>>509306995 (OP)
Currently trying to drink myself to death. It's the only way out since the two autistic family members I live with don't notice.

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

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no way

>>509307209
I can barely even get drunk anymore.

I'll probably have a cup of tea or something.

>>509307736
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the english way

>>509307574
It's terrible, I need to drink like a whole bottle to feel the needle move. The switxh to 50-55% alcohol makes a huge difference though.

>>509307986
switch to hard drugs

>>509307209
You're gonna get fat bro, it's not worth it

>>509307986
Ah yes. I have Admiral Nelson 101 proof spiced rum at my liquor store. Good idea.