>>24656228 (OP)
>Am I gay for enjoying this?
Yes, but this reason combines with: your fantasy of being fucked like a puppet by an older cousin; your strangely feminine desire for endless comfort; and your saccharine music taste.
>What did I think of it?
Nothing. You are largely incapable of non-replicated thought because you are a historic coward. Like Louis XVI, you are a false king with a weak mind, and like that regent, you are fated to be the last of your bloodline.