Thread 24793260

prev: >>24787132

>>24793260 (OP)
I as much as I hate Israel I respect Chabad Lubavitch for being able to force everyone to pay them to read all day. Like unironically jealous of those Talmud reading satans.

I constantly seek out comfort from my parents while fully knowing that they were the ones that mentally turbofucked me and I will never get any amount of comfort from them.

Why am I so fucking stupid?

>>24792208
so the criminal rapist character did kidnap the daughter main character as I expected but instead of having his way with her, as would happen in real life, he stashed her in the desert and is using her as leverage to get immunity for his past crimes. Phew, saves the purity of the character, thank god, but damn, no hot scene of her gettin' it

How do you do philosophy without feeling like utter shit? Every time i try to look into things like the natural of the mind because muh ai or whatever. I feel like shit, then i constantly worry about everyone else and everything else. Nothing really makes me feel better about existing or not existing. Regardless of the truth, it doesnt change the situation i, and am everyone else is in. Im debating wether to do benzos to cope

From the angel's trumpet comes the prelude to the doom brought by your own hands

Today's cooking:
Faux-italian experiment #4
Diced two shallots into a bowl, then grated a thumb of ginger and two garlic cloves in with it, then added a teaspoon of lime juice and some honey, stirred, and set aside to marinate a little. Chopped a container of mushrooms into another bowl, added some italian-ish spices and 1/2 cup wine because I had it laying around, set aside. Cooked a package of fettuccine noodles al dente and set aside. Heated oil over high heat, cooked some italian sausage, added mushrooms and simmered til wine reduced by half, added 2tbsp butter, simmered til it formed a bit of a thickened sauce, added the shallot-garlic-ginger mix. Stirred to mix it all up, cooked til I noticed the mushrooms caramelizing on the bottom of the pan. Added the pasta, tossed everything to coat, removed from heat and plated.

>>24793388
Deep.

Hope is the thing that’s killing me.

I joined the local Isekai Club. We're going to meet every Saturday.

give me one reason i shouldn't 420 blaze it and make shitty chiptunes in furnace rn

I had a dream that I went to church and everyone in church was watching a Dota 2 match on a giant monitor.
I think my interest in Dota 2 is blocking my spiritual growth or something, I guess that's how I'd interpret it. I just fucking love Dota 2 though, I've been playing it for such a long time now

Gonna finally get a haircut tomorrow. Hopefully I get the cute quiet girl and not the talkative butch one.

Okay, this is fuckin' outrageous, the corruption is out of control.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5fTv9ThJg6U

impeach NOW

>>24793260 (OP)
I haven’t written much since the ai slop era started, and now I’m worried that ai erotica has rotted my brain into not being able to write anymore.
I’m legit afraid that I’ll try to write again and it’ll be full of ‘isms.

>>24793304
It’s a normal impulse. It goes away eventually.
>>24793311
I don’t. It’s a miserable discipline with no answers that just gives me existential despair.

Its quite ironic that I work with operations involving home loans when I'll never be able to afford one myself.

>>24793260 (OP)
The light gathers with the light while the shadows envelope everything else. It's a dance more than a war. To understand one is to know the other. If at any point one were to consume the other it would weep like a Caesar over the absolute state of futility.

>>24793443
Are you going to talk about anime or web novels?

My family repeatedly attack me, both subtle and direct, for writing and aspiring to be an author.

>>24793808
Tell them the penis mightier than the sword. Learning how to write is one of the greatest skills in life.

>>24793260 (OP)
Got The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons, and The Secret History for $3 at a garage sale today. The Secret History had a bend in the cover that I've fixed well enough, but it's not the greatest. Still, when comparing it to how much it is on Amazon, I can't complain.

obviously obviously obviously obviously obviously obviously obviously

>>24793812
They'll call bullshit and say writing is mandatory minimum skill for business and worthless unless I personally demonstrate a six figure income from it. In the end everything in this hellhole is weighed in dollars.

>>24793812
lol

>>24793831
I almost exclusively buy used books. It's the way to go.

It's interesting some relationship dynamics between the sexes you never see. One scenario: girl no longer has a place to live, so crashes with the guy she's been seeing -- she continues looking for a new place of her own, while the guy here and there tries to convince her to just move in, but ultimately she moves out anyway, because she needs to be on her own. You would never see this in reverse. Are guys more in a hurry to settle down? Do women in our age value freedom and flexibility above all else? Hmm.

>>24793883
Or maybe guys are quicker to decide a girl might be the one, whereas girls know they have options these days, so don't want to risk settling down too soon, with just the first guy that happened to come along when something better might still be yet to come. That's probably it.

>>24793260 (OP)
not feeling too well, not at all. maybe i'll feel better tomorrow, at least on the surface, but i'm overwhelmed by choices / potentialities, tortured by both not actualizing any of them and the idea of actualizing one while sacrificing another (or multiple others). i ought choose one or two, just make a pass / attempt and struggle through... i ought, but will i?

I had a dream last night that I rode my bicycle to church and went inside and it was full of people sitting quietly and paying attention, and I went and sat down and looked up to the front of the church, and there was a giant monitor of a Dota 2 match that everyone was silently watching.

I guess I've been neglecting my spiritual development by playing too much Dota or something, idk

It didn't turn out the way you wanted it too

>>24793304
>they were the ones that mentally turbofucked me
It's not healthy to say this to yourself. At some point you have to take responsibility for how you turned out. Not because you are wrong, but because it will benefit you to have a growth oriented mindset.

Y'know, I think if I had gone into any kind of law enforcement, whether it be a cop, detective, FBI, CIA, or other intelligence, I would a) be very good at solving things and b) eventually end up dirty. I have a persistent desire to and undeniable knack for stress testing systems, figure out the loopholes and exploits, and then take advantage myself.

So I guess good thing I didn't else I would have ended up doing some serious harm. Damn, should have become a lawyer though.

>>24793883
A parasitic lifestyle is a diagnostic hallmark of sociopathy and neurological maleness is basically mild sociopathy

>>24793260 (OP)
I will start writing erotica to jack off. Porn is getting boring, and most erotic pleasure comes from the imagination anyways.

>>24793919
I do have a growth oriented mindset. I turned out really well and im still making big gains.

I just want a hug from my parents, man.

I wish my relationship with my sister was better because we're pretty distant and I find that sad and lonely. We never see each other outside holiday season visits home and she never contacts me and responds only some of the time when I contact her. However, I am also attracted to her, and I deliberately do not try to specifically do things with her for fear of acting based on that attraction and ruining my current, already distant, relationship with her. As a result we have drifted farther apart over the years, which saddens me, but I haven't tried to reverse the trend.

Absolutely hyped on coffee at 2:30 am.

>>24794023
>However, I am also attracted to her,
How does this happen? Not grilling you I just can't wrap my head around the process

>>24793754
Yeah, i've met more than one such woman. A lot actually. Once i was seriously completely in love but she turned out to be a gold digging whore. Thats why im philosophising where does that impulse come from cause it doesnt make any sense at all rationally to fall in love with a whore. I didnt know initially she was a whore, mind you. Im not that stupid. She put on an act. I guess its just my inexperience with women. But yeah, life has fucked me over so much i honestly dont know if i can be strong. I sure as shit dont plan on putting on a strong act and fighting with the world for someone who takes it for granted and the moment i have a bad streak leaves me, cause thats what women are like.

>>24793260 (OP)
The number one advice I have for /lit/bros that cannot get girls is to seriously try your hand at poetry and prose and maybe even published

Not kidding. I've been with 7 chicks and 5 of em were after I shared the link to my poetry/stories in a lit mag

One chick was an absolute retard too but she felt I felt she was smart so she felt great having sex with me. Women are so fkn retarded bros

>>24794115
This only works if youre 23 max

It’s been thirty long years, I’ve been here for nearly twenty! But, it’s finally settled. Now I will enter my weeb era. Yes.

My head kinda hurts from trying to smoke a cig. Probably cause i was sick last couple of days. Perhaps this will be the time i finally quit cigs. Or atleast that i smoke only couple a day

>>24794121
I'm 28
This only works if you have a steady job tho
Most women won't even look at you if you're unemployed. Who knows tho, the right one might see you for your potential and stick with you

my problem is i cannot just have casual sex. after i fuck a chick when i see her posting on social media or whatever pics of doing shit with a her bf or husband or whatever, a normal dude would be like "lol i tapped it" but i get all jealous and upset about it. i just can't a take a "w".

>>24794108
I don't like to speculate on evolution but it makes perfect sense that men would have this quick impulse to lust or "fall in love" because if it was not for that (and not for women's more prudent compulsion to attract men) we would not take much notice of women at all and thus the whole business of procreation would be quite difficult.
>It doesn't make any sense at all rationally to fall in love with a whore.
But man is vain, and nothing strikes his pride more than possessing a woman that is desired by others. Love is an agitation to defend this possession, but also the means by which the woman can dominate the man.
It's not irrationality, but there are trade-offs. Many things in life are like this.

>>24794115
This is my prayer:
If I ever become a writer, do not let my hand write a anything that does not have the quality of a nightmare, and express anything that does not scare the hoes.

one morning i'm going to wake up and rope real quick before i have time to think about it too much. i think that's the way to do it, like stoners who wake and bake, i'm gonna wake and rope, plus might as well go out well rested.

>>24793865
Yeah, a good chunk of the books of my shelf are used. I should check out the used bookstore in the city, haven't been there for a bit, I wonder what new stock they've got in.

>>24794141
indescribably based

>>24794125
Sugoi!

>>24794138
i dont want a woman that is desired by others cause i realize its impossible to keep her in that case. If shes desired by others she is probably provoking that effect and is flirting with others. She wants to see if she's attractive enough for someone to actually just go ahead and take her. So its basically all egotistical and vain reason behind it. Which means you can't keep her, no one can infact. So there's no point in trying to be with her cause those types aren't even capable of settling down.
I don't want a woman who "strikes my pride" I wan't a woman whom i can love and who loves me

Anyone else randomly get desires to pull all-nighters like once a week, maybe every two weeks at most? So annoying. Wish I could just maintain a regular sleep schedule. Instead it's 3:30am and while I'm starting to feel a little bit tired, I know I won't be able to sleep and I'm feeling like making some coffee instead.

>>24794155
The problem is that you are a coomer man, wich is the male equivalent of the whore. You don't want to be loyal to your wife, the concept of loyalty itself escapes your mind. You just want to coom in every other woman, and you think that one woman will just give you that for nothing in exchange. An actually virtuous man would understand that loyal women are rare and that getting one may take years if not decades of hard work. You basically have to proof that you are not a coomer man who would throw himself at the first woman showing the slightest sign of interest, even when he is actually in a relationship. Why don't you embrace your normieness and mindlessly fuck sluts like the pathetic coomer that you are?

i started reading shadow ticket before bed last night and i forgot most of the pages i read except that part about some guy "who could be bought for a song, and it usually wasn't 'puttin on the ritz'" lol no but fr i hate reading before bed cuz if u fall asleep too fast u forgot what it was

HAPPY 4:20 AM

>>24793994
ok, carry on then

i think the reason i'm always in the mood to rope lately is cuz i now feel this weird ache in my chest basically all the time that's just related to the frustration of living life poorly, like u suddenly have this moment of clarity that u wasted your whole life, and it's like there's really nothing u can do in a few decades left to recover. it's one thing to have mental anguish or depression or whatever, but now i have actual physical feelings from it.

I write like William Faulkner, maybe even slightly better, but nothing I do is gaining any traction. It probably never will. I'm thinking of ending things.. I have my 4 children and 5 grandchildren. I think my job is done here

>>24794257
cardio would help all your problems

>>24794266
i ran 5k last night and felt good but this morning i feel like shit again and it's going to rain all day so i can't run. maybe i had symptomless covid and this is some weird long covid thing? when i think about my lack of love, intimacy, career success, and anything else good, it inflames that feeling tho, so i don't think it's some kind of covid shit. when i think about how i'll never be loved because i can't afford a decent place to live despite having a masters, my frustration just burns.

maybe i should become a gay guy. buttstuff is gross af with women nevermind dudes, but if a cute twink wants to suck it and say he loves me, it could be a better alternative than living alone in a cold world of materialistic uncaring women.

>>24794284
>skips cardio because of rain
Yeah I guess you're lying to yourself about a lot of shit, good luck finding someone else to listen to that

>>24794174
fuck off you retarded nig

>>24794296
sorry running in the rain is ass dude and i just did cardio last night. i'm planning to lift weights today anyways.

how is it u go outside and see fat and/or retarded people with families like how do they pay rent with enough space for that? how do attract a partner when they have literally nothing going for them? i don't get it.

reading is like the only thing in life that isn't complete ass. like everything else in life, if you aren't perfect, you will be denied, but i can pick up any book and read it the same as a rich guy from yale.

>>24794309
fat/retarded people get together

>>24794365
so if i stop working out and start watching tv i might be able to find love? the fit/intelligent market is way too competitive in the city. you'd think working out every day and having a masters would be enough, but here u need to run a marathon and have an elite phd. then people wonder why the birth rate is ass.

i might legit have long covid or sth, i had a stuffy nose one day and a headache another day and that's it, but assholes at work had it bad, and now i have this weird feeling in my chest, and i can't think for shit. how the FUCK do u calculate willingness-to-pay based on conjoint analysis? man this is pissing me off.

Everything phase I've been in sucks until a few years later and then I'm nostalgic about it.

>>24794380
i can't get nostalgic for anything anymore my whole life sucked and it's not going to get any better this late in the game
>just be a totally different person bro
i would but i don't think that's possible

Imagine dating this bitch blowing up your shit with whining all the time

>>24794384
Maybe I'm just more optimistic. I even miss my lonely gamer NEET days; I had a purpose then, and a couple of online friends who I still think about.

my little cousin is over and he's collected some daisies and put them on the table. on seeing it i've come to realise that i'll never forget that time i was his age and did the same thing with a the girl who lived near me, it was raining heavily and we made a big pile, i was living in germany at the time on a british army base. it seems to always be on the margin of my mind even if i don't specifically think about it for years at a time. see no reason why it'll be gone by the time i'm 80.

you really live your whole life the first eleven or so years, the rest is auxiliary.

>>24794387
>implying any guy would actually be this whiny in real life
every guy learns early in life one must act cocky and overconfident 100% of the time. it's only on sunday morning on the internet that u can admit that life is a shitty chore.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1aC4yQvCR0

>>24794393
i can't enjoy those memories anymore cuz if i had been working during that time i'd be loaded with enough dough to buy a really nice place and have mad cash flow from being mid to late career. i wish i could go back to being a gamer dude without a care in the world, but man that was such a stupid way to spend years.

>>24794398
ya, once ur personality patterns get set up, it's just one long boring autopilot

>>24794398
It's the color of the sky. It has to trigger something but I have no idea what that could be and neither does anyone else. Godspeed, anon

I'm so tired, yet have to go back to work tomorrow. If it wasn't for my planned unemployment time after I save enough cash I would literally rather kill myself than work another 40 years. There are people at my work who come there while being sick, and when I ask them why they didn't take sick leave they tell me "what would I do at home?". It's actually terrifying, I'm dealing with masses of flesh and bones, no other thoughts in their mind besides working at their job and working outside their job.
July 2026 will be the moment when I'll leave this place. With my saving prediction I'll have enough to both rest very long and also either find and learn a skill that won't force me to be around other humans, or I'll kill myself once the money will be gone
/blog

There are terrible weapons in heaven

ya

>>24794400
>Implying I wasn't talking about Amber Lynn Reid the cat killer
Lol you might be as self obsessed as her, get help

>>24793260 (OP)
Make sure I won't be found for at least 30 minutes after I attempt? God fucking damn it. I guess I will have to wait for a day when I am home alone. It's good that I am thinking about this with time, though.

NIИ is the best band of all time

>>24794492
my plan is to go out into this nature preserve area behind my local park. if i go out there at night, some cop will probably be snooping, but i'm thinking maybe like 9am on a workday when yuppie jogger assholes will be at work. i could do it here, i'm alone a lot, but i don't want my roommate to be traumatized later.

>>24794486
i'm just self-conscious about being a whiny bitch because my life sucks and there's not much i can do about it

I remember everything. It's a dreadful, hateful curse. There's got to be something better than all this

>>24794495
Nahh tho his own remixes of his stuff can be really good

>>24794515
nin fans hated it but i kinda liked that how to destory angels or whatever he did with his wife. for me nin is always on the verge of being good but always has cringe elements that ruin it. my favorite nin album is the fragile but that's only because as a double album it almost includes enough good songs for one whole album.

The Philippines seems comfy as fuck, Filipinos seem cool as hell, I'd like to visit, but I don't know what I'd do there.

>>24794519
i live in a city with a big filipino population. they're ok. very catholic.

>>24794503
Who'd think killing oneself would be so hard.

>>24794529
people really hate to see someone escape, probably secretly envious.

>>24794536
By and large, I believe most people like living. Or at least subconsciously wish to remain so.
They would generally assume it is better if others too remain living. Hence suicide prevention.
Cunts.

>>24794525
Is it like that back in the Philippines, though, or is it just a western Filipino thing?

>>24794519
What about it seems comfy? I went there for 2 weeks. It would be great if not for the trash all over. Pollution has really ruined these countries.

>>24794486
>>24794400
>>24794387
Kek

>>24794486
Wait, did she actually kill a cat or is this the Gracie thing again?

>>24794599
She fucked Rarity out into the Wisconsin winter because a death feeder gf wanted her out of the house when she tried to overstay a two week visit. Lost cat=more time with the death feeder gf so Rarity had to go

>>24794519

The Philippines is a beautifuly shaped country (geographically) that is.

>>24794606
>Lost cat=more time with the death feeder gf so Rarity had to go
:( I hope that relationship works out to its logical conclusion. I thought she actually liked Rarity but yeah she's evil

>>24794615
ever looked at the world map
and thought, ‘looks like someone spilled something?’

Every movement you make becomes indelible in the stains of time. It's like a carving. Your carving and it's always permanent. Good luck with living and good luck with dying

>>24794518
Further down the spiral

>>24794492
Don't do it. Your my brother. PLEASE don't. I'm begging you

>>24794618
Lol no they broke up because even with a death feeder she's still an annoying bitch. If you want all the tea check Rachel.Reacts on youtube

I want to take an axe and hack into pieces all of the people responsible for the influx of H1Bs since the 2000s.

>>24794636
>If you want all the tea check
Kek tbph I wish I could remove the lore I already know.

I really love movies. I think it's the greatest artform and human invention.

>>24794639
>axe

tell a lie

>>24794511
Same :(

>>24794704
just did

just leaving this here, German Raymond Chandler novel with Caroline Vreeland OF big tittie thot on cover

>>24794155
It is good that you know what you want.
Just don't go too far into "all women" thinking even if you have been screwed over. If you believe such tendencies inherently exist in all women, that does not mean that all women embrace and act on them. You admit there are types not capable of settling down, so there must be a type that is (hopefully).
The path to wisdom and virtue is hard for both women and men, and many fall in wickedness or despair. You don't need a "strong act", you need strength of character. The will to keep on trying and begin again when you have suffered. This is the fundamental principle: Never, ever, give up.

where's your head at

you don't make it easy on yourself.

God made it easy on me

>>24794090
Idk man it just kinda did. We were kind of close as kids but nothing in particular happened to cause this that I can remember. I just noticed I felt that way one day out of the blue, but I was noticing something that was already there for a while. I have another sister but I don't feel anything of the sort for her.

>>24794155
Sorry to say this is insecure teenager talk and you do eventually grow out of it if you spend more time among people

Just realized this young, female character on this TV show I've been watching reminds me exactly of one of my exes. Wish I didn't ruin that.

No gossip.

Every action is immoral, transcendence and movement is immoral but here we are

Posting is a game of wit, insight and math, the lack of which has been noted in these threads.
I am part of an elite order of posters. We have targeted this thread for an organized incursion.

Can websites STOP fuckin' using .webp format for images?? Makes it incompatible for saving and crossposting to 4chan, so I have to take a browser screenshot of the image in order to post it here instead of just copy+pasting the link. So goddamn annoying.

>>24795242
they’ve been making it more and more awkward to just save an img for the last 7 years or so, whenever google got rid of the ‘view image’ button

>>24795265
Right, that too. I've often had to screenshot images directly from the Google search preview because of that very situation.

Men are more likely to fall in love and be open to a long-term commitment when they find the right person. Women, particularly attractive women, know their value and surfeit of options in today's world, so are much more open to keeping things casual and moving on at a moment's notice. No judgments. Lot of broken hearts on the men's side, especially young men.

>>24795242
You can save webp files as pngs. I think. You can also just drag them into GIMP and then export as a png

>>24795308
>You can save webp files as pngs. I think
I'll try next time, thanks.

>You can also just drag them into GIMP and then export as a png
Meh, the screenshotting thing is easier than that. Plus that'd result in two saved files for something I just wanna use for a single post on 4chan and then, most likely, never again.

Stayed in bed until 15:00 again...then wasted some more time...then finally started homework.
Im so goddamn tired in the morning. Absolutely DEVASTATED and CRUSHED I tell you.

man I miss being NEET

>>24793919
>At some point you have to take responsibility for how you turned out.
I know what you mean but no, he doesn't. We inherit the genetics from our parents and their wealth is tied directly to our chances of success. If you parents are poor and they have bad genes, you should blame your failures on them. You can still have a growth mindset but to blame your life situation on yourself is terrible for self-esteem. Employ the resentment you hold for your parents as a form of motivation to surpass them and if you ever have kids, provide them with the life stolen from you by destiny

>>24795403
>If you parents are poor and they have bad genes, you should blame your failures on them.
That's an awful viewpoint to have. Stewing in your own resentment for things that you couldn't possibly control will slowly wither away your humanity. Consider that there's nothing wrong with insulating yourself from a culture that takes pleasure in humiliating you for not being wealthy or tall and living a life of solitude.

>>24793919
NTA. I've been taking responsibility for 20 years and only recently realized how brutally they mentally turbofucked me and continue to.

Da hood, it was placid and good
All were soundly tucked in
To Shaniqua, Tyrone said "Would."
The two relented from their fervid stint
Two hours in
Da hood had dat kind of rest.

The moon was an icy shard
--Its pall was bright
The crickets purred more than chirped
T'is this that
I speak of
As I wish you good night.

>>24795466
being an ungrateful son in your teens is bad but halfway forgivable because every (unwholesome) teenager has been thinking that since machiavelli but after that the blame lies solely at your door

>>24795494
Taught me nothing, still act like they're training a dog to sit and shut up. Everything I did was self taught and my prized possessions like the 20 year old computer I learned programming on were scavenged from garbage.
I kept giving them the benefit of doubt, framing everything in the best way possible but I can't be around them anymore.

I waver back and forth between imagining that these threads are an alternate /lit/ whose anons do not overlap at all with the other threads, and imagining that all the other threads' posts can be tied to the posts in these threads.

>>24795717
yeah hello from my perspective you’d be a hundred times better if you could sit and sshhh

Hmmmmm it seems like this world wants us to hate israel (which i do, dont get me wrong) while pretending they want us to like them. There's no way there is so much anti-israel and antisemitism completely intertwined with social media without them allowing this. I wonder, I really wonder, if this is all a ruse. The world leaders install puppets like Netanyahu who blatantly commit genocide while they pretend to try to conceal this and lie. What if? And I mean what if the leaders are secretly trying to have another holocaust happen to completely eliminate jews once and for all while garnering at least a sizeable amount of support from the global population?

>>24795739
if i guess your height correctly will you be honest and tell me?

I've thought about it and I think I wouldn't mind getting pegged just to try it out.

Love is the ally of death

>>24794136
Plenty of women love unemployed douchebags.

EL CAMINO
>EL EL CAMINO
THE FRONT IS LIKE A CAR
>THE BACK IS LIKE A TRUCK
THE FRONT IS WHERE YOU DRIVE
>THE BACK IS WHERE YOU FUUUUCK

>>24795896
I'm not a douchebag.

Somewhere along the line I stopped caring about politics, which is odd because at one point geopolitics and political philosophy consumed my life. I knew the names of random Ukrainian villages on the frontline, I could quote Marxist writers by memory, etc. Now my interest is drained, utterly.

I wish I could say I don't remember the last time I touched a woman, but the sad fact is that I DO remember it. It's burned into my memory, like the shadows of a nuke victim onto the stairs of the Hiroshima Peace Museum.

Being open/vulnerable with people, even slightly, is a horrible idea. No matter how long you've known them, they'll dismiss you, ignore you, or use it as ammo against you.

>>24795403
>We inherit the genetics ...
I said take responsibility DESPITE conciously knowing it is mostly their fault. That was the whole point of the post.

Say to yourself: "it's all my paren'ts fault." Now what? There's no room for improvement. Now say to yourself: "maybe I could have stopped hanging out with those stoner retards," at least you have one thing to work on: chosing better friends.

It's also about AGENCY. When you stop blaming others for your circumstances, the world seems a lot more fair and you feel more powerful and in control.

I do drugs but also work out regularly. It's called balance

>>24795403
I can understand hating your parents if they actually did something to you, but you're a hideous toad of a man if you hate them for their "genetics" or for being poor

>>24795403
an english poet once said you're responsible for your birth and for everything you've done in your life. you're wholly responsible. for choosing your parents, for choosing your genes, for everything. everything that has happened since. you shouldn't blame anybody (or praise anybody) for it.

and all your parents really do is put you in the right room to be born. the sperm (which is you, already half of you) raced towards the egg. you wanted to be born.

do you even remember me? i still think about you all sometimes

>>24793889
i'm actually feeling much better now; i wish everyone an excellent day / night.

I miss you.

I really dislike the word limpid. It's like just no ok i dont get it. Why does this word mean clear. It's such an ugly sounding word bro like come on

i was just trying to think if there’d ever been a tripfag who wasn’t awful. i don’t mean that in the usual frothing, board-purist way - just that, thinking back, there really weren’t any good ones. it does make sense, like what sort of person would choose tho give themselves a username on 4chan? even the ones people said were alright were boring or annoying.
there was one on /mu/ ages ago.

>>24796542
I miss you 2.

>>24796570
Why do you do this?

>>24793260 (OP)
There's really nothing quite like a horrific interaction in your home with a loved one/people you rely on in some way to make you remember just how hopeless a lot of things in life are. I think that's why I love reading and exercise so much. They give me this sense of escape and control over my experience, even if I can understand how ultimately incorrect that stuff is.

>>24796601
For attention.

>>24796611
Go away.

Christianity never existed in the west. Constantine didn’t convert he created an entirely new religion.

>>24796310
Agency is fine, but some shouldn't have it.

>>24793260 (OP)
NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER NIGGER NlGGER

>>24796618
Bye :(

Metal Gear Solid is better than your favorite book

It's illegal, but I don't think it's necessarily immoral. You can't say that out loud in today's society though. Many people from ancient times who are still respected today did it and by all accounts things worked out fine for them. Maybe it's just because today's society and standard worldview is antithetical to producing the sort of person who can do it in a morally pure way. The well-publicized cases of those who have done it, who were overwhelmingly viewed as monstrous by society, certainly deserved to be viewed as such, but as they are the only examples of it to be found at all in these days, they are the standard by which it is judged to be moral or immoral, which I don't think is right. Maybe in another age there will be a society capable of doing it in a moral manner again.

I wish my parents were a bit more financially diligent. If they'd stop going out to eat all the time and gambling and spending money on nonsense stuff like expensive liquor for 'an occasion' (even though there's an occasion even month I feel), they'd have more money for the important stuff.

>>24793260 (OP)
Man Executive Slacks kick so much ass

https://youtu.be/NdPggVJWx-w?si=sWfY_THuWxiMVTcB

Certain philosophical, political, and ideological movements can become incarnate. This is clearly the case throughout history. In individual humans and also in nations and states. Such individuals and such nations become totemic, and wield a clear metaphysical and spiritual power relative to the movement or spirit that they have come to embody. Destroying them, on the other hand, breaks that power, and dissipates it.

Why has communism been a joke since the Soviet Union fell? Because the Soviet Union was the Totem of Communism. At least communism as it was classically understood. The spectre of communism, the idea that the whole world would unite under Marx's ideas, was caught up in the existence of the USSR as a State. It came to be embodied there concretely, and all the spiritual and metaphysical power of the Revolution of Communism was caught up in the metaphysical embodiment of the Soviet state. When the Soviet Union collapsed, the totemic power of Communism in the world was broken, and has not been restored. Hence why communism is gone, gone for good it seems.

This brings me to the point to which I build: the United States is a Totem, too. The United States is the Totem of the Enlightenment, and with it, almost the entire Modern period of history. The spirit and ideas of Bacon, Rousseau, Voltaire, Montesquieu, Locke, Hume, and more have become trapped in the very lifeblood of the existence of the United States of America, and it is the continued reality of the USA that gives the Enlightenment its power in the world all this time. The Enlightenment, and with it the entire 600 year period of Modernity in human history, is totemized in the existence of the United States and continues to exert an influence on the reality of the human race through the continued existence and sway of America in the world.

Thus, if one wanted to destroy the Enlightenment, to banish its influence from the world for good, to end the Modern period of history and usher the human race into a new era... the logical thing to do would be to kill the United States.

>>24796762
i think that’s wrong. it’s ideas that destroy nations, not the other way around.

I'm hungry but I don't feel like cooking.
However, I've also been eating out for the past two days.

>>24796773
just eat it raw whatever it is

>>24796775
I can't eat the chicken breast raw man.

>>24796777
yes you can bro

>>24793260 (OP)
kikes probe my anus

I hate the sound of kisses. They're too sharp.

>>24796784
mwah

>>24796785
I would punch you.

>>24796789
*ducks and weaves*

>>24796795
who’s this nigga why are you jumping in with this lol

>>24796762
Sounds like an excuse to kill us, by extension

ordered some noodles

thinking of listening to some hip-hop which I rarely ever do

>>24796824
>thinking of listening to some hip-hop
slow news day huh

if you don't have a soon you will goon

I was talking to preachy-preach about kissy-kiss.
He bought me a soda and tried to molest me in the parking lot.

if you give joy to other people you get more joy back.
generate good karma. that’s how you get a girlfriend

>>24796855
giving your girlfriend to me would give me joy

>>24796855
Sir please let me fuck upon your girlfriend send me her nudes pls sir benchod bastard

>>24796858
all yours

>Decide to write a spooky short story
>Want to make a collection of scary stories for kids like I had with the Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark series back in the early 90s.
>Stories always devolve into the most fucked up shit.
>Just vile. Monstrous. Violent.
>The kind of shit that would make Splatterpunk vets gag
>It keeps happening
>My hands take over. Thoughts hit the page I didn't even know I was capable of having.
>Force feeding of the victim's own innards.
>Being cooked to death via a high pressure steam pipe in excruciating detail that I research later and discover is highly accurate
>Fire ants shoved up the rectum of a toddler that is devoured by them over the course of days in front of their paralyzed mother whose eyelids were ripped off so she can't look away.
>What the fuck is wrong with me?

in a world of taylor swifts and ariana grandes, lana del rey is women’s saving grace.

boy/girl porn is actually disgusting can’t believe people cum to this.

>>24796882
demons

the love is enormous, it’s lifting me up

I dislike labels such as artists and writers and what not. For me it feels like people want the prestige and glory of the titles and labels rather than actually doing the art
>Oh look at me I'm a writer/artist please check my book that I keep shilling and won't shut up about

tell me secret

Really wishing it were 2017 again.

Fucked up my sleep schedule award. First time in awhile.

made a username for myself on 4chan dot org just to type this banger of a post
>Fucked up my sleep schedule award. First time in awhile.
the moment hung…

>>24797082
Lol

>>24793260 (OP)
He sought out the attentions of women so that he could display his great disgust. Starved by distance and loneliness, his aversion craved strenous and frequent excercise.

Fucking took a nap thinking it'll be for 30 minutes. Ended up knocked out for 3 hours.

>>24797175
i was working a night shift once and i was so tired i ducked out to the disabled toilet to have a quick nap. ended up sleeping almost two hours, woke up twenty minutes after my shift ended. weirdest feeling ever.

Girl im with told me shes been with a black guy. Honestly thought she was the one. Every woman on earth is a whore

>>24797175
>Working 32 hours on what should have been an 8 hour security gig
>Massive call outs
>Forced overtime
>Around hour 28
>Suddenly hour 30
>Standing in an area I don't remember entering
>Cannot recall anything for the past two hours
>No clue what the fuck I did
>Go around making sure everything still secure
>All doors locked, items still locked, everything is fine
>There is a fucking house of cards stacked up tall in the middle of the floor in one room
>Know it's my cards because I got a speciality deck I use for magic tricks to break ice with women
>It's in a room I don't even have a key for

I still don't know what happened that night. No cameras in the area I was working.

>>24797213
Insane.

I have a shrine to my favorite book series.

why is porn so enjoyable, bros?

>>24797213
I stayed awake for four days doing cocaine once. I started hearing things and whenever I looked at still images they looked like gifs, like they were moving, even if I really focused on them.
Then at one point a switch flipped and I full on started dreaming with my eyes open.

>>24797310
Fake intimacy creates dopamine in your head.
Being real intimate with a real person is hard, awkward and embarrassing. You're taking the easy way out.

What do you do when you need help but there is no help. No reason to stay, no reason to go. Doing whatever you can is just not enough. Screaming into the void knowing nobody will fucking answer for the hundred time. I was insane already, now I'm getting even more unhinged day by day and I'm unable to stop it.

>>24797361
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84g-uGGkjrc

>>24797367
well that isnt enough anymore.

>>24797315
That sounds truly terrible
But its what happens when your brain desperately needs to sleep. After 4 days awake you start to sleep whilst awake

>>24797347
>Being real intimate with a real person is hard, awkward and embarrassing. You're taking the easy way out.
I'm not a virgin and I had plenty of romances, it's just that for me at this moment in time it's pretty enjoyable

>>24797388
>it's just that for me at this moment in time it's pretty enjoyable
Basically the McD version of sex then.

>>24797361
i just remind myself i can rope any time

Just beat Journey of the Prairie King on Stardew Valley and I beat two highest difficulty solo battles on the Pokémon mobile TCG that I've been trying to beat forever today. Today was a day of winning.

>>24797420
i can't beat eris in hades 2 it's pissing me off but at least i beat the sirens finally

this chick asked me all these personal introspective question which i replied to but she's leaving me unread even tho she obv read them on the lock screen when they came in, what the fuck, that is RUDE

>>24797430
How's Hades 2 compared to the first? I've heard really good things about Hades 2 now that it's fully out. And don't stress it, anon, you'll get it eventually :)

>>24797435
You kinda need to not give a fuck honestly and take it in strides.
I got this chick who basically ticks all the boxes of what I want in a woman but its fucking hard to tell if she likes me because it looks like she just doesn't give a fuck.

>>24797441
it feels more grindy than hades 1, instead of just getting those purple drops for the mirror, you now need like three different kinds of material for different upgrades. some of the voices sound way too much alike, and a few of the portraits are little sus, like the arachne one bugs me, and also the siren's anachronism of playing modern electric instruments pisses me off, but it's much bigger than hades 1 as it has two different paths instead of just one. also, the casting circle combined with the special and the magic shit adds depth to the gameplay which i still am figuring out. to me hades 1 was perfect, no flaws. hades 2 has some aesthetic stuff i don't like, but the gameplay mechanics still 100 on point, grinds aside.

>>24797458
You put it really well. Thank you. I'm glad you're enjoying it and that you enjoy Hades 1.

I'm pretty new to using /lit/
I've wrote some heretical fan fiction. I showed it to multiple AI's and they all try to gas me up about how good it is. At worse they warn about how offensive it could be. Never the less, their gassing up efforts has worked on some level. I want human feedback. What thread would be best to post a link and ask for feedback?

>>24797430
i had a run where i took almost no damage, and 0 to (the last boss), but i still took 40dmg from eris.

>>24797441
i barely played through the epilogue in hades 1, and as i got partway through 2 i thought it'd be the same... but it really grew on me. they just did such a good job w/ it. i'd say it was much better than the first.

i'm on work from home today cuz my state has a flood warning but it's barely even raining and the sun is super bright behind the clouds. being able to work without distractions of the office, i finished everything in an hour. now i can just lounge around.

>>24797486
/wg/, but host it on something. don't just paste it in the comment field

>>24797491
Thanks.
Have an old meme.

>>24797490
i think i'm gonna play some hellish quart

I love my girlfriend most when I see her struggling and crying as life gets tough. It hurts me to see her that way, yet in those moments, I feel I see her most clearly, so pure, so beautiful, and tender. She’s hurt, but alive, and somehow closer to me because she’s sad. I find myself loving her even more when I feel pity for her. What does that make me?

>>24797490
There really is no reason why working in the office should be a thing for most office jobs.

>>24797514
Sounds true to life and like a real deal
You found a real girl, congratulations

remember there was some russian shill in one of these threads who said america couldn't produce rare earths? mp materials, an american rare earths company, is up 24% today. ya i'm thinking domestic rare earths are back on the menu, you do have mp materials in your portfolio right?

ya

>>24797399
fine, whatever

>>24797599
Remarkable how many posters on a forum about literature are completely illiterate.

I think it's a miracle to be alive, but mostly because I did a lot of self work to fix up my traumas.
>use ur imagination
>take the difficult/shitty experience
>imagine it going well, you got away, or you stood up for yourself, or w/e
>do it over and over until you feel good about it
>this heals your heart and grows neurons that allow the loops to be closed and your traumas to feel resolved
I've done this a lot and think a ton of people could benefit from it. Alternatively they could read Waking the Tiger which is the long form of what I was doing, with a lot more explanation behind it.

>>24797599
wtf are rare earths?

>>24797629
yeah there’s something very off-putting about forcing an overfamiliar yet smug style here. and in the 2014 twitter voice he’s developed for himself.
really ugly texture for the board.

>>24797239
Are you the guy who admitted to being raped as a child on /v/?

I always thought I'd get my own life figured out first, then I'd be a lot more selfless and generous to people. The reason why I never go out of my way to help people is because I don't have any resources to help anyone with.
I long time ago, I read this short story and the moral of the story was basically, "how can you take care of anyone else if you can't take care of yourself?", and that always stuck with me.
In reality though, everyone thinks I'm a greedy poor asshole, but like, if I had a million dollars, then I'd be helping out everyone I know, but I don't, because God I guess doesn't want me to help anyone, so that's just the way it is for me. God wants everyone to hate me

>>24797123
his aversion what? Not sure what makes sense.

>>24797190
Stop being ridiculous and insecure. Maybe if she said she'd slept with a 100 but the mere fact of having done so doesn't make her a whore.

God never makes us wait to give;
He hides the gift in what we already have:
our time, our attention, our care.

>>24797578
Thank you, anon. You are right a hundred percent. Sometimes when we feel distant or unseen, we stir emotion just to feel alive in the connection again. It’s not cruelty so much as a misfired longing. I feel ashamed nevertheless.

>>24797753
It's a shame that people only appreciate money

>>24797771
sybau

God saved me from drowning and then kicked me by the shore

/lit/ would be 100x better if no one gossiped or shared their boring ass social interactions.

>>24797730
How is it ridiculous or insecure? Its one of the biggest red flags for white women. You're delusional, or just a stupid woman if you think otherwise.

>>24797668
He's probably talking about rare earth minerals, but he's also probably talking about stocks prices that are coming from a US move to buy out/from a lot of Euro companies whose mines aren't in the US on the back of US-China tensions as stockpiling plan, so if it's something related to Russians specific to MP Materials I haven't heard about it. There's like two (one brand new) mines in the US vs China's uncountable amount (including in nearby countries they think are theirs) and MP Materials runs the Mountain Pass mine in California which is the OG of the two US ones and the only really producing rn

I havent touched myself in two weeks probably

>>24797856
How is that even possible? You'd have to have like styrofoam tubes on each finger and toe 24/7, a divider in your buttcrack, beams under your arms to hold them up, etc.

J'ai besoin de apprendre ecrivez a francaise. Essayons- la! J'ai ne pas etudier la langue pour annees et annees...
Ecrire a moi svp
Seul regle est traduction complet est interdit. Tu peux traducteur singular mots si tu oublier
Demande moi quelque chose

>>24797868
I was in that joe rogan water tank for two weeks
And lemme tell ya...ive seen some shit
After i came out i touched myself for the first time in a while and it felt same as always. Although something was off, probably the habit was gone....

My loneliness has gotten to the point where I'd unironically date a twink. And I do mean date, not just fuck like it's some trap doujin. I'll take anything with a pulse that's of age at this point.

Whenever I see a video or post criticizing bad writing I become extremely anxious about my own writing and start thinking about the stories I wrote and if they have the same problem and issues (they usually don't) but God, it makes me feel like a hack and a phony

I whip my dick back'n'forth

>>24797764
How do you spot a good girl?
She probably had a good parents
I wish to find one myself
Did you have to go through some character development or go through many bad girls in order to find her?

>>24797753
This is so true and so important to realize
There are so many things God gave us that we enjoy right this very second, but we take them for granted which we shouldnt. Instead, we should be grateful. I am grateful
Also, we always focus on things we dont have. In all probability we have eeverything we need at the moment. If something should come into your life, then it will when the time is right

>>24797872
You need to learn verb conjugation again before you learn about depuis/il y a

>>24797987
I'm just pissed off that God allowed my brother to retire in his 20s by scamming people in crypto and let him be so haughty and pompous and condescending to me all the time and insinuating im a loser because i'm poor and i have to work

>>24797190
so what? u got smol pp or sth?

>>24797661
>imagine imagine imagine
>wow i feel better
>but why is my life still shit?

>>24798000
>anglaise
Hein!

>>24798022
>>24797730
telling that both posts on /lit/ are insulting to the man instead of the woman who sleeps with blacks.

Bisexual white woman: omg I love Steven Yuen

Oedipus: In my wretched life, why should I have eyes when there was nothing sweet for me to see?

Bisexual white woman: Type shit type shit

>>24797190
I can't comment on this, I'd settle for a literal ex-prostitute at this point.

>>24798064
Because he's the one being an insecure loser. Would you knock a man for sleeping with a black woman? No. Now, if the woman had slept with dozens of black guys, then okay, red flag. But one? C'mon. There are many black guys around, it's not so shocking, nor repulsive. But if she slept with an entire basketball team, then yeah.

>>24798079
Well, actually. White genes are recessive so I can kind of see a problem either way unless you have no qualms about your kid looking la creatura. Of course you do you, though.

>>24798079
it has to be "dozens" before it's a problem for you?

>>24798090
?

Did she have kids with the black guy and now anon is raising it? Is anon's daughter dating a black guy? I don't know what you're talking about.

>>24798096
A severe problem, yes. Look, ideally, sure, it'd be great if the women I was dating hadn't slept with any black guys, but life isn't always perfect, and just one isn't nothing to be upset about is my point. At least not upset for longer than a moment. Move on.

>>24797361
Unfortunately for you there is help and there are reasons to stay or to go and there is always more for you to do and whatever you do will be enough. Your moment of despair is just a moment, if you want actionable advice you'd have to give a little more information though.

In all situations what I do is listen. Life is a conversation, if you're in such a state of disrepair you've had your ears closed for far too long. Turn off the light, close the shades, close your door, close your eyes and lie there in complete silence. What thoughts bubble up to the surface? Where do your daydreams take you? What do you feel? What makes you feel that way? Every sensation we encounter comes with an origin and a direction, it is our responsibility to be conscientious enough to determine both. Once I saw a woman, not the most beautiful or intelligent or amazing woman and had my entire life torn away from me in an instant, now she's my wife. I spent a very, very long time trying not to act on my very intense feelings towards her and it only caused me an extreme amount of pain. The moment that I moved towards her life became effortless and peaceful. What are you not moving towards that you are supposed to be? What are you ignoring? Don't ignore yourself any longer and accept the cleansing fire of your soul and it's subsequent rebirth. All who pray receive what they need, when you bare yourself naked and cry out for help there are only two outcomes, but both are the same. The first being that your tears and desires are honest and pure and that object becomes yours. The second being that in stripping yourself and your motivations bear you realize that this thing you thought you wanted is simply a representation of something else, a false avatar and you are now more equipped to pursue what is actually out there for you.

>>24798219
Not that anon but i had a similar situation where i pretty honestly and purely have fallen in love with a girl and i did make a move and it made my life living hell for about 3 years

>>24798226
Life is about learning your lesson, I don't know why but it's the only way that I can square it. I hope you've done your part to draw out the value from your experience.

>>24797190
I get wanting a virgin, but why is a woman having history with a Black guy worse than her having one with a White or Asian guy

>>24798079
>Now, if the woman had slept with dozens of black guys, then okay, red flag. But one?
Yes, one. Huge red flag.
>There are many black guys around
There's not, unless you live in a shithole liberal city or the deep south.
>it's not so shocking, nor repulsive.
White women have the highest in group sexual preference of any combination of race and gender. Fucking a black is not normal or common, it is both shocking and repulsive.

>>24798241
Because it shows that she doesnt care at all about the continuation of the white race which is her race

>>24798241
Being a slut is not "having history", let's give that euphemism a break. It's being a slut. Blacks are the furthest thing from the rest of us, by many definitions they would be classified as another species. They are an order of magnitude less intelligent. 1 in 3 will end up in prison, not because of racism, but because they're violent, impulsive, and have limited ability to foresee consequences. As a group they contribute less than nothing to society. If you are attracted to that then there are several things deeply wrong with you that should not be passed down to a subsequent generation.

Decided not to spend Thanksgiving alone, and ended up spending it with the white side of my family for the first time. Why were these mfs serving up unseasoned cabbage with mayonnaise and raisins like it was a delicacy???? Nasty work. My aunt was like “This was your grandfather’s specialty, he made it every Thanksgiving!” Frankly, this particular dish should’ve died with him.

>>24798276
>>24798282
>Anon doesn't understand how heritable disease or immunity works
Ideally you want to outbreed with someone who has traits which nullify the chances of heritable disease and still provide immunity. That bitch is just chasing down malaria immunity and probably trying to limit the chances of cystic fibrosis
>different species
That's not limited to one type of American, they're all retarded

>>24798309
>That's not limited to one type of American, they're all retarded
You live in a Siberian fishing village. You have never met a single American in your life.

>>24797310
Western women are cooked. For many men out here its the only way to feel anything.

>>24798315
I'm from Jersey. I live in Europe. America is fucking retarded

I hate this world for the fact that you have to work to make ends meet. I am physically and intellectually incapable of holding any fucking job. All I know is that I only enjoy reading novels, watching movies and listening to music and fuck everything else. Should probably off myself already

>>24797692
Beyond braindead.

>>24798309
>That's not limited to one type of American, they're all retarded
I have distant relatives who moved there and immediately became retarded burger stereotypes. It's not genetic.

>>24798350
Yeah, America assimilates any foreigner in 1-2 generations. They lose their mother tongue and background. It’s an assimilation machine.

>>24793260 (OP)
A fight I had 5 years ago has become local legend in a local pub... the conquering anglo saxon genetics make theirselves known.

It maddens me, yes, maddens me, that God, in His inscrutable mercy, should permit my brother to retire before thirty, fattened on the deceit of others, while I, who have done nothing but toil honestly, must still scrape and bow for my daily bread! And what’s worse, he struts about as though Providence itself had anointed him, condescending to me with that smug, charitable smile, as though poverty were a moral failing, as though I were to blame for the sweat on my own brow!

>>24798309
Contributing to reduction of the white population in any way is anti-human.

>>24798423
You're not a real human, how would you know?

>>24798429
If you hate white people so much, then give up everything they've given to you and go back to living in the stone age.

I read somewhere that people who take to conspiracy theories are unhappy with life/the world. The most into conspiracies person I’ve ever met was a 5’5 guy I used to work with.

Think the same impulse might explain a lot of white supremacists. If you’re short, ugly, weird, not particularly bright at school, then of course you’d cling to the one privilege you do have for dear life.

>>24798441
what? give up vaccines, microplastics and GMO foods? you gotta be kidding

How could there be life after death without life before life? Heraclitus said that while life has the name of life, in reality it is death. Death precedes life, and living is dying.

>>24798444
>>24798446
I would seething too if I was brown.

>>24798441
>No i'm a real American human
Oxymoron, moron

>>24798460
>illiterate retard
Makes sense.

I hate holidays.

That this girl would look a better in open toed shoes instead

>>24798460
degenerative diseases don't exist in indigenous tribes.

>>24798496
She is wearing open toed shoes

>>24798497
That's completely untrue.

>>24798513
He's a footfag. He wants to see all five poking out.

>>24798539
it’s practically nonexistent if they still follow their natural diet. they also have lower cardiovascular diseases, they're taller, no cavities, etc.
a dentist in the last century noticed savages always had excellent teeth, and civilised populations possess wretched, decaying teeth.

I've been thinking how in TV shows, protagonists can be excused and even praised by the viewer for just about any act provided they're competent and have *some* veneer of a moral code, no matter how thin. Dude hit you daughter? Murdered. Haha that character is such a badass and that guy had it coming. Okay, fair enough. But are there still some red lines? Could you ever have a protagonist that was a sexual predator, for example? What about if they only raped someone one time in a moment of weakness? Don't think I've ever seen that in fiction. Would it be beyond the pale for the viewer?

>>24798560
>if
Meaning it's not true. Goal post moved.
>they still follow their natural diet
Papuans following their native diet of eating human brains still get Kuru. So again not true.
I would encourage you to do a couple of cursory Google searches about the prevalence of type II diabetes, heart disease, dementia, osteoarthritis, Parkinson's, other prions in indigenous people, but being brown and so functionally retarded and lacking in self-awareness, that would be a waste of electricity and bandwidth for Google.

>>24798539
It was the modern diets that ruined both them and the white and mostly poorer classes.
"Civilization" is about domestication of work-beasts, nothing civil about it.

>>24798598
human brain isn’t part of our natural evolutionary diet. the tehuelche, maasai, tongans, seminole, mundari, malakal - all tall and strong in stature. but when they modernised, their children weren't as tall, had a narrowed face, crowded teeth, and a reduced immunity to disease.

the primitive seminole girl left, the civilised seminole girl born to parents who had abandoned their traditional diet, right

>>24798598
>native diet of eating human brains still get Kuru.
It's a funeral ritual, which is why it mostly affects women because they're the ones obligated to eat their relative's spine and brain. It's not a normal part of their diet. This is like fat people logic where they think eating a salad once a year should have cancelled out funnelling fats and carbs the rest of the time.

>>24798642
>>24798649
>>24798674
Coping and still refusing to address the prevalence of type II diabetes, heart disease, dementia, osteoarthritis, Parkinson's, other prions in indigenous people relative to the general population.

>>24798693
Most of these are culture bound diseases. A lot of them only arise when eating Americanised diets. The same with obesity and ischemic heart disease: the Japanese person who moves to America has just significantly increased their risk of dying of one of those two things, and Japan doesn't adhere to a strict historical diet all that well in the first place.

>>24798693
"Coping"? You have mountains of evidence to pour over and you just hold your nose up in the air and say "NO"

The type two diabetes etc. came after they were assimilated into "civilization". How many different ways do you have to hear it? Stop believing in the myth of the noble civilized man.

>>24798703
>Most of these
Type II diabetes is. Fail.

>>24798705
>muh type II diabetes
Again, nothing to say about the rest. Are you dishonest or just stupid? I'd wager it's both.

>>24798693
modernised indigenous populations. traditional maasai have been studied extensively. living on their ancestral diet they have extremely low rates of heart disease, diabetes is nonexistent, no evidence of prion diseases at all.
our brains have been shrinking since 20000 years ago, around the time of settled civilisation and we started introducing more plant foods to our diet. moving away from the nutrient-rich hunter-gatherer diet.

>>24798712
>>24798721
Kys /pol/tards

>>24798722
i’m disagreeing with him

>>24798721
What has the great Maasai civilization accomplished in the last 20,000 years?

>>24798739
it's true that primitive peoples didn't invent vaccines, polyester, technologies that emit constant EMF. and for that they live in a less toxic world than us.

>>24798756
>>24798747

>>24798759
Nta but more cows which is basically always their goal

>>24798756
>>24798759
Or chairs, the wheel, the plow, writing.

>>24798782
the most venerated poem in western history comes from a culture that hadn’t invented writing.

>>24798792
>the most venerated poem in western history
Quality judgement that you can't be trusted to make.

>>24798796
calling something ‘the most venerated’ is not a quality judgement on my part.

If you thought these native diets and caveman cultures were better, then you would be living that way. You aren't, because they're not. Instead, you sit here complaining about white people out of an innate sense of inferiority with the language, the politics, the philosophy, the technology and the freedom that white people gave to you. If white people had the same level of empathy as the rest of the world, none of you would have those opportunities. None of you would exist. It's absolutely insane behavior.

why are you lashing out over a discussion about diets? do you think you might be b12 deficient?

>>24798848
You tried to make the discussion about diet because it was the singular way you could come up with in which your life might have been better without white people. Shut off your device, disconnect your internet, your electricity and your water, burn everything you own for warmth and then you can seethe.

Watch this video.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQ_M47VdT6M

>>24798881
>anthropology doesn't fairly represent us!
Maybe you should have invented it then.

>>24798892
What are they saying? I don't speak Spanish.

i got ghosted by this chick that had been getting heavy with for like the last two months and now she didn't text me once or call me all day. it's so fucking over. man i'm pissed.

>>24798868
lets stick to the facts. i’m not an extremist - i was just pointing something out that doesn’t fit in with your blinkered worldview. or does bryan johnson have all the answers?

>>24798896
Just more brownoid seething about the western perspective of anthropology, the only perspective that ever cared to develop a scientific theory and used it to investigate their cultures and histories.

>>24798826
people from the global south really hate white people i didn't realize until a couple years ago but even ppl you are friends with secretly resent you if you pay attention. like bruh, it's not my fault i came from the content that created everything good. just enjoy it, you're welcome? or you can always go back?

>>24798919
bet that guy is so glad to have this anon coming in on his side lol

>>24798905
Here are the facts.
>You tried to make the discussion about diet because it was the singular way you could come up with in which your life might have been better without white people.
>Confronted with the evidence that your argument about disease was not true, you ignored it and attacked the bone I threw you.
>Seething about white people as a direct beneficiary and through use of their accomplishments is an extremist position.

>>24798598
>Papuans following their native diet of eating human brains still get Kuru.
lmao

>>24798919
The history of hominids is violent replacement of less developed species. The one time that it didn't happen, the one time that a species was so intellectually developed that it thought to itself "these others are not the same as or equal to us, but we should treat them as if they are anyway", and this is how they say thank you, with the same desire for violent replacement.

>>24798939
and that is that

New: >>24799001