and why?

>>509455402 (OP)
Doing homework in college. Usually typing papers. Not sure why, something tranquil about burning the midnight oil and staying up working until daylight breaks. Then feeling at peace ending the work and hearing the birds chirping as you go to bed.

When I was a kiddo

Early 2020 when the world was at home and we all memed about the apocalypse, but it was actually pretty cozy. Shortly after I discovered 4chan, white replacement via mass immigration, race realism, jewish control, the truth about WW2, and other uncomfortable aspects about the world. I've not since felt the same blissfully ignorant TRUE peace, and I've retreated into myself quite a bit. The last few years have been hard on all of us and it's like no matter how much you try to relax, you're always at least a bit uneasy

>>509456030
Bro that pic hit hard
>t. 40yo loner

>>509455402 (OP)
A few minutes ago. After taking a massive dump

>>509455402 (OP)
campin' last summer. it's real simple, retreat from society and take 300µg of blotter acid and reflect on your life.

>>509456030
hey that's pretty much me.. cept i did have alot of sex.. and im 37 now.
it never got better desu.. though i have alot of money and very little responsibility. so i haven't killed myself.. but no family.. so i might as well

>>509455402 (OP)
>When's the last time you felt truly at peace
right now>>509455402 (OP)
>and why?
Jesus Christ

>>509456282
Very nice I love a bit of acid. Reminded me I haven't done acid in a moment. Might drop half a tab sometime soon. It always feels very healing. Good for the soul

>>509456282

>>509455402 (OP)
Never. My life has been war since birth. I was an experiment or a sacrifice. I am convinced.

>>509455402 (OP)
When I was lying in the hospital with double pneumonia and had been threatened with a ventilator. My SpO2 was 66%.
That night, God breathed for me.
I woke up, and within 24 hours was off the bipap and downgraded to a high flow.

>>509456282
canadian wilderness is lame. boreal forests suck

when i set the jews free and let them rebuild their temple.

>>509455402 (OP)
Uhhhh....

>>509455402 (OP)
A few months ago when I got prescribed oxycodone. That stuff felt really good.

>>509456282
>retreat from society and take 300µg of blotter acid
Knowing my luck, I'd go 5 miles into the woods and encounter a Siberian tiger on the wrong continent. I always have the weirdest shit happen to me on psychedelics, even discounting the mindfuck.

>>509455402 (OP)
Just after I nutted in your mother

>>509456712
>Jesus Christ

>>509457131
Where can I obtain?

>>509456030
>Full head of hair
Kek
Whoever put this together knew how to do the most damage

>>509455402 (OP)
It after a special Holy Mass for the Devotion to the Sacred Heart of Jesus at a Catholic Church that had a few litanies during Eucharistic Adoration and the sacrament of Anointing of the Sick available for everyone, even those not sick or even on the behalf of others and the sacrament of Confession was available too, but I don’t remember if I received it that day. When I got home, I felt an immense, warm joy and I was compelled to hug everyone in my family.

>>509456030
>this pic

>>509455402 (OP)
Unironically watching Sameko Saba's livestream today.

>>509457964
Hey, bud, still pretty peeved at you for doimg that shit.

>>509458616
Dunno they like communities.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl65S6Cm0JA

>>509455402 (OP)
>When's the last time you felt truly at peace
in one of my bizarre dreams
>and why?
You wouldn't understand

>>509455402 (OP)
>When's the last time you felt truly at peace
About 20 minutes ago
I was in the bath

>>509458891
bronze age boomers are the worst boomers.

I was probably 16. I’m 32 now. So 16 years ago.

>>509458705
me at the top

>>509455402 (OP)
I'm quite peaceful right now. Even though the news about the car accident of the soccer player made me a little anxious. I imagine how the real soccer players must have felt specially right now that they are all about to play important matches but i'm sure that's completly unrelated.

>>509455402 (OP)
Why does /pol/ hate modern art when Dali was /pol/ incarnate?

>>509459798
So naturally I went to his instagram cause, well, old habits and saw this picture of him.

Quite a message isn't it?

>>509455402 (OP)
Truly at peace? When I was 12-13.

>>509459929
I'm surprised that Americans even know this name considering their famous education. The OP is European.

In 2004 when I was out in the yard playing with my trucks

>>509455402 (OP)
That one time I took a doctor's prescribed Xanax. Damn that shit was scary. All my righteous indignation and healthy fear of the world dissipated immediately. I knew in the moment that I took that first pill it was trying to hook me. Never took another Xanax again.

Usually when meditating.

>>509455402 (OP)
I don’t know.

>>509455402 (OP)
Good afternoon Hardeep

This afternoon was not too bad although I know I am surrounded by you jeets and niggers

When the inevitable white revolution happens I will do my part in the war. Untill then you kids have grace periods.

Been so long can't even remember.

>>509455402 (OP)
>when
Always
>why
Donno

Or do you mean quiet?

>>509459929
Dali famously and openly stated many times that he thought that modern art (picasso) was hideous trash

>>509455402 (OP)
9 hours ago when i was taking a shit.

>>509455402 (OP)
Either the time I took Valium before a dental appointment and then took the best shower of my life, the second time I slept with my first girlfriend and got to experience pillow talk after, or when I dropped out of college after absolutely hating reading 650 pages of text a week and writing 10 papers a semester.

I should consider finishing my degree because it seems like everyone is a total retard now.

>>509455402 (OP)
In preschool running around playing with the other kids. I don't remember it very well.

>>509455402 (OP)
I’m at peace now. Why do you ask?

>>509455402 (OP)
when i had a gf

When my divorce was final, the bankruptcy was final, and it was all settled.
I had nothing, and it was good because I could rebuild.

>>509455402 (OP)
believe it or not, if you can leave your work at your job (assuming you don't do something cool) you can find peace very easily. Just get done whatever you need to get done, then relax.

>>509463566
>Just get done whatever you need to get done

Suppose, hypothetically, that that never happens?

>>509463698
then you have some issue of focus.
Of course you're never done doing everything you need to do. But you know what you need to immediately focus on.

>>509456030
90% of that pic is me
>t. 46 yr old loner
>Remove psychologist
>Change above avg to below average dick
>Don't bemoan my sex life as I go to a lot of brothels
Otherwise spot on