I can’t take the pain anymore. I can’t stand being poor. I know I’m only 20 and my family isnt poor but I just want to freedom to do stuff. I have zero debt and 7000$ cash but that doesn’t give you anything. Everyone says be grateful to live and eat for free but I hate it. I hate being stuck with my family. I hate having to explain everything and every decision I make. Every time I leave the house “where are you going”
LIKE STFU, LEAVE ME ALONE

>>510317215 (OP)
Send me the money first

>>510317215 (OP)
https://youtu.be/lqZehFAwoTM?t=32

It's over as soon as you turn 18 and leave the school system without a well established social circle. You go to work, but you won't make any friends, just coworkers. You join a sports club, same deal. It's over, because everyone already has their social circles locked in since childhood. You'll be nothing more than a coworker, destined to be alone for life. Social life and relationships are like trains you have to catch at the quay, a race against time that takes place during adolescence. And by extension, logically of course, no social life and no women.
But normies don't understand this because they are clueless normies who think you can walk into a bar full of strangers and magically form a social life like in The Sims. Only women can start from scratch and create a social life and get a boyfriend from scratch because of their status as women.

Whether you're 40 or 20 it doesn't change anything, maybe for the normies, but for you and me Chud, a year is like any other, the sands of time flowing towards nothingness, nothing more.. nothing less.

>>510317215 (OP)
please dont end your life anon, we need you. living with family sucks bro, hope it gets better for you.

I get you anon and it doesn't get any better and I'm walking in the same thoughts with 60k cash on hand.. That's all I have left after a decade of buck breaking and I still cannot afford a house

Just stop being poor

>>510317215 (OP)
I really hope you’re not being serious. I hope you know that there are people out there affected positively by you. You cannot convince me otherwise. Please don’t kill yourself. You have family, friends, neighbors, coworkers, even strangers who would be devastated by such a terrible thing. I hope and pray you get help, get a hobby, find happiness. Even in the darkest of nights there’s light to be found. Even when things seem hopeless there is always hope to be found. I might not know you personally but I know I’d be devastated to find out if you really did take your life. Find God. Find something to make life worth while.

Calm down. I am in a worse position than you are yet I have my inner peace. That is because of a personal relationship with God.

I invite you to become a Muslim and to experience this inner peace and gratitude for existence.

>>510317215 (OP)
I'd do anything to hear my parents again, even just to say, "where are you going"

>>510317215 (OP)
How brown are you? A Jeet can probably live 10 years with that money.

>>510317215 (OP)
Remember there is two kinds of induced pain psychological and direct, there's plenty of ways to use direct they all use energy

>>510317215 (OP)
Kys at 20 years old is retarded OP. Besides we are about to face the greatest wealth change this coming fall, you would be absolutly dumb to miss out.

>>510317690
I’ve been trying meme coins but I lose EVERY SINGLE TIME!! I LOST 500$ last week. I HATE MY LIFE!!! And some people have made like 80k with 100$

>>510317215 (OP)
That money would do a lot for me. I can't even afford dinner tonight. I'm going to settle for a 3 dollar can of malt liquor i'm charging to my credit card to ease my pain.

>>510317215 (OP)
Can you pick a dumber reason to commit suicide?

>>510317215 (OP)
I’ll pay you to be my live-in butler who follows me everywhere and whenever I ask you to fetch something you have to say “Right away, saar” in a very thick Indian accent before scurrying off to make me look important and wealthy in front of my guests. Also you have to say “An excellent idea, saar” whenever I suggest anything, even if it’s a totally retarded idea, especially in front of the guests. You also have to wear an all-white suit and a turban.

>>510317215 (OP)
cashapp me bro

>>510317215 (OP)
Well if that is the extent of your problems (pussy little bitch), you will never make it in real life anyway. Best get on with it, see you on the other side.

>>510317215 (OP)
>Im going to end my life tonigh

Leaf-Bro, tell us about your personal experiences with the COVID vaccines.

Seriously.

How many vaccinations did you receive?

How did your body react to each of the various injections?

And how did you feel psychologically after each of the injections?

>>510317215 (OP)
paypal me your cash dude

Record it fag

>>510317215 (OP)
I am a fucking god. Sure I don't have any money and untreated mental illness. Sure I can't hold down a job or a social life. But I'm free from all that and more importantly, I'm alive and relatively healthy. The world is my oyster. I've been accused of being rich in other ways before, but I don't even want to associate with the rich. After all the stress and backstabbing they do, a richoid doesn't get anywhere near the level of ownership or belonging in the world that I have. They have expectations, but I am just a man.

>>510317930
Any reason is dumb. My neighbors went through a particularly nasty divorce. Back in March and two days ago the woman hung herself because the guy already remarried. She left behind a five year old girl and a three year old boy. I find it tragic and sickening. I despised her but now I know those poor kids will never get a mother’s hug. When their dad is harsh they don’t have their mom to go to for comfort.

>>510317759
i lost 20k due to retarded financial decisions on stock market. I'm still here, still going and still confident i will make my money back and more. Slap yourself in the face, go for a run and get a grip on yourself.

Im holding XRP and GME, and day trading SPY on the side. The economy's going to shit itself in the near future, probably fall or winter so im holding these to profit from that.

You seem to have a big maturity problem, and having expectations of making 80k with 100 is retarded, thats like the women on social media beliving everybody's life is all flash and fancy. Of course i was once 20 and I understand that way of mentallity, but you will do yourself much better if you focus on wisdom and control your emotions.

>>510317215 (OP)
>Leaving house
>"WTF ARE YOU DOING?"

Getting some pussy. See ya!

work on yourself instead of external factors, internal improvement will always be there for you no matter what happens
also if you're sad all the time for no reason you're clinically depressed and need a psychiatrist. anti-depressants do actually work, can always kill yourself later

>>510318220
>two days ago the woman hung herself because the guy already remarried. She left behind a five year old girl and a three year old boy.

I hate to be a nay-sayer, but all of the known sociological statistics indicate that children are VASTLY better off with single fathers than with single mothers.

The best outcomes for children of single parents are obtained with FATHERS, not mothers, as the custodial parent.

So statistically speaking, the kids might very well have hit the jackpot, so to speak.

Any woman who would commit suicide is a woman who is IPSO FACTO not a good role model for her fambly.

OP I was in your boat with the exact same in cash. Turned things around. Don’t give up hope. If you are determined, things will turn around. And yeah, pray, srs.

>>510317563
Shut up you stupid sandnigger

>>510317215 (OP)
Chink Demoralization thread
All chinks should kill themselves

>>510318637
PS: Suicide tends to have a genetic basis, and it's entirely possible that the daughters and granddaughters will suicidal themselves.

tl;dr == Life is a BITCH [no pun intended].

>>510317215 (OP)
PUT THE /=== IN XRP AND HABE /=:=== next year

>>510317580
Oh my god he shit on his own kid !

>>510318637
Yes I agree with that. But that doesn’t take away from the children’s pain of losing a mom.