>>509554076 (OP)True. Homophobia fucked my life up in many ways. Instead of having a strong male consort and best friend like Hephaestion, I had to stand alone strong as Alexander. With proper male support I could have built an empire but as of the moment I can barely protect my own because my childhood friends were closeted fags who refused to work with each other due to their own insecurities. I'm still fucking Alexander though so I'm not pussy, just saying these fags could have got their shit together better.