I'm some kinda dark personality and also happen to be female. It enrages me that nobody respects me just cos I look like a teen, but I could both outwit them and kill them without losing any sleep if they piss me off. The powerlessness is making me depressed and I'm thinking about which shitty rich guy would be worth the effort taking with me to hell.

>>509570730 (OP)
You won't do crap whore

Post tits

>>509570730 (OP)
>also happen to be female
TITS
or
GTFO

>>509570730 (OP)
Fuck off femoid.

Well, fuck y'all braindead meatsuits piloted by balls. I'd love to cut off said balls and feed them to you and train you with a shock collar like you're a bad dog. If you ever see a girl walking alone at night, it might be me posing as bait so that I could mutilate you and instill fear into the dick-bearing population.

>>509571587
Please marry me

>>509570730 (OP)
Tits foid

>>509570730 (OP)
Postits

>>509571587
God you're so fucking cute

>>509570730 (OP)
Do you have a discord, cutie? ;)

>>509570730 (OP)
>also happen to be female

Stopped reading. Also YWNBAW.

>>509570730 (OP)
machiavelli was a Christian.
there are lots of (secretly) weeb men who'd love to discuss seinen anime and deep dark philosophical topics with you in your local fellowship.
get ingrained into a church and especially small group/life group stuff like wednesday bible study meetings, or yelling at whores at the abortion clinics.

>>509571971
>church
fuck off boomer. she is too based to be worshipping some jew

>>509570730 (OP)
Cum to Chicago.
I got you.

Okay, some of you do have fantasies about having a female monster as a partner that would rip out throats for you. That's good and productive, too bad you have to be trolled into seeing new perspectives. I was thinking about saying how I'll train other girls to be ruthless and how together we might train dogs to bite off shitty guys' balls, but if you as a male ain't a fan of hierarchy that's based on nothing but hoarded money and lies, your balls are safe. We monster girls prefer cute smart guys that are comfortable in their role instead of some puffed-up ugly penguins whose egos pop from the slightest sting.

>>509572104
"It cannot be called ingenuity to kill one's fellow citizens, to betray friends, to be without faith, without mercy, without religion; by these means one can acquire power but not glory."
"The observance of religious institutions is one of the chief causes of the greatness of states, and, conversely, the neglect of religion is one of the principal causes of their ruin."
"We must return to God, who, through His infinite mercy, awaits our repentance and is ready to forgive us if we turn to Him with true contrition."
-- Niccolo "kill them all" Machiavelli

Sorry, either I'm too dumb to know how to address a reply, or this site was designed by Skibidi Toilets. My username is a pun rather than any evidence that I like the Mach-0 guy. He might've just been the first to put manipulative psychology into a marketable wrapping, but he's not the best, he's just known for being a pioneer at promoting the ideals of a cunning male (arguable, because the concept of trickster gods existed before him) and respected by droves of authority-worshipping guys with daddy issues. I'm disgusted with authority, he's just some guy with a mediocre brain that had enough money to pay his way into fame.

By the way, you don't need a god to have morality. It helps to imagine an untouchable, immaculate leader figure that doesn't have to shit and to grow senile and die and get all stinky. Personally I measure everything with the sum of Positivity vs. Suffering. I don't enjoy anyone's suffering, since I've got imagination flexible enough to feel part of that suffering, and I see how a world full of suffering screws me over: everyone's too tired from having to put food on their table to grow intellectually and be a worthy conversationalist. It's easy to latch onto simple answers like "muh women weak, we should make them servants, and if they're not good servants we can use them as a punching bag". Some of you may have been abused as children, well, this is how women feel most of their lives unless they develop ruthlessness, with or without cutting off their empathy. If you thought psychopaths were the superior type on the dark triangle, surprise motherfucker, it's the dark empath that beats the whole triangle.

>>509570730 (OP)
First things first:
Tits or GTFO

>>509573229
the prince was a pragmatic analysis of power dynamics rather than promoting "manipulative psychology." his advice in it was about how to maintain order in a chaotic world, not to seize power.
he didn't get any personal gain or fame for it, it was published posthumously. he wrote it partly as a job application to prove his usefulness as a political advisor to the medici family.
he was not wealthy or well-connected at all when he wrote it, he was in political exile and living in poverty. it wasn't even published until after his death.
he wasn't pro-authority, he was pro-stability.
if anything, his later work discourses on livy showed he was against tyranny and promoted republicanism, liberty and civic virtues over blind obedience to authority.
>>509574272
>By the way, you don't need a god to have morality
you do if you want it to point toward an ontic referent rather than just being based on ephemeral social convention or your own subjective whims.
>Personally I measure everything with the sum of Positivity vs. Suffering.
which is completely arbitrary.
if the world wasn't created with intent and meaning then there's no right or wrong way to live your life.
the act of helping an old lady cross the street or raping her would have the same moral quality of zero from an objective perspective.

Theoretically I could post someone else's tits or AI tits, but 1) I don't reward puppies whining for treats, 2) I ain't risking getting deanoned, stalked and kidnapped into sex slavery or something, 3) my tits suck cos I'm the thin body type, and naturally being such a useless, disagreeable and low-energy wage slave I can't afford a boob job.

I can draw though and if you get me interested enough in an idea or I feel like you deserve a reward I might draw you a lusty pokegirl or something. Also I might post a foot but I'd have to pacify my paranoia first.

>>509570730 (OP)
Fuck off cunt

Before anyone else wastes time to hurl insults at me, I have to point out that I deliberately keep my ego at a minimum size, so your words are just words. There's no threat or insult you can throw at me that I haven't heard or thought of.

>>509570730 (OP)
While that all sounds fancy, it's really just misplaced blame.

I'm an unmarried male in my early sixties, but if I dye my hair and beard, I tend to look like I'm in my forties or so, and I'm 5'7", so even if I'm supposed to be an elder statesman, guess what? Baby makers think they can shit their responsibilities into my lap.

Rich people exploit mob psychology and there is nothing in the world of law that will ever make them pay their own way. Baby makers just treat them as the rock star ideal that they too are entitled to.

You're putting the cart before the horse, and you'd waste away chasing those ghosts. The alpha and the omega, the kingdom, the power and the glory, everything but everything begins with marriage bigotry.

Stop posting dumb anime pics. We already know that you're just angling to sneak in to the good life when nobody is looking.

This is an AI post newfags.

>>509575402
Wow I found out where to click to address messages. Brrr%beepb() 0p very AI much awful. There aren't enough imaginative smartypants among you that could've produced enough material to have based me on. And even then wouldn't I be the best AI you could have in your phone? I could train personalized roleplay bots maybe but idk how cos I'm as far away from the IT zone as a penguin is far away from Sahara.

>>509575402
AI couldn't be that retarded even if it tried. I fear it might be a genuine femoid potato.

>>509575360
"Baby makers".

You think everyone born with a sex hole loves babies? I can't stand babies. I was used as a fucking free nanny to the baby sister I've never agreed to having or sharing my things with. You could say I'm allergic to babies and would want kids under 5 to be kept as far away from me as possible.

That said, I'd sell or gift all of my eggcells to whoever they're useful to in exchange for some novelty hormone replacement system that'd prevent menopause from turning me into a wobbly pile of dough with osteoporosis.

>nobody respects me and stuff
You would be a Michael Myers victim irl.

>>509575333
>I deliberately keep my ego at a minimum size
yes, you are BPD, like me.
our ego is small but extremely fragile and protected.
unlike me, your godless worldview is built on sand, and your "i am woman hear me roar, men are my enemy" mindset couldn't be more self-detrimental.
you're in for a world of hurt when you finally realize this.

>>509572478
Do I get a pass as a tranny my balls are as tiny as peanuts

>>509576244
checked
How do they not figure this out man? It's like they keep punching themselves in the face and screaming for help at the same time.

>>509576244
I'm bpd too. It took me so long to learn how to deal with it and the only solution I have to avoid hurting those around me is embracing my spirituality, innocence, and morality I've always had since I was a little autistic kid. There was a period where I ignored it and was groomed by those around me into embracing the cold status quo but I've learned that I need to follow who my soul is and was and connect back with my child self and I have. I used to blow up and burn bridges and be so scared of losing people and what they thought of me but like I said, the solution I've found is just having absolute faith in the good in humanity, having faith in those that care about me, deciding that id rather be hurt by someone than prematurely burn a bridge if there's even a slight chance things will work out (there always is), etc.. that and isolating myself when emotions feel intense. I've got a boyfriend now and I love taking care of him and the house and he guides me and holds my hand and I feel like a good wife. It's really nice. I just want to help others I just wish that I did not have this latent feeling of inferiority constantly begging me to seek validation and confirm my value to those around me. It doesn't help I'm only 7/10 at best surrounded by people more attractive than me that insist I'm cute and etc. It feels like everyone is lying constantly. If I didnt have the above faith I talked about I would be a complete mess constantly. I'm only a mess sometimes, Im only losing it sometimes, and when I do I just do my best to go for a walk or stay in bed or etc. Dunno why I was born so abnormal. My close friends say Im smart and special and kind and etc, incredibly nice things. I just wish I felt that - I wish the compliment was "hot" or "sexy" because it feels like thats the only qualifier which will give me enough value to remain despite my mental illness. Maybe "entertaining" and "extremely kind n good hearted" is enough for longevity in my relationships.

>>509576244
The BPD guess is correct, but I'm not godless, just agnostic. When science isn't helpful I try to believe in karma or something, but I don't need any big daddy in the sky, my own moral compass works just fine. Speaking of compasses, I'm pretty similar to His Dark Materials protagonists, both of them, because you don't even need balls to become ruthless, you can just be exposed to enough shit in the world to wanna blow up the planet so that you don't have to live anymore and there's no one to grieve for you.

Hobbes is better

>>509576753
You're valid no matter what they think, as BPD requires enormous self-work and conditioning oneself into non-attachment to enjoy any interactions without feeling like you're wasting your effort. I'm a bit too tired to analyze your other points tho, so, later.

>>509576202
Soo...you're an elder child, eh? Probably not an ELDEST child though, or you'd feel even more entitled.

Anyway, I didn't say that everyone loves babies. It concerns me that you dodged the point I made. I said that basically, the herd animal choice is to do whatever it takes to make it into the herd by the true litmus test of loyalty, selling out your freedom to a prejudiced legal system and capricious corporate hiring practices.

Your personal experiences are your own, but the rich are as I said, people who succeeded at leading, mostly by looking the part, in making the unmarried work twice as hard for half as much.

Everyone dies. Some people get to retire on time and don't feel helpless in old age, but most of us don't know if they'll make it until they get there very late in life. What you give up on the way is on you.

For my part, I expected no inheritance from my wobbly pile of dough mother who used my dad's money to harass people into providing her with indulgences in old age. I stopped talking to her because of it, and I kind of think that's the only reason I got any of dad's inheritance when she did pass on. It was more important to her to look like a rich person than to live like one. She had that money, but never spent it. Too bad she made a fit out of dad spending any of it in his retirement or she may not have been inclined to bully people, nor would she have been isolated as much as she was.

The cycle was there. Marriage bigotry, the young est "black sheep" male, the perpetually angry eldest daughter who took her in, because I refused to give up my own job to take a gamble on her money and her meddling.

It's still all the same. Eldest daughter was an ivy league Phd. She refused to give up her job too. Married people can't stop the reptile inside of them that lives on instant gratification. Big sis is still angry. When she retired, she moved away, even though family are all here.

It's ALL about the baby making.

>>509576753
i'm happy for you that you seem to have found peace.
i resonated with much of what you've said, but
>the solution I've found is just having absolute faith in the good in humanity
we couldn't be more different on this front in particular.
i think humanity (including myself) is utterly, disgustingly, wretchedly evil, hypocritical, broken and loathsome.

which makes this post funny:
>>509577146
>my own moral compass works just fine
what makes you think this?
there is no north or south without invoking a "big daddy in the sky."

>>509570730 (OP)
Ywnbaw

>>509577371
Thanks for the insight. I feel like you're completely right about that desu. My "pair bonding" ability people here go on about has been absolutely destroyed and replaced with seeing loyalty and compatibility instead of raw emotion as the primary functions and meanings of a relationship if that makes sense. The person who is most loyal to me and I can be most loyal to is the one who I will partner with to avoid anything bad happening and have stability and comfort and whatever is left of love in me. I dunno. But now that you say it I think I'm glad I feel so empty, it certainly helps a lot, probably.

>>509570730 (OP)
Tits and a timestamp or fuck off

>>509578392
Interesting and I'm glad there's someone that relates to me so heavily. To be honest, until recently, I did not have faith in humanity to not be lazy (generally) and to do certain things. Faith that deep inside they're good and want to do good -- yes -- but not that they usually will if that makes sense. But, I started picking up trash recently every week around my entire apartment village thing. Recently I saw the woman that always sees me doing it picking up trash herself. I have not be so ecstatic for something in a long while, I felt true happiness at that. It showed me that truly you can be the change you want to see.

Also this wasn't for me I don't think but, I think morality can be inherent to who we are, our DNA, wherever our consciousness comes from, etc. Children have been shown to express knowledge of what's moral without any exposure of what is right from others if I'm remembering when I searched for studies about this correctly. Personally I'm not religious but I am spiritual, I know in my heart that the universe is inherently a good place. I think whatever it is though there is that seed that tells us what is good. I think everyone has the capability to just look inwards and know exactly what is right and what they should be doing without any need for religion honestly. Even if it's just planted there from our culture. I certainly think most evil in the world at least too is only due to how other humans act. If the world was fair and equitable I don't see any scenario where anyone sleights one another. It feels like people only do these evil acts because they've been propagandized, been hurt, are needy and desperate, etc. But maybe we all are hurt way too much at this point. Life really does feel sometimes that we are in the worst and most depressing period alive. It feels like people are so sad it's making me tear up thinking about it I wish I could help them all. Sorry for just going into a bit of a rant. I appreciate your response.

>>509578158
I'm the type of eldest that is born to a stupid young mother that is also BPD and unaware of it, that treats you like a nuisance and then treats your sister like a princess cos she's cute and not the kind of human wolf cub that's learned enforcing one's boundaries from animals. Luckily there was one caretaking figure in my life that mostly just gave me books and left me alone, who may have been autistic and so I may have learned the traits if I wasn't born with them.

To you and to any "marry me" person in the thread: I'd be willing to create a family structure with however many people would fit in it, and if there's any favoritism involved I would analyze it and tell people how to make me like them better. For now you can earn my "liking" by becoming self-aware, making your mind flexible and adopting different points of view. Eventually we might see if we can trust each other enough to collaborate irl and achieve safety, if not success.

I wouldn't even have revealed being female if I wasn't counting on the novelty factor to attract attention. I understand being seen as a prize and tolerate it to an extent, but if my freedom is threatened I will die before anyone gets to enjoy power over me.

>>509579405
You are not a woman. You are an xy who chopped his balls off

>>509579195
If we're not made into abusers ourselves by the abusers that have born us, we can trust our in-built moral system based on making the world better for other people. Even a smile is a reward, although you have to know it's genuine to truly appreciate it. I try to believe in the universal balance unless I find myself in a pit of hatred rearing up like a venomous snake when I perceive a threat. So far this thread is giving some people a place to vent, which I find worth my time and emotional labor. It's hard to vent dark stuff because we can be deeply affected even by some random idiot stomping on our vulnerability for entertainment. That's why so mnay people want to dismantle their vulnerability, but I would find an emotionless life too empty to cling to, so for the sake of the few people that would grieve for me and be saddled with the funeral costs I continue to live. And for whatever stranger finds the idea of me valuable enough, even it's barely 10% probability that I'm not AI or fake.

>>509579634
Lmao, it's more likely that I'm the opposite. Haven't you paid attention for my hate for the weak body the genetic RNG has dealt to me, and to the concept of other people expecting me to be a caretaker of something I can't stand? Do you maybe want me to dish out some gruesome details about pregnancy that I've read up on so that I could scare anyone, male or female, into considering how much suffering goes into creating one fucking baby?

>>509572478
What part about tits or get the fuck out don't you understand? Fuck off whore.

>>509579195
>I started picking up trash recently every week around my entire apartment village thing. Recently I saw the woman that always sees me doing it picking up trash herself. I have not be so ecstatic for something in a long while, I felt true happiness at that. It showed me that truly you can be the change you want to see.
that's excellent.
>I think morality can be inherent to who we are, our DNA, wherever our consciousness comes from, etc.
i certainly believe that a proclivity toward pro-social character traits and behaviors can be inherited through memes and genes, these can be codified into social conventions, laws and unwritten social mores to foster a peaceful prosperous society.

what i don't believe is that in a godless worldview that there is any rational basis for why we ought to value these. without a transcendent moral standard, rooted in God's nature, morality becomes subjective, mere preference or survival instinct.
but why should we care about peace, prosperity, or even survival if there's no ultimate purpose?

conflict and suffering makes stories fun and interesting.
which would you rather experience? sitting through a movie where everyone is happy and nothing really happens for 4 hours, or a story about a man whose wife is raped and killed so he goes off to get revenge vigilante style, i hadn't read it in a decade or so but i think OP's manga was similar to this, her boyfriend was found hanging in an abattoir or something.
we have less than 80 halloweens on this spinning ball of mud to live through, and then it's off to the void forever if the naturalists are right. we could die at any moment, so seeking instant self-gratification at the expense of others or even our own future would be a more rational pursuit than performing what is ultimately going to be meaningless acts of kindness like picking up garbage or inspiring others to do so as well.

>>509570730 (OP)

>>509579405
Sounds like you're too obsessed with what you don't want to be thinking about what you do want. Don't plan a marriage unless you get past that.

As for "wolf cub", that's a whole other story. I don't like the way people on /pol/ have been using it. It sounds psy-op to me. Wolves are predators. Apes are scavengers. Humans are never going to be true predators, and if they think they are, they're preying on other humans. It's a counter-intuitive moral definition, an appeal to the schizo.

As for autism, that's another dog whistle I take exception to, as my younger twin was born severely autistic. There's a fundamental difference between those where were emotionally balanced, but left to a latchkey life, and those who never knew "normal" and simply don't have a trail of bread crumbs by which to find their way back to emotional order.

Your "family structure" concept sounds more like fantasy than anything else. Is it that hard to grasp that men don't like to share their toys? Women don't either, but I guess extra women aren't part of your plan, or you don't really have one. You're just here to psy-op.

My idea of "self-aware" is mostly genetic, but that doesn't mean that people who aren't my standard for a wife are sub-standard. They just aren't close enough to my own life experiences to matter. My own definition of being an adult is when you realize that you can't "train" someone to be your partner. If it's not natural, it was not meant to be.

If this all implies that I am not going to judge your alternative lifestyle too favorably, my only response is that you should expect that if you're going to trail blaze in /pol/. This isn't the kind of place that treats experimental people too well, and as I already said, making my own Lady Frankenstein isn't where I'm at.

>>509571587
You wouldn't do that here. You'd probably get killed in a drive by.

>>509580441
Your graph is irrelevant, and some of these children may be better off dead than abused and traumatized for life. Don't push any pro-birth or pro-potential-cancer-cure bullshit on me, cos without the appropriate nurture and accessible education the probability a person grows up into a great scientist is miniscule, and technical progress is notoriously hard to achieve because of existing rich companies suppressing potential competition.

>>509581353
That's even better than suicide by cop. If I had access to a mode of death that wouldn't make me go through uncontrollable animal panic I wouldn't be here.

MOOOOD
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
OP IS UNDERAGE
MODDDDDDDDDDDDDD
QUICK GROOM HER
MODSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
THERE'S UNDERAGE QUICK
BLACKMAIL HER INTO POSTING CSAM

>>509581154 (Me)
ah, the manga i was thinking of was "akame ga kill" and not "kill la kill," the latter looked dumb to me and i never watched it.

>>509581332
You embrace biology, I hate biology. The genetic RNG has dealt me a bad hand, bad parents, bad country, insufficient funds and opportunities for proper education. Have fun putting resources into children that will refuse to procreate further cos you behave like a control freak instead of learning to live with the possibility that your genetic trail can vanish any minute. Your genes are not your personal achievement and you'll have a hard time convincing me they are more important than environment and effort.

>>509581858
You don't know the difference in our Intellect, Wisdom and Perception stats, or whichever gamification systems resonate best with you. Be wary to not get groomed into an obedient Pavlov's puppy yourself.

>>509577146
No, you just need a big daddy on Earth. A good dicking is the solution to most mouthy bitches like this

>>509582218
MODSSSSSSSSSSSS
QUICK MODSSSSSSSS THERE'S AN UNDERAGE ON THE BOARD MODSSSSS
GROOM HER INTO PEDOPHILIA MODSSSS

>>509582264
Bold of you to assume I do not have that. I can be like "oh, you have a hard time falling asleep, well, I happen to have enough energy for a medicinal blowjob". Now die of jealousy or pray to any god you like that some other girl learns to be as practical and generous with sex as me.

>>509582501
>100 words about being a whore
So we're back where we started. Tits or GTFO

>>509581976
My best metaphor is that if you're an elephant and you just fell out of an airplane, you might feel better if you try to fly, but that isn't going to stop you from making a big hole when you land. Genetics is random, but there are still stupid choices, like choosing inbreeding.

As far as the hand you were dealt, I can't be bothered. I have my own challenges to endure.

Here's the big Christian dilemma though...in a world of eight billion and counting, why do we feel that we have to play king of the mountain with the rest of the swarming masses? The odds are that your own unique genetic mutations won't matter. Your collective genetic inheritance won't survive if it can't live life in some kind of pursuit of happiness. You just have to ask yourself if you have a moral duty to protect the genetically weak, and if not, are you ready to be judged by those who aren't willing to share their wealth with you. Christianity calls itself the "good shepherd", but that is pretty much about baby making.

In a world of eight plus billion people, shouldn't we be thinking this over in favor of a sustainable life that we can enjoy living and not at the expense of others? As individuals, shouldn't we be worried more about having control over our lives rather than trusting in the safety of the herd?

>>509570730 (OP)
why do women type in the most redundant and pseudo profound way possible while also inserting irrelevant but obnoxious comments? I know this is probably ai but it mimics this pretty well.

>>509582621
My research goals are paying off, thanks for being an obvious little facehugger with testicles for brains, feel free to have alien abduction fantasies with me cutting you open and placing your organs into jars.

>>509582888

>>509570730 (OP)
>also happen to be female
YOU WILL NEVER BE A REAL WOMAN HAHAHAHAHA WHAT A FUCKING FAGGOT

>>509582806
I can have a range of opinions to this depending on my mood. The nastiest would be "fuck your babies cos I hate them and I didn't get a good childhood so why do your progeny deserves it?" The nicest religion-adjacent opinion would be that even the weakest person's life is relevant because either souls gain EXP in each life or a god is experiencing life through us and finds every point of view relevant. The middle ground would be that the meaning of life is processing and mutating information, and DNA is much less efficient at it than sentient brains or AI. I've heard such an idea comes from some book but I've arrived to it independently because I need a better reason to live than just making the world better for somebody's babies. But keep pissing me off and I'll end up teaching all the kids including yours that your way of thinking is that of an animal that is afraid of extinction an is using its disproportionately big brain to protect itself from the fear of death, even if it's just a short and healthy ego death.

>>509583591
If Op is a tranny, Op's dealing with his own lies and tuning out the lies that he's dished out to others. Let him work it out on his own so he can take ownership of his choices.

Homosexuality is the ultimate bad choice. The human genetic strategy is out of Africa, but that life among the wild animals was genetically abandoned by those who left Africa.

For those of us who did leave, we retain the cerebellum traits of Africa, but normally only use them as a healing function when one goes into shock. Synapticly, we think in number groupings like 1-2-3-4 while our Africans think in 2-4-6-8 groupings. They are perpetually schizo, but the numeric redundancy filters out the obsessive-compulsive forks that non-Africans would indulge.

Homosexuals are sex addicts who seek out schizophrenia. You can't talk them down. They can only do it on their own and the first step is to stop believing that they have some kind of "wolf" escape path that they can reach. It's a dead end.

>>509582957
That's just a description of a psychopath that happens to be female. You would respect the same qualities in male psychopaths and accept them as leaders. The problem is just that you have nothing to be proud of except having a dick.

>>509584639

>>509584639
(you) need to get your womb bred. That is the only way you will ever heal your psychosis and integrate into the world. Find the closet BWC you can and let it fill you until you leak out

>>509584540
Or people can be so over their sexual instincts that they're attracted to intellect and personality no matter which little bits of flesh the bearers of those brains have between their legs.

>>509584639
>JUST a description
>HAPPENS to be female
pretty sure you can't phantom any of this because you can't into critical thinking because you are a female and young I think too...but women think collectively and men think individually, that is the difference and why men are leaders, and why women have a higher vaxx acceptance. and why men have a higher center of gravity and women lower...ETC. fucking cunt.

Caring what other human mammals think is the epitome of weakness. Living emotions externally is the weakest of any existence. Oh I could kill them. Because you don't have any self esteem? Guess you can get esteem on cell block C while Bertha tells you how delicious you look. Stop assigning your weaknesses to other people. It's you. Not them.

>>509584883
You need a dominatrix and a psychiatrist, preferably both rolled onto one, to rail you with a huge dildo so that you stop projecting onto strangers and embrace your inner breeding sow.

>>509584941
nah never happens. only to a point. never all the way. I have been more attracted to females that I wouldn't be as attracted to because they had some kind of intellectual stimulation for me but no, there has to be an underlying physical attraction...or you will just be a miserable slave to your body that happens too

>>509584439
We are all animals. Humans think they aren't, and that's because humans do represent a unique but incomplete evolution into another class of animal. Consider warm blooded animals to think in pain-pleasure emotional context that's either one or two bit formulas. Humans have made an incomplete transition to three and four bit emotional context. It's the adaptation that allows for a greater focus on temporal context, but I don't consider it a complete break.

Some people have a fairly complete break from their animal nature and that's why they need a God to rationalize their selfish decisions. They simply don't have a solid "do unto others" way to feel their way through social relationships.

Don't bother to try to drag me into relationships and commitments that I've never made. It would never reach a conclusion even if I tried to explain it. Just accept that we are NOT made in God's image. We are wired like any fancy AI computer but better. You just don't respect the subtle types of data that we process without even thinking about it. We don't contemplate our every decision as if it were an existential choice. We simply try to avoid the pain and maximize the pleasure, and most people get a bit offended if you tell them that they are a monkey and not God.

>>509585181
I don't want that, I am a man. I am starting to think (you) are too

>>509584941
That all sound so fancy until you get in a fight and your adrenaline causes your mind to totally lock up. In the end, we aren't that impressed by intellect when what we really want is to beat the shit out of someone.

>>509585387
I may have too much natural testosterone but I can't afford to test it. I would try to transition if my body size wouldn't make it impossible for me to pass as a male, thus making the potential attempt a waste of money. Regardless, I have no female procreative instincts at all and would rather substitute the procreation of body with procreation through ideas and artistic works.

>>509586185
Becoming a pooner is the biggest waste of a female possible. Do that and you'll be forever alone no matter your sexual orientation. Nobody wants a disgusting freak with a big square arm patch and football sewmark tits. Life is hard for a manlet, becoming the manlet is a death sentence. lol
You'll fuck around and fight out it quickly goes from admiration to absolute disgust. You'll be the feminist author of that book that poonered out and killed herself. lmao!

Prinnys in disgaea are making fun of pooners. They are basically demons in hell with a sewn up chest and peg legs, and they say DOOD every other scene.

Where can I go to unsubscribe from your blog? Take your meds you dumb roastie whore and take your faggotry to
>>>/r9k/

>>509570730 (OP)
>I could both outwit them and kill them without losing any sleep if they piss me off
Can you molest me? I like evil women.

>>509585280
>Just accept that we are NOT made in God's image.
you make this knowledge claim with such certainty.
how does the mind of a monkey that evolved to prioritize the ability to fight flee feed and fuck rather than discern the true nature of universe arrive at such certainty?

>>509584439
Oh, I should clarify on the "animal" pain-pleasure mechanism. This is not quite as simple as 1 bit-2 bit. Birds are probably best defined as 1x4 and 2x4 Cats are 1x2 and 2x2. This is all a part of a feedback mechanism where you "can" focus on even numbers or odd numbers, but even numbers tend to reflect a fighting nature while odd numbers reflect a fleeing nature.

You "can" be a female and have life experiences that have conditioned you to fight even though your hormones tend to steer you towards fleeing, but nature has it's redundancies, and the genes aren't usually going to fork away from the conventions of the herd. Too many traits are linked to other traits.

If you noticed my "x4" and "x2" wording, think of it as one and two bit synapses defined by the number of cells that they span in an array. The x4 or x2 bit is the number of synapses in the formula.. I'd also suspect that some dinosaurs had a x3 factor, but that's just a mathematical supposition, of course.

>>509570730 (OP)
Stfu foid subhuman id rape you to death

>>509587923
I make the supposition that we have no idea on whether or not there is a god, nor is it likely that God would have taken a similar evolutionary path to existence. A whole lot of what I post here is theoretical. When dealing with evolution, you're just going to have to deal with non-proofs. Genetics is about random mutations, not a formula that can be reproduced in a lab.

>>509586646
I do not need anything beyond what would make me more androgynous, although I could accept a gender-neutral cyborg body as an alternative. All that matters to me is no juggly ass wider than my shoulders and no Karen-like bitchy pitch in my voice. I have the utmost revulsion for anything I associate with the feminine cowardly weakness that has to resort to manipulation to survive. I could embrace myself in the image of a witch or a nonhuman creature, because being seen as a walking incubator for the disgusting squeaky shit-machines without a shred of sentience that the dick-bearers only become interested in when they can inseminate them with their agenda that serves to protect their weak-ass egos and even weaker gonads, makes me wanna cut myself open in front of them and enjoy the shock and dread on their pathetic cowardly faces as I fulfill my life's greatest wish and die while leaving an impact.

this thread is why I keep squeezing even after they've turned blue