it's like an evil version of deee-lite

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tr_K__g3hc

Smoking weed and listening to Taylor Alison.

The transmissionary position

Euphoric on opiates and listening to Schubert
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5loanKuuYq4

They say fiction is stranger than truth, but a lot of weird things happen in real life too.

>>24647052
I believe the phrase is "stranger than fiction", anon.

I wonder why he doesn’t love me

>>24647056
Life would have been so much better if I had fallen in love with and ended up with you.

>>24647059
That’s kind of you to say, anon. A little flicker of candlelight warmth in the deep interior darkness

Forever a cuckold to the chads who fucked my gf before me

I just realized -- if I plan on offing myself at 40 anyway, is there any reason I shouldn't take out student loans and go to university for fun and the experience?

>>24647079
that's a lot of time to have fun, take some insane risks, etc. assuming you're young. do it. fuck a lot of women too. You're going to kill yourself so rejection is nothing. Cum in them too, have kids, fuck it. just do everything people tell you not (besides drugs, don't waste your ~20 something years left doing drugs)

>>24647065
That's all?

>>24647103
If you were really him it would be a conflagration

>>24647102
shitty advice, psychedelic drugs rule. i remember all the times i did lsd as fondly as the times i had sex, probably more so since sex is just mindless hedonism while lsd expand your understanding of reality and it's relationship to human experience.

>>24647102
>(besides drugs, don't waste your ~20 something years left doing drugs)
That's what I spent my 20s doing :3

And no, having kids only to off myself would be kinda fugged up. My student loans wouldn't transfer to my parents or anything, right? I will seriously consider this.

My parents made delicious steak, rice, and mushrooms again which I love slathering in AI sauce. I swear they're trying to make me fat because it's one of the few meals I love so much, I'll keep eating it even after I'm mostly full.

Today's meal prep:
Homemade "tandoori" chicken - Greek yogurt, garam masala, coriander, cumin, turmeric, black pepper, and chili flake marinade for 7 hours, then roasted at 450F til the outside is crispy.
Basmati rice - a splash of olive oil heated and used to bloom coriander and cardamom, then used to toast the rice before adding water and simmering.
Recent workout:
5x5 barbell deadlifts, top set of 365lbs. Single arm pullovers, 35lbs, 3x5 each side. Dumbbell incline bench, 3x10 with 60lbs per hand. I weigh 150 even.

I guess you could call me a gymcel.

>>24647107
NTA but I'm mine is a raging inferno.

>>24647000
Honestly I've only read Expedition but I do want to get my hands on a copy of that one. I'm rereading Childhood's End tho so that's why I posted that pic.

>hallucinated AI quotes in college papers
it's so over

The early history of the Hitler youth is extremely boring and mostly buricratic political nit picking and in fighting.

It's only when commies start stabbing kids that things kick into high gear and they get their organizational shit together.

Think I'll read this next.

Did I do something wrong?

>>24647218
Yes.

i can't coom, the west has fallen

>>24646750 (OP)
i feel so sickly; how people go through their lives without some level of constant melancholy is puzzling to me. if literature, film, et cetera were not so easily available, i would give up the ghost so quick.

i just coom'd; the west has fallen, and the light has drained from the sky.

>>24647292
what’s your diet looking like

i'm no weeb but dayo is a nice, rich, ripe word. think i'm gonna appropriate it. for my own ends.

>>24647295
soup / stew, vegetables, oatmeal (with protein powder), apples, and vitamins. with variance and consistency, my "disposition" generally doesn't change.

Do we always overrate the past? Is it ever truly better?

I find it interesting just how wrong Clarke got some details wrong when envisioning the 21st century for his book Childhood's End. There are only about 2.5 billion people on Earth around the year 2000 when the Overlords arrive. What I find most ironic so far is how wrong Clarke was about the scale of entertainment in 1953's future. 500 hours of radio and TV broadcast worldwide per day? Very cute. Try...trillions, if you include the Internet.
>"Here on this island we're trying to save something of humanity's independence, its artistic traditions. We've no hostility towards the Overlords; we simply want to be left alone to go our own way. When they destroyed the old nations and the way of life man had known since the beginning of history, they swept away many good things with the bad. The world's now placid, featureless and culturally dead; nothing really new has been created since the Overlords came. The reason's obvious. There's nothing left to struggle for, and there are too many distractions and entertainments. Do you realize that every day something like five hundred hours of radio and TV pour out over the various channels? If you went without sleep and did nothing else, you could follow less than a twentieth of the entertainment that's available at the turn of a switch! No wonder that people are becoming passive sponges-absorbing but never creating. Did you know that the average viewing time per person is now three hours a day?"

>>24647323
Here I am spending like 16 hours per day online.

There was a group of little girls howling outside my house today.

big dicks will rule the world

>>24647317
depends on where. in the US or Japan it was always better than now

Mom made chilled hedgehog brains. It was alright.

Hunter Biden is so based, holy shit.

>>24647380
He's a Satan worshipping pedophile.

Eating shit.

I just ate 3x packets of indomie ramen. My shits are gonna be brutal tomorrow.

i've never been more broke, alone, stuck, and happy.

write a little story about this image

>>24647418
They watched the points of light in their multitudes. A falling star.
'Night like this deserves an ode.'
'Yup. Pretty pretty night.'
'Roll us one there, Bud.'
Bud rolled two smoke in that drawn out way he had. No concern for the passing of time. He put them both in his mouth and lit them. No concern for the passing of time.
'You gonna smoke both, Bud?'
Bud handed me one. We rode out to the hills above the highway and watched the eyes of eighteen wheelers and town cars passing below them. From this distance they moved all in silence. When the smokes burnt their fingers we ashed them on the side of their boots and put the ends into our pockets.
'No need to make a mess,' said Bud.
We rode to the river weir and the big dam and the pump house. In the early hours of the morning we walked their horses back to the barn and watered them. We walked with light steps into the big house and up to our rooms. My phone was charging by the bed. I checked my tinder. I watched porn. I dreamt of being born in a better time.

>>24647418
They watched the points of light in their multitudes. A falling star.
'Night like this deserves an ode.'
'Yup. Pretty pretty night.'
'Roll us one there, Bud.'
Bud rolled two smoke in that drawn out way he had. No concern for the passing of time. He put them both in his mouth and lit them. No concern for the passing of time.
'You gonna smoke both, Bud?'
Bud handed me one. We rode out to the hills above the highway and watched the eyes of eighteen wheelers and town cars passing below them. From this distance they moved all in silence. When the smokes burnt our fingers we ashed them on the side of our boots and stuffed the butts into our pockets.
'No need to leave a trace,' said Bud.

We rode to the river weir and the big dam and the pump house. In the early hours of the morning we walked the horses back to the barn and watered them. We walked with light steps into the big house and up to our rooms. My phone was charging by the bed. I checked my tinder; I watched porn; I dreamt of being born in a better time.

>>24647390
Nice LARP.

Using "ts" as shorthand for the word "this" fills me with rage. Goddamn zoomers.

>>24647511
erm .. ts is short for transexual

Beautiful young white women are the most precious resource in the entire world.

All my life doctors have been telling me to drink less soda, but one I went to recently actually told me I should be drinking more soda. Strange guy, I don't know if you've been to him- his name is Dr. Pepper

>>24647511
That's not even what it means. It means "This shit."

Education is INDOCTRINATION and BRAINWASHES dumbed globe believers.

>>24646750 (OP)
man, that thing looks cool
i saw the TV adaptation of Childhood's End and it was pretty good
>aliens come to earth
>aliens look like literal demons from hell
>democrats say that they're not demons, they're actually aliens
>the "aliens" kill everyone on the planet

I'm roleplaying myself as a girl in office politics drama/romance and really really enjoying it

Never thought I'd understand what women see in these novels but now I do.

What do you guys think of this?

>>24647516
LMFAO. Interesting comedic anecdote.

>>24647516
Ok if I use this for my upcoming 'tour de force' ?

>>24647591
yes mr.pynchon

>>24647535
>dumbed globe believers
Earth is in the center of the universe, and is flat too.

I wish I'd have a hobby on which I could be obsessive and sink all my free time. But theres no such one. No ideas.

The limits of my intuition are the limits of my thought; the dialogue with others is the path by which these limits are transcended.

WHAT SPLENDOUR, IT ALL COHERES

>>24646935
It took me a long time to realise this and many things about being good looking.
I remember going to a school disco and walking up to two of my friends and one of them saying
>Oh not you, go home, anon!
And I was really confused why he said it, but now I get it was because a lot of the girls liked me and he thought I would get all the attention.
But because I didn't get that, I felt like I'd done something wrong and was more quiet than I should have been and literally didn't even feel like talking to a girl that literally pinched my arse in the dancefloor and she soon lost interest.

Sad!

I will experience periods of depression for the rest of my life. This has been a positive realization. Having dealt with this for long enough, there eventually came a state of acceptance. It’s like the changing of the seasons. It’s no longer a surprise when it happens. It doesn’t need to be some major crisis or calamity. It will just hit me like a wave, pass over me, and I will emerge on the other side. Again and again.

>>24647694
Cant you fix it?

>>24647694
same exact as me twin. again and again. a thousand little deaths and births. i go through periods of acceptance and periods of indescribable despair.

I once told an ex I had almost finished making her a grand, creative birthday present before we broke up. I hadn't. I just wanted to make her feel bad.

Thomas Pynchon's Against The Day just arrived and I'm pretty happy

tfw my elderly neighbours caught me jacking off on their lawn at 11pm

>>24647700
I don’t think so.
>>24647702
Yeah exactly. I take this understanding of my depression’s cyclical nature as good news. It means that when I’m at my absolute lowest, I know it will pass. I know the tunnel has an end, even when I can’t see its light.

>>24647712
>I know the tunnel has an end, even when I can’t see its light.
Oh boy was that corny. That’s probably the corniest thing I’ve ever written. Maybe I should kill myself. Hahaha nah just goofin :^)

>>24647729
more clichè than corny but no less true. the circulations are not what weight me down, but rather the thought that I will have to drag a job and friends and a family along with me in those endless bleak repetitions, again and again. what hurts the most is to see my melancholy infect and reflect in those i love. which causes me to hermit up, which, as i'm sure you know, perpetuates the cycle. but people have written about this for thousands of years. everyone feels it from time to time.

>>24647731
Yeah I agree with everything you said. Especially the ‘hermiting up’ because I can certainly relate to that.

Trump gives a bad name to pedophiles.

fuck shit up and start a riot

incells within incells, interlinked. incells.

>be me
>essentially tricked into working at a warehouse
>was told by my parents it would be a cosy computer job in the weeks leading up to the interview
>was not surprised at all when it was actually to stock boxes
>Took the job anyway because nothing else is available
>Boomer parents memory hole what they first told me, because of course they did
>Job varies from decent to mind-numbingly tedious
>Want to leave job for admittedly complicated personal reasons
>Tell my mom I won't be able to go to school and work at the same time. Partially true but mostly an excuse
>she gives me the generic, Boomer "anything is possible speech"
>Know I won't be able to explain my true reasons without being fluoride stared into oblivion
Is this the most zoomer story on earth?

>>24647866
your true reasons being...? I'm guessing you feel such a job is beneath you? I don't mean that disparagingly, that's a genuine issue and reason for wanting to avoid working somewhere if you can.

And hmm, lame they're forcing you to work and go to school at the same time. I mean, if you want to for the extra income, sure, or if you have personal bills to pay, or your parents aren't well-off, but otherwise... different strokes, I suppose. Also, if you're a zoomer and in the early years of college, your parents are probably Gen X and not Boomers. I get you were using Boomers to denote old people with outdated views in general, not necessarily a specific generation, but still, I feel it warrants noting.

>>24647872
xcucks are much more cancerous and hypocritical than boomers.

>>24647866
Trust me, as someone who did the work + school at the same time thing

Do not do it
You have to be a dedicated no-life striver to make it work. Save yourself the failed grades and just do school or do work and cycle between them but do NOT do them both at the same time

I have a mission to fulfill but I know not what it is.

>>24647547
>i saw the TV adaptation of Childhood's End and it was pretty good
It works despite pointless changes like the protagonist being a farmer now rather than a politician.

A revolution is not possible anymore, the elites won.

>>24648035
Only annihilation will be our salvation.

>>24648042
trvke

My uncle is getting remarried to a woman way younger than him. Even younger than me.
He's around in his late 40s. I'm 28 and the chick is 24.

Uriah the Hittite: Honest, courageaous, loyal
King David: Sneaky, dishonest, lustful, cowardly
I would be embarrassed to be a descendant of David.

i've spent so much time in a skew recline upon my bed pillows that my right-side obliques have achieved definition.

>>24648057
Hititties boiling in envy at Davidians as per usual.

>>24648085
Even God himself knew David fucked up.

>>24648099
>sneaky, dishonest, lustful, cowardly
I actually am all these things, except for when I'm exceptionally bold. I've always blamed it on the Sun. But perhaps I'll blame the Sun's architect instead. Thank you for liberating me from the shackles of responsibility.

>>24646750 (OP)
"When three days ago in April twntieth the saviour was born blah blah"
Me, Last Easter, to a woman. Fortunately I was able to play it off as me being retarded and confusing Christmas with Easter. Granted, making that mistake is still a sign of retardation, but for different reasons.

>mfw watching youtube videos where some guy goes to shitty hellhole drug cities
It's in literally every country. Just bring back the concentration camps already. Why are normies obsessed with "rehabilitating" literal actual fantasy goblins, why do they think these creatures are "between jobs." Listening to these junkies fucking whining is surreal. They have no sense of responsibility. They all act like they're a working class stiff who has been hitting the bottle for a year. You are a fucking actual D&D goblin. You live in a sewer and look like a reanimated skeleton and you've done 5 different drugs a week for 20+ years. You are done. Go to camp.

>>24648120
">mfw watching youtube videos where some guy goes to shitty hellhole drug cities
It's in literally every country. Just bring back the concentration camps already. Why are normies obsessed with "rehabilitating" literal actual fantasy goblins, why do they think these creatures are "between jobs." Listening to these junkies fucking whining is surreal. They have no sense of responsibility. They all act like they're a working class stiff who has been hitting the bottle for a year. You are a fucking actual D&D goblin. You live in a sewer and look like a reanimated skeleton and you've done 5 different drugs a week for 20+ years. You are done. Go to camp."

>>24648126
we could be beautiful

>be me
>reading Swann's Way on and off for a year
>still only 40 pages in
>it's 605 pages total
oh god, i'm never gonna make it

>>24648130
chud x tranny is unironically a kino pairing

https://www.cnbc.com/2025/08/18/trump-public-service-loan-forgiveness-pslf-eligibility.html

>The Trump administration has proposed changes to the Public Service Loan Forgiveness program that it said “may delay or prevent forgiveness for a subset of borrowers.”

>The U.S. Department of Education said the plan would halt the loan relief for employees “of organizations that are undermining national security and American values through illegal means, and therefore not providing a public service.”

impeach NOW

communism is the sharpest tool of them

>>24646738
>Penis, hard - 11 centimeters
Hahahahagahahahahaha kwab

>>24646991
It wasn't really about humans per se but Kant explanation of understanding and epistemology that was revolutionary, we cannot know noumena only phenomena that is our perception of things not the thing themselves

Thinking about confessing to the girl I like while visiting her in the hospital. Would that be romantic? I think it's a cute idea. Something like "Hey, wanna go on a date once you're out?".

>>24648221
If you think she'll say yes, then yeah, nothing wrong with that.

Feeling really disturbed and sad for no specific reason today

>>24648222
I think the chance is high-ish.

>>24648243
Best of luck, anon.

>>24648234
Hope it gets better, anon.

>>24648268
Thank you very much.

Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time

>>24648309
There is no best music, there is only music and bad music

>>24648221
Depends on why she's in the hospital. Would be real awkward if it were anything sex related like STDs ...

>>24648324
cope

i dreamt i raped an unconscious woman, both of us fully nude, in an empty school cafeteria. i couldn't cum.

>>24648362
so do you like rape or not?

>>24648327
She had to have one of her tubes removed.

>>24648365
maybe i'd like it more in a better setting.

>>24648380
phillipine tubes ?

>>24648120
If you applied your own standard you’d be first against the wall.

>>24648388
Uterine.

>>24648380
tfw my baby is a tubelet

>>24648106
The sun is innocent. Youre just a fuckup.

>>24648362
>>24648365
That's my fetish. I always ask permission first though. Fortunately I haven't had a girl say no yet (that was open to sex with me in the first place, that is).

>>24648491
>im into consensual rape

>>24648508
Consensual non-con

>>24648057
Y-your chariot awaits, bestie

>>24648508
It's not necessarily about the rape, it's about them being asleep. I think the appeal is I can fully enjoy myself without having to worry about being judged or their needs and having to satisfy them. I can take my time, do what I like, and exercise my desires.

But I always ask. "Hey babe, so I, uh, have this fetish... you might if sometimes when you're sleeping I, uh, y'know... I'll be gentle and won't wake you up... yeah? Thanks, you're the best :)"

Even had a girl who agreed on the first time we had sex, though that was her faking being asleep, which was still nice she made the effort.

>>24648508
>>24648545
you mind* if sometimes, not you might

>>24648512
sexy

And y'all complain about women's coom fiction being rapey

>>24648554
Both genders are into rape, but women won't admit it and men aren't allowed to.

>>24648508
it's the patrician's fetish, idiot. For someone with a strong spirit, to let go of the reigns for even 10 minutes is liberating

>>24648554
It's antithetical to the male mind to imagine much less fantasize about BEING raped, that's the difference.

>>24648545
yeah every girl in the world will agree to that (+ more) if they already like you. but I feel like you don’t even need to sell it that hard.

>>24648558
that’s part of it

>>24648562
idk I just know I'm gonna run into the "um, I can't consent if I'm sleeping" girl at some point. But yes, I'm always surprised at how fast they're cool with it.

>>24648558
yeah no I’m sure my idea of sex would be 100x better if the girl wasn’t into it

Thoughts on child rape?

>>24648570
oh maybe ig though im fairly sure if a girl already likes you you can get away with murder

>>24648579
hidden, reported, called the cops, called your parents, called your employer, got your government-benefits cancelled. popo are on their way

Millennials and zoomers are just equally if not more selfish than boomers. Both of them adopted this pseudo moralistic persona because they had to. Rampant ironism among both of them is a good indicative of how little they actually care about the world as a whole, they are mindless drones unable of creating lasting transcendental things; it doesn't help that the world is brownificating either

>>24648597
>eth-ethical people are j-j-just faking!! they're the real selfish ones!
embarrassing

>anon didnt have to drink his own throw up growing up
If my mom heard we'd made throwup in one of her sinks or toilets we'd be beaten worse than the Week 1 '81 Browns. If we threw up on the floor or the furniture it was a death sentence. Ah, but we were always throwing up

>>24648561
>>24648558
>Women write entire sections of the bookshop dedicated to rapey fiction, make tiktoks about it, convert it into blockbusters
>Men: why won't women talk about non con? I bet they don't like non con as a subject
I think y'all don't like books

>>24648615
you love to see a y’all on /lit/ in 2025

>>24648607
>tfw threw on holiday because genetic disorder makes planes hate me
>get banned from going on holiday because ruining everyone's fun
Still better than the time I got banned from play time because too sick to wake up

How pretentious and tryhard is it that I'm bringing a Proust novel to the dentist? I'm having to take the bus there is why, and that'll be like a 90 minute process.

>>24648586
I'm not employed.

>>24648615
Point me towards the TikToks and movies presenting rape fetishism as a good and valid thing. Books don't count, because women know that men don't read mommy pornos, unless they've been raised by single mothers.

>>24648625
Oh, you got fired already? Your bosses work fast. Your home situation and freedom are next, fucko.

>>24648622
don't forget your necktie and wet eyes and endless sigh; a sensitive young man should never been seen in public without them

I hate everyone who's better than me

No one ever gets subtext. And when they try, it's always through the same cultural marxist lens.

>>24648637
Do you hate me?

>>24648627
Yo wtf? I literally hear a bunch of sirens. What did you do?

In a Pynchon novel, who exactly is narrating? Whose thoughts and opinions are we reading? The character we're following or a distinct, unseen, and unnamed observer? For example, when so-and-so object or place is referred to as crazy or weird, to whom is it so?

>>24648622
Do people actually worry about stupid things like this? I bring any book I’m reading along with me anywhere and never give a second thought to how people will react to it. People rarely even comment on what I’m reading, and even they do it’s generally positive or neutral. I did once have a professor make fun of me in front of the whole class for reading Infinite Jest during the break though, lmao.

>>24647872
Thank you for your understanding response, anon. The dignity of the job, or lack thereof, does contribute to reasons for wanting to leave, but it's not the whole of my motive. I'm fully aware that sometimes you have to crawl through mud to reach your destination. The problem is that I feel like I'm crawling in circles, and would much prefer to at least walk. Basically, I feel like working doesn't do me much good, besides allowing me to partake in the wageslave-consume cycle, which has at least kept me distracted. I know that dreaming of being an author lies somewhere between cliche and delusion, but writing is the one area where I've seen marginal progress as opposed to stagnation, so I much prefer to pursue that and enjoy my remainig college years than accelerate my annexation into the realm of dead-end jobs and manual labour. As for my family's economic situation, we're not rich or poor, we have problems here and there, but I don't have to contribute to the bills, or anything along those lines. But I'm certain that I'll have every one of those aforementioned problems thrown into my face if I try to quit. I can already hear the guilt tripping.

>>24648659
look behind you

>>24648630
depends on the look, but generally if I were out in the wilds I’d just assume you were doing heroin

>>24648671
If they don't need you to contribute to bills, then tell them the job is interfering with your studies. Wam-bam, you should be free thereafter while avoiding the sword of guilt.

I'm writing a comedy sketch. A guy asks for pigs in a blanket, but instead of the food he gets literal pigs in a literal blanket. Then he joins the pigs and starts making out with them. This is called absurdist humor.

>>24648626
You can literally pick any. The names which rise up female reader charts are generally the ones with the most abused and rapey shit. Colleen Hoover's entire career is writing stuff they need acronyms to talk about to get past demonetization filters for crime, and the entirety of Twilight has theses written about the many ways it's not just rapey but pedophilic on a level Cronenberg hasn't managed since his very early art school career. And those are just the ones with movies clearing 100 mil profit, let alone the book sales

>>24648678
No. That's far from absurd. He gets fat guys in a blanket incidentally eating pastry wrapped hotdogs. Or his wife in a blanket.

An older argentinian guy at work wants to shag me and even if I keep refusing him, I am turned on by the thought of it

>>24648708
Like you homos would ever say no to sex with older men.

>>24648708
This reminds me of this Bolano novel I read recently, Woes of the True Policeman.

>>24648708
I actually live in the UK and can weigh in: you have to be REALLY gay to find Albanians attractive

My grandma's friend is a GILF. Whenever I see her, she asks me if I have a gf and if I'd like to come over and have some tea or whatever. Should I hit it? (I think she's around 80 years old.)

>>24648750
>80
If you're that desperate.

>>24648750
either it’s made up, or you’re actually in that situation and there re fore the answer is clearly no … just going off your spirit not hers

>>24648750
no desert on earth is as dry as an octogenarian's punani bro.

>>24648755
She probably has a lot of experience.

>>24648715
it's not gay because I'm a pretty trans girl and even if I had sex with him I am postop
>>24648718
what is it about?
>>24648741
I said argentinians

>>24648758
Yeah she can tell you about her WW2 experiences after you're done breaking her pelvis.

>>24648759
> I said argentinians
fuck me sorry I misread. not even girls find argentinians good looking

>>24648646
Yes, FUCK (You)

>>24648767
it's not about how he looks it's about the age and power gap

>>24648828
I guess except girls are almost always a million time cleverer

>>24648841
doubt

The Homosexual' they call me
It's all the same to me
That specter they projected I will now pretend to be
Since their neurosis is what passes for normality
It's okay with me if I'm queer

Oh it's bad.

when was the last time you had sex?

>>24648885
1 year 11 months

I've got HIV, AIDs, HPV, ADHD, BPD, DMT, ASD, IBS, and SARS. Don't fuck with me. It's all contagious. Everytime you give me a (you), you stand a 66% chance of contraction.

>>24648890
>fewer than ALR
I'm fine I've immunity

eating pasta salad and it’s mid :(

I have created the worst thing I could possibly make given my limited skills. I don't think I could make anything worse even if I tried. It is the embodiment of everything that went wrong in my life.
This is the one and only thing I have ever made, and no one must ever see it, not even after I'm dead. I like looking at it, finding ways to improve it. It shouldn't exist, and it only does because I made it exist, because I couldn't stop thinking about it.
I'm wondering what is the right thing to do now. Do I just destroy it and try to never make it appear again? Or do I keep it in it's neat little dark room where light can't touch it?

>>24648994
Gonna make something similar
My sheets are taking forever to dry and I just want to go to bed

>>24649001
Add cherry tomatoes to yours, if you have them. I only had vine tomatoes, and they are NOT hitting the same. Also don’t use penne lisce like I did, it’s way better with farfalle or fusilli.

>>24649024
I'm gonna wilt spinach for mine too I think, maybe some mushrooms because I don't have feta(?)

I HEAR THE CALL
OF THE NIGHTBIRD

One small step for (You), one giant leap for Anonkind

>>24647292
I've had the same problem for over 15 years. When it comes to diet I tried everything from vegan to carnivore and for long enough to know if it has any effect.
I still wonder if I have some mystery illness or it's really just depression.

>>24648994
how much salt did you add?

>>24649001
You need 2 sets of sheets. Small optimisations like that make life much easier.

>>24649267
I salted the pasta water heavily, obviously. I also salted my chopped tomatoes before draining them. I didn’t add any salt to the dish itself because it has a lot of salty feta and olives in it, and the seasoning blend I used in the dressing contains salt as well. The issue wasn’t a lack of salt, it was that I didn’t like the pasta shape I used and it didn’t have enough vegetables in it.

>>24649284
To clarify, I mean that I chopped the tomatoes, added salt and let them sit for like15 minutes to draw out the moisture, and then drained the liquid so that the salad wouldn’t be overly wet. I didn’t add canned chopped tomatoes, that would be gross.

>>24646750 (OP)
I think I'm starting to put pieces together. It's not much, but it motivates me.

>>24649274
Bro I need a lot of things

>>24649290
did you add any fat? Olive oil preferably? Carbs define if something will taste good or mid.

There were some people visiting my parents and they had a hot daughter with them, so I hid in the bathroom until they left.

>>24649310
Yeah, of course—there’s olive oil in the dressing, and the olives and feta add fat too.

>>24648759
>what is it about?
Art, literature, youth, an old man, and gay sex. Right up your proverbial alley.

Went to the dentist and they said they're gonna have to remove my first molar on the right, the canine molar. It's so over. Gonna have to reconfigure how I smile and shit. Don't know if my good looks will save me this time, bros.

>>24649428
Your life is over. Might as well kys.

>>24649428
Save money and get an implant.

>>24649443
If it was one of the genuine front teeth, I really would. But it's still in realm of severely affecting my life and self-esteem and smile.

>>24649446
Meh. We'll see how much it ends up bugging me and if it's worth it. If I learn to smile correctly, people won't even notice I guess. No more wide "laughing smiles" for me though. At least once I get it removed. Gonna do it as much as I can until then!

I just want to know why he decided to hurt me like that

>>24649488
Sometimes, when you hurt someone, it gives you a boner. Sometimes, when you're hurt, it also gives you a boner.

>>24649517
That's a good lyric.

What's the best job for a bohemian sensitive young man like myself?

>>24649662
https://jobs.tacobell.com/

I feel uninspired to jack off. Grim.

My rabbit astrologer was trying to make me feel better so she told me to look up rabbitfish in case I want to reincarnate into one of them, and they are really cool. It's a nickname for two different types of fishes
1) a freaking ghost shark, which isn't really a shark but does look like a ghost, and is a cousin to real sharks, but gets the cool species name of Chimaeridae
2) several species of vegetarian fish, also called fox faces or spinefoots, one freshwater species of these rabbitfish live in Hare Lake on Easter island, though most of them are saltwater species
I think she knows about these things because she is a water rabbit, but she is very comforting to talk to when I feel like dying because her reincarnation plans are always very good and competitive, she said it was important to add they are competitive if I'm advertising

>>24649836
she sounds great but I think the only thing less likely than reincarnating as a rabbitfish is my consulting a rabbit astrologer in the first place.

Soccer players are the most attractive athletes. Men are more esthetic creatures than woman, no homo. It is undeniable that men are more appealing animals. Look at all those radiant young men in their full glory... their rippling muscles and pounding hearts... my god...

>>24649961
She says you don't need her anyways. She is very good, she found my kidney disease and warns me about dragons.

>>24650001
I was enjoying the anecdote at first but it’s starting to sound fake.

The more variable your face looks from day to day or picture to picture, the smarter you are

>>24649987
trvke

>>24650008
>Doubting my rabbit astrologer
She's not one of those ones that disappear if you don't believe in her. She warns me about dragons because I don't know the Chinese calendar. And kidney disease is putting it mildly, but she was the first one to work out I had a genetic malfunction because, out of the possible causes, only one of them was really easy to make rabbit related puns with. I did have to get medical testing done to actually confirm it because I'm not trusting funny rabbit puns as a complete diagnostic method

>>24648885
About a year ago. Don't care when the next time is. I'm content with the limited experience I got during and after college. Feels great being in my late 20s and not having that painful desire anymore.

>>24650027
Schopenhauer said sexual passion is the kernel of the will to live.

>>24650029
Rejecting the will to live was his aim

>>24650045
is it yours?

Despite all the reading and thinking I did in my early 20s, all the things I thought and internalized, I got a 9-5 and it basically all went out the window
I don't care about anything, I don't believe in anything, I'm just barely existing like a microbe

>>24646750 (OP)

It seems that my erectile dysfunction is not completely a physical problem afterall. Because I have lost all lust for women. I laid with a naked woman and felt nothing. How does that even happen. Must be one in a million

how often do you jerk off, /lit/?

>>24648885
I have never had sex.

i've had mr brightside stuck in me head for three damn days fr

>>24650125
Transmute it over here and I‘ll take it off your hands. My favorite party bar used to play that all the time and it‘ll bring back such sweet memories.

>>24650121
time to make up for lost time!

>>24650137
Its lost forever.

I slapped my little sister and spanked her when she kept spitting on me. My parents didn't like that I did that.

I legitimately think Singapore has the right idea with their persistent use of corporal punishment for crimes, and the fact that the West has gotten away from it in pretensions of "civility" is very eye-rolling. I actually do think that sometimes some people who commit some crimes deserve, like, 40 lashes with a whip.

>>24649266
i don't think diet has much to do with it as a way of being.
>really just depression
maybe, but i'm suspect of that too; melancholy seems the most apt, more ambiguous, closer. it just seems like something that gets constructed from experiences and bleeds into one's worldview.

>>24650199
lashes for drunk driving etc yes. but i met a guy at a bar in singapore whose younger brother had been executed for a half-gram of cocaine. the kid was nineteen, it was his birthday. and there we were, drunk, doing nothing better. whole thing felt deeply unbalanced.

>>24650199
My father beat the hell out of me, and all it did was make me fantasize about the day I could murder him.
I’ll take the West’s “eye-rolling civility” any day. Give me the long trial, the appeals, the sentence.

I'm writing a parody by making a comedy into a depressing, tragic story. There's not going to be any jokes.

How do I deal with the knowledge that the last few hundred words I’ve written are absolute dogshit and I’ll have to wait a while before my brain clears so I can rewrite them better?

I kinda don't like fiction. I do read some fiction maybe <10 a year. But it never leaves me fulfilled like philosophy or even history does.
Am I retarded?

>>24649428
Are you not brushing your teeth?

>>24650249
You likely aren't engaging multi-dimensionally with the text. Try read deeper into fiction, look for the levels and labyrinths. Any great fiction book moves on many levels at once, and engage with all the common philosophical questions, without the overt pedantry and semants.

>>24650133
a bar is exactly where i picked up the virus. it's horrible to feel something i don't want inside my head.

>>24650125
Coming out of my cage and I’ve been doing just fine

quite bleak to fathom the herdlike mentalities from many anons. you notice how one GRRM thread gets posted, and harvests a abundant crop of (yous); immediately three more threads get made. same with Murakami, Cormac, etc. very dronelike. when our top-janny finally gets here from Eastern Europa, things are gonna change.

I want to sleep.
I expecting a package and don't want to miss it.
Woe IS me

It was dark and stormy night cyka blyat. Mouth was like ex-wife pizka: dry as desert from overmuch drinking. Outside window industrial sector lights stretched straight as stripes of Adidas tracksuit. Happiness was elsewhere this night. And all other nights.

>>24650256
I'm paying the price for years of drug addiction where, in fact, I had non-existent hygiene.

>>24650384
dude just got a replacement tooth. All wrestlers have fake finners

The entire spiritual deadness of the West is solely the fault of the United States. As the hegemon, it is America's job to lead the world spiritually and metaphysically, in addition to militarily and politically and economically. Yet the United States has presided over the total collapse of religious faith and a descent of the West into inward-turning nihilism and hedonism.

It is amazing that nobody is willing to call the USA out for this. When Spain was the hegemon they Christianized half the world. When Britain was the hegemon they defended historic Christian populations in the Middle East. America has done nothing of spiritual substance for the West.

It's enough to condemn the United States and actively wish for its downfall. Who gives a fuck if Trump wrecks this country? It deserves wrecking. Let him kill it, I say, I think the West will be better off with America as we know it dead.

>>24650398
I agree, but the US has been blatantly been the victim of a state-capture preceding WWII. I blame the imperfections of human psychology more than any province of man.

>>24650398
Anon, if it wasn't for the US, Christianity would have been done in the West decades ago. The US is the only state propping it up! What are you talking about? Go blame Europeans if you think the West isn't religious enough.

>>24650406
The fish rots from the head. Europe is nothing more than a vassal of the American Empire. Everywhere American culture goes, atheism follows. South Korea is another vassal of the United States and they're literally going extinct.

The United States plays-pretend at being this great bastion of spirituality and Christianity, but in reality it is nothing more than an exporter of dead flesh and spiritual decay. It's not even really a Christian country in its founding, none of the Founding Fathers actually liked Christianity, especially not Catholicism.

>>24650397
Hmm, I guess it's not prohibitively expensive, even for a poorfag like me. It would be months of saving up though. Guess I'll see how depressed I get once it's removed. I told the dentist since it's screwed anyhow, might as well delay as long as possible until I absolutely have to get it extracted because it's starting to hurt or at risk of infecting my brain lol.

I have so much books I want to read I don't know where to begin.

>>24648579
Not a fan!

Temporarily having to take care of my mother made me realize that not having a car is basically a disability. Public transportation is the absolute worst and a lot of things are too far to walk.

>>24650491
Depends where you live but in the many parts of the US, this is true.

>>24650398
One great mistake of Christianity was freezing its myths beyond the point where they can be unfrozen.

If the Christian God finally abdicates and is succeeded by some more immediately potent deity or deities, the reason will be that his myth no longer corresponds with recent developments in the Western social system. If the system refined by the Ancient Greeks (and perpetuated by present-day Africans) of keeping divine myths abreast of the times had been maintained in the western world for the last two millennia, all the major social and political changes that have meanwhile occurred would be wholesomely incorporated in christian dogma.

>>24650435
many*

On the freeway bridge over the Columbia River between Portland and Vancouver, there was a guy standing at about the halfway point between the dividers in the middle waving a Ukrainian flag. Very based. Better than the group I see everyday on the overpass by my local library waving a Palestinian flag.

Can these drug addicts stop smoking fentanyl off foil in open public during broad daylight right by one of the busier light-rail stations? C'mon... take it behind the trees or something at least. Just out like that in full view of normal people, possibly even kids, without a care in the world? It's outrageous, man.

>>24650705
shit I'm sorry bro .. didn't kno i was making anyone uncomfortable or anything like that .. i would go to the trees but u see nature scares the shit out of me .. ever since i was a kid .. some bad shit happened in the woods by my cousins house .. but yeah ill try b more considerat .. maybe if you let me crash on your couch ? im chill promise, specially when im nodded tf out lol

>>24650719
Next time I knockin' that shit outta' your hand.

>>24650731
yeah yeah sure bro .. so that's a yes to the couch then ? what we eatin for dinner ? i love me some pizza, but yea i'm chill .. maybe we pick up some brews on the way home ? haha

>>24650654
Jew

>>24650762
hey! >:^(

On the afternoon of June 23 2013
or maybe even earlier
I disappeared without a trace.
Name: Bishop, Joseph
Born: London, 1999
Height: 184 cm Eyes: Blue Hair: Brown
though I still write on passport forms black.
In summer I'm found wearing a blue jacket with white patterns,
black shoes, for winter - a jumper, scarf, coat, gloves
business suit - only when absolutely necessary.
As a rule, I'm reserved and friendly
I attack only if I'm provoked
and even then - not always in time - and not always the right person.
I have no visible distinguishing marks.
Lately, I've allegedly been seen in Szigliget, in Edinburgh,
in Harlech, in Southend,
in Havana, in Heiligendamm, in Madrid, in Budapest,
in my office, in the supermarket, at the doctor's, on the street,
late at night in Soho, the Central line,
on the seashore, in the cemetery,
yet I'm unable to find myself.
If anybody has information concerning me
please notify me.

>>24650263
What does it mean to engage with the text multi dimensionally?

Let's love-post today guys

>>24650967
What does that mean? My initial assumptions are that this will make me uncomfortable.

>>24650967
I love you anon

>>24650886
It simply means to gently pry the text for double-meanings, analogies, references, jokes, etc... I love you.

>>24650967
Let's sex-post today instead

You wake up late one day and your day is completely ruined.

>>24649517
I fucking hate you. Fuck off.

>>24650967
Fuck you.

Fire in the loins call that burning bush

>>24651101
You shouldn't just give such priceless lines away anon. You could sell this to some xitter drone for several hundred US. I love you.

>>24651075
Whose my sweet little cookie? Yes you are! Yes you are! I can see the gooey softness inside of you, little bubby. You don't fool me! Come here!

>>24651103
I am already rich beyond compare, as I am gifted with the patronage of muses

>>24650435
Being autistic and having this problem recently I formed a mental list through the past ten years or so and assigned a book to each year as it corresponded either to the time that I started or read a lot of it during that year but didn‘t finish or it corresponded with something I was doing in my life or something. It helped me keep track of them, start with the ones which were more substantial on my to-do list, and enjoy the sweet dopamine of watching the backlog slowly get more manageable.

>>24650971
I am assuming so, also
>>24651106
>Whose my
>Whose my
Very uncomfy

Took a piss and my stream split in three. Coated the underside of the toilet seat, the wall up and to the left, and the waste bin down to the right. Stopped before thing got too out of hand but still had to do a nasty cleaning job. Maybe it’s time I sat down to pee

>>24650610
This overly cynical view of religion in which it's nothing more than an elaborate fantasy used to instill cultural values or whatever misses the point of religion in the first place and the reason anyone even believes in it. Not even the Greeks you speak so highly of would think something like "we should update our gods for the times."

Anytime I feel nostalgia I recoil a bit in a same fashion one may recoil when smoking cigarette while not being an active smoker. This strange temptation in the back of your mind telling you keep going against your rational mind's part wishes. Is nostalgia addictive or is it just me who has unusually wired brain that associates one with the other?

>>24648390
>DISLIKE RAPIST JUNKIES?
>NAZI! THE NAZIS WOULD KILL YOU TOO FOR BEING A FREAK
>t. an actual freak, running defense for other freaks
it's all so tiresome

I wish it was the 60s I wish we could be happy

Stereolab is the best band of all time

>>24651270
>A not incorrect opinion
Why are you here?

>>24651216
They did it constantly. Homer’s gods are not Hesiod’s gods are not Socrates'. Zeus the tribal storm-god became Zeus the law-giver, then Zeus the universal Logos.

Religion is always a mirror. In monarchies, God looks like a King. In modern republics this myth makes little sense. Updated for America, God would be a sage, democratic, always-accessible, President; his son, an industrious Vice-President; the archangels his Secretaries of State; the angels, lobbyists for sectional interests. The fact this sounds ridiculous is only because Christianity stopped evolving centuries ago. You appease the powers by choosing the rite, the image, the myth that corresponds to present reality. Even the early Christians understood this, until they stopped.

>>24646750 (OP)
Last night I had a REM dream sequence that involved being in 4 very different restaurants in which the food was evidently very nice, the general clientele and company at my particular tables the kind of people I enjoy being around, but where the rules & physical setups of the establishments were perversely engineered to frustrate enjoyment of both. It's obviously no coincidence that I've been suffering from one of those summer colds that has temporarily obliterated my sense of smell and flavor, According to Science,dreams are mostly rehearsal, and according to Art compensation for sensory deprivation. Doubtless both are true, at any age.

>>24651276
why do you care?

Another dead mousey, I am going to hell

>>24651245
You're addicted to outrage, not moral clarity.

>>24651289
>They did it constantly. Homer’s gods are not Hesiod’s gods are not Socrates'. Zeus the tribal storm-god became Zeus the law-giver, then Zeus the universal Logos.
They did not do it deliberately and with the intent to "update" their own religion in the face of "societal progress" as you imagine. The idea of divinity is used differently by different figures, but this also does not represent an "updating" of any religion so much as the writers drawing on their religion as a well of images.
Again, you are projecting your own very cynical and material understanding of religion onto others and then acting confused when they do not act the way you would. Christians would not "update" their religion because their understanding of time and change in relation to God is completely different.
A "religion" based on American government does not answer any questions of meaning or purpose, provide moral structure, or explain the nature of reality and the world. It's a very hollow attempt to project religious-like attributes onto something you know, based on a very shallow understanding of what religion is. Absolutely no one would find meaning in what you propose or seriously believe in it, nor would society adopt any new values because of it. There's no magic trick here, you can't just snap your fingers and religionify something to get people to become fanatical about it or adopt the values you want them to adopt, and the fact that you imagine throwing a thin veneer of religiosity over American figures would do anything for anyone shows how little you understand either.

wtf is this lewd-ass content

>>24651270
Now we're talkin'

>>24651376
recommended to me on facebook*, for context, which is why it's so baffling, like wtf what site am I on

>>24651356
You can believe in transcendence and still realise the vessel carrying it has to evolve. When Greeks encountered Egypt and Persia, they fused their deities with foreign ones (Zeus-Ammon, Serapis, etc). Updating the pantheon for new historical realities.

That example about America comes from Robert Graves, a mythologist, who wrote a few books on the life of Jesus. He's obviously not actually proposing anyone 'Americanise' God, just illustrating the historical logic of mythmaking. It mirrors political and social realities of it's era. Early Christians had successive reinterpretations (the Trinity, Christ's dual nature). It only became heresy around Constantine.

>>24651233
I have little feeling for nostalgia, vivid in the replay sense as some of my pleasant memories are. I savor those mostly as is, but don't kid myself what I would have liked otherwise, at the time or now.

know what i've realised? i don't savour. i never savour anything. the idea of doing that is deeply boring to me. i think it's way more enjoyable gorging on something. like my enjoyment is kinetic, not reflective.

>>24651376
I would never fuck cheap looking bitches, they are so disgusting and their attitudes even more. I guess one of the reasons why men care less about women is women have chosen to act wretched even the middle and high class act like hood bitches

>>24650398
>I'm a degenerate, nihilistic hedonist with zero (0) morals and the CIA glowies from America are to blame o algo
>T. Third worlder

>>24651456
>implying that cheap bitches have any interest in fucking you.

>>24651337
>DISLIKE SOMETHING AWFUL?
>I WONDER WHAT'S SECRETLY WRONG WITH YOU THAT MAKES YOU DO THIS
Sometimes bad things just provoke disgust in normal people. You have been trained by a sick society to excuse it at all costs.

>>24651470
twice a row you've done the funny strawman greentexts now

You’re disgusted, but your ‘solution’ is pure projection of your own nastiness. If you cared about responsibility, you’d start by examining your own obsessions instead of whining about other people’s behaviour.

>>24651507
>>24651507
>>24651507

New

>>24651459
Heck yeah, death to America brother!