>>508829354Privileged as hell. My dad is (was) a surgeon and was barely ever home growing up, he was always at work. He cheated on my mom multiple times over the years including once in north carolina, a state that has this "alienation of affection" law still and the husband found out and sued my dad and he had to settle for hundreds of thousands of dollars. His cheating destroyed my family, but my parents are still together, it was very hard to forgive my dad for what he did but he does love us and has made some amends for what he did.
Anyways kind of a tangent I could go on forever about it but I'll just say all the fuck ups in my life I don't blame my dad or mom or anything, just myself and as time has gone by I realized how badly I fucked up my own life by always being a lazy coward and never asking anyone for help or trying to get help when I was younger and needed it. Now decades later I'm miserable but still somehow make life work just accepting that I'm never going to have a normal life.