Anonymous
ID: tmfib4Ue
6/14/2025, 12:55:33 PM No.507328503
Everything I was raised to learn about the world is false.
Intelectually I know a lot, been on /pol/ since forever, have a high IQ, but still... my subconscious is as retarded as it's always been.
- Evil does win (look at the jews: feminism, lgbt, social media, porn, drugs, blackmail, media, war, pedophilia, etc.)
- Women aren't who I was told they were
- Good is rare and no one historically has risen against real tyranny and we belong to a system that will have us join the army and go kill (not hit, not argue with, not insult, but remove the life from another human being that is just like us) because some politicians who serve some jews said so. And we will do it, we are no better than the Ukrainians, like you can try and outrun them but they'll catch you and they'll put you in the front lines. We all want to believe we'll shoot our sergeant and desert before we commit evil acts... We won't, the Ukrainians didn't, the Russians didn't, our grandparents didn't during WW1 and WW2, we will not.
Just imagine the shame you feel when you break your nofap streak, or when you don't lift for a week, or when that girl smiles at you and you don't find the courage to go talk to her, now imagine you get sent to a war and you end up shooting people that have done nothing to you, the war ends and you come back home... imagine the shame you'll feel.
I mean even for the edgiest of the degens on /pol/ this would hurt.
I honestly don't know if I'm strong enough to act like Jesus and give my life before I violate my soul, or if I'll choose Satan... I'm trying hard to live my life according to Good values, yet I still sometimes find myself lacking the courage to be good in the easiest situations like talk to that girl or don't waste time on this or that, how will I be able to truly say No, I draw my boundary here and no I will not do this or that, and how can I be sure I won't change my mind once the court martial officers order my execution?
Intelectually I know a lot, been on /pol/ since forever, have a high IQ, but still... my subconscious is as retarded as it's always been.
- Evil does win (look at the jews: feminism, lgbt, social media, porn, drugs, blackmail, media, war, pedophilia, etc.)
- Women aren't who I was told they were
- Good is rare and no one historically has risen against real tyranny and we belong to a system that will have us join the army and go kill (not hit, not argue with, not insult, but remove the life from another human being that is just like us) because some politicians who serve some jews said so. And we will do it, we are no better than the Ukrainians, like you can try and outrun them but they'll catch you and they'll put you in the front lines. We all want to believe we'll shoot our sergeant and desert before we commit evil acts... We won't, the Ukrainians didn't, the Russians didn't, our grandparents didn't during WW1 and WW2, we will not.
Just imagine the shame you feel when you break your nofap streak, or when you don't lift for a week, or when that girl smiles at you and you don't find the courage to go talk to her, now imagine you get sent to a war and you end up shooting people that have done nothing to you, the war ends and you come back home... imagine the shame you'll feel.
I mean even for the edgiest of the degens on /pol/ this would hurt.
I honestly don't know if I'm strong enough to act like Jesus and give my life before I violate my soul, or if I'll choose Satan... I'm trying hard to live my life according to Good values, yet I still sometimes find myself lacking the courage to be good in the easiest situations like talk to that girl or don't waste time on this or that, how will I be able to truly say No, I draw my boundary here and no I will not do this or that, and how can I be sure I won't change my mind once the court martial officers order my execution?
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