>>507258648I used to pay this Whitish hooker just to snuggle and cuddle.
Of course she was nice enough but obviously her life was a trashy mess but her place was clean and she had a really wonderful dog.
After you've gone years of no human contact other than a handshake or a light hug from a family member it does things to you.
How I can describe the feeling of cuddling after all those years of almost no physical contact?
It was like over the course of a large amount of time, so slowly and incrementally that I didn't notice it.
A 80 lb bag of concrete was lowered onto my chest and I didn't know it.
After a good cuddle session it felt like that bag was lifted off all at once, and all the sudden I realized how easy I could breathe.
Really I don't hate women, despite their best efforts but they can never comprehend what true loneliness is.