>>510677728 (OP)I live in a ok-ish 1 bedroom cabin on 12.5 acres my mom needed to me when she inherited it after my grampa died, make $11 an hour doing a shitty work from home customer virtual service call center job 24 hours a week that covers what few bills I have and groceries with roughly $350 left over to save, buy some video games occasionally.
I'm literally white trash that lucked out being given some property to call my own. I doubt I'll ever get married or have kids. The only female relationship I have is a best friend with benefits situation with my best friend from high school. She drives up to my cabin and hangs out for a week or two at a time, fuck and play video, smoke some weed til her mom bitches about her being gone and she drives back down into town.
Its a shit existence in some ways cause she only wants to hang out and fuck, get high but said flat out she doesn't want a long term relationship with me. But otherwise I love the solitude and having no neighbors for miles, rarely hear a jet overhead and nothing but birds, etc. Just make the best of your life that you can op. Men live our lives in a cesspit 9f shit. Like other anons said ITT, women play the game of life on easy mode.