Hey pol
My dad is sundowning
It just sucks. I don't use social media, I usually just work and watch videos on youtube and isolate myself, but my dad is genuinely losing his mind and it sucks. It's been happening and I've been in denial but today was the first time I sat down with my mom and listened to my dad. He's genuinely sundowning.
Anyway call me faggot or whatever I'm sad. Love you guys either way. I'M SAD. I'll get over it

>>508585009 (OP)
Sorry to hear Anon. I’ll say a prayer.

>>508585009 (OP)
a man should never be sad. thankfully you were never a man, faggot

>>508585009 (OP)
Dang dude. That sucks. Im sorry to hear that and wish there was something i could do. Stay strong OP.

>>508585999
Thanks and digits

>>508585009 (OP)
My mom, in a rare moment of lucidity, looked me dead in the eyes and asked me to kill her the other day.
It's hell, anon. True hell on earth.
There's nothing to say that will make it better. But there's other faggots like me here who get it.
All you can do for now is stay strong. When they're finally free from this miserable earth, we can rest. Until then, stay strong and know you're not alone.

>>508585009 (OP)
>>508586255
You guys give them weed edibles like gummies. Learn how to make them yourself out of concentrates like crumble. Don't listen to these literal retards who tell you cannabis is degenerate, I give it to my mom who has dementia it significantly helps.

>>508585009 (OP)
That really sucks. Spend time with him while you still can. He's gonna be gone soon.

>>508586255
Love you man.
I have my mom ho just dealt with this from her own mom. It's an ugly and terrible disease, but my dad has been so peaceful. You can almost talk to him like he's a kid. I love him to death, I never really learned anything from him and I've always been so resentful, but he's actualy genuinely gone. I don't know what im feeling right now. Love you guys.

>>508586706
Yeah, reading this back im drunk i need some sleep now sry its literally almost 11 in the morning fck im okay

>>508585009 (OP)
im sorry anon, the same thing has been happening to my grandfather for about the past year. its just the natural passing of time so what are you gonna do :( ill pray for you

>>508586537
Eyyy that's what sucks my edgy amigo. They don't just die, there is a long period in which the illness slowly takes over their life. I'm glad you took the time out of your busy daily riot and fag-parade to troll me here, I really learned a lot from it.
>>508587058
Thanks I'll pray for you too anon. <3 :(

>>508587358
My mom's had dementia for like 2 years from a brain tumor. The cannabis brings her back to at least recognizing who I am whereas before she would forget even that.

>>508585009 (OP)
What the fuck is sundowning? Is it where retards stand in the sun?

>>508585009 (OP)
I think my mom has some weird highly functional dementia, and her abuse and neglect toward my dad is driving him to deteriorate too. Not sure how to force her to get help or motivate him to start exercising his brain.

>>508587677
The common occurrence of dementia addled people getting confused when it gets dark out.

>>508587553
Sorry anon that sounds terrible. I'll have you in my prayers as well.
>>508587677
It's the stage of dementia/alzheimers where they get worse as the day progressses; but the significance is that the disease has progressed. He's really sweet and he gets worried about conversations he had with people like 8 years ago.

>>508587358
I'm not trolling you dude - my dad is dead. He died almost ten years ago now (sudden heart attack). I miss him every day and I'd do anything for one more fishing trip. I'm just trying to put things in perspective for you. You will not remember him annoying you when he's gone.

>>508588070
Sorry to hear this, my friend. Our prayers are with your family.

>>508585009 (OP)
>sundowning
You Americans are truly the most pathetic group of people that has ever set foot on this planet. Every group is a community, every action is a journey. Everything has to be hidden behind a shitty euphemism.

Fuck you. Fuck sundowning. And especially fuck your dad. Fuck him. Shove pine cones and nails up his as level of fuck him.

>>508588269
Oh
>>508588644
Thanks, I'll have you in my prayers as well.