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>You know full well that killing yourself is not something you can 'just' do.
True. Like I said, you're always going to be coping and trying to justify your animal survival instinct. That's all well and good so long as that instinct is functioning properly. But when that instinct malfunctions, when depression comes as it inevitably does to every mind at some point, you have no substantial protection against the simple mathematical logic of suicide. Ultimately, if life is more bad than good, then the decision to go on living is nothing more than an act of self-harm, and the people in your life have no right to demand that of you. Let your body's irrational survival instinct falter for even a moment, and you'll find the reason why atheists have the highest suicide rate of any religious group.