>>511083302I don't speak for God, but in my experience, God doesn't repay evil for evil in the way we deserve. Aka, you murdered your kid, so God won't let you have more kids. He could and He may, but in my experience, He'd prefer to let you suffer the consequences of your actions so as to realize the mistake and turn back towards Him.
Now, for those who are actively doing things out of spite towards God, He'll smite or do whatever, but in my experience I would not assume God will give you more consequences for your actions (in this life). Again, not speaking for Him nor telling you how it will be, just saying what I have seen.
Personally. I recommend you don't sweat it, own your mistake, vow to never do it again, seek God's forgiveness and carry on forward. Don't forget what you've done, but don't let it hold you back either. Jesus wouldn't want that.