>>507974305 (OP)The worst thing is when you have nothing to blame. I had an okay childhood, born in a 1st world country with lots of financial support for education, able bodied, average looking...
Yet I made all kinds of problems up in my head and self-sabotaged myself at every step to become a total fucking loser and now I have to live in the hell I created for myself for the rest of my life knowing I did this myself.