>>2843880
disagree about clear mentally
I got so confused if i didnt have a trip sitter I'd of gone for a walk and got totally lost, to myself i kept teleporting about the house, time was all chopped up, like id start to do something, then teleport back in time to when i thought of doing it, and then be half way done, and then at the end, then the start, my blood pressure got so low i just kept napping out, and whatever i got fixated on as i passed out i would awake repeating that word, like my friend would say something and id just repeat the last word over and over and over and wake up to myself doing it
it was like i was truly possessed, nothing else comes close, at one point i thought i was flying through space, but i was actually just chucking furniture about the room and spinning round and round really fast whilst i was staring up at the light bulb
complete madness
at one point i thought i was in a dream, and then conscious me had woken up, and i was now trapped in this limbo state of a dream that no one is dreaming
another part i experienced the creation of the universe with each element from start to finish, first sound, then with the addition of light, and so on,
time was very lurid and would speed up and slow down like a carousel
utter madness
drunkeness, yes, but clarity, absolutely not
(this was 4 large caps, dried out over 5 days, partially rehydrated every day, then dried to crisp, then crushed up into a tea that was low boil for about 20 minutes)
