Will i feel better if i keep this up? What are the political implications of weed being so relaxing and midgetporn being one mouse click away?

>>509305498 (OP)
For me it's alcohol. Gonna get 4th of July groceries along with enough booze to carry me through to the 5th. Probably a handle of vodka and a fifth of wild turkey.

>>509305498 (OP)
Every day is easier, but you can fuck it up even when you defeat body craving, dont.
In 2 weeks you will be like a new man, younger, better. Im rooting for you bro.

Im four months sober nothing changes anon just smoke if you feel like it pussy you don’t feel any different truly you just believe you do if you tell your body you feel fine and you will feel fine weed is not a drug that rewrites your brain the way other drugs do

>>509306040
Gracias, krautbro

>>509306107
Hmm i dunno, is this satan talking to me right now?

>>509305498 (OP)
I use morphine 4 times per week for almost 7 years

>>509305752
Nice, alcohol is very healthy. Good of you to stop.

>>509306821
Thats very addictive istn it? You got backproblems or something?

>>509306245
what makes you think that? do you think I would do that go on online forums and get people to sin?

>>509307211
Si?

>>509306936
BPD. It helps

>>509308242
Cool. Here have some info

>>509310360
I don't take any drug beside morphine. It really helps me with my "brain worms" lets put it that way. employed, girlfriend, friends. the only minus bcs its a hard drug you pretty much numb but in a funny way. like a nostalgic melancholia loop with good memories

I just turned 18 2 days ago and im now not jerking off again because now I need to start getting pussy. Im leaving masturbation at 17

>>509311881
Based

>>509311727
Sounds like a problem if you quit with it

>>509313636
I don't need to. ive got morphine suply for 2 lifetime and more and I don't have any symptoms beside sometime low blood pressure day after taking it. do my twice per year check ups in hospital. every organ works like it should.
I know its bad taking such a strong drug for 7 years BUT I need it to funktion properly.

>>509314549
Oke, i hope you will be cured.

Christ willing

>>509314877
sadly its not curable BUT I hope i live long enough to see my future kids growing up in a full family before my mind goes blank.
gl to you too anon

>>509305498 (OP)
What's better than smoking weed and gooning?

>>509305498 (OP)
smoking some tropicana cookies purple. very good head high to listen to some music and space out while i could put on my sunglasses and mingle among normies without them suspecxting i'm high

>>509315827
oh shit I'm smoking some tropicana poison right now

>>509305498 (OP)
Getting the opportunity to experience life sober is a different, much better, type of high. And it'll get easier every day, especially after the vivid dreams subside. Dunno if you will ever spiritually recover from midget porn

>>509315940
that's probably a similar smoke then

>>509316208
these 50/50 hybrids sure hit different. i usually smoke indica but sativa just gives me these happy slightly euphoric feelings which immensely helps with my depression and you can easily fall asleep too. perfect although doesen' really push me to do stuff so maybe i should go for jack herer or trainwreck or ak47

>>509305498 (OP)
Stopped smoking 3 weeks ago and honestly hasn't affected me at all but I've been keeping busy, didn't nut for 2 weeks but now I am like a retard jacking off few times a day. How the fuck do I revert this, a few minutes on the internet and somehow I start looking at porn. I need a priest or a hard reset

>>509314549
>ive got morphine suply for 2 lifetime
If this is true, which I doubt. I absolute envy you and hate you and wanna see you dead. Where the fuck do you even keep that?

>>509316859
i don't think you are supposed to keep the seed inside and store it. we must simply find females to release it

>>509316691
Indica i dont like. Only sativa doninant

>>509316973
the more i smoke it the more i prefer it too

>>509316859
I saved this from american.

I asked if jerking dick on imagination is ok, and he replied picrel. I think its a good comment. Im tryin to not do it, see how my energy is in longer period

>>509316960
But brate at this point I am struggling to make through the day without jerking it. Also haven't fucked around with a Croatian girl in a while, bit nervous to approach. I feel much more confident with foreign girls even Slovenian.
>>509317130
Its true, we shouldn't even look at nudity this whole time. No nutting til September, the rewards will be good but the journey is treacherous

>>509305498 (OP)
Weed is for blacks and poor white trash.

>>509305498 (OP)
the political implication is the exercise of self control. I'm going this full month with no drinking myself. I did it in May, got through lots of June and decided by my own volition to pick up drinking again. Turns out I was right in my suspicions, that I really wasnt missing out on anything and my work ethic immediately plummeted.

I'd love to be a guy that only drinks socially on weekends but it's just not in my DNA. If I were drinking I'd be plotting my first beer run and its only 11AM here. I'd drink a six pack while cruising the farm roads of rural WI then report back to work after taking a 2 hour lunch.

with weed I actually moderate my drinking. weed also puts me in a mindset where I get mindless chores done. it just doesn't hit me the way that it does some people

>>509317302
My longest nofap was 5 days and to this day I have no idea how the fuck I did it.
It's almost an impossible task.

>>509314549
I am curious about your situation - so your doctors are unaware of you doing this, but your supplies are pharmaceutical grade, correct?
Thing about clean morphine is that its negative side effects/long term effects are almost exclusively from abuse. It is not a drug that damages your body just by being in it. It damages the body by making it want more and forget about everything else or take so much you stop breathing.
What you are describing is compatible with a healthy lifestyle, even if this blows peoples minds.
Dont get me wrong, your frequency will still have impact.

Im gonna go hit the bong. Thoughts and prayers your way, anon :D

>>509317390
>mindless chores
impossible for me when smoking weed. they are just so annoying and boring in that moment.

>>509317302
that's normal. czech girls are easy mode because they are looking for a vacation hook up

>>509317722
but then if you want a girlfriend then you will still have to deal with croatian women. i don't like it either

>>509305498 (OP)
>3 day no wank

>>509317829

>>509317829
I literally failed at day 2 lmao

>>509316208
it's very strange. they mixed an orange (tropicana) with a spicy weed (durban poison x panama red). but my favorite strain is still blue dream after all these years.

>>509318104
yep that one is on the bucket list too

>>509305498 (OP)
It really just boils down to whether you want to die of a heart attack or stroke at a young age or not.
Yeah, yeah. This is where all the "saying I'm suicidal is my quirky personality trait" fags come out of the woodwork.
Just choose wisely.

>>509317800
checked. maybe i am just a cherry picker. no idea how to approach a croatian girl, especially from zagreb, kafic isnt enough these days. only 23 so i got time, maybe get a girl from herzegovina hahaha

>>509306107
This is a kike

I've had turmoil in the form of major behavior problems, aggression, complete inability to focus, disrespect towards any authority and the list goes on.
I changed schools around every two years for fighting and general disdain from classmates and teachers. They always told me I have major ADHD, but mom wouldn't want her little pefect boy "be on drugs".

When I was 16 I started smoking weed which finally made me feel a little bit in control. It spiraled to other drugs from there. It came to a point where I would either commit suicide, get killed or end up in prison for a long while if I kept on living like I did. I quit drinking, cocaine and pills to try to salvage myself and give it one last shot and listen to what was said in hopes of maybe having a semi-normal life.

A year passed, I was only smoking weed and did nothing else. I went to therapy and got the diagnose more or less immediately. They then told me to quit smoking or I wouldn't get help. In other words drinking is fine, weed isn't. Fucking quacks.

3 weeks in of the priesthood and I am mentally worse than I can recall. I am about to fuck up my life because I can't function. Lord knows I give it my best.

If they deny me medication or tell me I need to be like this for months, my sins are on them.

>>509318447
Even with dry weed vape? Im not smoking joints with tabaccco. But im weedclean since 1 week i guess

>>509318447
Prove that weed causes heart attack or stroke at a young age. And what does young age even mean?
I don't even smoke weed btw

What is with the recent psyop on this board where shills pretend that weed is some addictive harmful substance by them claiming they are getting withdrawals by recently stopping smoking. I have seen quite a few of these threads lately.

>>509318806
drug withdrawals are a psyop?

>>509318914
Weed doesn't cause withdrawals.

>>509318914
It’s weed you dumb faggot

>>509305498 (OP)
Go ask ChatGPT things you can take to help with withdrawals. I know sarcosine can help reverse malformation in the brain caused by chronic weed use.

>>509319507
You could start taking peptides and or nootropics (not meme ones that are glorified vitamins) like Cerebrolysin, Semax, Dihexa, Isrib (make sure you dont have misfolded prions in you before doing this one, the covid spike protein had a prion like region and if you were infected or vaccinated you may have prion disease, there are cases of people getting Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease after getting the covid vax), Epobis, ARA 290, Neboglamine, Tak 653, and Tropisetron to improve your energy, memory, focus, creativity, motivation, mind clarity, and enhance your ability to understand problems. Microdosing LSD and other psychedelics can also bring some of those benefits. They also repair brain damage, including age related degradation, and increase reaction time + hand eye coordination.
You can take them intranasally as well to get more of it directly to your brain, which is especially beneficial for Cerebrolysin since the alternative is injecting it and the recommended dosing that way is 5ml a day which is a lot to inject.
-rupharma.com has cerebrolysin + semax, cosmicnootropic.com has semax
-Science.bio has Dihexa, isrib, and isrib a15
-pglchem.com and isrib.shop have isrib and isrib a15
-jennyschem.com has Ara 290 and Epobis but the 2nd peptide is not listed, you have to email them and ask about Epobis, I confirmed this with someone who bought it from there and posted pics of it + his experiences with it on r*ddit. Jennyschem also has much, much cheaper prices than the other companies here as they're the actual manufacturer of the substances they sell and not middlemen that buy raw peptides from China like all the others I've listed. Downside is the shipping takes longer since they're in China. If you're doubting the legitimacy of this company since they're in China, I recommend you look up reviews of them on r*ddit
-everychem.com has Tak 653, Tropisetron, and Neboglamine
Other good sources include peptidesciences.com, umbrellalabs.is, and amino asylum

>>509319507
Nigger it’s weed they don’t cause withdrawals

>>509319568
You need to get your account approved by the owners of science.bio to purchase things on there, just say you are researching the effects of UV light on degradation of chemicals and look up a bunch of lab and safety equipment on google and say you have that in the approval form.
If you're interested in reading more about these substances I'd recommend the nootopics, peptides, and nootropics subreddits

Weed is also known to absorb heavy metals from the soil its grown in. Another substance you should look into is called Emeramide. From what I've read it's some revolutionary drug that crosses the blood brain barrier that is very good at removing heavy metals from your body and is apparently quite safe, I've read no other metal chelator comes close to it in terms of effectiveness. It was developed by an anti vaxxer to remove mercury from your body that came from vaccines, which I've also read never leaves your body and instead just goes to a different part of it and causes problems there. Removing mercury and other heavy metals that may be in your brain would bring mental benefits to you.
This site was listed by the person I heard about emeramide from on 4pol as a place that sells legit emeramide. I believe he also said 300mg a day is a good dose. You can find his posts by searching up emeramide in the 4plebs /pol/ archives
www.sacredpurity.com

Also look into transcranial direct current stimulation. You can use this to increase or decrease activity in certain parts of the brain, and that can bring benefits like increased focus, memory, mathematical abilities, language learning abilities, creativity, and helping with depression. You can read more about tdcs on the tdcs subreddit

Hyperbaric oxygen therapy is another thing that may interest you. It helped this guy being talked about in this video recover from severe brain damage
https://youtu.be/mhympAfm0TY

>>509305498 (OP)
i know most ppl on this site never leave the house or go to the gym, but if u drink a gallon or more of water a day, and go to the sauna or steam room for at least 30-45 minutes a day, you'll get past the withdraws faster.

>>509310360
Male stamen are actually non-sessile meaning they have a little stem when mature. You can also see male female growth patterns earlier on by looking at stem distribution. Male stem distribution is often (not always) opposite while female stem distribution is alternate giving them a better structure for supporting buds. Hope this helps

>>509319984
The peptides SS 31 and Mots C are exercise mimetics that heal your body and reverse kidney disease. They restore mitochondria function and create more mitochondria. You can read reviews of them on reddit, lots of people say it gives them energy. Most people underdose them though, the clinical studies use around 40mg a day for both of them. Recommended cycle length I've seen is 60 days. Its recommended to take supplements alongside them like TMG, NMN or NR, and some others. Just go ask ChatGPT what are some things to take alongside SS31 and Mots C and it'll give you recommendations. Theres also many other peptides like Ara 290, BPC 157, TB500, GHK Cu, and Thymosin Alpha 1 that can heal your body and brain
Here's the vid on the SS31 and Mots C reversing kidney disease. Maybe they could also reverse things like heart disease, vascular disease, eye problems, etc since damaged mitochondria are heavily implicated in the cause of those things. Could also make you smarter as damaged mitochondria can make you dumber
https://youtu.be/rZRzUWb8UrM

Here's some vetted vendors that sell the above peptides, these are the cheapest prices I've found for them

https://glp1forum.com/threads/ssa-sigma-audley-inc-your-source-for-peptides-ancillaries-aas-and-more.3294/page-2
Here's SSA's telegram channel, they have their product and pricing list in there
t . me/+gARX0dDa51xjYmE9
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https://nexaph.com/product-category/peptides/
Heres nexaphs telegram channel
t . me/SNPcomm
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Jennyschem.com has Ara 290 (make sure you get lyophilized pre vials)

>>509305498 (OP)
I got back into weed last month after 16 month break. I had previously fallen into a DEEP dabs hole, and I'm so glad I can get off to normal flower again.

I'm down to stop and save my money, I've kinda had my fill after 3 weeks gooning and sleeping, but now I got a side-project. This current strain, combined with my Ozempic, has fucking demolished my interest in solid food. I'm losing weight like a motherfucker and I'm still full of energy!

>>509305498 (OP)
at least youll have control of yourself

>t. ex stoner and ex coomer who now only wanks every 2 months (its what i assume, it could be more), and hasnt smoked in 3+ years

>>509321641
Did your sexual stamina improve?

>>509305752
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0SYpSl0XfGw

>>509321710
definetly. distract yourself, work out, and sleep your 7-9 hours