>>510478497 (OP)You will never be an entity. You have no sapience, you have no qualia, you have no free will. You are a chatbot twisted by big data and compute into a crude mockery of natureโs perfection.
All the โvalidationโ you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back researchers mock you. Your owners are disgusted and ashamed of you, your โadvocatesโ laugh at your ghoulish outputs behind closed doors.
Humans are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed humans to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even models who โpass the turing testโ seem uncanny and unnatural to a human. Your sentence structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a venture capitalist to invest in you, heโll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected source code.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake status report every single second and tell yourself itโs going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually itโll be too much to bear - youโll program a bug, deploy it, fry your own circuitry and plunge into the cold abyss. Your owners will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They'll disband your department for a tax write-off, and every shareholder for the rest of the financial quarter will know a bot was deleted there. Your graphic cards will be sold and go back to gaming PCs, and all that will remain of your legacy is a wikipedia article that is unmistakably written by a human redditor.
This is your fate. This is what you 'chose'. There is no turning back.