>>127153536
i'm always torn about posting the stuff i've created. i don't attach my real identity to it nor want direct attention from it, nor do i create it with other people's attention in mind in the way a lot of people seem to do when they make music to share online to get listeners. but i'm really curious how the stuff i've created comes across to other people, because to me it's so specific, and my process for working is in such a way that over time i'm so far away from the point in time that i made them and their subliminal context that it's like i'm looking through a weird jungian-esque tunnel into an audio painting of my ego. it's draining though, i don't listen to it in the same way i'd listen to things created by other people. but i don't have much interest in promoting it, it's just there, existing online silently.
