>>509458941 (OP)I knew life was worth living and I was done making up bullshit reasons for it, I was humbled enough to finally start researching and looking at arguments and it finally happened
That was the catalyst: Humility
I lived as someone that thought the world was against him and all I had was me, I ego maxxed and was the most prideful person I could be
In the end, it was a joke
I finally had the humility to search for answers again, like when I was a child, and this time I was able to search deeper and I finally was unable to deny that Jesus Christ is Lord
Once that domino fell and you keep researching, you end up submitting to the Catholic Church because it was all true
All that matters is the truth and the biggest stumbling block for any man is not intelligence or wealth or any of that, it comes down to pride
I don't even recognize who I used to be, yet I am still me