HOW THE FUCK DO I GET OFF MR BONES WILD RIDE??????

5 years. 5 years of having to listen to this CIA BCI fucking slop AI telepathically drone on in my head with absolute nonsense because it knows it can't fool me anymore with bullshit like conspiring neighbors. At least in the beginning it was interesting, now it's just insufferable. How the fuck could anyone do this to people and sleep at night?

>>510237746 (OP)
What you have is called schizophrenia.

>>510237830
Na, that's the fucking make believe mental illness along with psychosis that they are using to conceal this shit. The voices in the beginning were so elaborate they might as well have been a movie script. I couldn't conjure them up sober let alone spun out on drugs where some magical mental illness made me hear voices that aren't even real. No wonder scientists don't understand schizophrenia, you can't understand something that is fucking make believe.

>>510237746 (OP)
you willingly give "them" the power "they" hold over you. First get right with God, in other words God isnt your enemy and you need to figure that out. Second get right with God, everything is in his control, and he is not your enemy, you need to figure that out. Third get right with God, a righteous man will weather any storm and nothing will rob from him a full life, everything is in his control, and he is not your enemy, you need to figure that out.

Dont look to the churches to find God, a high place is built on every street, always has been, and yet it is in the lowest places, the places where it is often said all hope had forsaken, where death abounds and the weak crumble to ruin, where a man will find God.

>>510238278
you are right, its not "schizophrenia", it is a demon that is fucking with you. Turn away from that shit.

>>510237746 (OP)
YOU'RE COMING WITH MEEEEEEEEEE!
https://youtu.be/_utJKRYSbts

>>510238278
>>510237746 (OP)
no you faggot im not gonna just let you let this thread die

>>510238330
What would you say God is, a (numinous) mode of thinking? I've been trying to figure this out after being an atheist retard my whole life.

>>510238330
>>510238393
I think I might hate you mind controlled brainwashed disinfo agents covering for the CIA and doing it for free even more so than I hate them.

>>510238330
>You give them power
Lil gup this shit is literal mind control. You will do a flip. Either off a bridge, or temporarily enter matrix world
>Get right with God
This is heavily psyoped, and not in the way you think.

Lil bro OP, it's annoying as fuck. My comfort came from lots of end of the world dreams. Just last night was petting my dog in my dream and realized that silly goose was E.T. chill dude but creepy. Also, I find it more relieving to mock the program rather than complain, but I'm not in wonderland yet either. Soon, hopefully

>>510239614
How do you find the will to care about anything anymore? I just can't seem to find that will.

>>510237746 (OP)
have you got your settlement check yet?

You are experiencing gnosis

The demiurge and archons are targeting you for waking up that you are in a prison planet. That human souls are inflicted suffering and human trauma because they feed on energy from intense emotions (loosh)

They can possess NPCs and some humans are demon avatars. They use these to hurt you.

>>510238278
I had the absolute same, bro, stay in there

>spun out
sounds like meth psychosis to me
how about you stay sober completely for a year and see what happens
schizophrenia includes psychosis, but psychosis isn’t only caused by schizophrenia
furthermore schizophrenia, the real type not the meme type, is measurable with changes in the brain
It’s not just psychology conjecture there are quantifiable aspects here
however over time the complete picture of that disease is constantly being reexamined because there is no cure yet
just put the pipe away bot

>>510240918
I don't care about much, no. I talk about the issue and they can either fix it or don't. I'm happiest when I'm in the state of mind of "whatever, not my problem. Good signs for me, bad for thee!"
And ignore the constantly cycling psychological/evidence debates that poke their heads up.
Whatever man, grab a beer if you can and piss it away

>>510237746 (OP)
>HOW THE FUCK DO I GET OFF MR BONES WILD RIDE??????
That's the neat thing. You don't

>>510238278
I might give you some sort of a chance if every single schizo wasnt a complete retard before they became schizo. You're not special, you just mentally ill.

>>510242597
It's not his problem if you "give him a chance" or not.

>>510237746 (OP)
if EMF was somehow causing you to experience auditory hallucionations, you could just enter a faraday cage and find relief
what is far more probable is that some event caused you to experience a spiritually fracturing event, and now the tens of thousands of nephilim that invisbly hover around us at all times are able to whisper directly into your ear

i strongly suggest speaking with a catholic priest and arranging an exorcism from a trained exorcist

>>510243117
It has a strong flavor of taking God's ire for the team, while rich illuminati jew funded musicians play the matrix theme and gas light you.
Idk dude the shit gave me tinnitus. Someone knows about this program. That should be the focus, not the victim's relationship with God.
Because that assumes it isn't someone else's kid's problem down the road.
If there's any reason to post about it, it's that maybe they should double check if they can do anything about it or not

>>510237746 (OP)
The problem with schizos is they often also slap on a layer of insufferable arrogance. This is why so many of them get bullied or beaten. I have sympathy, but when you turn around and pretend you’re outsmarting the voices in your head and that it somehow is “more interesting” when they try harder, you yourself sound like a try hard. So try harder. And continue to ignore anyone telling you that you have a problem. And then see where that gets you prick.

>>510237746 (OP)
https://youtu.be/FzoXQKumgCw

>>510241271
Miss me with that satanist pipeline shit.

>>510243986
I was in the same boat as you for 31 years.
An afflicted could do crazy shit and I wouldn't blame them. The reality is the world "should have" ended 2 and a half years ago in a fantastic theatrical episode. That's how wrong it is. Living since then has only strengthened my belief. Every day nothing happens about justice or whatever is an offense.
These guys have been wronged bigly