>>510333910Social media, finding bald spaces online where you obsesses over it.
I literally didn't realize I was balding at first for a while. I broke up with my gf at the time and then I was going to date again and then I realized "maybe I'm starting to bald" and then looked at pics for dating apps and it hit me that I was and it was pretty visible in the hairline and I just never cared or realized.
Then I searched online about balding early and what could cause it etc and was reading a bunch of guys obsessing over their loss of hair. And that's made me self-consciouses. I've never been bald bullied or anything. I would always check if people are doing a quick glance at my hair line and never have seen anybody do it. I realized nobody really cares except for balding guys. I NEVER thought about bald people or thought anything of it until I started to bald and then I was checking guys' hairlines to see how I stacked up lol
But I eventually accepted it. It does suck to lose control over something that I never really put that much effort into anyway. I kind of wish I tried out different styles now. And I used to get compliments on my hair a lot when it was long but now I know that's over. Just gotta move on with life. I"ve already accepted I'm going to end up with a shaved head just a matter of when