i don't know what to believe anymore.
i used to believe that the world was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions working towards some esotheric goal hidden from everyone.

but then i see absurd stuff like trump and zelensky in the white house and can't help but think of everything as just constant chaos, each person working for their own limited interests, a constant omni-directional tug of war.

i feel like i'm going insane.

>>508096933 (OP)
>i used to believe that the world was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions working towards some esotheric goal hidden from everyone.
>but then i see absurd stuff like trump and zelensky in the white house
literally why cant you think both of these things are right?

>>508096933 (OP)
Replace the word Satanist with Zionist.

>>508096933 (OP)
People are just children playing games. There is nothing more to it.

>>508097370
Agree. Biden was like Trump 2nd term. Bush people had always been in control - they keep getting pissed off.

The world wars were primarily about Britain not wanting Germany to surpass them. There is a cabal pursuing a secret goal, but it's just rich people (rootless cosmopolitan capital) trying to maximize their power and wealth. They try to direct world affairs from the shadows as best they can but they're not as unified or all-powerful as conspiracy theories posit. Some of them do esoteric LARPing to feel important but others treat it more banally.

>>508097370
>literally why cant you think both of these things are right?
i just have a hard time believing that those from the shadows would allow such crude displays from those in power like presidents

israel did nothing wrong

yeah its not "satanists" it's Satan.

We live in a Clown World. You just realized everything is just too silly and incompetent to be guided by any single group.

>>508096933 (OP)
your first assumption is correct
the theatrics are consent mining and energy harvesting
you paying attention to the clown (demon) show gives energy to rituals
its berserk basically, yeah

>>508096933 (OP)
touch grass

>>508098095
kek

>>508097884
it's terrifying if it's actually like that

>>508096933 (OP)
touch sand

Those two things aren't mutually exclusive though
It's a clown show on the surface but the people who are actually in control are advancing the plan. Agenda 2030 and so on.
Politicians, nation-states, all of that is just a smokescreen. Govs are controlled by financial institutions (the highest of which is the BIS in Basel, btw called Bâle in French which is pronounced the same as Baal) and these financial institutions and empires before them have been run by the Canaanite blood cult for millennia. You don't know their names and never will

>>508097388
Zionists are one faction. They control the RNC and possibly Russia. WEF Luciferians are the other influential faction. They control Europe and the DNC

>>508100764
All Jewish

>>508097370
Agree 100%

>>508096933 (OP)
Its people who are asleep assertimg themselves over the awake, because those who have awareness value life.

>>508101027
Designer religions can fall out of the control of their designers and become independent. This may be what happened with Christianity

>>508096933 (OP)
>What??? Human society is more complex than my children's storybooks?
AAAAAAAAAA HELP ME NIGGERMAN IM GOING INSANE

>>508101453
This is assuming Christianity is a purpose built designer religion like Luciferianism. I'm not sure it is. Frank Herbert seemed to suggest as much

>>508099077
Kek

>>508096933 (OP)
>constant chaos, each person working for their own limited interests, a constant omni-directional tug of war.
Congrats you finally figured it out. No one is in control.

>>508096933 (OP)
Everything is done in the interest of the jews, Zelensky works in the interest of the jews and Trump works in the interest of the jews. The only people being held back are those the jews deem as a threat, white people, a healthy middle east, the japs and so on.

>>508098570
It is the case. There is no any single guiding force.
Russia is a joke outside of their nukes, ran by a baby boomer who desperately wants to bring back his glory days of the USSR.
The USA is a joke outside of our nukes, ran by people who are more interested in protecting/helping/propping up anyone besides Americans. No matter what color tie they have on.
Israel has caused more Antisemitism in the world than anyone else due to their sheer incompetence and blood lust. Oh and shit like AIPAC.
The right wing voters have spent the last 15ish years complaining about government over reach and spying on the American population(rightfully so btw)....but now support Trump's CCP level monitoring system....to own the libs.
The left wing voters in general since 2015
China being China had an oopsie woopies fucky wucky at one of their labs and caused the whole world to shut down. We all must pretend like this is ok, it came from nature, and/or it does not exist. It's NOT a prototype DNA weapon that leaked. Nope, no sir.
The European leaders are basically genociding their own people with compassion for "the other"

>>508096933 (OP)
If you can't avoid the problem, become the problem. Better to be the terror than to be terrorized.

>>508096933 (OP)
>used to believe that the world was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions working towards some esotheric goal hidden from everyone.
it is but not everyone involved is as competent as they'd like you to believe
some of the people involved are extremely retarded, some are extremely clever

>>508096933 (OP)
>can't help but think of everything as just constant chaos
Life IS chaos. But the concept of life and everything going on in the world is so hard for the human mind to actually fully comprehend that people have to make up stories for it to make sense to them
>it’s all part of God’s grand plan
>it’s the illuminati
>it’s aliens
>it’s the jews
Every thing in the world needs to be attributed to some grand power in order for it to make sense to some people. The truth is that life is just pure chaos

Everyone is in on the joke, by 2030 you'll own nothing and be happy because we're already under a one world government. The wars are fake, the conflicts are fake, the noise is all fake, dude. The absurdity of the world exists for you to transcend it easily. Just chill, man. Get some cereal and milk. Eat it slowly and taste the truth.

>>508096933 (OP)
I don't understand the desire to believe in some shadow cabal of mysterious satanists.
You can just look at the demographic composition of the top 100 political donors.
https://www.opensecrets.org/elections-overview/biggest-donors
> Jews are 2% of the population, but nearly half of the list.
> They dominate our media, journalism, entertainment, news,social media platforms, and every other industry of public perception
> They operate dozens of vicious NGOs that rig our political dialogue through censorship and blacklisting.
> They dominate academia to the point that they've removed 5/8 Ivy League university presidents in the past year for being deemed insufficiently aligned with jewish interests.

What is this need to believe in shadowy and mysterious groups when it's beyond obvious that it's jews? Why lie to yourself about some hidden boogieman when a basic understanding of fractions, ratios, and percentages points to this obvious reality?
Would it not make infinitely more sense to focus on solving the jewish problem, then if things are still fucked up, go in search of this mysterious shadow cabal?

>>508103195
The jews are most definitely doing a lot of bad things, they're the only people you're not allowed to criticize. And they consistently ruin video games and anime whenever they can.

>>508096933 (OP)
>the world was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions
>everything as just constant chaos, each person working for their own limited interests, a constant omni-directional tug of war.
Both are true - relatively
Take a break chap. Mortal man cannot figure everything out by himself. Go outside, visit frens/family and take a deep breath.
>>508097668
The most powerful mortal on earth is not that powerful. Trust me.

>>508097722
Incorrect
>>508097782
Satan doesnt exist nigger

>>508098570
>it's terrifying if it's actually like that
Chaos is less terrifying than one of these cabals actually getting what they want

>>508100458
>by the Canaanite blood cult for millennia
Christfags and kikes? Kek

>>508096933 (OP)
The monolithic zionist entity is real but there are also many shabbos goy scrambling for scraps around the edges.

>>508096933 (OP)
>but then i see absurd stuff like trump and zelensky in the white house and can't help but think of everything as just constant chaos
nigger, that is a confirmation that the world is controlled by jews.

>>508100764
>WEF Luciferians are the other influential faction. They control Europe and the DNC
I'd call them shitlib globalists

>>508101635
>designer religion like Luciferianism
No such thing

i just wanted reality shaping mind powers

>>508103195
>The truth is that life is just pure chaos
Life would be impossible in a cosmos of pure chaos
Order exists

>>508096933 (OP)
The real conspiracy is that a whole bunch of people think they're in charge of the world, yet none of them are.

>>508097388
It's the Jews you fucking retards

>>508096933 (OP)
ever since covid and ukraine war broke out i feel like im losing my sanity and going crazy. i stopped caring about my current job, when i try searching other job, none of them interest me, its all pointless crap with around same salary. i dont enjoy anything anymore. no video games or nude women are a joy anymore. i slowly started losing friends (down to one buddy atm), i speak mostly with my mom and do nothing. i have no goals, i have no joy, i have no motivation, i dont want to study, i dont see a point in anything. even funny youtube videos are a fuckiing chore at this point. im not super rich, so i cant go full retard mode, but right now im just existing if you can call it like that. the fucking clowns in world ruling power are playing games and im literally in a circus. im just barely keeping myself from drowning in alcohol and throwing myself from high building

>>508096933 (OP)
>i used to believe that the world was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions working towards some esotheric goal hidden from everyone.
Too many people started to think that so they decided to introduce a little chaos to snap you out of it. The "world leaders" are just muppets, it's acceptable to humiliate and even kill them off sometimes.

>>508096933 (OP)
I feel the exact same way, man

>>508097668
Then you dont understand the power

>>508096933 (OP)
its all good theatre

>>508096933 (OP)
A self regulated gigantic mind. That every once in a while needs to cull itself to keep working. Our oder is arbitrary, based on the empirism we get attached to an idea and then think it's truth.

>>508096933 (OP)
It's both, do you really think esoteric satanists/demon summoners who are willing to eat children and entreat with extra-dimensional entities in order to try and escape entropy and "live" longer in the material world (hoisting by their own petard of course) are not self-centred enough to be constantly in a power struggle with their own kind? That's kind of the point, they've been corrupted to the point where they can't see a way to escape the lower dimensions without some kind of blood trading sacrifice and lack confidence to do it on their own, so they live in a constant state of anxiety and fear and desperation thinking that the opportunity for anybody to transcend is minimal and therefore they are willing to backstab everybody to do it. They work with each other to suppress the population in the same way that competing cattlemen dont randomly kill one anothers stock without making use of the resources, if they can instead steal them for themselves or become head rancher and steal their territory etc

>>508097668
>i just have a hard time believing that those from the shadows would allow such crude displays from those in power like presidents
crudeness is how they capture the minds of the hordes of boomers
consider trump is a 70 year old who figured out twitter is a place to lodge law, as you used (or still have to if you aren't unconstitutional) to have to do it in the newspaper
power isn't really truth, there is a lot more to the individual in abusiveness and the question that if we are in a demiurges dream then that abuse is the method to survival and allowing stupidity to make you think that you are divinely invulnerable is not sound
that's why they delete master and slave from technical documentation - you're not allowed to know because a healthy master and slave is their enemy

>>508097388
why replace a word with a perfect synonym

>>508097722
they are cursed because they are desert goatfuckers worse than the other desert goatfuckers because they explicitly allowed themselves to be possessed in the bed of civilization
israel is evil and gains power by the attention, rome paid it no attention and wielded over it
berserk isn't the best application to israel, it's more about the individuals path in finding out about it
>>508105169
this is way more accurate
DMT elves are probably very real

>>508096933 (OP)
>i feel like i'm going insane.
i have observed that religious people call that "spiritual awakening"

Everyone is shitposting
No one is WRITING.
Thats the state of the planet right now.

>>508096933 (OP)
Welcome to the world, nigger.
Speed-running the destruction of mankind and this Epoch Civilization via Corruption.

>>508096933 (OP)
it's the jews, anon
they're demon hybrids and proud
that's it

The most likely truth that I believe is that yes, there is a / several global conspiracies going on by powerful interest groups (because that's what humans do), and they control the macro narrative, but not the micro, i. e. everyday business and events. That's why you sometimes have rogue elements like Trump - who is part of the elite, but also a chaotic agent who sonetimes sways from the script, or the random political uprising or even war. So yeah, powerful groups are mostly in control but even they are not perfect and the world is too chaotic for even they to puppeteer half the time.

>>508102879
Better to live in chaotic neutrality than orderly oppression. The jungle is preferable to the prison.

>>508096933 (OP)
You're overthinking it.
The structure of humanity is different according to the criteria used: Nr of babies defines who has genes going forward, money, military strength, immune system robustness in the face of a global pathogen, intellect, satisfaction in life etc
The more you worry about the political aspect alone the more you're their slave.

>>508096933 (OP)
The belief that the world is controlled by X group is 20th century mindset based on the totalitarian states that ruled back then.
You want to believe there's some secret group in control because this is how much of the 20th century great powers operated. And it has been drilled into people's minds. It's a consequence of the rise of fascism and later cold war.
The truth that some people can't accept is that the world in the 21st century is chaotic.

>>508104277
Scientology

>>508096933 (OP)
welcome to post- industrial revolution nigga
technology and innovation aren't evolving anymore, and so we can't escape from our sins anymore
get ready for a New Dark Ages

>>508096933 (OP)
>i feel like i'm going insane.
Well, that and nothing else was the main objective. The Jews are totally meshugge and therefore it is primarily in their ambition to make the whole world around them totally meshugge as well. Everything you get to read/see/hear in the media has been carefully selected to bring you to a point where everything you believe is wrong. You realize this at some point, of course, and then you become meshugge. Someone who is completely meshugge is not sane. And if you're not sane, you can't make your own rational decisions, you can only make foolish ones, like the Jew himself. But unlike you, the Jew has always been meshugge. In this way, he gains power and control over you. He turns you into a madman who allows himself to be led around by the nose by even madder people.

Don't let yourself get so crazy. Don't believe anything, don't trust anyone. The truth is out there.

>>508097668
Your mistake is thinking that these people are in any way intelligent and not just psycopathic opportunists who take advantage of others.

>>508101517
Well, it's not like humans are built for the intake of this abnormal level and amount of conflicting information.

Remember, except a few outliers, we are glorified monkeys struggling to find a pattern into what we see.

>>508100764
jews are a race, not a religion or an ideology.

>>508096933 (OP)
>was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions working towards some esoteric goal hidden from everyone
It used to be. But see those fuckers didn't understand. They worshiped in jest, what was seriously a fact. In their "summoning of the devil" they finally succeeded. Little did they know. They were summoning their doom. Ask The Berbers. If there are any still left. They will tell you what's happening.
https://youtu.be/0qtIMNPdHGA

>>508096933 (OP)
>i feel like i'm going insane.
You are. Take a step back for a bit your brain needs a break. This isn't easy shit to ponder

>>508096933 (OP)
The hand of God rarely reaches out into the world, but when it does it usually comes down with a crashing right fist. Anger. Fury. Pain. Wrath. Justice. And the people responsible rarely see it coming until it's too late.

>>508096933 (OP)
An ominous power is rising. Soon it will evident across the globe. The responsible will be held accountable and liquidated. Even at the price of my life. Worth it. I finally get to give the middle finger to those who harmed me. Enjoy. Enjoy the fire and the flames. As God weeps and The Angels cry. Everything on Earth. Will die. Hahahahahahahahahahaah!

>>508096933 (OP)
there's nothing controlling it. it's all just people making decisions and based on those decisions, things happen. it's basic cause and effect. it's impossible to predict what will happen.

>>508096933 (OP)
Humanity is an ARROGANT species. Full monsters and FOOLS. It deserves this punishment. Hahahahahahahaah! I'll kill, and I'll kill, and I'll kill and keep killing until there's nothing left. These ANIMALS who he treated me like garbage. I'll eat them all. Fuel my tank. Take everything they took from me. The last thing they'll see is their precious sky darken, and I will finally be FREE!

>>508096933 (OP)
>i feel like i'm going insane.

Many will feel like it in the coming weeks, months, years.

Many will search for truth and be unable to find it in the noise.

But it does exist, one truth - one reality of all things.

Seek and you shall find, ask and you shall receive - the truth shall make you free.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9N62T5u4isU

>>508111667
I really do HATE humanity.
I really do HATE You.
Soon. It will be evident.
I will DROWN this world. In BLOOD.

>>508096933 (OP)
>i don't know what to believe anymore.
Why not try Truth?

>>508097668
>i just have a hard time believing that those from the shadows would allow such crude displays from those in power like presidents
They are trying to destroy the post ww2 status quo for the sake of their new world order.

>>508096933 (OP)
>but then i see absurd stuff like trump and zelensky in the white house and can't help but think of everything as just constant chaos, each person working for their own limited interests, a constant omni-directional tug of war
Qui bono? Hahahahahahaah!
https://youtu.be/94syrs_VbbU

>>508096933 (OP)
>the world was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions working towards some esotheric goal hidden from everyone
This is entirely true; the trump zelensky thing is a morsel for the plebs. The Plan proceeds.

>>508111287
That´s very kikey of you. Have you considered removing yourself from the equation? A far simpler process.

>>508097370
Because the jew only thinks in false dichotomy’s to distract the goyim

>>508096933 (OP)
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>>508096933 (OP)
>but think of everything as just constant chaos, each person working for their own limited interests, a constant omni-directional tug of war.
At the end of the day, it's this. Sometimes on just a slightly broader scale, in that we from evolution's side have developed towards liking to feel part of a "tribe", and so you could consider such groups (Jews, the American Christian ultra-conservative elite, technocrats etc) weakly engaged in this omni-directional tug of war, but even in those cases, personal interests will come before those of the tribe, just as interests of the tribe will come before those interests not of the tribe
The fact just is that "intelligent" operations of the brain account for a tiny, tiny percentage of its total output. Even our very brightest are no less slaves to the unconscious, shrouded parts, they are just as jealous, egoistical, and self-interested as everyone else. Evolution would need hundreds of thousands of years of guided precision to carve those things away

>>508096933 (OP)
>religious/satanist factions working towards some esotheric goal hidden from everyone
those are called jews, they are mostly convergent on the main points

>>508096933 (OP)
In berserk the people didn't really have control though. People did what people do and that was exactly what made the desired god exist. The idea of evil, only did what people deep in their hearts desired most, purpose. Meaning for their suffering.

If your question is are the world powers and leaders chaotic, then yes. Or at least, according to berserk, not as organized and in the know as the godhand. Even the apostles were not really in the know. They knew the godhand existed, but didn't know the purpose of it, they just knew them as their angles or gods. I really need to read it again, amazing piece of art.

>>508104759
Yes

>>508096933 (OP)
It's just people being people. There's no mystery to it.

>>508096933 (OP)
you took it too seriously.
dial it back a few notches and you'll be fine.

>>508117101

I suspect there are different factions all vying for power. Even jews aren't monolithic.

>Chabad vs. B'nai b'rith for example

>>508096933 (OP)
>i used to believe that the world was controlled from the shadows by religious/satanist factions working towards some esotheric goal hidden from everyone.
You had no reason to stop believing that.

>>508097388
Yeah. Then all the shit about George Washington, Hitler, Napoleon etc. being Satanist replace it with Zevist

www.templeofzeus.org

>>508096933 (OP)
Clowns in the front killers in the back.