>>509346006 (OP)Iโve been working consecutive 15 hour shifts for the last 3 weeks because, like everywhere, weโre understaffed and my coworker went on vacation. I get up at 3am for work and have been getting less than 5 hours of sleep every night (except weekends) for 3 weeks straight. Iโve been thinking about killing myself. Iโm 34 years old, and I know for certain my best years are behind me. Trying to figure out a reason to stay alive. I live alone, only work, and even with all this overtime I only save a couple hundred bucks a month or so. I have decades left on my mortgage, no friends really, no wife, no girlfriend. Only debt, insomnia, declining health, a job I hate, and a list of bullshit I donโt have time or energy for piling up each passing day. I think I have an ulcer as well.