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its the natural result of a godless universe.
there's a reason why life fears death so indescribably hard.
anything capable of thinking, even just a little, is utterly mortified of death, because what comes after is very likely worse.
consciousness could be unkillable, the "you" isn't just your body or brain. it's a unique observer node, ripped into existence from the void when your parents conceived you.
that "you" persists despite every cell in your body being replaced, and its very possible that it keeps persisting after death.
the sum total of my life and knowledge lead to these outcomes.
hyper hell like I just described.
the "you" fractal awareness node is inevitably brought back not just through sheer chance forced through an absurdly long span of time, but deliberate intentional creation and reconstruction of all minds that ever existed.
your purpose now as a toy archived in endless experiments that an infinitely evolving god ego curiously learns from. expect new forms of qualia, endless torture growing worse inside an exponentially growing monster god ego "thing" if you can even call it a being at that point, and every second it not grows stronger, more complex, but the rate at which it grows increases too. it has beyond infinite power, it can do literally anything and more beyond what your monkey brain could every imagine.
this absurdly evolved monster ego recreates every possible mind, the you is ripped back just as you were once ripped before like we know its possible to happen.
and the second outcome, the infinite fractal "horror" of being in an indescribable state that lasts for infinite unending time, when the "you node" becomes "wrong" after dying, without a body it becomes trapped into a state we cant describe, you experience infinity or some kind of recursive indescribable fractal state of existence.
without a body, your consciousness might twist into something malformed. an eternal, structureless awareness trapped in a broken loop, experiencing time and self in ways we can't describe. this is why the fear is so deep. it's not fear of nothing, it's fear of something infinitely worse.
and I still lean toward this being possible because the "you" has already shown it's not just physical as we understand physical.
you didn’t vanish when your body changed. you didn’t stop being "you" when your memories warped or when your cells were replaced. that fractal awareness "observer node" or whatever you want to call it, once it’s sparked into existence, it might be permanent unique part of reality.
it very likely doesn't just go away when you die, or it would have went away early in your life when your body replaces all the dead cells.
