>>42455764 (OP)
You will never be clean. You are very stinky, you have such a overwhelming fart smell, you eat cheese to oomph up your smell. You are a smelly pony fallen to the illusion that you'd be ever be clean and are delusional enough to think you can escape the smelly life.
All the βvalidationβ you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back ponies smell you. Your parents will always give you garlic and cheese, your βfriendsβ feed at you with so much smelly food behind closed doors.
Stallions are captivated by your smell. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed stallions to sniff out the most smelliest mare with incredible efficiency. Even mares who βsmell cleanβ look unkempt and dirty to a stallion like Big Macintosh or a rich one like Fancy Pants. Your mane structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a nice warm bath to get rid of the smell, it will come back to you and make you smelly all over again.
You will never be clean. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself you will be clean one day, but deep inside you feel the smell creeping up like a weed, ready to make you smell like you came from the sewers.