>35 years old
>ugly beta autistic male
>never had any woman show interest in me ever, never been on a date
>no social life
>become ugly loner loser within a week of all jobs
>had no social life during university
>went walking in a large city recently and seeing all the qts and Staceys come out because it's sunny was so fucking demoralizing
>no hope of ever having a gf or being anything other than a cog for society to use up and throwaway
>patheticness of my life is very real and something I think about constantly

What do? It has been over a decade since learning about the incel blackpill and it predicted everything about my life.

>>510049924 (OP)
go to asia and get an asian wife

>>510049924 (OP)
>What do?
think positively and it'll turn out alright, you'll see

>become ugly loner loser within a week of all jobs

I had hope for you up until this line...even a demented, fat retard like me can get a woman when they are forced to spend enough time with me in the workplace.

>>510049924 (OP)
Become a serial killer and swarm in bpd pussy

>>510049924 (OP)
33, been told I look like a jeet, I'm ugly, weak, and unmotivated as sin, developped absolute hatred for effort, but still managed to work my way through getting my own place and mortgage.
At this point, nothing, buy a 4090, play your favorite games, get a cat, and decide whenever you're done, this is postgame.

>>510050132

No

>>510049924 (OP)
Doesn't matter. When we die we die. There's no proof of afterlife for a reason.

>>510050584
why not?
if you cant connect with people from your country then its time to look elsewhere.
but OP probably has other problems, like low self esteem, obesity, dresses and behaves like shit, has no personality or any good personality traits etc.

>>510049924 (OP)
Sounds like you need one of those weird loser girls, they're around but you don't see them because you think you deserve better, you don't.

>>510050132
this is literally the answer, but they're not ready for this yet. either they're scared to leave home, or have some weird idea about ruining their genetic lineage as if they actually have a chance with a white woman

>>510050718
That's very specific...

>>510050845
>you think you deserve better, you don't.
lol. more people need to hear this truth

>>510050316
That only works if you talk to them and put a lot of effort in
>be me
>usually the best looking white guy at any job
>don’t get pussy because coming up with normie shit to talk about to coworkers just feels like extra work

Girls come talk to me sometimes, but I’m just so boring, even if a little charming. Also hurts the only ones that show interest also have bfs (my entire life has been like this but I don’t fuck two timing whores anymore)

>>510050867
OP might be very popular with the ladies in asia, many asian woman would be happy to have a man like him.

>>510050894
isnt it obvious from OP describing his life?

>>510049924 (OP)
Get some hobbies and find what makes it worth living

>>510049924 (OP)
So it's not normal to have random women approach you around campus to give you birthday gifts?

No Rizz no pussy

>>510051009
White women have too high standards. Don't put the blame on him.

>>510049924 (OP)
Everyone has their own problems and you aren't unique enough to deserve any sympathy for your own failings.
Go have sex with a prostitute you fucking loser.

>>510051001
All women have "bfs"

>>510049924 (OP)
>You missed british

>>510051286
>>509999999

>>510049924 (OP)
Stop churning and get over it like everyone else you fucking little faggot.

Everything comes to you when you are not thirsty for it

>>510051372
>nonsense reply
It's all so tiresome

>>510051506
Basketweave some more swe fag

>>510050867
You forgot one last major reason. The constant shilling about how bad asia is and the constant shaming about white men who go there (including threats pf violence now not even joking) make some people too scared or too demoralized to even try to leave to there. I am willing to bet OP has fallen victim to this in some way.

Asian women still act fucking feminine and it’s heartwarming. You dont get taken care of properly as a man by a woman till you try asia.

>>510049924 (OP)
if it makes you feel any better, I have had lots of success with women but I am still very poor, no friends whatsoever except my wife, surrounded constantly by pajeets in every aspect of life except inside my home

>>510049924 (OP)
>It has been over a decade since learning about the incel blackpill and it predicted everything about my life.
Abandon the black pill, it’s done nothing for you. It’s just defeatism. Become a writer or something. Do something with your life but don’t become a wageslave as it is a life for retards.

>>510051793
What are you, the Borg?

>>510049924 (OP)
>35
>5'5
>staggerling ugly

People don't even look at me like I'm a human. I don't even want a GF, it's not something I could ever make a reality for myself and I knew this from a very early age. It would just be nice to go out in public and not get dirty looks and whispers. Coivd was great with all the masks because the mask would cover half my face and I go out with no worries.

What do you want out of your life? What is worth spending your finite moments on before you die? I’ll give you sincere advice based on your answer to this question.

>>510049924 (OP)
you're perfect cattle for the christ-cult. seek Jewsus

>>510051079
white women standards > miscegenation

>>510052080
>What do you want out of your life?

i just want it to be over

Normies breed. Normie ideas survive. Normie ideas are what it means to be human. I AM NOT HUMAN. I SHOULD NOT LIVE. Weird, different, loner, AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT
My effort makes no difference.
I'm sensitive to how people form hierarchies and how I don't fit in any of them anywhere and I'm aware I have nowhere on Earth to go to get away from it so I hope I snap soon.

>>510052140
You're black then?

>the borg

No one knows what you mean

also no Yous for you

>>510052231
cant tell if youre a bot or this is just autistic slam poetry

Good thing you're just a bot 1pbtid

Monk

>>510049924 (OP)
Get in shape, chat up as many girls as you can. Lower your standards enough to get some pussy and get some practice/ experience engaging with women. The small victories will do your self esteem wonders and then you can take what you've learned and apply it to future conquests. Stop putting the pussy on a pedestal. Once you realize they are all basically the same you'll get over your hangups. Good luck and God speed anon.

>>510050867
You say 'have a chance with a white woman' as if white women are somehow desirable, let alone more desirable than Asian women.

White women are narcissistic feminists with barren wombs.

>>510049924 (OP)
I'm 42 married with kids and I envy your freedom. I wish I could just walk around without a care in the world again.