>no job
>no gf
>no friends
>live at mom's house (parents are divorced and dad hates me)
>depressed
>deformed
>loser
>spent 20 years playing counterstrike and I'm still silver rank
Give me a good reason why I shouldn't end my life right now.

>>507374711 (OP)
For me it's God's greatest gift to mankind, liquor. An addict ceases to worry about much else aside from his addiction after truly spiraling and at that point you gain a reason to live. It's not a good reason and it'll destroy you eventually, but it's something.

>>507374711 (OP)
Make a twitch channel.

>>507374711 (OP)
i almost did but i spoke to people and got help, keep moving forward man there is always a way

>>507375237
>got help
How did they help you? Do you mean therapy?

>>507375307
therapy, medication and just talking to people, i was also suffering with a medical condition called post concussion syndrome so ad i gotbetter from the post concussion syndrome it also helped me get out of my depression. But literally talking to people how you feel makes eveything much better

>>507374711 (OP)
Why is this on pol you fucking german loser

>>507374711 (OP)
>20 years playing counterstrike and I'm still silver rank
That's just not believable you liar.

>>507375490
inbred redneck cant handle people talking about their feelings

>>507375484
>therapy
Back to plebbit fag jew.

>>507375484
What about if talking to people IRL makes me more depressed and miserable?

>>507374711 (OP)
Haha. What a loser. He lives with his mom

sounds like you should hit the road and be a homeless traveler. lots of them are fkn weirdos but they all seem to be at peace with their lives

>>507375703
shut up you latvian motherfucker you just mad becuase no one gives a shit about your small ass country

Retard is living better than 95% of humans in history and still wants to rope. Relax, we're all going to be dead pretty soon, enjoying nature and vidya in the mean time is pretty sweet.

>>507375710
even like your family? id suggest therapy them because its not normal to get depressed when talking to real people

>>507376113
>don't like talking to people?
>go talk to someone
sigh....

>>507374711 (OP)
>>deformed
I'm listening Hans...

Why would you play CS outside of 1.6 func_vehicle maps

>>507376204
i really dont know how else you are supposed to get help if you cant talk to people

>>507376204
a good therapist can change your life

>>507374711 (OP)
I advocate that you do end your life. Tonight preferably.

>>507374711 (OP)
>spent 20 years playing counterstrike and I'm still silver rank
No way. I fucking sucked and still made it to DMG. That was like 10 years ago albeit however

>>507376026
I'm a U.S. citizen born and raised in the South. Mac and cheese and diabeetus - and I'm fat.

>>507374711 (OP)
>No job
If you fix this step, the rest of them will be fixed in turn. Apart from the deformity...thats a nice little trick nature played on you for keks

>>507374711 (OP)
It ain't over till it's over.

That self-defeatist attitude does not become you, kraut-kun

One needs drastic & radical change to force open the eyes to see the lights that shut eyes have neglected to notice.

Go out for a walk in the world, go to the gym, enjoy the splendor that life has to offer offline. Don't let things you have no real influence over influence your life so intensely & easily.

>>507376612
Yea there is no way to play 20 years and be silver. You could strat call and memorize trick smokes and get to at least whatever is before DMG, 1 or 2.

>>507376617
how did you end up moving from america to latvia?

>>507374711 (OP)
>and I'm still silver rank
if you work really hard you can reach DMG

>>507374711 (OP)
Do it! Just do it! Drink some booze for bravery, tie a noose around a door handle and do it! You can even jerk off so you'll orgasm as you'll leave this world!

>>507374711 (OP)
>>spent 20 years playing counterstrike and I'm still silver rank
the other ones may sound bad but this is really the worse of them all. it shows you are truly a midwit

I remember attempting the original Counterstrike,the Halflife mod.

They implemented decals,textures you can toss on walls ingame you can create yourself. And why I stopped playing it.

What did the kiddies choose to make into decals?

Messy cumshots!

Faces that looked like ground zero at the vanilla shake explosion. Ick.

>>507374711 (OP)
If you have nothing to live for and want to die, at least make it worth while. You still have a chance to make the world a better place through your death. Go out with a bang, and take some one with you who really makes the world worse. Find some one like a Soros, and... we'll i think you know where i'm going with this.

First of all, you’re way too young to seriously consider roping. Life is not that but it’s not that short either. You have no idea what’s in store for you and it would be a waste to end it prematurely without the full view of what your life even is.

Second of all, a big issue you have given what you mentioned is your unwillingness to live up to expectations you reasoned for yourself. Why beat yourself up about shit like living at home or being a virgin as an unmarried man? These are normal. I mean, sure they’re not sought after for the fucked to clown world epoch you were born into but they’re normal, both now and historically.

Man, life is just a series of moments strung together. It isn’t about how many pussies you’ve fucked or how good your job is or where you live or any of this stupid bullshit. Life is about what you did with those finite moments. You spent too much time playing counterstrike? Okay, well you were young. Youth is for wasting so you can learn. That’s is the whole point. You’re an adult now and you can take that information and decide to do something more worthwhile with your life and in the end, that’s most of what makes any life worth living at all. Either we’re here to just kind of enjoy it or suffer through it until ends, in which case ending it now is at best being more of a rush than necessary, or we are here to do something with the finite time we’ve been given, and I shouldn’t need to tell you why roping is obviously counterproductive in that regard. So stop moping, figure out how to spend this life of yours, and do it. Before you know it, it will be over. So just get to it.

>>507375579
It is. I spent a decade playing league of legends and never got above silver.

>>507375237
> keep moving forward
Honestly this is the single best advice any man can ever receive. Most people live in a state of standing still or retreating. The key to life is to push forward. Your salvation is in striving.

>>507376774
I'm super racist and wanted to live with white people all my life. Because I grew up with niggers. God gave me a Latvian wife. I literally didn't know Latvia was even a country. I thought she was Lithuanian.

>>507377184
>midwit
No way. Even a midwit would get to MG1 after that long.

>>507377378
And swastikas. You are a fag afraid of porn and based nazi symbology.

>>507374711 (OP)
Step 1 is get a fucking job and
Step fucking 2 is go to trade school and become a plumber or hvac

Pull deine self up by the boot straps mein Deutsche bruder

>>507377506
For playing League instead of DOTA you're for sure garbage anyway.

>>507374711 (OP)
Your gf was just born today. Wait 18 years.

>>507375710
lol you are depressed and miserable, so you don't know what the fuck you don't like or what makes you feel worse
just shut the fuck up and realize that it's just your mind that has gotten comfortable in the misery and is scared to actually do something to break that cycle of self-hurt and self-pity
only reason you can live like this, being totally miserable and alone, is because of Jews and women, so get angry at the root cause of your shitty existence instead of dismissing anons trying to put the truth in your hands
if you're not up for therapy (it's mostly fucking gay so not blaming you), take a martial arts class, any kind, just try it out, and then when the weather is right seek out to join a nationalist group in your area
you don't have to do anything extreme or weird just attend classes and meeting (totally normal activities, you won't stick out, nothing to be scared of)

>>507377941
I haven't played league in at least half a decade so there's that.

>>507374711 (OP)
> deformed
How?

>>507377897
He's mentally weak and physically deformed. He's not getting a job and a trade. He feels ashamed of his history because tyrannical lefties have groomed him. His country has been taken over by immigrants, and they'll be employed over him due to diversity policies. Its over for this german cripple.

To development belongs fulfilment — every evolution has a beginning, and every fulfilment is an end. To youth belongs age; to arising, passing; to life, death. For the animal, tied in the nature of its thinking to the present, death is known or scented as something in the future, something that does not threaten it. It only knows the fear of death in the moment of being killed. But man, whose thought is emancipated from the fetters of here and now, yesterday and tomorrow, boldly investigates the “once” of past and future, and it depends on the depth or shallowness of his nature whether he triumphs over this fear of the end or not. An old Greek legend — without which the Iliad could not have been — tells how his mother put before Achilles the choice between a long life or a short life full of deeds and fame, and how he chose the second.

>>507374711 (OP)
Play zombie mod
Competitive is for tranny or cheater or both

>>507374711 (OP)
You just need find the truth.
Join Arbor Aeternum and you will not be a waste of space!

all of these except for counterstrike (too lacking in attention span to play vidya) and job. i actually have a job but i feel like more of a loser for having one. i have no life outside of working while i hear my co workers talking constantly about their plans after work or for the weekend. i look forward to working since if im not working i'm just LDARing on my laptop.

>>507374711 (OP)
NOBODY FUCKING CARES
go cry on /b/
buy an add

Man was, and is, too shallow and cowardly to endure the fact of the mortality of everything living. He wraps it up in rose-coloured progress-optimism, he heaps upon it the flowers of literature, he crawls behind the shelter of ideals so as not to see anything. But impermanence, the birth and the passing, is the form of all that is actual — from the stars, whose destiny is for us incalculable, right down to the ephemeral concourses on our planet. The life of the individual — whether this be animal or plant or man — is as perishable as that of peoples of Cultures. Every creation is fore-doomed to decay, every thought, every discovery, every deed to oblivion. Here, there, and everywhere we are sensible of grandly fated courses of history that have vanished. Ruins of the “have-been” works of dead Cultures lie all about us. The hubris of Prometheus, who thrust his hand into the heavens in order to make the divine powers subject to man, carries with it his fall.

>What, then, becomes of the chatter about “undying achievements”?

YAMCHA!

>>507378487
This. Whats he even doing posting this shit on pol. What is wrong with these retards. I see many threads that belong on b.

So you are 20yo? lmao. I was fucking around until 25, then finished a degree and made into consulting. 20 is nothing. it's just a start.

>>507374711 (OP)
Again, fuck off, this is not politically related. This is not your hug box. This is no plebbit. Go the fuck back.

>>507374711 (OP)
Same. Welcome to the neet club mein freund

As a man, you can and should keep getting better with age. Ignore the doomers and cunts and other demoralizing faggots that try and tell you that unless X and Y and whatever by age 22 that your life is over, those people are disgusting trash.
The goal of a man's life is to know himself, to learn, and to create and/or pursue his own power and meaning. Do these things for YOURSELF, not for any other fucking cunt.
You must be honest about who and what you are and identify your strengths, weaknesses, and fundamental components i.e. how you were raised, your genetics, your demographic, etc.. Then you will have a base of understanding to motivate you to continue progressing in life.
Russian General Suvorov PERSONALLY led his armies at the age of 70. And he kept winning. Now imagine thinking 'oh no i am 28 year it's over' lmao.

>>507378539
Forethought? More like fleeting amirite loser fag?

>>507374711 (OP)
take care of mom. will help you build purpose and you'll figure it out eventually. she'll appreciate the help around the house especially as she ages. and as long as you have at least someone you're worth something to, it matters. live service crap is a trap tho

>>507376059
Fax nigga

>>507374711 (OP)
Talk to a therapist, bro. Not 4chan.

>>507374711 (OP)
The powers that be will soon be retreating below the ground and discard 99% of their control structures like government bodies, intelligence personnel, military enforcers, think-thank masterminds, religious figures, mercantile and economic assets, the whole managerial, bureaucratic and parasitic class, and countless other occulted elites and puppets across various industries which have been hard at work in aiding and abeting them for thousands of years to shackle and enslave the rest of humanity to their doctrines and systems of control.
This is the moment we've all been waiting for anons, the Great Equalizer will bring about the extermination campaigns most of us and our ancestors could never even have dream of. The Authority currently employs hundreds of millions of men and women across various governing bodies, industries and departments, and they will all perish in a righteous rage this world has never seen before and perhaps never will see again after. Six thousand years of lies, atrocities, misery and untold suffering are coming to an end anons, and all those currently working for the system, including those retired or decommissioned, will be hunted down and wiped off from the face of the earth for their complicity and duplicity.

Rip and tear their flesh apart until it is done

>>507374711 (OP)
same. This is me too

>>507374711 (OP)
At least you have a huge dick

>>507374711 (OP)

Out of all these , the counter strike one is probably the biggest indicator your life is over.
Just .. I dont know what to tell you.

>>507374711 (OP)
I have no gf too and have never had one
It sucks. But that doesn’t mean you should stop

>>507376204
Look at it this way, you're already talking to people right now

>>507374711 (OP)
Stay for the happenings into 2030 same as tge rest of anons lol then ackk