>Wants ideal Gf
>decent house
>maybe some little shits
>nice neighborhood

>bratty women
>overpriced housing
>too expensive for children
>horrible people

wtf happened /pol/?

>>509698268 (OP)
oh shit its Sayori

I unironically had a chance a picrel, but my "friends" at the time fucked it up for me. I will eternally hate them for it.

>>509698624
>but my "friends" at the time fucked it up for me.
What did they do

>>509698268 (OP)
>wtf happened /pol/?
Jews

Any other questions? The answer is also "Jews"

>>509698268 (OP)
I moved 2 frequently to have a childhood gf.

>>509698268 (OP)
I could've had one of those but my idiot boomer dad thought I'd turn out more successful without 'distractions' and put me in an all boy's school

>>509698718
They invited me out on the town to bars and a drag show and basically just being degenerates. It wasn't my kind of thing and most certainly still isn't, but I was desperate for friendship so I tagged along. I didn't even drink that night. I just wanted to hang out with what I thought were friends.
She is a nice churchy type. We were both each other's first love. I still wake up thinking about her years later. We had a lunch date set up and everything. She somehow found out about that night out and cut ties with me instead of dealing with a degenerate piece of shit, which I will not fault her for.
The best part is those "friends" I gave it all up for actually did hate me behind my back. I was kept around for their own selfish purposes, but I was too broken to see it.

>>509698718
They convinced anon to practice sucking dick on them so he could give his future gf pointers on how to do it well.

>>509698268 (OP)
People who make these GF pictures have to be the most gayest people on earth.

>>509699366
Actually go and murder them

>>509699366
>I was desperate for friendship so I tagged along. I didn't even drink that night. I just wanted to hang out with what I thought were friends.
Ahhh, you fell for the classic blunder, you forgot to dehumanize yourself and face to bloodshed!

>>509699555
Last I saw, they were all either divorced, fat, sick, in crippling debt, or in loveless relationships. I wouldn't want to free them from that.

>>509698268 (OP)
Asian women exist you know

>>509699808
I unironically love this.
Keep going, if for no other reason than to spite the ones that would see you fall.

>>509698268 (OP)
my childhood friend was always a bitchy blonde, the internet lie.

>>509698268 (OP)
jews. jews happened, anon

>>509698268 (OP)
I moved around too much to even still know a girl from my childhood

>>509699366
you could become the next hitler with that backstory

>>509698268 (OP)
Didnt have any f childhood friends what do?

>>509700038
>spite
That’s still a human emotion you haven’t dehumanized yourself enough

Emotional needs create vulnerabilities which lead you to failures and disasters

>>509700493
Move somewhere else where nobody knows you and you have a completely clean slate

>>509698268 (OP)
my childhood female friend fucked the person who was bullying me so badly I used to skip school for months to avoid him and his group of friends.
Never talked to her afterwards.
Women are evil and should never be trusted.

>>509699366
she was just making an excuses, man. if she had heard you chugged a bunch of alcohol and slapped one of the drag queen's asses, I guarantee she would have "complained" to you but she would have been moist and you would have 100% plowed. she probably heard you went out and just drank water and thought you were a bitch.

>>509700579
I'm working on it. ;)

>>509699366
>Nice churchy type
Brothers in heaven here me.
She is not the person you think she is, that is her social mask, beneath it all she is just like any other woman. She was searching for an excuse to drop you whilst maintaining the social facade and she found the perfect excuse.

You have lost nothing, this was always going to end like this.

Trust

>>509701142
>She is not the person you think she is
It's always possible she is hiding something. I'm not so naive as to think otherwise. But I have every reason to believe she is genuine and is exactly the kind of woman that should have a giant family.
But, instead, I get to wake up to dreams of her every few weeks and she gets to make powerpoints for the rest of her life.

>>509701451
You can either trust your brain or you can trust a schizo on the internet that did everything right and still lost, the choice is yours.
The brain is a piece of shit and always tries to make you responsible for decisions that were never in your hands to make.
She made her choice, she decided to give up on you. This wasn't your choice, what do you think would have happened at the first chance her (((friends))) made up some shit about you?
That is how it ended for me, bitch was so retarded she chose to believe her friends instead of me and gave up on me.

Do not let your brain guilt trip you. I wrote this post a long time ago and i think it will be helpful to you.

>>509701784
I appreciate it, really.
What you speak is truth, it's just hard to accept when you wake up after living happily the last 25 years with someone who got into your soul when you had no defenses against such things.