>>508750478yeah man desu i have been having a hard time these last few weeks, i can see that we are accelerating towards a very dark future and everyone around me is either asleep, willfully ignorant, or powerless to do anything about it
i'm at the stage in pavlov's experiment where the dog keeps receiving electrical shocks but no longer does anything to try and influence his situation and just lays down on the electrified metal floor and takes the pain. the technical term is called "decompensating" i think.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Decompensation
>When a system is "compensated," it is able to function despite stressors or defects. Decompensation describes an inability to compensate for these deficienciesi've been reading a lot about the east german secret police, the Stasi, recently and their system of targeted harassment "zersetsung" actually translates to "deterioration" or "decompensation,"
ie these targeted attacks on the individual's psyche were intended to produce a state where they could no longer effectively act.
i think i have reached that state.
i don't see any way it can get better, either for me or for the nation. i am fully deteriorated. they are too powerful and i am powerless. nothing i do makes any difference and anything i try fails.
i'm not suicidal and would never harm myself or anyone else but i don't see much reason to try and do anything either.