>>509729203 (OP)
yea when you can't figure something out, when it's simple, all kinds of thoughts will grace your mind the more and more you delve into it. deep shit. then you will get so deep you feel uncontrollably helpless basically.
anyway thats all depression is, you didn't figure something that happened, out. Then you start spiralling. Until it dawns on you. Something about your situation is fucked up, and somoene else might point it out to you, probably, best way.