Thread 510301778

In the 2016 to about 2021 era I felt very hopeful and very spiritual, especially in regards to the future and in regards to politics, even when things didn't go our way. There was a certain soul and essence to everything. I genuinely felt as if some sort of force was guiding my actions. But now I just feel despondent and blackpilled all the time, I feel like I simply exist.

Does anyone feel the same? How do I get back to where I once was?

>>510301778 (OP)
Everyone got the covid vaccine in 2021. There's your answer.

>>510301778 (OP)
>Does anyone feel the same?
Yes I feel the same. With a fall off around 2022.

Murdoch Murdoch was also the shit

>>510301778 (OP)
You are retarded for believing it could be changed, but its okay. People can be so desperate for change that they put faith in pedophiles in hopes they have good intentions. All you can do is learn from it, and realize nothing is changing. Get a job, youll get some friends, and while it doesnt take away the fact we’re run by elite pedophiles who hate us, it does help cope with it.

>>510301778 (OP)
Nope, i feel it more than ever, nowadays

>>510302065
If you are the happiest you've ever been in 2025 you actually have no soul

>>510302057
just reject the programming and see the state as just a gang
and think about it
they have expend so much resources trying to implement their laws
make it harder for them

Hylics and Archonic spirits outnumber the real humans

That's why reality feels so thin.

>>510301915
Even worse the right made covid vaccine depopulation shit a tenant of the their belief system and now it is becoming very obvious that the depopulation shit isn't going to happen. Everyone is so emotionally invested that there is no changing course. Germ theory denial is already taking hold on the right and I am sure flat earth will take hold next.

I feel you on that, Lots of optimism in your soul. It's hard to describe, but the will power of wanting to do better, and try harder was a part of who I was.

Now? There have been so many curtain reveals that I just don't know anymore. It's all going wrong,

COVID was a hard truth revealer for alot of shit, the people we believed in are just cunt ass shills, and the other half of them could give less of a fuck about you.

I feel so fucking bad for the kids growing up right now. The country wasn't always like this.

>>510301915
You think the vaccine had something to do with it?
I had to get it to continue my job.

>>510302395
depopulation IS happening
>for lease
>for rent
dead streets dead businesses
but really really packed hospitals

>>510302226
It's not exactly a feeling of happiness.
It's more like a, "Despite the hardship everything will turn out okay, I'm being watched over." type feeling.

>>510301778 (OP)
I have also changed, but now I have found peace in chaos. I realized, in the end, nothing ever happens, but the ride never ends.

>>510302606
All my elder extended family has now perished. Now it's my parents circling the toilet. Red deer is happening, it's just very slow and painful unlike the "prophecy"

>>510302975
>>510302686
indeed our guardians are watching over

>>510302395
>t. spread his cheeks for the ruling class and took the vax

It's called growing up, spoiler: it gets worse

>>510301778 (OP)
You got old. Many such cases.

>>510302065
Based MIGA retard.

>>510302551
>>510301778 (OP)
Does MM still exist

>>510301778 (OP)
>In the 2016 to about 2021 era I felt very hopeful

>>510301778 (OP)
>I was hopeful
So was i, and then reality crept in. We will not be able to vote ourselves out of the mess we're in, so I resigned myself to trying to get as rich as possible so I can fuck off. Shit is fucked and only getting more fucked

Read this. The title is misleading. It will answer your questions.

>>510301778 (OP)
>In the 2016 to about 2021 era
Yeah Trump 1 was great times. That's why we elected him again.

>>510301778 (OP)
bump

https://niicha.neocities.org/essays/syzygy.html

>>510301915
fpbp

>>510301778 (OP)
>>510301915
>>510302050
People have begun to lose their hopes and forget their dreams.

Nobody cares about anything anymore.
Nobody wants to get together anymore.
Nobody does anything without getting paid anymore.
Nobody wants to do anything anymore.

https://youtu.be/kVaolNKt2zw
https://youtu.be/1d925iMSuLY

Where do we go from here?

>>510306967
I'm convinced that you people are genuine paid shills.

>>510301778 (OP)
>hopeful
>2016-2021

nigger you fucking what

>>510307805
*https://niicha.neocities.org/syzygy.html

forgot to fix that part

>>510301778 (OP)
Yeah i hate doodle niggers and podcasters other than that youve wasted everyones lives

redpill?

faggot and fascist share the same etymology

hence white men embrace symbols of getting fucked in their ass because these cute and vain symbols represent your subjugation

The Elite are Fascist and the plebs (You) are the bitch they intend to manipulate and control

>>510307934
They are. They keep spamming and fuses to see why their Republican Party is stuck in a plateau for a decade.

>>510308003
Holy shit you're STILL fucking posting?
You even change your images every time you post because people caught on to your spam.

To everyone in this thread:
This guy has spammed up both /pol/ and /his/ for many years with incomprehensible nonsense. He's the second most autistic unemployed loser on all of 4chan. The first being the guy who created YLYL threads on /gif/ and /wsg/.

>>510301778 (OP)
murdoch murdoch was right all along... shit...

>>510301778 (OP)
>How do I get back to where I once was?
By remembering what acceleration means.

>>510301778 (OP)
2016, I think a lot of people believed that the system could be reformed from within. That Trump was an "outsider" who had some quick wit and while he did get sucked into drama, he didn't back down or cower to the crowd that were browbeating and talking down to whites, white men in particular.

When he went down that escalator nearly 10 years ago, I tried to tell people. This guy isn't a saviour. He's no Caesar either. I tried to tell them that he had all of the stereotypical flaws of his generation. Very few of them are based. The only ones I met that weren't total cowards were the ones that served in places like Vietnam, but even half of those went crazy and self destructed. This guy was a draft dodger, claims he wants to hire American but he took not one but three foreign trophy wives and cheated on all of them. Also leans into the WWII myth that they were all heroes when he doesn't even know what that is.

For younger people 2024 is their 2016, where you're naive that this time he's going to really do what he said he'll do. And well, it's a learning experience for those people too.

Those feels you have? It's because part of you has to die. The part of you that actually thought you could vote your way out of this. The truth is that, when the time comes, you'll know what has to be done. You know when a guy and another guy, who could be complete strangers, sees a pretty girl and she bends over or something and you just look to her, then to him and nod, some mutual understanding and appreciation. No words need to be said. It's going to be like that. Where perhaps you'll be in a state of disbelief at first, oh is it started? Holy shit. And well, you'll figure it out. Best to prepare though.

All I'll say is we came close to it happening a year ago and in a way it would've been better then, he could've died a martyr. People could fight for who they thought he was. Now that he's doing things like war with Iran, cucking on the Epstein thing. It's worse.

>>510302226
edgy

>>510308369
It's a bot.

lurk moar

>>510301778 (OP)
Yepp, I felt optimistic back around 2020-21 when realized how fake and gay everything has turned into. I was having loads of struggles between 22-24 but now I think I finally found my way out. Gradually stopped giving a flat fuck, learned to play the game, become manipulative and opportunistic akin to a jew, I think I was too honest and naive some times. Adopting the jew mindset could help

>>510301778 (OP)
Mine started in 2016 and ended in very late 2017 when this board introduced me to Christianity via. pastor Steven L. Anderson.

I was really enjoying Trump's first presidency and the alt-right culture, but that stupid Jew worship religion told me that it was all wicked, so I distanced myself from it.

It took me 6 years to snap out of that cult, and it made me lose a lot of friends and miss out on experiences because I wanted (((God))) to bless me.

I'm trying to find the antidote to the black pill myself.

>>510301778 (OP)
For me, everything went to shit since 1945.

you're just getting old, anon, happens to us all

I've been wallowing in despair for months. Only in the past week have I felt that everything was going to be ok.

>>510301778 (OP)
So youre a demoralized little gay boy? You even have gay in your ID lol

>>510307951
hes just young probably, hadn't had his sovl crvshed yet.

>>510302395
I dare you to invent a worse take than this.

>>510306967
>Trump 1 was great times
America got worse all 4 years he was president. He wasn't even a speed bump for our enemies.

>>510311983
To be fair he was necessary for bringing White Nationalist politics into the mainstream, but in the subsequent years when he proved to be a kike controlled retard, his crowd had at that point become fanatical and impossible to redpill.

>>510308685
>I'm trying to find the antidote to the black pill myself.

https://ourchan DOT org/pol/thread/16434.html