>>508703744 (OP)I don't
That's something that confuses me about atheists, they think because I believe in God that I am desperately seeking some imaginary "happily ever after" when the opposite is true
I know I am going to hell
It's my loved ones I hope to see ascend to heaven
"To think of the Reward is to lose it"
"Those whom seek to save their own lives will lose it"
My decisions have already condemned me, all I ask is the lord strengthen me to bring down those who are most wicked before I die, so that I might have Glory, In Hel
Psalm 144:1