>>508248187I believe that too, I thought my diagnosis was bullshit until I realized I really do exactly as the diagnosis entails. I journaled my life like a faggot to seek the truth and saw that I did have months of this artificial depression proceeded by weeks of time where my life seemed like to be on the up and I had these delusions of grandeur that are embarrassing to write even anonymously but basically I seriously thought I could become a millionaire hacker or some shit. Lot of good things came out of it but I dabbled with antipsychotics and realized they actually did work, I think it's rare though. I didnt feel zombified on abilify, just more normal.