>>510976781 (OP)I will do it.
I worked in IT (QA), but the pressure of AI, fucking Pajeets, colleagues who are much younger, energetic and cheap, and the general crisis in IT is too strong.
With just fucking insane amount of effort after month of sending my CV I passed through 4 rounds interview and was able to get a job, and the stress and load were fucking awful.
Sometimes there are 1200 CVs for a open position in IT in my location, there is a counter on a job website.
At first I was happy, but they assigned shit ton of tasks to you and everything had to be done "by yesterday". A lot of people who started with me they were laid off, because they were """""" low performers"""""", but those people ripped their ass off, managers, fucking sick faggots, just fired them with no remorse.
I gained 15 kg of fucking fat, some days I was barely able to sleep, and after almost a year of torturing myself - I quit. Fuck it. Fuck it, fucking FUCK it, I was just killing my health.
I live off my financial cushion from this stupid fucking previous job, I have money for like ~18 month of unemployment.
But I have a degree in CS, all my work experience is also in IT, I literally have nowhere to go, and the only available options are janitor, manual worker, delivery man, and etc.
I'm not some aristocratic king and I'm willing to do even a janny's job, I'd would apply, but like in my country they earn shit. it's not enough to live, this job is for retired people who want to earn some money in addition to their pension.
Many people from these jobs try to get into IT instead, because they hate their jobs in a call center or something, and they pay money for some dogshit IT-courses.
I think after I spend all my savings, I will try to find some dogshit job - I won't find anything, and I decided to buy helium balloons and make a fucking suicide bag. They say you won't feel shit, you just get to sleep, no pain, nothing.