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The girl who I like got a boyfriend. That's life, I guess. I've seen many animal videos of males who fail to get the females they want. Literally me.

I just got a rejection from a publishing house, but thinking about it, it may be for the best.

>>24654910
That's good. Use it as fuel. Prove them wrong and become the writer you were meant to be.

>24654853
Crazy life, anon. I'm glad to see that you are doing better. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you now and how old were you when you went back to school? Also, what did you study? Sometimes I think about going back since my degree sucks but I worry about getting a decent job since I would graduate on my early thirties. I'm not even sure what I would study, although something either related to nature or more hands on would be nice.

>>24654910
I'm am always under the impression the you need some social media presence to be accepted by then but that might be just my internal doomer talking.

Is this why animals eat poop?

I hate the people who laugh from below and I love the people who laugh from above

>>24654853
Crazy life, anon. I'm glad to see that you are doing better. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you now and how old were you when you went back to school? Also, what did you study? Sometimes I think about going back since my degree sucks but I worry about getting a decent job since I would graduate on my early thirties. I'm not even sure what I would study, although something either related to nature or more hands on would be nice.

>>24654892
Thank you. I've printed your posts and will keep all that you've said in mind.

I am angry that all my coworkers are arabs and speak arabic and have wifes/husbands/children and I am the single ethnically native person there. I have absolutely no bond to these people and I am merely on a polite footing with them. I resent my social isolation and I consider myself unlucky. Please elucidate as to why I am responsible for this unhappiness.

>>24654915
>>24654922
The thing is it was a rejection from Ark Press, that publishing house that Peter Thiel is trying to start up. I'm pretty desperate to get my stuff out into the world, don't get me wrong, but upon further reflection, I'm not sure I want to be associated with Thiel, or with a publisher that has its roots in the modern right-wing. Politicall I am rather right-wing, but I'd rather my fiction not be pigeonholed like that. I like to think I've written something good enough that people can derive meaning from it regardless of their politics. So maybe, in the long run, me not being associated with Thiel will be for the best.

Women hate each other so much that they literally vote to import mass rapist in hope their arch enemy gets violated. Foul creatures

I get it on the sides of my fingers and top of my palm every time I wipe.

>>24654938
Bro, Arabic is phonetic and you've been granted a free immersion course, you're primed for owning anon on mediaeval and classical references stemming from the Suda, think about it

>>24654936
I'm just some guy. Do it for yourself, you're worth it, and anyone can do it if they never give up. I always give people the Kamina line from Gurren Lagen, but it's true: "believe in yourself, and if you cant, then believe in the me that believes in you".

>>24654939
>Not getting the book published by the literal vampire
Good call so long as it's not vampire fiction

>>24654962
>anon learns Arabic and finds out they all speak Farsi

Tell me about the darkness inside you.

My little sister said the reason truth is stranger than fiction and always will be because fiction can't capture all the microscopic and macroscopic elements of the universe.

The highest forms of depicting sexuality in the visual arts or literature are not even arousing, or exclusively arousing in a physical sense, but rather outright aesthetically beautiful in a similar but opposite way tragedy is cathartic. You don't just see two naked bodies, but two people engaging in something incredibly intimate physically and emotionally, and in the process becoming something more than just the sum of their male or female selves. Great erotic art is the most felt in the heart and the brain rather than the genitals, as a sort of pleasure not unlike the beauty of symmetry.

Nobody experiences death. They experience dying but that is something completely different.

When you are here, death is not. And when death is here, you are not.

There's no point in being scared of death because you will never live it. It would be like looking at a picture of somebody from the 1920s getting tortured. Why would you be scared of that happening to you? You will never be in that specific state pictured. This is a hard topic to give an example about but maybe something better would be trying to see out of your elbow. Would you be scared of going blind in your elbow? That state is nonsensical and will never present itself to you.

>>24654938
It is what it is. Your people enjoyed 500 years of domination, unfortunately you are part of the first generation to pay the bill. If it’s any consolation, one day the Arabs will face the same fate.

>>24655083
What if we decide to just not do that? Is that an option or are we just a bunch of retards with no agency?

>>24655092
It’s not in anyone’s control, it is simply the way of the world. You might as well try to stop the waves on the ocean.

>>24654886 (OP)
I spread disease like a dog
Discharge my payload a mile high
Rotten egg air of death wrestles your nostrils
Launch the Polaris, the end doesn't scare us

>>24655048
We're too retarded to reduce everything that exists to its elements, or to know how to do that.
It might be mathematically impossible for what we know.
So there is no point in phrasing it that way because it's presuming we understand something that we don't.
What she said is still true in a way

>>24654904
The girl who I like flirted with me for about 4 months before letting me know that she is with her boyfriend of 4 years a month ago.
I'm not going to save her, lmao.

>>24655042
It's cold. Not a temperature, but an ethos: callous, cruel, and unforgiving. Like a rock. Rocks dont love. The blood in my ears keens and the joy is plucked from the world. It's all dead, cold, and grey. Dead things cant live and the scope is suffocating. Hope dies. Even the cold dies and I become numb. There is nothing.

I wander about in a haze. My body moves because it knows it must, but I dont inhabit it. I float miles above myself and watch as I do things I feel I should. I keep up appearances. My mouth moves, I smile, but my eyes are vacant; I dont live there anymore. There are no thoughts. There is no blackness. There isnt anything at all. And what's worse is that I eventually feel something. I eventually inhabit my body. I eventually regain control of myself and I feel joy. It's overwhelming. It blossoms and spreads throughout my body in undulating waves of bliss. It's rapture. I see the inside of something that was once alive, I see something in pain, and suddenly I'm alive again. I'm human again. I can feel something. I can feel their pain and I love it, but more than just romance, it's this primal sexual feeling that leaves me elated. Like doing cocaine, and like doing cocaine it fades just as quickly. Like lightning, I cease to exist moments later.

Now I'm left in flux. The answer is obvious, but forbidden. To hurt something to feel is abominable, even something like me knows that. And so I hurt myself instead, but it doesnt hurt. It feels like becoming God. I watch my flesh part and know this is what I was put on earth to do. I know it in my soul. I've known since I could first form a thought, and with more certainty than I could ever know anything else in the world.

At first I tried to destroy myself. Humans shouldnt feel this way. But I survived. I put the darkness in a place I can never go, but I let it out from time to time. Not a lot. Just a gasp. I savour it. I savour seeing a car accident victim the same way an ex-smoker savours a cigarette; with all of my being.

>>24655042
*whispers* It's a secret.

I think I exist, therefore I think.

Philosophy is the only hobby that doesn't exist and lives rent free inside your head

Becoming the joker;I will release nitrous oxide in the air in huge concentration. Everyone will be happy like in the 60s

Useless things are the only things that matter.

>>24655139
Okay, edgelord. This is one of the most juvenile things I’ve ever read.

>>24655169
That's fine. Being juvenile is feeling something like that and acting on it. No one should hurt themselves let alone someone else. Being an adult is feeling something like that every day for decades and not only accepting it, but refusing it every single time.

>>24655168
You'd say that useless things are the only things that are useful?

>>24655180
Yes, that's what I'd say.

Why couldn’t you just tell me the truth?

>>24655185
Based, caring about contradictions is for the weak, this post was made by the constructivists gang

>>24655206
I told you the truth but truth is relative sweetie

>>24655210
Fuck off.

>>24655206
Wdym?

>>24655042
It's a few bad bite marks at worst. I'm someone's animal, so it's not something I even think about or internalize, it's about as intentional as designing humans with an appendix. I would be a statistic taken out back and shot if my life were finalized. It's not that I'm just a common person so much as it is a common waste of energy. A wooden wall's inertia stretched over time. I don't think about stacks of bodies like society's winners, who are mostly clueless also.

I think I'm sick again.

Tulsi Gabbard is so hot.

>>24655237
I mean choosing to be honest with me about not caring instead of pretending to care.

>>24655352
Who is pretending to care about you?

>>24655369
Not “is.” Was.

>>24655386
Who was it? Why did they do that to you?

Got up at half-past noon, it's currently 10-5 and I still haven't eaten yet.

>>24654886 (OP)
Why is carnal spiritual warfare much heightened in the early hours of the morning? I woke up in the middle of the night last night for some reason and was almost immediately flooded with strong carnal temptations - even more so than during the day. This happens without fail whenever I wake up in the middle of the night. Do any saints speak about this?

>>24654904
A while back, I asked a girl out for a coffee and she said yes. The weekend before we were meant to see each other I found out she was seeing someone else. I decided to not before locking in plans with her but I was still quite upset about it as I liked her a fair bit. In retrospect, I was incredibly stupid and she would have been a disaster for me.

>>24655452
>before
bother

>>24655042
Somewhere deep in my soul there's a tear. At first glance it is quite small but when I focus in on it the amount of life that has leaked through it seems to be quite large. Some part of me had been rended from my spirit and never came back, it makes relationships of any kind very painful. Nobody has ever been patient and attentive enough to make me feel safe.

>>24655443
They're called the witching hours for a reason

>>24654886 (OP)
Picrel is why I think chatgpt is infinitely better at getting book recommendations than here. At least it does what you ask of it. "Google it bro" is absolutely reddit response and my brother does it constantly which is why I never ask him for advice on anything. Humans will be replaced and thank God.

>>24655042
Prideful, insecure, wrathful, indolent, sycophantic, resentful, vain, lustful, paranoid

>>24655077
>picrel

>>24655179
To add, there's a process that happens when someone realize something horrible has happened. At first they dont understand. They hold the pieces with a confused look. They examine the extent of the damage. They look away. They look at it again. What happens next is a measure of character. Some people recoil. Some writhe. They may even scream or cry. That's normal and honestly what should happen in that kind of situation. Some are in shock. They rush to address the concern or sit dumbfounded by the situation they've found themselves in. This is less common but still fairly normal. Finally, the exceptional will continue on as if nothing happened. It's easy to say they just dont understand, but there's more to it than that. There's this radical kind of acceptance that this is now their life and they are going to continue with the new definition of their circumstance. They dont lament the damage, at least not right away, but they embrace it. They fold the damage into themselves and their latent humanity overcomes it. They will themselves beyond trauma and disfigurement. Beyond mortality.

I had a thought like this. I got in a car accident. My shitty car hit some ice, I lost traction, and I felt helpless as I realized I had no control of the situation. I closed my eyes, and distinctly thought "well, I guess I'm dead". I was at peace. There was no struggle, I didnt think about my loved ones, and I was calm as my car flipped three times in the ditch. When I pushed the side curtain airbag out of the way and crawled through the window on the beaded glass, I was fine, and it was honestly kind of fun. No one got hurt other than my poor car.

Now I used to be quite squeamish about meat. I always knew it was a dead animal and I didnt want to touch it with my hands, but I still wanted the burger. Then I saw a grainy PeTA video of a live cow getting chucked into some meat processing equipment. It looked horrific. The cow's eyes bugged out of its head as it thrashed its forelimbs while its lower extremities were puverized in a red paste. The cameraman was sure to get the shot of the poor beast in the machine from a better angle, of course. I couldnt eat meat for days. Eventually I understood that the red processed strands of flesh wrapped in plastic at the store were that cow, and if I wanted to eat meat I need to accept that. As I got older I found out PeTA were the ones throwing the cow in the grinder to begin with.

And this leads me to my final thought. I have reverance for the process. Instead of being the architect that irreversibly transmutes something into something different, I'd much rather make the pieces into art. I still love gore and I absolutely understand what happened, but like the instance transforms the nature of reality, I'd rather transform the result into ritual. That irreconsilable moment where reality shifts is still magical but I'm no magician. I appreciate it as art none the less and witness it, even if part of me wants more.

>>24654886 (OP)
Natural spectacles are only as much fun as you live removed from them. This came to mind with unusual vividness as huge trees around me sang loudly with thousands of cicadas just before a long series of thunderstorms dumped 3 inches of rain, and were silent the next day, where I noticed a perfectly intact but dead one by my pumpkin patch. My favorite feral cat looked and acted exactly the same as before, lounging on sidewalks in his usual midday pattern.

>>24654886 (OP)
"Well you can't win em all" is my life philosophy whenever something doesn't go my way but I haven't won in a very long time lol, don't know how longer I can keep brushing it all off without feeling defeated

>>24655532
>don't know how much more character development I can take

>>24655042
A sexual fetish for religious blasphemy and stuff like Satanism.

The most impressive part about necrophagist is that a band from over 20 years ago is both that technically competent and melodic. Sure, Infant Anihilator sounds like they were made in a lab, and Archspire is exactly as good live as they are in recordings, but none of them made mathrock cool the way Marco Minnemann did with The Aristocrats.

I am God's favorite puppet
He pulls my strings and makes them ring
Until my heart starts breaking

i have no desires. i have no dreams, literal and metaphorical. i have no aspirations. i do not know why i am here or what my mission is.
am i on my free bonus incarnation round?
i am a jack of all trades, master of none. i change my hobbies or interests every 2 weeks or 2 months
somehow i am perfectly happy and terriblly depressed simultaneously

ive got eyes to see and ears to hear; gathered so much soph ea that it makes me almost fully inoperable; the vita contemplativa runs through my veins.
yet, if there is something that i tell my self i wanted it, i can have every thing and, have it. but there is not much that i wanted. a small, but comfort.
To whom do I owe, if any thing?

this RA°lity gets more cheap by the day and the normies dont know jacksquat.
and then they get all uppity and arrogate themselves to open their uninspired and uninteresting cakeholes to speak to me.
throwing their ignoble pro fanities at my poor ears. and then the absolute audacity to expect a response or reaction from me.

im in the wrong timeline/born too late/born way too soon

>>24655638
You obviously want a couple of things, but I dont think you're working very hard to get them.

>>24655610
Did you ever see this guy? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvrVrJmmi1I Fucking insane, made me think that my 16 years on the guitar amount to nothing in comparison.

For some who needs to be occupied in order to prevent intrusive thoughts I have very poor initiative

>>24655675
Insanely impressive. Clean tone, flawless. Genuinely awesome. However, I raise you:
>https://youtu.be/pOoDnbSKlR4?si=uedren-dzFHeTZbA
I dont believe IA can play it live, as far as I am aware, and he absolutely is playing it because he fucks up the quint descending pinch harmonics with the pick slide in between in the them in the bridge a couple times. He didnt even cheap out with the weird harmonic slidey djent bit at the end.

Anyways, if you want something you might actually like, the time signature fuckery in Hey, Where's My Drink Package? is unreal.
https://youtu.be/9vZdMwspudA?si=gP4SwDW1Qga5PkLI

They are both foolish and cruel who yoke together the wild beast and the tame.

>>24655734
...That first one sounds really fun to play, but I think I'll refrain from even trying. Extremely clean. The pinches were really satisfying among the rest of the technical showcase.

The Aristocrats track reminds me of when I used to be really into Vai and Satriani and the like, a million years ago. Not all that into it, anymore, but it was well-mixed and produced.

>>24655656
no, i really dont.
i persuaded my self that i needed placeholder "wants", because they are logical and are expected by parents, society or others in general, for example.
i brainwashed myself to want these "a couple things", like you put it.
>working
no im not working, at all.
they just come to me, it is ok.

>>24655753
Ayyyy glad you liked it. That whole album front to back is great. Personally I like The Kingdom Sitteth (yadda yadda, it's like 10 words in the title and seven minutes long, aint nobody covering that song) and I've been waiting for something of comparable goodness for a while. Same year as Bleed the Future by Archspire and Artificial North by Soreption. Only thing even close in the past year was Retromorphosis, but that's half of spawn of possession with parts of necrophagist and decrepit birth's drummer, so it hit me in the special Noctambulant/Incurso place, and Datalysium bt Zennith Passage, but I was less impressed when I found out the tremolo was a pedal. You're a cool guy.

The second time I experienced the reality of war was when ex-sergeant Griswold, one of our night messengers, flew off the handle one day and smashed the office to bits at one of the railway stations. They sent him to me to give him the gate, but I didn't have the heart to fire him. He had performed such a beautiful piece of destruction that I felt more like hugging and squeezing him; I was only hoping to Christ he would go up the 25th floor, or wherever it was that the president and the vice-presidents had their offices, and mop up the whole bloody gang. But in the name of discipline, and to uphold the bloody farce it was, I had to do something to punish him or be punished for it myself, and so not knowing what less I could do I took him off the commission basis and put him back on a salary basis.

He took it pretty badly, not realizing exactly where I stood, either for him or against him, and so I got a letter from him pronto, saying that he was going to pay me a visit in a day or two and that I'd better watch out because he was going to take it out of my hide. He said he'd come up after office hours and that if I was afraid I'd better have some strong-arm men around to look after me.

I knew he meant every word he said and I felt pretty damned quaky when I put the letter down. I waited in for him alone, however, feeling that it would be even more cowardly to ask for protection. It was a strange experience. He must have realized the moment he laid eyes on me that if I was a son of a bitch and a lying, stinking hypocrite, as he had called me in his letter, I was only that because he was, which wasn't a hell of a lot better. He must have realized immediately that we were both in the same boat and that the bloody boat was leaking pretty badly.

I could see something like that going on in him as he strode forward, outwardly still furious, still foaming at the mouth, but inwardly all spent, all soft and feathery. As for myself, what fear I had vanished the moment I saw him enter. Just being there quiet and alone, and being less strong, less capable of defending myself, gave me the drop on him. Not that I wanted to have the drop on him either. But it had turned out that way and I took advantage of it, naturally.

The moment he sat down he went soft as putty. He wasn't a man any more, but just a big child. There must have been millions of them like him, big children with machine guns who could wipe out whole regiments without batting an eyelash; but back in the work trenches, without a weapon, without a clear, visible enemy, they were helpless as ants. Everything revolved about the question of food. The food and the rent — that was all there was to fight about — but there was no way, no clear, visible way, to fight for it.

It was like seeing an army strong and well equipped, capable of licking anything in sight, and yet ordered to retreat every day, to retreat and retreat and retreat because that was the strategic thing to do, even though it meant losing ground, losing guns, losing ammunition, losing food, losing sleep, losing courage, losing life itself finally. Wherever there were men fighting for food and rent there was this retreat going on, in the fog, in the night, for no earthly reason except that it was the strategic thing to do.

It was eating the heart out of him. To fight was easy, but to fight for food and rent was like fighting an army of ghosts. All you could do was to retreat, and while you retreated you watched your own brothers getting popped on, one after the other, silently, mysteriously, in the fog, in the dark, and not a thing to do about it.

He was so damned confused, so perplexed, so hopelessly muddled and beaten, that he put his head in his arms and wept on my desk. And while he's sobbing like that suddenly the telephone rings and it's the vice-president's office — never the vice-president himself, but always his office — and they want this man Griswold fired immediately and I say Yes Sir! and I hang up. I don't say anything to Griswold about it but I walk home with him and I have dinner with him and his wife and kids.

>>24655800
>>24655803
I think I needed to read something like that. Tropic of Capricorne, right? Thanks for the rec.

Drowning in my past with exactly 3 alcohols

The girl I've loved for the past year of my life no longer loves me. I feel pretty numb about it now, I'm done crying. We're both far too damaged to make it work without first working on ourselves. She put her hands on my throat a week ago, that was the last I saw her. The external bruises have gone, but it still hurts to swallow.
It was never easy, I always felt like I was barefoot on an oil patch, there was never steady ground. I couldn't share my troubles because hers were worse. Her father did truly detestable things to her as a child and that has warped her view of life and of men. She said she was scared of me, she's the one who put her hands around my throat! I was scared shitless! I don't blame her though, we all only react in the ways our traumas lead us to. I planted the seed by initially never telling her certain things about my past before we mated, now here I am with a fully grown rose. Every time I try to grab it, I just end up bleeding. She told me to never talk to her or her dogs again
I still love her, though I will never call her again. I pray that God eases her suffering, that hurts me far more than anything that she could have ever done to me. Let good people come into her life and let me be forgotten with all the other jerks, I can only hope and pray that it is so
God help us all, Amen

>>24654886 (OP)
I hope the first page of my book is good.

>>24655933
>She said she was scared of me, she's the one who put her hands around my throat! I was scared shitless!

Lmao, fucking pussy. You're a grown ass man, how come you're such a pathetic little bitch? Imagine being scared of a fucking woman. Skill issue.

Anyway, she's probably getting dicked down by some other dude rn. You should kys.

I love monkeys so fucking much.

my mustache and some of my sideburn hair has started to turn white and im in my early twenties. i stared at myself in the mirror for the first time in like five years. i noticed all the changes and i just laughed. oldfags, when did you first notice that your youth was slowly passing through your fingers?

>>24655981
You are a monkey

>>24655042
I didn't ask for it, okay? I didn't want it. I have urges and desires for things and I don't know why, they're just there. I tell no one about them because they're the kind of thing that 99% of people would lynch you for and the last 1% would try to blackmail you with. I do not do things, I do not act on these things, I avoid getting in situations where these things could come up, but they're there in me and won't go away. And I fear getting close to anyone because I fear what would happen if I was around someone who allowed themselves to be vulnerable around me, if I let someone into my life and at the moment they dropped their guard the things inside me said yes we want out. I fear that very much. As much as it hurts to be alone, I fear hurting someone else because of these things more than I fear remaining alone.

Smoking weed and listening to Rendezvous With Rama.

>>24655762
>>24655734
Can you guys talk about how you approach practicing to play stuff like this? I've been "playing" guitar off and on for years but my skills have gone nowhere because my sessions basically just consist of trying to play tabs and randomly noodling. I have a really hard time structuring them in a way that lets me progress towards anything.

>>24655042
spiteful and resourceful. never wanting to admit fault. it will be the death of me but its also gotten me much farther than it should have. ive seen alot, done alot, felt alot. it has served me well probably. i still wish it was gone.

>>24655393
This guy I was seeing for a bit. As to why he did it, I don’t know. He wasn’t exactly forthcoming about his motivations. My theory is that he either gets some sort of sadistic gratification from fucking with people psychologically and inflicting emotional pain, or that he genuinely did care to some extent in the beginning but after a certain point he got freaked out because of whatever personal baggage he has and just dealt with it by detaching in a way that was really hurtful to me. There are other worse possibilities, I guess, but ultimately no one knows but him.

Peeing in your poop.

they stole my wallet my passport my phone. this was outside the airport. i waited at the post office everyday, until they began to hate me. i wandered along the concrete ways down by the canal. my parents began to forget my name. the planes flew by everyday, i stopped hearing they sound. like they belonged to another order to being. i trawled the flea market everyday, inspecting every stall, looking for what i had lost. one day i forgot what i was looking for. one day i woke up.

I hate zoomers so much yet I love their women. wat do? I'm 31 btw

>>24656081
He probably thinks the world of you, or that you're some great treasure.

Just because I'm Paki does not mean I stink.

>>24656152
Do you stink?

>>24656153
No saar.

Please watch this 1 minute video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=caRuhprYlOQ

Bellicose is a nice-ass word.

They will listen to me and have their opinions change

The man in the wilderness asked of me, how many strawberries grow in the sea? I answered him, as I thought good: "As many red herrings as grow in the wood."

This is the room, the start of it all
No portrait so fine, only sheets on the wall
I've seen the nights, filled with bloodsport and pain
And the bodies obtained, the bodies obtained

>>24655160
Pls don't do this, it does regularly kill people and people will just compare you to those MIT students not the joker

i cured my dandruff and i changed my world

bret easton ellis podcast is great

>>24656243
hey Bret how much of this is dedicated to talking about your younger bf?

>>24656253
I'm not bret

im on the writing staff for a hollywood production loosely based on the smartschoolboy9 shit, we need ideas. help a brotha out lit

>>24656261
Yeah he would have told me how much is about the twink

>>24656268
schoolboy was molested by the charming yet sociopathic home studies class teacher from the age of 8-12. he came from a single parent home and his mother largely occupied herself with drinking. as he grew he conflated the abuse he suffered with the love he never recieved and began to fantasize and ultimately reenact his outfit and mannerisms during his school period.

>>24656240
How?
t. fellow dandruff sufferer

ANAL SEX ANNIHILATES THE ROOT CHAKRA

>>24656282
I'm gonna save you.

It's called Nizoral. It is expensive per ml but you only a little at a time. It's literally the first thing that has ever truly worked.

>>24656283
Even if I top exclusively?

>>24656288
Bless you anon, ordering some today.

>>24656306
I'm so excited for you.

Anyone else just casually hold their dick while browsing 4chan?

I rinse my hair with apple cider vinegar after I wash it and before I put conditioner in and it works wonders. You really have to thoroughly "wash" your hair and scalp by the way – I use a squeeze bottle I repurposed from a Miss Myers soap bottle. It really helps, for me anyways.

tfw from kazakhstan

For anon I rec'd Nietzsche to in the last thread: Ecce Homo is the easiest to start with for your purposes. It doesn't deal with the history of Christianity so much as tell you how Nietzsche became okay with who he is and how he got there.
If you want to go straight into the more philosophical resentment stuff Beyond Good and Evil then Genealogy of Morals. You're probably going to want to read a basic history of philosophy to understand some of the other stuff, but Ecce Homo is going to give you a lot more of the meat you need than learning historical views in all likelihood.

>>24656378
What is your opinion on Borat?

>>24656390
it's ok but ultimately forgettable flick

>>24656396
I saw it in the theatre when I was 12 my mum took me

What is the most /lit way to die ?

>>24654886 (OP)
The many versions of 'Hitler'.
Once as saviour, then as Satan, then as tragic hero, etc.
A multifaceted legacy.
I'm frankly a bit tired of discourse around the man. I should just shutter all comms with the outside world and read about him to cleanse my palate and gain more appreciation of him as a man.

>>24656494
Mainländer

>>24656503
The same can be said about Britney tbf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4FF6MpcsRw

Is it just me or when I drink coffee that's been sitting overnight, it seems like it's lost all of its caffeine? I drink some and it doesn't satisfy the morning coffee itch.

>>24656518
That's because the caffeine pixies drink the active molecules while you doze. The same thing happens with the nicotine pixies. Kind of like Santa Klaws.

>>24656494
Probably suicide lmao. No specific method.
But a gunshot to the head is the way Werther died.

>>24656524
Oh damn. I have some dreamcatchers hung up but they seem ineffective to those damn pixies!

>>24656527
You need bells or things for them to count like salt

>>24656517
No it cannot.

>>24656530
That explains why whenever I leave something salty out like crackers it's like someone licked them all when I wake up.

>>24656533
Yeah it can, even down to the ironic remixes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEPneL-YF3k

>>24656549
Nah that's just mice, don't leave food out like that cuz they'll shred your books for nests

THELA HUN GINJEET
THELA HUN GINJEET

I hate the way some TV shows talk about reading particular writers, ex.,
>Did you think X actually read Shakespeare? I would have thought he were more of a Melville fan.

As if one precludes the other? Annoying.

I'm so sick of that Mormon motherfucker. How can someone be so hypocritical.

>>24654886 (OP)
'Cute', fuzzy or otherwise inviting things cause me repulsion. And I don't mean it in the edgy teenager sense. I am genuinely distressed by them, and it's a problem. The few times in my life I have to deal with some cutesy I just grind to a halt. I hate it. I hate bright colors, I hate happy music, I hate art with smiles.
I don't really know where it came from. But I wish I did not have it.

The other day I rode the lightrail, and while I glanced to my right at some people in that direction, in my peripheral I saw this young cutie seated straight ahead of me staring at me. I decided to try and meet her gaze and smile at her. Her reflexes and timidity proved too powerful, however, for as soon as I turned my head back, she immediately looked in a different direction. I tried again, and same thing. Tried again, and same thing. Blast. I just wanted to make her feel good about her looks.

The other day while riding the lightrail...
The other day as I rode the lightrail...
I saw a girl, seated in front of me, staring in my direction.
I saw a girl sitting in front of me staring in my direction.
I saw a girl seated in front of me who stared in my direction.
I saw a girl who, sitting in front of me, stared at me.
The other day I was riding the lightrail and I see a girl staring at me.
The other day I was riding the lightrail and I saw a girl staring at me.
The other day I was riding the lightrail and, seeing a girl staring at me, I decided to try and meet her glance.
The other day as I rode the lightrail, I saw a girl who stared at me, and, deciding to make her feel better, I try to meet her glance.

>>24655959
Scared doesn't imply I couldn't overpower her, I was scared because she was like a walking bomb, I didn't know when it would go off or how big it would be. I wasn't in fear of getting beat up, I was in fear of losing this girl. I've gotten much worse than that from my dad, you're misunderstanding the situati9m
If she is? I'd rather she be somewhere she's happy, because neither of us were happy. Lel and a happy kys to you too!

Today is gonna hit highs of 89F, then the next two days 101F!!! fuckin' global warming, man

>>24656853
I'm in kazakhstan and we have daily temperatures of 38-43 degrees celsius easily

>>24656863
can you send picture to show what glorious Kazakhstan look like ?

>>24656192
It is

STREET-MERCHANT: (You)s! Nice fresh (You)s! Come get your (You)s here! Two for the price of one!

>>24656888
Nice numbers https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuG2Itxjl6U

>>24656865
don't have any pictures, other than the seaside, you can google aktau if you want and it will give you an idea of my town

>>24656894
SCRIVING STREET-MERCHANT: Thank (you) sir! That'll be 1 bitcoin.

>>24656899
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNBSetc9nNQ

>>24656908
What book sounds like this?

>>24656911
Pushkin

I'm in love :)

Just like there are two types of nihilism (active and passive), there are two types of NEET: the slob and the hustler

>>24657145
there is a third: the rare and elusive mystic-NEET.

>>24657044
too bad she isn't lol

I wonder if my attraction to the aesthetics of somewhat modestly dressed and moderately intelligent middle class women has anything to do with fetishizing the class difference, like, is prole boy dreaming of being a non-abusive Stanley to some woman's Stella. Usually it is women who are stereotyped as fetishizing class differences but I wonder whether it exists the other way around, too, like, in an opposites attract sort of way.

>>24657149
You forgot the disabled-but-proud and the underachieving underemployed slacker, who is spiritually neet, but their laziness has transcended even doing nothing.

>>24657149
That's me!

>Dirk Nowitzki and Dennis Schröder have one thing in common: They both carried the German flag at the Olympic Games. Yet Schröder sees a big difference:

>"I was already sitting in front of the TV at the age of 14 when Dirk Nowitzki carried the flag at the 2008 Summer Games in Beijing. Back then, I thought: How cool, there can't be a greater appreciation," said the current captain of the national basketball team in an interview with "Stern." "Today, however, I know: It's a great honor, but it will never be the same for me as it was for Dirk. I won't receive the same love in this country because I'm dark-skinned."

Is it so unreasonable, much less evil for people to feel a greater connection with their heroes and representatives, including athletes, if they look like them, like the ethnicity of the country whose flag they're playing under? If they were throwing food at him and booing, then okay, we can call that racism, but wanting your Olympic flagbearer to not only be a German national, but to look and be ethnically German as well, seems both natural and fine to me. And it's not like he was rejected, he was still chosen.

>>24657387
>Nowitzki
>german

just watched Weapons in the cinema
it is pretty good!

>>24657524
b-b-but, he literally is, anon

someone on another board recommended I read some Plato and Aristotle because I'm anti-AI, and by reading them I would develop reasoning skills that would reverse my position and become pro-AI

topkek

Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time

ayo, where da white cunny at? *licks lips, rubs palms together*

>>24657616
all our views shall be vindicated in time, fellow luddite.

Abuse my cock with your holes

I've been NEET-ing it (slob style) for 14 months now. Had my first promising (preliminary) job interview the other week, but was informed today I didn't make the cut. NEET-hood is coming to an end nonetheless as I'll be starting some education next week. Gonna miss slobbing it and I'm doubly sad for getting rejected from wageslaving.

I appreciate that the small death of change is better than the big death of stagnation.

the front page is full of frogs. it's a goddamn epidemic.

>>24657828
A plague, if you will.

>>24654886 (OP)
ow

>>24657818
I'm also NEET but been doing it for about 9 months

I want to lose my virginity. I know sex before marriage is wrong but I’m tired of waiting. Every damn day I see people living out their dreams while I languish in misery. All I do is work, go home, sleep, wake up, work. Meanwhile dudes are out there living in Dubai and Europe with 2 gfs at the same time.

When I was a little kid I wanted to be a scientist. When did I give up on all the things I thought I would accomplish?

>>24658153
how old are you and where are you from?

>>24658160
25, USA.

>>24658167
Two girlfriends is a pain in the ass. Two lovers is occasionally fun, but also a pain in the ass. Anyways, puritanical morality is silly. Go fuck a hoe, stop putting pussy on a pedalstool, and accept that it's only marginally better than jerking off. You're 5 years away from wizard, you're already a weirdo, slay the dragon and move on. Virginity as a woman is only prized because their anatomy changes as do their expectations; no pussy is going to change your dick. Or at least it shouldnt.

>>24658167
>25
still young, not a big deal, I've lost mine at exact your age and I'm 34 now
>USA
register on tinder or pure or some shit

>>24656138
>he discarded you like trash
>therefore he probably thinks you’re some great treasure
I’m really not seeing the logic behind this conclusion.

>>24658153
When I was a little kid, I wanted to be a poet, but I didn't even know it.

Please watch this 2-minute video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQU_0cg9YzI

>>24658197
I don't know the full extent of your former relationship, it just sounds like he views himself with low self worth, but also sees you in high regard, so by separating himself from your life narrative he gets to maintain his own, as well as avoid the risk of dragging you down with his negative energy at the same time.

>>24658258
Also to add,
This doesn't mean you should try and overwork yourself to show that you understand his mental self story or try to love bomb him. Even if he's just more likely to give up if the relationship doesn't go well that resistance takes whatever justification a depressed person cares to dream up in order to maintain. It's not worth the effort trying to convince him otherwise because that is what will drain you anyway. He has to take on his own hardships and change himself to meet them if he wants his self worth to improve because that's what changes someone's circumstances. Low confidence people are simply undateable.

>>24658258
>>24658340
None of this makes any sense in relation to anything that I shared. I’m genuinely confused.

>>24658372
I'm confused as well. I don't know why that anon is saying all that. He doesn't know you or the person who did those bad things to you.

Headline: Trump slaps sanctions on Canadian International Criminal Court Judge
Top Comment: The only thing that fool slaps is little girls' asses. Pretty sure the judge will be ok.

wtf can we seriously stop with this, it's obscene

Sometimes I just feel like squeezing myself into a ball until I explode

I actively hate the United States and legitimately pray for its downfall. America has had a terrible effect on the world and the sooner it gets killed, the better.

Now, what does "killed" mean, here? For me it's multiple choice. There are many ways to skin a cat. There are a lot of fates for America that would constitute a downfall for me. On the one hand, the government in Washington could collapse entirely, and the United States could balkanize into several successor states across the span of North America. On the other hand, the government in Washington could become something that totally betrays the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution. A monarchy, maybe. Or, more crudely, a dictatorship. That would constitute a downfall for me as well, because it is not the United States as a nation that I hate, but the United States as an Idea. The "spirit" of America. Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness. Individual Liberty. Extreme Protestant Spirit. That is what I despise and that is what I want to kill.

And, luckily for me, it looks like I'll get my wish. WHATEVER happens to the United States going forward, it looks like America as we have known it for the last 250 years is just about out of time, and its head is on the chopping block.

I'm very delighted.

>>24658451
I could do that for you.

I just read about Andre Gide sex adventures with Oscar Wilde and dear Lord. I thought the latter was jailed for being with a man, but now I see he deserved the whole sentenced.

Happy 4:20!

>>24658465
>When first I was put into prison some people advised me to try and forget who I was. It was ruinous advice. It is only by realising what I am that I have found comfort of any kind. Now I am advised by others to try on my release to forget that I have ever been in a prison at all. I know that would be equally fatal. It would mean that I would always be haunted by an intolerable sense of disgrace, and that those things that are meant for me as much as for anybody else – the beauty of the sun and moon, the pageant of the seasons, the music of daybreak and the silence of great nights, the rain falling through the leaves, or the dew creeping over the grass and making it silver – would all be tainted for me, and lose their healing power, and their power of communicating joy. To regret one's own experiences is to arrest one's own development. To deny one's own experiences is to put a lie into the lips of one's own life. It is no less than a denial of the soul.

De Profundis

>>24658460
Why do you post under these idiotic names?

wishing never to be alone anymore and waking up in my bed with my imaginary friend now-turned real.

going out at restaurants like a happy couple and eating sushis and watching movies on a saturday night. cuddling and sometimes stealing each others chewing gum.

being comfortable like that. simply being there. in a state of true love and partnership but not really caring about dating, even though we wouldn't mind dating. just sitting there and doing things together, knowing we have each others back no matter what.

coming back from work exhausted and seeing her in the kitchen cooking up a bunch of crepes. stealing one, criticizing her cooking and getting chokeholded.

sharing the same blanket while we are eating chips and watching death note together. not having a single worry in the world that she is ever gonna leave, because we're stronger together and we know it. true immortal love. how nice would it be.

>>24654886 (OP)
Just rented a book from my university library today. I thought it was a newer printing bc of the binding but they must have re-bound it because it looks like a first edition or something (written 1868).

The pages are brittle and keep ripping. I don't wanna fuck it up or anything, considering just biting the bullet and buying my own copy, but money is tight rn

'dismantling' is a nice word

>>24658618
somber

>>24658442
Bro just admit you're a pedo. You're literally the only person who looks at a headline like that and thinks "lewd".

>>24658618
Damn be nice to that. I dont touch anything that powerful.

>>24658624
I like the word Earnest. Reminds me of jail.

>>24658638
>Damn be nice to that. I dont touch anything that powerful.
I feel it's going to snap every time I bend the pages lol, might just put aside until it's time to return it. I just know something bad is gonna happen

>>24658637
?

the headline is fine. it's the top comment i have a problem with

>>24658664
You've complained about headlines before.

Thinking of jacking off.

>>24658669
No, I've complained about perverse jokes regarding Trump and pedophilia in the comments. Why would I have a problem with headlines? No reputable news company would publish a lewd headline anyway. It's internet commentators I'm taking issue with.

>>24658678
Jacking off thinking of spring. Jerking off thinking of autumn. Wanking off dreading winter.

>>24654904
>what that girl and her new bf are doing right now

>>24658258
>>24658340
The more I think about these posts, the more confused I get. This was literally all I said about him:
>he acted as though he cared, but it was not genuine
>he either gets some sort of sadistic gratification from fucking with people psychologically and inflicting emotional pain, or he genuinely did care to some extent in the beginning but after a certain point he got freaked out because of whatever personal baggage he has and just dealt with it by detaching in a way that was really hurtful to me.

and somehow from that you were able to conclude that he has low self worth, lacks confidence, is depressed, sees me in high regard, wanted to avoid dragging me down with his negative energy, and needs to improve his self-image by facing hardships? That’s a truly astonishing reach, considering that you’ve read approximately two vague sentences of information about this man. Either you’re just blatantly projecting your feelings about yourself onto the situation, or you’re trying to fuck with me for whatever reason. Truly baffling.

i'm so sick of the internet.

>>24658769
Turn away and retreat into books and the real world, anon.

>>24658769
Me too :(

>>24658769
It's getting worse and less free
Every platform is full of deceitful botted content
It will be all propaganda
It's only mind rape if it harms you. The name for it otherwise is collectivization

I for one welcome our AI Overlords.

Feeling hungry.

Is it okay to sellout a friend who's doing something immoral? Furthermore, an immoral act you helped them set up? I'm being terrorized by a memory of it today and I can't get it out of my mind. He had to be stopped, though...

The worst part of living in an apartment is the elevator. It’s turning me into an agoraphobe. Every time I want or need to leave my apartment, I am almost guaranteed to bump into someone in the elevator and suffer the mild tension of being stuck in a small quite box with them for at most fourteen floors. I will have likely seen this person dozens of times in the building or at the coffee shop or grocery store--I could even have been their neighbor for years and have seen them hundreds of times without uttering more than a polite greeting. I might bump into the chain-smoking menopausal woman with the dry blond hair. She always carries a frumpy black leather purse and wears fur lined boots and a green jacket that looks waterproof. Sometimes I see her multiple times a day for multiple days in a row... She’s a constant. I see her when I leave for a run coming into the building after a smoke, and thirty minutes later when I return, I she her heading back out for another smoke. I hold the door for her. I don’t need to ask what floor she is on when I punch the buttons. I can remember a lot of my neighbor’s floors. Although I play like I don’t, for proprieties sake. It would be strange if I didn’t need to ask the bleached blond Starbucks barista with the dejected posture what floor she was on. I know it’s eleven.


One afternoon I got into the elevator to leave and get a haircut. The elevator stopped on the tenth floor. I braced for the introduction. Elevators are so undignified. The doors opened and I see an ugly blackout drunk slut in a loose silvery halter top and a black skirt saying her drunk farewells to a shirtless man in swim trunks; he is also drunk. They are slurring their goodbyes to each other and stop the elevator doors from closing twice. He decides to get in the elevator with her and take her to the front door of the building. She apologized for being so drunk and got very close to me. She started yelling about how bad she wanted pussy and to suck on a clit.


Often, I meet people in the elevator taking their mutts out to shit, or coming back from taking their mutts to shit, and pick up hot shit with their hands. Riding an elevator to go pick up hot shit with your hands is about as undignified as it gets. I don’t see the appeal. Dogs don’t belong in apartments. I see more dogs in strollers than babies. Dogs think every time the elevator door opens it’s their floor. Which is why I think each floor should be marked with a specific scent, for the sake of the confused mutts.

>>24658847
AI is unfucking my life so I'm quite thankful for it

>>24658923
Sounds fun.

>>24658930
Oh?

Guess I'll make a big Greek salad for din if the cukes and tomatoes haven't gone too soft yet.

>>24658941
It teaches me a lot. It is probably the reason I have about 10-15% content left to learn for an IT certification that will pretty much guarantee me a ~65-70k position, which is nothing crazy still I guess but the roles seem to be high engagement from the interviews I've had so far. It's enough to be self sustaining for now which is what I want. I just want to leave my town I hate the south.

>>24658966
Hmm, well, as much as I hate AI, glad to hear that for you, and best of luck.

Think I'll read this next, right after Rendezvous With Rama.

>>24658983
The CIA has to be one of the most evil entities to ever exist. The Spanish Inquisition was nothing in comparison.

>>24659016
lowbrow: the cia is good
midwit: the cia is bad
highbrow: the cia is (mostly) good

>>24659031
If by "highbrow" you mean Rothschild, then yes.

>>24659033
Ah, you're a schizo. Nevermind, carry on.

Free palestine slogan is awful because Jews love free shit more than anything else maybe they should chant "one billion shekels palestine"

What's your favorite movie?

>>24659049
Brother Sun, Sister Moon.

I'm drinking dark chocolate and eating dried mango.
>>24659049
My favorite movie of the year is Friendship.

My best friend is Ben Bernanke.

>>24659049
The Big Lebowski

>>24659049
Pierrot Le Fou or Persona

>>24658923
Just use the stairs, fatty.

>>24659049
Eyes Wide Shut. It makes me physically and intellectually horny. Pure eros.

>>24659049
there's too many too count, I don't have one

just took a giant shit
feels good man

>>24659049
Alien

>>24659049
A clockwork orange (I'm literally Alex)

I really need to start going to the gym. I feel like it would be really beneficial and probably help me wean off drinking so heavily, improve my horrid sleep, and make me overall feel better
However, I always feel this type of motivation and then the second that alarm beeps in the morning, all those thoughts are gone and I'm just thinking about getting home and getting as drunk as possible

>>24659016
They are literally servants of the Devil and enemies of Christ. Every single CIA employee probably has the Mark of the Beast on their forehead. Half the reason to want the United States government to be annihilated is that it would rid the world of the CIA once and for all.

>>24659226
just start doing pushups and pullups, jogging, this is more than enough and you don't necessarily need gym

You aren’t a bad person.

>>24659257
No, I am a bad person. I'm a bad boy. Bad to the bone. My hair is slicked back, and I wear a leather jacket. Women fear me as I walk past. Grandmas clutch their pearls. Babies cry, dogs bark, and hedgehogs burrow into the ground. They can sense the badness radiating from my bad bones.

>>24659269
Have you ever considered shutting the fuck up?

>>24659048
lol

>>24659226
Just gotta do it brah. You'll feel better once you start going, trust me.

when i was a little boy i remember having a vivid dream where i reconnected with a bunch of people, one of whom was my grandfather who'd passed on; i felt the rest were other relatives of mine
we embraced each other as if i had actually died, and after everyone took the time to congratulate me my grandfather took me aside to show me something important
it was a small affair where several people all danced in a circle to mellifluous music
their arms rose and fell as if they were guiding ribbons, performing bounding leaps, all circling something i couldnt make out past their bodies as they swept around and around
the message as i interpreted it was this notion that it's all meaningless at the end; that these departed people once lived their individual lives, all their worries and cares would give way to this dance
as i watched it go on and on i began to feel a sense of disgust in the pit of my stomach at the thought that this is all it could ever be, how much i hated these departed people for giving up
when i tried to look away i caught my grandfather's gaze, where i saw all the joy had left his face as though he were disappointed in how i felt about all this
i've been trying to find meaning in the little things then, but it's been decades since i had that dream
i feel i have glimpsed into something i wasnt supposed to, and there have been few moments where i didnt think of that patronizing little dance

>>24659396
Most beautiful.

I sometimes wish I had no eyes. I sometimes wish I had no cock too. But then I change my mind. And sometimes I wish I had no mind.

A most curious illustration of the Chud's lack of self-awareness is his employment of the "Gigachad" meme. This image, a comedic hyperextension of the outward tenets of hypermasculinity, representing an impossible ideal, is used by the common spotted Chud to project their own innate supposed superiority toward the recipient or the holders of opposing views.

And yet, Gigachad is evidently non-European. He, having being conceived in Berlin, is ten-to-one a Turk. Yet the spotted Chud professes to despite the Turks, despise the Arabs, and yet chooses a "desert dweller", "goat-fucker" to represent his ideal self. Most intriguing.

Cut myself polishing my sword the other day. That's a new one. Feels like a positively medieval sort of wound. It's a real cut, too, not like when my hands crack from dry skin. A reminder, I suppose, that the thing is a tool and not a toy.

>>24658707
plot twist: what if it's him trying to explain himself anonymously

Smoking weed and listening to Burzum.

My eyes are messed up. When I hear a loud noise, I see a white light in the direction of the noise. I shut my bathroom door and whether turning my body left or right the light appears towards the door.

>>24659532
smoking cigarette and listening to boards of canada sleep mix

cant even imagine being caught up in a tangle of weed smoking

HEAD LIKE A HOLE

>>24659649
BLACKED AT YOUR SOLE

>>24659158
I looking for such a structure but for Spinoza instead for Euclid.

>>24659668
I'D LATHER LYE
WHILE OUT ON PAROLE.

>>24659049
ROBOCOP. Part robot. Part cop. Shooting guys in the dick. Allegory for Jesus. Hypercapitalism and gentrification bad. Smashing Red from that 70's show through 47 panes of glass good.

OMFG cloudflare

Critique if you can, please.

>>24654886 (OP)
Trying really hard not to edge to Dakota Warren's latest video.

>>24654904
A girl I liked at work split up with her boyfriend. I did not make a move fast enough; soon after she got a new boyfriend whose first name was a variant of my own.
At that moment I entered Satan's service.

Tár and Anora are the best movies I've seen in the last ten years.

>>24659882
I know a bit about the philosophy, seems okay enough, looked at this last time you posted. My graph autism is flaring up something feirce; all your visualizations are the same thing, and they're different sizes, scales, and communicate different information. Makes my brain explode. I like the layout in general, but from a structural perspective it doesnt communicate addition, it communicates symetrical design. I like the black and white minimal look, but I think it could be more effective with no specific advice to help. Also, I'm doing my best not to go on a whole modernism diatribe that has nothing to do with anything.

>>24659918
It really would make more sense as a venn diagram

>>24659904
I have seen neither of your sensory overload movies

Eddington and Weapons are the best movies I've seen this year so far
The Shrouds is a close contender though

>>24660028
The Shrouds was hilarious

>>24659048
Kinda genius, sorry to hear about mossad taking you out

>>24659410
Ernest Khalimov doesn’t strike me as a Turkish name

I pirate just about every book I read. However, if I really love it after finishing it, I'll purchase a physical edition. It's a superfluous luxury but it brings me great joy.

>>24660089
I buy just about every book I read.

>>24659485
I suppose that isn’t impossible, but it’s very unlikely. It doesn’t sound at all like him.

>>24654886 (OP)
My brother-in-law is being mean to my dog when I'm not around. I caught him dangling my dog by his collar at the door with his feet barely touching the ground and screaming at him, but this is something else. Addressed that immediately. He's a medical retard (my brother-in-law, not my dog), but able to hold a job, cook his own meals and drive a car and such. Smart enough to do computer programming at school and maintain a schedule. My wife told me about it yesterday and I want blood. I would rip a strip off an ordinary retard until it never happened again, but he's my brother-in-law and I live with him, so I'm in a bind. I dont really know what he understands and doesnt understands, but his main gripe is that my dog barks. The barking hurts his retard ears, even though he's been to goddamned Slayer concerts. Fair enough, but the barking isnt random, dog barks when someone comes to the door or leaves, or if you're playing with him. He's a good boy doing his genetic programming and protecting the house. Doesnt destroy things, doesnt eat human food, doesnt beg, doesnt piss or shit inside, and generally listens to commands.

The retard seemed flippant when my wife talked to him but I wasnt there to see, and not confronting him myself isnt sitting right, though it is the correct action. I love my dog. There are four things I love in this world: my wife, my dog, my brother, and my family in that order. He's a rescue and has some trauma; his old owner abused him some way and he had broken ribs when I got him. Cute ass cowboy corgi, happy as can be, and he's been with me through a lot. The retard can get fucked, I have the impression he uses his disability to his advantage after I called him out for fake crying and he stopped instantly. I worry because I'm not there to protect my boy, and I cant trust the retard to be alone with him. I'm all he has in the world and it hurts me in a way I've never experienced. I really hope the situation resolves and doesnt escalate. Christ, I cant even imagine what I'd do if he acts like this with my future kids.

>>24660126
You're a dog-idolizing midwit Redditor. Don't reproduce.

>>24660126
Tell retard the dog will bark more if he's mean to him, less if he's nice. And get the retard ear defenders

>>24660135
Hi retard. He's a dog, not my child, and I treat him as such. It's my obligation to take care of him and I'm responsible for his well being as well as his conduct. I have no obligation to be responsible for the retard beyond a legal contract with his sister, and I am far more cordial than I would be with anyone else in a similar situation.

>>24660138
He has them. He knows, I told him as much. I'm debating about installing cameras to spy on the retard when I'm not there, but I generally dont care what he does as long as he doesnt leave the stove on for a 7th time or hurt my dog. I know I'll incidentally catch him doing things that piss me off that I dont want to know about, so it seems kind of extreme.

>>24659049
Probably Interstellar
It's a reddit take I know

tfw drinking cold beer, listening to some Tom Waits

>>24658774
They never listen anonkun

I consistently think that I am terribly heartless and don't love any of my friends and family, yet I sit here now, tearing up at the video of KingCobra's father announcing his death and grieving for him. Why is it this that brings me to emotion, whereas I am emotionless and reserved the rest of the time?I didn't even really watch KingCobraJFS much.

>>24660248
Holy shit. A black star has fallen in binary. First Ozzy. Now his greatest supplicant.

>>24660248
>KingCobraJFS
literally who

>>24659918
>it doesnt communicate addition
Sure, it's more of a synthesis of irreducible categories that make up the whole of experience.
>it communicates symetrical design
Not sure what you mean by this.

>>24659964
How so?

>>24660248
King Cobra is dead??? What the fuck happened?

>>24660266
His father found him dead in his home.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUXGKyhdGUs

>>24660268
One of the greatest videos I've ever seen. The final words are beyond the imaginations of any screenwriter. So sad, so kino.

I keep having dreams where I am captured by police, armies. Other times I am just running away from the police and am successful.

>>24660277
Same as me. Have you been arrested in real ?

>>24660277
I get captured and they realise i'm high maintenance and start looking for places to drop me off

>>24660268
Wow that's terrible, poor dad. Hope all the people obsessed with him feel terrible now, and become better persons.

>>24660248
I'm rattled. I went for a somber drive. I cant work. Fuck man, life's short. Be thankful for what you have, it could be gone in a moment, never to return. Rest in peace cobes. May you find the joy and contentment you never had in life.

>>24660311
>>24660248
Anyways, you post here. I presume you're an oldfag. There's a little cobes in us all, it's why we're here. He was a man of passion stumbling through an indecipherable world he tried to master. Before his death he embraced it all and seemed blissful in his impervious resolve. It was admirable and heroic, even if we couldnt internalize it After his death it reminds us that we will die too, and all anyone will remember about us is much less than what they'll remember about an alcoholic goth doofus with assburgers. He was our little brother. He was our weird friend. He was a mirror into the soul of an age of man, and when he shattered, all we can see is his absence and ourselves.

>>24660330
Touching words.
RIP

>>24660292
>Hope all the people obsessed with him feel terrible now, and become better persons.
Reading the fruit farms thread, people seemed to like his eccentricity and didnt think he was some awful guy

>>24660393
The reddit and reddit-adjacent communities were the ones responsible for sending him things to kill him quicker and are currently gloating about it/talking about how horrible of a person his dad is.

Can anyone explain to me why the dose of medicine I was taking fine for months is, for the past month or so, been having too strong an effect on me now? It's not like tolerance drops as you take something daily, it makes no sense. Yet when I take the entire dose at the start of the day, it sedates me so bad and it ends up knocking me out for several hours, fucking up my day and sleep schedule, so now I've started saving like 1% of it for later and that seems to help. But it's the same dose I was taking for those months when it was just fine, so I don't get it. Can the weather and diet affect these things, maybe? Am I just that sleep-deprived now, whereas back then I was all caught up? So weird.

>>24660426
Can the weather and diet affect these things, maybe? Am I just that sleep-deprived now, whereas back then I was all caught up?
Yes to both. Did you lose weight? More mass=higher dosage.

>>24660434
>Did you lose weight? More mass=higher dosage.
Ah, good thinking. I suppose a couple pounds or so. It's just so annoying because when I leave the 1% or whatever for later when I take my morning dose, there's a persistent voice in my brain that's whispering, "just take it, you'll be fine, you need the entire dose" and it continues to bug me until I end up taking the other 1mg 8-10 hours later or whatever, whereas if I just take the entire thing, it's done, no need to worry or think about it. But then it knocks me out for 5-8 hours lol. such is life!

>>24660414
It just demonstrates that we're hate filled spiteful dickheads at the abyssal depths of the piss ocean, but we're honest. They are evil. Not like moustache twirling cartoon evil, but genuine lack of morality justified by consensus and cloat. They are not only evil, but so evil they cant understand how their actions equate to being a bad person. At least we get it when we tell a faggot shitlord to kill themselves.

Tell me about your fetish.

>>24660457
A girl is never more beautiful and sexually attractive than when she's asleep. I am able to enjoy myself free of any concerns of her feelings, of her judgments, of her expectations, and, most severely, her potential disappointments.

>>24660457
my fetish is everyone with fetishes should be gassed

>>24660457
I like a resting bitch face and an attitude. If she looks pissed and I havent said anything, it's not like anything I can do will make it worse. Because of their appearance, I get bonus points for being a weird jackass and not being put off by something they cant really control. They're also more likely to put up with me being a cold calculating person under my warm welcoming mask because they have the same problem, but inverted.

Also, large women with skimpy clothes who are embarassed and modest. Not like BBW, but a thick tall lady does it for me as much as anyone. A woman with gravity and assets who could give me strong sons and knock someone out. A woman lesser men couldnt handle. The kind of lady who who knows she's spilling out of her top by accident and didnt intend on being in that situation, but is trying her best to handle it with dignity and a flushed scowl.

I really want to meet some new girl in my town but I'm too shy to approach women on the street, I just can't bring myself to do it, tried many times, shit doesn't work. I guess I'm just too shy for this type of shit

hit 'em with the Byron
<----

>>24660457
Basically this

>>24660457
Cuck stuff/femdom. In a sense I am a male version of a chick with a rape fantasy: I wouldn’t want to be cucked irl but I enjoy the fantasy of it. It’s not something I would share with a gf/wife though.

>>24660498
Yeah, it ain't easy to break into, anon. Lemme just say two things that might help, 1) it's a skill -- the more you do it, the more you force yourself to try, the easier it'll be, the better you'll be at it, and the more success you'll have -- you only lose by not doing anything -- and 2) imagine how you'd feel if a girl approached you in public -- that'd be perfectly fine, right? even welcomed? then how do you know she isn't thinking the same thing? she probably is, and since you're the man, you've gotta step up, else you end up with nothing

Tell me about your skincare routine

>>24660478
>They're also more likely to put up with me being a cold calculating person under my warm welcoming mask
You sound like an edgy teenager on Reddit LMAO

>>24660514
ok thanks, any idea what to say during the first few seconds?

>>24660248
Yo what the fuck? Seriously?

>>24660268
Fuck...

>>24660528
hey how's it going, where ya heading to, i love your X, man this bus always takes so long huh haha, stuff like that

>>24660434
>>24660442
Welp I caved and took the rest already, just 90 minutes in. Hopefully I don't end up sleeping the entire day away, sigh

>>24660571
>>24660571
>>24660571

>>24660527
I'm fine with who I am. I'm an extremely pragmatic and rigorous guy who realized you catch more flies with honey than vinegar. Instead of losing my mind because I cant control every aspect of my life, I'm pleasant and fun to be around, because everyone enjoys it more. It almost never comes up. But in a partner, they see who you really are, and warm bubbly free-form ladies are often uncomfortable when they realize almost everything I do is with purpose, foresight, and a goal in mind, and that I dont really care about how anyone feels as long as it's not inconvienent. It's even more upsetting because I'm a great listener, and often find myself in a position where I'm need to help people I like with their emotional burdens, despite generally not giving a shit about the specifics. It's not because I'm selfish, I care about the people and they need to vent, I just handle my own business and care more about making the person happy than their story.

Resting bitch face women? They get it. You do not. A touchy feely emotional woman also does not, and is upset that I can pretend in a convincing manner.

>>24660457
Flat chests are delicious.

>>24654886 (OP)
---- Solaria ----
20025
Sky beyond belief

To count fortune isn't at all the same as gratitude.

Heavenly weather asks nothing in return
No matter how sleepy the neglect.

>>24660691
I like a nice J-shaped pair of C-cups.

>>24655042
deep down i want everyone else to be on their knees throating my dick

>>24654910
Do a revision in 1y before writing your second novel. Write poetry and or short stories in the meantime. PRac

If you're a writer, you will write a lot of unoriginal work before you write something original. And the time and effort expended on that unoriginal work isn't wasted; on the contrary, I would suggest that it is precisely what enables you to eventually create something original. The hours spent choosing the right word and rearranging sentences to better follow one another are what teach you how meaning is conveyed by prose. Having students write essays isn't merely a way to test their grasp of the material; it gives them experience in articulating their thoughts. If students never have to write essays that we have all read before, they will never gain the skills needed to write something that we have never read. And it's not the case that, once you have ceased to be a student, you can safely use the template that a large language model provides. The struggle to express your thoughts doesn't disappear once you graduate--it can take place every time you start drafting a new piece. Sometimes it's only in the process of writing that you discover your original ideas. Some might say that the output of large language models doesn't look all that different from a human writer's first draft, but, again, I think this is a superficial resemblance. Your first draft isn't an unoriginal idea expressed clearly; it's an original idea expressed poorly, and it is accompanied by your amorphous dissatisfaction, your awareness of the distance between what it says and what you want it to say. That's what directs you during rewriting, and that's one of the things lacking when you start with text generated by an A.I.

>>24661884
>>24661884
New Thread I guess>>24661884

>we're stuck in the duplicate thread era
Not again

>>24661921
didn't read your whole long ass shit in case it's ai anyways i got the point, and i agree, great visual artists and musicians always spend a ton of time copying people, in the past they would always tour italy and make drawings of all the statues and so on. musicians would transcribe the licks of the greats, etc.

>>24664157
Illiterate fucking faggot

>>24664182
sorry dude in the age of ai i'll read three sentences max. unless you want me to summarize your ai with ai? apple intelligence sucks ass but the one thing it's not bad at is summaries

>>24664195
NTA but kill yourself. Look where you are. Go get mindfucked by your underage AI girlfriend.

>>24664195
You are the retard to end all retards.

>>24664221
>guy posts ai slops
>gets made when ppl don't read it
tell it to summarize it in three sentences and i'll read it

>>24664110
There's going to be four of these shitting up the catalog in a couple hours because OPs are faggots who don't understand how long it takes for a thread to die after it hits the bump limit here

>>24664258
I don't get why people care about theirs being 'the' thread anyway. If I made one, which I only ever do if the previous one is about to expire and still no one else has stepped up, and I saw there was a duplicate, I would just link to the other one and delete mine.

>>24664407
It's not just being the thread, it's that some anons can't stand the idea of their post auto saging, which is exactly the type of poster who needs to be autosaged