>>24858118 (OP)
You embarked on the quest for truth while knowing fully what was at stake, aware that knowing it might not help you or make you feel any better. You knew fully what you were getting into, and you told yourself that no matter how bad it would be, you were ready for it and that would accept it. And now that you finally know it, you want to turn back and pretend that you've never known it? I spit on you, you coward.