>>24658498
I already go to the gym, though I admit that I do not train as hard as my more accomplished peers do. This wasn't mentioned but since I already see it coming, I don't have issues with getting women, though keeping them for the long term is another issue altogether, partly tied to the aforementioned inaction.
What I need is the soul fulfilling sort of stuff that I've been dreaming about for so long. When you start to think that maybe you're burying deeply within the realm of the arts just because it makes you feel you're vicariously living through it, as opposed to living it. I walk around outside sometimes with my spirits soaring high with the most beautiful visions of what I could do or how I could join Beauty itself or whatever, but it all vanishes once I go back home, likely getting flushed away by the sloth and cowardice I've been feeding for so long. Woe is me, yada yada, but what do I have other than my own self?
