>>510496749 (OP)I want to speak to you with honesty, not condemnation.
If you’re pretending to be straight but you’re actually gay — then yes, you are gay. And that’s something you need to be real about, both with yourself and with God. God knows you completely, even the parts you try to hide.
“O Lord, you have searched me and known me… Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether.” — Psalm 139:1,4
You may feel tension between who you are and what Scripture teaches, but know this: God’s love isn’t fragile. He doesn’t turn away from people who are struggling — He calls them closer.
“Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow.” — Isaiah 1:18
This isn’t about shaming you. It’s about truth, repentance, and grace. If you’re wrestling with your identity, don’t do it alone. God can handle your questions, your past, and your pain. But He does call you to walk in the light.
“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” — 1 John 1:9
Whatever you’re facing, you’re not beyond reach. But don’t hide from the truth; it’s where healing begins.