>>42286895
omg she is literally me! I too drink in excess because i hate my own feelings and am currently going on 30 without any sense of purpose in this life! It's not like i ever wanted children or anything. I swear. Never wanted them! Never wanted to have foals and show my parents that I am not a failure of a man. Never wanted to have a mare sleep next to me every single fucking night. Never wanted to start a family and raise my kids like the good fillies and colts they are. Its not like i would literally KILL MYSELF if I reached 30 and didnt have at least the start of a family!
No, my best friend having a child in a couple months did NOT send me over some sort of cliff's edge making me regret every single life decision i have ever made! nonsense.
And knowing that I am a failure to my parents for not perpetuating the natural cycle of life (letting my kids grandparents spoil them) has nothing to do with the fact that I am a kissless and hugless virgin! I bet even they would love to have a filly or colt run around their living room. Sorry, not gonna happen mom and dad! I LOVE LOVE LOVE being single. bachelor life is a good life, right?
Im not unstable, just look at all the things I own! a car and a house and a really good computer. I built it myself! I can render SO MUCH shit with that machine.
So, in conclusion to my wall of text I just want to say FUCK HAVING CHILDREN! No colts, no fillys, no boys or girls, nothing. No point in this shitty world we live in, amiright?
Hell yeah cheerilee! bottoms up to another year of absolutely feeling no sense of purpose of living!
Hell yeah, Booze! (I wish to die soon so I can escape the feeling of inadequacy and disappointment in myself)
